Why is Life not Honoured on Earth?: DAY 84

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(Please note, we will be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the Physical.)

In this post, we’re going to continue with outlining the blueprint/framework and within that the mechanics/processes of our relationship to ourselves as Memory and characters within that. Now we’ll continue/move deeper into how exactly, within and as our Minds, we create characters from and of Memories/past of present moments to create/construct our future as characters from memories of and as the past; recreating/manifesting ourselves in and as the past from Memories into characters that we’d come to physically live-out/embody; all the while missing the HERE of Breath as the Physical, walking/moving/living in equality and oneness with the physical; while we’re possessed in the Physical-Mind eyes, walking in quantum-time of present, to past, to future within and between the eye blinks; missing Life as we’re preoccupied with creating/constructing Illusion.

Within this, having a look at how our primary relationship to ourselves within ourselves and our external world/reality/environment within and as Reaction, where that moment of reaction manifest as a “spark” that set-off an energy-surge/charge within ourselves that we use to activate/initiate memories/the process of creation of Illusion as Characters from Memory through and as Energy. Creating Illusion through and from Energy, believing energy to be ‘life’ – and yes, it’s the life of the Mind/Illusion as Energy, but not in fact LIFE as the reality of the Physical/Physical-Body/Physical-Existence of and as HERE as equality and oneness.

Thus, in this – let us first start with having a look at our relationship to Energy, in why/how we have come to believe that Energy itself is ‘life’, creating ourselves into characters of Energy in separation from the physical/physical-existence, where in this separation, we have manifested the existential consequences we face in this physical-existence today within the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body, Heaven’s relationship to this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money’s relationship to Humanity/this physical-existence as a whole. In having a look at why we created Illusion throughout time, instead of Living HERE in equality and oneness with ourselves and all; which would’ve turned out to be an entirely different existence/experience than what we have done and become today/throughout time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood; how: With reincarnating into this physical-existence, as a being with a interdimensional-dimensional Mind, merging with and as the physical-body in the womb of the female, within and during the inception and conception process as my beingness merge with the Mind and from my beingness-mind merging, merging into and as and with the physical-body, together with my parents’ Minds. That because we’ve from the beginning of our birth into this physical-existence, emerged within our primary relationship to/as the interdimensional-dimensional Mind of and as Energy, with our primary existence manifested as our beingness relationship/merging with and as Energy: we have in this accepted and allowed relationship – believed that what we “experience” in and our beingness relationship to Energy/Mind; to be ‘who we are’. When what we’re in fact experiencing as energy in our relationship as our beingness, is our very separation from ourselves/all and that we’re not in fact experiencing OURSELVES HERE, but the experience of separation and illusion as energy consume substance to survive/exist, with the more energy that manifest, the more we separate ourselves from ourselves and so from all. And so, we come into / are birthed into this physical existence, within and as this primary relationship/starting-point of and as our beingness relationship/merging with Energy/Mind and because we have accepted and allowed that merging/relationship, it accordingly becomes ‘who we are’ and so believe that ‘who we are’ is Energy/what we experience as energy Only; when in fact it manifest complete separation to ourselves, and all as ourselves within existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this separation from and of me within and between energy and substance, manifested Equal-to and One-with the extent to which the Heaven-Existence was separated from and of this Physical-Existence. That because we believed we’re energy in our relationship to our beingness as to energy/mind to substance/physicality: we still on this earth believe that Heaven is what is ‘real’ and this physical-existence is ‘illusion’, when it’s in fact in reverse. Because Heaven existed of and as energy only, our beingness is/always has been of substance, and so the physical-body/this physical-existence is of substance and thus our beingness is equal to and one with physicality/this physical existence as substance-manifest. Where, even in Heaven – the beings were separated from their beingness/substance as all in Heaven was aligned with interdimensional-dimensional Minds, equal-to and one-with humans on earth to ensure the separation from our beingness, the physical and so this physical-existence is/has been aligned with a interdimensional-dimensional Mind. That we have in the here and the hereafter given power and creation to Illusion as the Mind/Energy within and Heaven/Energy without – when Heaven, as with the Mind, could/can only exist within energy’s relationship to substance. Because energy consume substance to transform into energy for its own survival/existence, and so this deliberate separation of our beingness into the Mind/Energy, the Heaven-Existence from the Physical-Existence is/has only been to keep the Illusion ‘alive’; while in the process compromising what is REAL as the physical-body/this physical-existence.

