Memories as Chains vs. Memories for Self-Change: DAY 461

I was sitting on Cerise’s bed in her room while we were busy doing the Descriptions for EQAFE Interviews, when all of a sudden – a Memory pops up within me. Or not so much ‘popping up’ as ‘floating ever so gently’ into/as my immediate awareness. This memory is something that I hadn’t thought of in YEARS – actually, having a look at it now: it was the first time this particular moment in my life came up as a memory within me. It goes back to when I was about 7 / 8 years old when my family went to meet friends of theirs and I was in their house. This memory was specifically when I was sitting in their lounge and the grown-ups were around the house catching up / discussing things. However, the memory was in a ‘freeze-frame’ – so, it was like only a moment of an entire memory that came up within me. Interestingly enough, it also came up with a resonance – a resonance meaning: it came up with a ‘feel’ inside the physical body – like the memory-itself had a presence to it that I felt inside the physical body.

Now, as I was sitting on Cerise’s bed I paused the memory for a moment – because, in relation to what her and I were doing and also the room-itself, I could not immediately find any context for why this particular memory and specific moment in the memory would in any way be triggered / activated. So, I went through a couple of dimensions to assess the relationship between the memory and where I was in the room – and finally went to the resonance/feel that came up together with the memory to from there see if I accessed that same resonance/feel inside Cerise’s room. There I found the connection. So, for a quantum moment – there was a ‘feel’ to Cerise’s room: the temperature, the time of day, the smells that created a specific presence/feel to the room itself; all of which perfectly aligned in that particular moment in such a way that it was exactly the same feel / experience I physically had in the memory when I was sitting in the lounge as a child in my parents' friends house. So, the context of the memory was what I was aware of as a child in the room – because in the memory, it was the first time I had been to my parents' friends house and so, as a child, one is quite aware of the feel/smells in an environment/room/new house.

I investigated my relationship to the memory more – to ensure that there were no emotional/consciousness attachments/reactions to it and didn’t find any but for that the memory activated through its relationship to ‘physical senses’. In the memory, the focus was very much on how I physically experienced the room and in Cerise’s room – it was also a moment where I was aware / physically experienced the moment within the room.

What I looked at in relation to this moment, is how few of our memories in fact contain ‘physical senses’ – meaning: more often than not – our relationship to memories is through the Mind/Consciousness, where we have energetic-experiences (emotions/feelings), thoughts / imaginations and even internal conversations that would come up / that we’d have within the Mind. This particular memory was when I was a child, where my awareness was more within noticing physical things / changes / sensations and as I was in Cerise’s room and we had just finished discussing a point and I was simply sitting there – I for a moment accessed the total physical environment, just breathing and waiting for her to write some things down; which is when the memory came up.

So, with our relationship to Memories more existing through the Mind than the Physical / our Awareness – is also illustrative of the extent to which, in our day-to-day living: we’re more living through the Mind than in an equal and one self-aware relationship with the Physical.

With this particular memory I faced, though – it was activated through the physical senses from the external environment and then came up within me. Whereas most of the time – when memories come up within the Mind, it triggers/activates our Mind MORE – where we tend to react/judge/converse about the memories that arise in the Mind. Therefore, initially in our processes: we use memories practically / constructively to assist/support ourselves in the process from Consciousness to Awareness – investigate what memories are holding thought-patterns / Personalities / reaction-patterns in place; because at the moment - memories and our relationship to it, tends to hold our Mind/Consciousness ‘in place’ and memories are a cool resource to use to see what we have accepted/allowed within ourselves as the Mind/Consciousness, to learn from the past, to introspect and observe ourselves.

We’ll continue more in posts to come with regards to how we can practically assist/support ourselves in our relationship to Memories, to utilize them as a resource in our Process from Consciousness to Awareness – instead of memories chaining us into/as our own Past which limits our Potential for Change.

One Memory + One Moment + Losing Touch with Reality = Recipe for Disaster: DAY 449

A while back I was watching an episode of the series “Supernatural” and this man was sitting on a chair, two guys approaching him. The man on the chair was sitting as though he was sleeping, with his head slightly bowed down. One of the two guys approaching the man on the chair then takes off a hat he was wearing, and as they pulled off the hat – half his brain was exposed with worms oozing out of it. Lol – so, that scene was quite unexpected / ‘out of the ordinary’ of what one would see in reality / everyday life. So, I grimaced at the prospect of actually, in reality, seeing something like that. Then, the next day – I was walking in the fields, on the way to horses and I had an itch on my scalp and as I was about to scratch it – there pops-up the Memory of this particular scene. Immediately in that moment I stopped – having a look at what had just happened, because many of us would think something like that to be “normal / okay / ordinary” – but, there is in fact more going on within/behind it all than one would realise and this is what I am going to discuss in this interview.

Firstly, I looked at the moment I saw the scene – the reaction I had within myself, and this is something that series/movies/shows often ‘play on’ within the Minds of human beings: it is ‘geared’ to make us react/respond energetically within emotions/feelings – this primarily done through taking the series/movies/shows as far from reality/the real world as possible; which would produce emotional/feeling responses/reactions, because it is not aligned with reality/the real world in fact or rather, not aligned with the reality/real world that most of us are exposed to in our lives. Therefore, with scenes / storylines ‘losing touch with reality’ – our Minds do not have the ‘tools’ with how to equate a commonsensical relationship to what one see in series/movies, and so therefore – we react, energetically, with emotions/feelings. Eventually the Mind will attempt/try to equate a relationship to it all through using Imagination – it’s interesting how extensively we take what is watched in movies/series/shows into/as our Imagination and let our Imaginations ‘run wild’. Series/shows/movies etc. – when watched within the starting point of emotional/feeling reactions: are like a feeding-ground for one’s Imagination, that then feeds into one’s Personalities, into one’s emotional/feeling bodies of Personalities, and then from there back into reality; how we then superimpose imaginations onto actual reality and so lose touch with the real world – so, it’s like a whole interconnected system that is created for one purpose only: Keeping you as far away from reality as possible, while stimulating the senses of the Mind/Consciousness and so we ‘lose touch’ with how reality in fact Operate / Function.

