Suicide Paranoia – 16: Suicide and Blame (Part 3) DAY 402

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In this Post, we’re going to open up the Relationship between Suicide Paranoia and Blame more, with looking at Blame in the context/nature of Anger/Spite/Revenge to/towards something/someone else – to see, realise and understand the futility and consequence of accepting and allowing such a Relationship to something/someone in one’s own Mind to ‘haunt’ one into and as giving up / giving in / ending oneself / one’s life/living experience:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, in my Mind, I can make myself believe that – through “Blaming” someone/something for my own reactions/experience, and Imagine within that Blame how I’d take revenge/spite them to ‘get back at them in some way or another’ – even take it so far as considering taking ‘my own life’; that within this all I can make myself believe that this will in ANY way make anything ‘right’ / ‘fix what had happened’ / ‘would change me/the other person’; existing within the belief that “If I hurt them as much as they hurt me – we’re even”. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how in such instances – no-one learns anything, no Awareness/Understanding exists of how matters unfolded to lead one’s own Mind to considering Suicide to spite/compromise/take revenge onto/towards something/someone else. Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider within this all, that those that ‘did / say what they have done/spoken’ do not/cannot fully comprehend the consequences of their words/actions and so in that, is their responsibility yes – however, what is my Responsibility is how I REACT to it in MY MIND and how I, for myself, create who I am in relationship to them.

Where, I commit myself to show that – we Humans have no consideration/regard for anything/anyone else but ourselves. No-one takes into consideration/regard the extent to which simple words/actions can affect/influence another’s Mind/Self/Life/Living Experience. Therefore, with for example instances where someone said/did something that deeply affected another’s Mind/Self – the responsibility exist in both, in that: the one that spoke/acted, should have taken responsibility in considering their words/deeds in relationship to others, and the one who reacted, is responsible for how their Mind process the words/behaviour. And because in Humanity – human beings aren’t educated in relation to Life/Living/Relationship/Communication Skills AS WELL AS how their Minds/Consciousness process information/words/behaviour through emotional/feeling reactions and how that can lead to Paranoia if not understood/directed: we now have a world/reality where simple moments of words/actions and reactions to it all  -can cost Lives.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: I am accepting and allowing myself to HOLD ONTO the MEMORY of what happened in relationship to what something/someone did/say – that I am Reliving in my OWN MIND, and in so-doing, in fact making the moment MORE AND MORE POWERFUL in my own Mind to the extent where the Memory will become “more real/important/valuable” than anything/anyone else in my present world – even myself. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this Proves in terms of accepting and allowing but a MEMORY to have more power over/of us, how instantaneously / immediately ONE MEMORY can possess us and so determine who we are, how we feel/behave and according experience our life/living. How this illustrate that in our Minds, we have no “stand” / “Firm Standing” in/as “Who I Am” – that stand to such an extent, where – no matter what anyone says/does – self remain stable/standing in/as this ‘Who I Am’. But, because there is not such a stand, and humans just automatically believe whatever comes up in the Mind, whatever emotions/feeling is experienced in the Mind and accordingly accept/allow it to affect/influence/determine the ‘who I am’ in every moment of breath without realising/seeing/understanding how such thoughts/imaginations/feelings/emotions are created in the first place between the Mind-Physical Relationship: ALL of this lead individuals then to become possessed by a memory/remembrance, a person in the Mind and their reaction to it that can lead to/as them wanting to / even actually taking their own life – all created in the Mind through thought and energy that can actually be stopped by/through a simple decision and process of Understanding the development of Self-Awareness and stopping/changing the Mind/Consciousness.

I commit myself to show that, the problem we’re facing with Suicide / even the consideration thereof in the Mind when it does come up – even to the extent of wanting to/intending to do it out of Blame within the starting point of Revenge/Anger/Spite: all trace back to the fact that Humans don’t understand how the Mind/Consciousness works and how one can change one’s relationship to thought/imagination/reaction and not accept/allow oneself to just believe it/accept it/allow it to control / determine who one is/how one live.