(This relationship between the Mind and the Physical, and Heaven and this Physical-Existence, in how the Mind’s existence is/has always been dependent on the Physical, Heaven’s existence is/always has been dependent on this Physical-Existence- in how Heaven controlled the Physical, as the Mind control the Physical-Body, where we individually and humanity/this earth had become slaves to the Mind/Heaven – is walked in detail within the Soul of Money and Journey’s into the Afterlife Interview-Series)

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that Even in Heaven’s relationship to the Physical-Existence, the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – it is/always has been Heaven that has thrived/the Mind itself that has thrived, while our physical-bodies and this physical-existence is compromised/ruined/destroyed for the Illusion as Energy/Mind/Heaven to exist/survive. It should have been questioned within Existence – why/how Heaven/the Physical-Existence and the Mind and the Physical, cannot exist in equality and oneness HERE, because this relationship between Heaven and the Physical-Existence and the Mind and the Physical-Body is only benefitting the Illusion as the Mind/Heaven, while the Physical and the Physical Existence ‘pays the price’/is compromised entirely/completely. Same then with the World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical Existence, why have we never throughout existence questioned why the World-System of Money, from the beginning was not designed/manifested within equality and oneness with the Physical-Existence/Humanity, cause in this current relationship of the World-System to this Physical-Existence/Humanity – only the World-System of Money/Energy is benefitting while everything/everyone else that is Physical/Real is compromised?

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – why and how I never existentially questioned this relationship between the Mind and the Physical, Heaven and this Physical Existence and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence in considering an actual, visible, substantial equal and one solution: as I had within myself accepted and allowed this relationship between Illusion and Reality in believing that the separation of myself as energy to beingness, the mind and the physical is ‘who I am’ / ‘all that I am’. And because I accepted and allowed it within myself, I accepted and allowed it within and as everything/everyone else, and so accepted and allowed it within what I would create/manifest from and of me in my image and likeness as the separation between Energy and Substance, Illusion and Reality – that evolved into and as the consequential relationships between the Mind and the Physical-Body, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/this Physical-Existence.

And so, with and as this accepted and allowed relationship of me of ‘who I am’ from the beginning to now in energy’s relationship to substance, now the mind’s relationship to the physical – I internally and externally created, manifested and constructed myself from and of this relationship between energy and substance, that would become the creation, manifestation and construction of myself as characters from memories through and as energy, that I would ‘give life’ to in my Mind’s relationship to the Physical as energy consume physicality for its own survival/existence. And because my very starting-point existence of me is separation in energy’s relationship to substance, I would accordingly, whatever I create/manifest in the within and without of myself – create/manifest me in and as manifestations/representations of separation, as what manifest in the creation of characters. Where, for example:

The moment I react to my external environment, in and as friction/conflict within myself, I create an energy spark/surge within myself as energy consume physicality to evolve/manifest itself from where, thus – that energy I create, exist from and of my beingness/physical relationship to energy; and thus in that moment separate a part of me as beingness/the physical – into and as an energy experience. Where that energy-experience will ‘meet’ with the present-moment memory-manifestation that would come from my Physical-Mind eyes, and the moment the present-moment memory, merge with the energy-experience: the energy-experience will charge the present-moment memory-manifestation, ‘giving life to a/the memory’. And the moment I connect that memory to the energy experience, I so created me within myself into a separate point/experience, and so took a moment/present moment of this physical-existence and separated me from and of actual physical-reality, into and as a present-moment memory-manifestation, where I thus use my beingness / separate my beingness into and as an energy-experience and in this process – create separation as me from actual real physical-realty/my beingness to create illusion within myself that would become a character only in my Mind. Separating my beingness and this physical-existence into individual pieces as I become a manifested ‘separation machine’ within my relationship as energy to substance, the mind and the physical, taking from my beingness/this physical-existence, taking it apart – piece by piece, to piece myself together as illusion within myself as Characters/Energy of Mind.

We’ll in the next post continue with this process of creation of Illusion and separation, how we within our Mind-Physical relationship, created ourselves into characters as Illusions as our utmost/absolute separation from ourselves, our beingness and so this physical-existence. How we’ve taken the ‘whole’ as our beingness/this physical-existence, created separation as energy-experiences from our beingness and memories of actual physical-reality to construct ourselves into characters in our Mind.

And within this – how we have, with creating ourselves into illusion and separation, we have equally as one manifested our external reality/existence in and as illusion and separation, in our acceptance and allowance of and as our relationship/separation between energy and substance, and within this clarifying/specifying more in detail why/how ourselves as energy/characters of the Mind is Illusion and substance/physical is what is/always has been Real.