(Here, I would suggest taking a listen to an interview I did regarding watching series/movies/shows – because the Solution is obviously not to ‘stay away from it’ – because you’re then not dealing with the existent problem-point within/as you – the program will always remain then within the mind, only de-activated. So, the solution with how to approach / change your relationship to watching things from reaction to commonsense critical reasoning – can be found in the interview listed in the description box below).

This is also why one would have resistance to watching more realistic / educational shows such as documentaries for example, why in the global consciousness circuit a more definitive relationship is created to things that are more taken far from reality: it shows how far taken our own Minds/Imaginations are from reality and how we’re more conditioned to watching things that makes us FEEL something – than watching things that would actually align us to contributing to life/living on earth for all, such as documentaries with understanding how the world/humanity in fact function/exist – because within documentaries for example, because it is more in line with reality – one will not have as extensive emotional/feeling reactions AND/OR the mind will even manage to take documentaries into/as the Imagination, where you allow your imagination to run wild with what you learn/see instead of looking at it practically / realistically – geared to finding solutions, rather than react.

We’ll continue more in the next interview

The Mind’s afterlife and the Voices of Memories that Haunts it: DAY 386

In one of the recent Death Research Interviews, where a woman was walking her process and experience of Death – that one can hear in the Interviews referenced in the Description Box, she had a moment where her Mind-Beingness and Physical Body trinity relationship separated and she could, as her beingness-awareness, SEE her Mind and her Body with her being completely alone in her own Mind and Body. In that Aloneness she was ‘calling out’ to something or someone “Hello! Anybody else in here / around here”! lol – so, the Point here was fascinating that she realised is: throughout her life – all that ever existed within her was herself, her beingness, her Mind and the Body. NOTHING and no-one else occupied the Physical, but the physical itself, her Mind/Consciousness System and her Beingness; and how she essentially only became aware of her original self/beingness within/upon Death when the Mind-Beingness-Physical Trinity relationship Separated.

Really Fascinating Interviews the Death Research Interviews – in and through them one learn a lot about our actual existence as this Trinity and the extent to which Consciousness is dependent on the Physical Body for its existence and how beings See the Memories of their Lives in the Mind/Consciousness fade as the physical body is in the process of Death. Showing why/how next to nothing of the ‘self’ you were on Earth remains after death, as all or most of the memories was stored in a consciousness-physical relationship, and when the physical ends, consciousness ends and so the memories ends and do not come with you after-death. 

The point specifically here though is an Important realisation of the fact that: you are really ALONE in your own Mind, your own Body. Whatever is concocted in the Mind/Consciousness – especially those ‘voices in the head’ that speaks, and that can even speak in a different tonality/sound/persona: all coming from MEMORIES within you, from ENERGY within you that have used the Mind/Consciousness platform to personify itself as a projection that you interpret as a ‘being/someone else speaking in you’ because you don’t yet understand the Mind/Consciousness, cannot see into it/look into it. Though the Portal – we see interdimensionally-physically and so explain in detail how the Mind/Consciousness in fact exist, how voices in the head are created from MEMORIES – this specifically explained in the Quantum Mind Interview Series.

Many don’t want to admit/see/realise that the ONLY ONE in your own mind-body relationship is YOU – cause, I mean, it’s convenient to just say that whatever comes up in your mind that surprises/shocks you or that you react to is apparently ‘something/someone’ else / something/someone’s fault/responsibility – and so, we abdicate responsibility to things even in our own Minds that self in fact created/programmed oneself. Interestingly enough, we do this in our greater world/reality as well – people only ‘tend to’ what is right in front of them in their personal worlds that they have a particular relationship to/that defines them, the rest of the world they react to/that shock/surprise them – OH NO! That’s someone else’s responsibility to take care of. And now, we have a humanity where ALL are in such a state/condition of definition/abdication of Responsibility and this whole world is going to HELL.

So, start extending your responsibility in your own Mind – UNDERSTAND what’s going on in there and that ALL of it only in fact exist as it exist by your acceptance and allowance, that no one else is in there ‘behind the scenes’ – ONLY YOU. That ‘someone/something else’ you believe is in your mind / influencing your mind is simply just programming/memories from your Quantum Physical, Unconscious and Subconscious – that which you don’t have awareness-access to, cause you haven’t yet explored those dimensions of your Mind. THEN start realising we’re not going to change this World/Reality if we don’t extend our responsibility to/as changing this Entire Physical Existence as a whole.

So – investigate Desteni, the Desteni I Process – to Understand ALL dimensions of your mind/consciousness, how you programmed/created yourself, in fact, and how to stop/change/stand/master Consciousness and live in/as Awareness in Physical Reality. Then, with the extending of Responsibility in this Physical Existence – investigate the Equal Money System. You are the only Solution to yourself, your Mind –and so we, individually and collectively, are the only Solution to life on earth.

In this process, returning from the AFTER-life as the Mind, to the HERE-life in and as the Physical Body and this Existence, letting the ghosts of your own Mind as Memories to rest, to finally find/establish Self-Peace, in and as every Living Breath as you finally learn what it means to in fact Live within and as this Process from Consciousness to Awareness, from Preprogramming to being/becoming the Living Word in/as this Real Physical Existence.