Within this, we suggest investigating Desteni, Desteni I Process LITE, the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs as well as EQAFE – the material and self support/assistance processes will assist and support one with UNDERSTANDING the Mind, the thoughts/memories/imaginations and reactions, learn how to in and as Self AWARENESS – DIRECT what comes up in the Mind into Solutions, to no more accept/allow self to be haunted/possessed by one’s own Mind and Energies within it, and actually see/realise/understand how much more there is to self/life/living beyond the Paranoia / Energy Veil of/as Consciousness.

What goes on in the Mind, Stays in the Mind…REALLY?!?: DAY 379

In a recent Death Research Interview, a woman was explaining her process/realisations within and during her Death experience and she opened up an Interesting Point with regards to explaining the Trinity-Relationship within and as which Human-Beings exist as the Mind-Beingness and Physical Body. One can learn more of this Trinity-Relationship and how it was created in the Reptilian, Atlantean, Kryon Interview Series and one can also Understand more of its Design in the Death Research Interview Series with regards to what Beings realise of/as the Reality of their existence within/between the Mind-Beingness and Physical Body.

So, in this Interview she explained a fascinating thing: Essentially showing WHAT it is that creates/manifest the Ability for, for example, something like ‘Imagination’ to in fact have an Physical Effect on the Physical Body – and how one, seemingly innocent imagination, has consequence within our Minds into and as the Depths of/as the Physical Body. For example, we believe that whatever we create in the Mind – whether it be a thought, or whether we have a conversation in the Mind, or Imagine, or Fantasize – that, whatever we participate in, in a moment, in our Minds “just goes away” – like, it’s just there ‘for that moment’, when in reality, in the ‘quantum mechanics’ of the consciousness-physical relationship: this is not in fact so.

Whatever we think, imagine, speak or experience in our Minds – is a moment we create in/as the dimensionality/interdimensionality of our Consciousness, it is produced from and of a relationship between our consciousness and the physical body, from a SUBSTANCE within our Quantum Physical Existence. So, for example – as you create a Fantasy in the Mind, that creation process is dimensional, as well as physical. Dimensional, from the perspective that it’s not ‘real’ but actually created in a dimension within the Consciousness, and then physical, from the physical of how substance from the physical body is used to animate that fantasy into its dimensional existence within the Mind for us to ‘experience/see’.

Now, whatever you then fantasize actually resonates/ripples its design/format/structure into and as the physical body, the substance of the physical body and forms a Memory in and as the Physical Body. That memory STAYS there in the body, as a ‘live creation’ – and affects your Mind, in many ways, as that fantasy now as a memory in the physical body can connect to other memories, personalities, emotional/feeling bodies to the extent where ONE FANTASY, can for example determine what you FEEL and for example so determine your choices/decisions and experiences in relationships/sex without you even Realising it.

Now imagine how much you have Fantasized/Imagined within/throughout your Life and you have no idea how those creations, as memories now in the physical, are affecting your thoughts, your experiences and so influencing your choices/decisions within your Life Experience.

I would REALLY suggest investing in the Interviews walked in EQAFE, as within and as the Series’ we explain in DETAIL our existence as Consciousness, the effects/influences Imaginations, Thoughts, Internal Conversations, Reactions has on our self definition, living and experience in/as ourselves, our bodies and our lives and come to see, realise and understand that we’re not ‘all that meets the I’, the I of Consciousness as what one is only aware of in the Conscious/Subconscious Mind of/as your existence. But there is MUCH, much more determine who you are in every Moment of Breath than what you ‘THINK’.

So, what goes on in the Mind does not in fact stay in the Mind – it manifest in the Physical and actually define and control you in/as multi-dimensional ways within and as your Mind/Consciousness and Physical relationship/existence.