I commit myself to show, how we have in the here and the hereafter, as the physical-existence and the heaven-existence, accepted and allowed our beingness/substance existence, our physical/substance existence – to be separated into and as a relationship with and as energy. Where within the heaven-existence, as on this earth-existence; we have as beings with our beingness/physicals of and as substance - separated ourselves into and as interdimensional-dimensional Minds, that’s evolved from our beginnings as manifested-singularities in energy’s relationship to substance. Where, we separated ourselves from ourselves as substance/our beingness, separated ourselves from ourselves as the physical/this physical-existence, and within that – separated ourselves from energy itself/the mind-itself as our awareness separated from our beingness/substance, the physical/physical-existence of and as substance into and as energy/mind. And so in that separation from our awareness of our beingness/substance and physical/physical-existence of substance into and as energy/mind – we’ve accepted and allowed energy-itself/the mind-itself to only have authority/dominion/power/control over and of ourselves within and without. As reflected in the World-System of Money, with separating ourselves from ourselves, each other and this physical-existence, and in this separated our awareness/directive-principle from co-existence/co-creation to a externalized System, giving it the awareness, directive-principle, power and authority over and of us to control, direct ourselves, humanity and this physical-existence as a whole. Where the World-System of Money developed a consciousness in itself that had taken over existence/humanity, as the Mind/Energy developed a consciousness in itself that had taken control of our beingness/physical-body, as the Heaven-Existence in itself developed a consciousness/awareness in itself that had taken control of this Physical-Existence as a whole.

All of this: as the manifested-consequence of accepting and allowing the separation of ourselves/our awareness of our beingness/substance, into and as energy and from and of energy into and as consciousness, the absolute manifestation of separation from and of our equality and oneness here.

In this, I commit myself to show – why and how we’ve have never in fact stood up for and as change/questioned this relationship / these relationships between the Mind and the Physical-Body, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/this Physical-Existence; where in these relationship, what has only always benefited was the Evolution of the Mind, Heaven and the World-System and what has experienced the consequences is/always has been the PHYSICAL. As we had each individually and together within ourselves, in the here and the hereafter, accepted and allowed a relationship of separation between energy and substance; and in this separation – moved our awareness/attention MORE to energy as being ‘life’ when energy can only exist in its relationship to substance/our beingness/physicality; and thus in this relationship between energy and substance, it is in fact energy that is inferior to the superiority of substance. And so in this awareness-separation of superiority and inferiority, we have from the beginning to now – accepted and allowed the consequential relationships between the Mind and the Physical, Heaven and this Physical-Existence and the World-System of Money to Humanity/the Physical-Existence; with making Energy MORE/Superior and substance/Physicality and ourselves, our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence LESS. Not seeing/realising/understanding – that we are substance, and energy, so whatever we do in this relationship in the within and without ourselves, equally as one affect/influence ourselves and so everything/everyone as ourselves existing as energy and substance.

And so, I commit myself to show how/why we’ve all individually and together been equally as one responsible for this relationship of separation between energy and substance as the mind and the physical; that everything we’ve done and become – we’ve always only done and become to ourselves and so all as ourselves within existence. And as long as we accept and allow this relationship of separation between Energy and Substance, the Mind and the Physical, the World-System of Money to Humanity/Physical-Existence in making Energy/Money MORE than Physicality/Physical-Existence/Humanity: nothing will/can change within existence, because we’re individually and together within the very living ourselves in and as this relationship: keeping the functioning of this existence as-is and the consequences that goes with it.

I commit myself to show – how we have become manifested/existent ‘separation-machines’ – taking from the substance of our beingness/physicality within, and the physical-reality without, transforming our substance into individualized separate energy-experiences that consume substance for its own existence/survival, and transforming the physical-reality into individualized present-moment memories within ourselves, where from that present-moment memory and energy-experience that we created as a point of manifested-separation: we create ourselves into characters in the Mind, claiming ‘who we are’ to be this present-moment memory and the energy-experience within that, when it is in fact Illusion – because what is Real as our beingness/physical-body and this physical-existence, is taken apart into and as pieces within ourselves, and so in comparison of our characters in the Mind to our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence: we’re in fact Illusions that can only exist from and of our deliberate separation from what is real, here as our beingness, the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole. 

 

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Adam and Eve: DAY 51

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Twenty-One

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Thirty-One

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re going to have a look at the relationship between God, Adam and Eve and the inherent existential design between the relationship within Adam, Eve and God within the context of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and the temptation of the snake/Devil.

We’re going to look at this process within the following context, as what has been walked thus far within the Blogs, where:

God: Energy/Mind-Authority

Adam and Eve: the Male and Female, and also the sound-manifested symbolism of the Words – Adam and Eve

Tree of the knowledge of Good and Evil: the knowledge/realisation of the Mind’s existence within its polarity existence of Good - the Positive and Evil as the Reversing of and as Life/Substance in consuming substance to transform into Energy which manifest the Negative/Evil

Temptation of the Snake = where / how the actual answers to Life, had been reversed within existence; with the snake within the story with the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil actually presenting the ‘answer’ to the existence/nature of the human, which will be clarified as we continue with walking the process of the relationship between God, Adam and Eve and the Knowledge of the Tree of Good and Evil

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, see/realise/understand – how I have accepted and allowed myself to externalize the History and Existence of myself as my relationship between the Mind and the Physical-Body, with not seeing/realising/understanding the extent to which my external reality is in fact a direct-mirror of and as my internal reality.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the relationship between God, Adam and Eve in the ‘Garden of Eden’ with the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, in fact exist within and as me as the Genesis of my existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body as it exist within and as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the existence of ‘God’ relationship to the creation of Adam and Eve, where:

‘God’ – as the Mind/Energy-Authority that we established/manifested within and as ourselves, through and as the negative-energy experienced friction/conflict that accumulated into and as the positive-energy experience, with from and of the structural, manifested action of and as friction/conflict, consuming substance to transform into energy – was the manifestation of Adam, the accumulation from and of the negative-energy experience to and as the positive-energy experience of and as Energy only - the manifestation of and as the female as Eve as follows:

Ad-am: With ‘AM’ as the ‘isness/beingness’ of and as ourselves in and as the Beginning as Energy, with this amness/isness as ‘beingness’ manifestations of and as ourselves as Energy, manifested within and as the relationship to life/substance through and as the friction/conflict that manifested the negative-energy experience manifestation, where our origin/source amness/isness as ‘beingness’ as energy, originate from and of that friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. With AD – as the “Anno Domini” / "In the year (here) of our Lord" – as the existence/creation of God/Lord as Energy from within and as the amness/beingness manifestation of and as the friction/conflict that manifest as the separation of self from substance/Life, that manifested the negative-energy experience as the origins/Genesis of and as ourselves as Energy.

E-V-E: With E as the origin of energy from and of the negative-energy experience, and V as the manifestation of and as the neutral-energy experience that connect/interconnect the negative-energy experience to and as the positive-energy experience, as the two relationship-lines of the V hold the relationship between the negative and the neutral that bring into manifestation the positive-energy experience, where thus:

The entire energy-relationships between the negative, neutral and positive exist as EVE, and the origin/Genesis of ourselves as Energy exist within and as the manifestation of and as ADAM with the separation manifesting friction/conflict as the negative-energy experience manifestation, where from ADAM and EVE – the existence/manifestation of and as ourselves as ‘God’/Energy-Authority came to manifest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which all is in fact in reverse: that we ourselves within ourselves has been the origins/sources as manifestations / ‘creators’ of ourselves as human beings, that we created/manifested within ourselves the separation of ourselves from ADAM into and as EVE and from there into and as GOD as Energy, and within this thus – how ‘God’ is thus in fact a creation within and as our own Mind’s – how the existence of and as ADAM and EVE exist within and as ourselves as our origins/genesis of and as Energy as Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how and why I have not been able to /had the ability to – directly see through the Veil of and as knowledge and information definitions I had attributed to the externalized manifestations as direct mirrors of and as me, within and as the story/process of and as the relationship between God, Adam and Eve; because of the extent to which I had separated myself from my origins/genesis as Energy, the extent to which I had separated myself from and of substance/sound as existence-manifest, the extent to which I had separated myself from Energy-itself: that in and as this existence of me as separation-manifest, I have not been able to directly see me in and as equality and oneness with and as Energy and Substance what I have been showing/revealing/exposing to me in and as my externalized direct-mirror of me in and as this physical-existence.

(NOTE: We will in the posts to continue, throughout our posts – walk this process of assisting and supporting self to see beyond/through the veils of separation as knowledge and information of the Mind, to see the reality of ourselves as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical through and as having a look at our externalized reality as the direct-mirror of and as ourselves and our existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical, and see in and as equality and oneness with and as Energy/Mind and Substance/Physicality, who we in fact are within existence and so our responsibility to ourselves and all of existence as ourselves.)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, why and how I have interpreted and so manifested the existence of ADAM as ‘male’ and the existence of EVE as female, where the existence of MALE and FEMALE exist within and as the following energy-substance/sound relationship:

MALE: MAL-E, MAL as the malice (the nature and action of and as Blame, as spite, excuse and justification) of and as E as energy as the structural manifested action of and as me as the manifested-singularity, from the Beginning - within and as the deliberate manifested action of and as friction and conflict that consume substance/life to transform into and as Energy and

FEMALE: FE-MAL-E, where from the malice (MAL) of and as energy (E), the within, and as the Friction/conflict F the E as Energy continue accumulating and manifesting, as the FEMALE stand within and as the cycle and recycle of and as Energy, where – once the Energy (E) is accumulated from and of the Friction/Conflict (F), the process starts again from and of the MAL malice of and as energy E, manifesting Friction/Conflict accumulating E/Energy and so the cycle/existence of and as energy, from and of the negative, to the neutral and to the positive – continue and cycle and recycle over and over and over again as the process of survival of and as Energy/God from and of the existence of ADAM/MALE and EVE/FEMALE.

I forgive myself, in this – that I hadn’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that with EVE/FEMALE existing as the very process of and as Energy, within and as the cycling and recycling of and as Energy from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the process of the constant, continuous ‘birth and death’ of Energy, and ADAM/MALE as the structured deliberate action of and as the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience manifestation: Why and how Females in and as their physical-body design come to bear the children into and as this World/Existence, as they are the very physical-manifested representations of and as the continuation of and as Energy/Mind in and as this existence, as the process of ‘birth and death’ as the continuation, cycling and recycling of and as Energy/Mind, and why and how Males within and as their physical-body designs stand as the manifested friction/conflict that within and during sex, manifest the process within and as the female, where through, within and as the friction/conflict the male penis manifest within and as the female vagina – comes to existence the birth of and as the continuation of and as Energy/Mind in and as the physical-manifested form of and as the Child, as the Female give birth to the child through the ‘death/sacrifice’ of and as herself and her human physical body.

We will in posts to continue, further specify and outline the process of how we as manifested-singularities with the manifestations of ourselves as ADAM/Male and EVE/Female into and as GOD/Energy-Authority, separated our very designs/formations into and as physical-representations of and as Females and Males, which within this existence of ourselves and separation of ourselves in our physical formations/manifestations of and as males and females, further our externalized separation as males and females, in why and how – males had become, throughout human civilization the dominant ‘force’ that manifested the World-System of Money and females the positions of their relationship to family and children, and how all this originated from and of ourselves, from the Beginning of our existence as our relationship of Energy/Mind to Substance/Physicality.

I see, realise and understand – that, how I exist now within and as existence, is within and as a physical-bodied formation and manifestation of and as Male or a Female, and that as a Male and as a Female, my responsibility to me is ensuring that my existence as a Male and my existence as a Female, transform/change my relationship as Mind to the Physical, within and as the Mind/Energy relationship to Male and Female as follows:

I, as a Male – commit myself to through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application:

Assist and support me in my process through and as the Mind Consciousness System, into and as Physical Equality and Oneness, where within and as this process I walk the point of investigating my relationship to Females and ensure that I hold no stereotype, definition, stigma within and as the definitions and existence of and as the word Female and the physical-manifestation of and as the Female, but see, realise and understand that the Female is a being, equal to and one with me in and as a human physical body that currently within existence exist in a specific physical-design, equal to and one with how I within my body exist within and as a specific physical-design.

In this, I commit myself to – assist and support me as Male, to transform/change my origins/starting-point from and of friction/conflict as negative energy experience, as the process I walk through and as my Mind Consciousness System, to stop the origins/existence of me in my relationship as Mind to the Physical within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, but stand equal to and one with my physical body in and as physical-living, where I transform thus, the relationship of me from Mind to the Physical as friction/conflict to actual SUPPORT of and as Life of and as equality and oneness. And so, in this – my living will be/become as Support for and as Life/the Physical, and so in and as Support of and as the Female as me in and as equality and oneness, and so establish an agreement/relationship with females within and as equality and oneness / support, instead of the Mind knowledge and information definition of and as separation I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest to/towards females as me.

I, as a Female – commit myself to through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application:

Assist and support me in my process through and as the Mind Consciousness System, into and as Physical Equality and Oneness, where within and as this process I walk the point of investigating my relationship to Males and ensure that I hold no stereotype, definition, stigma within and as the definitions and existence of and as the word Male and the physical-manifestation of and as the Male, but see, realise and understand that the Male is a being, equal to and one with me in and as a human physical body that currently within existence exist in a specific physical-design, equal to and one with how I within my body exist within and as a specific physical-design.

In this, I commit myself to – assist and support me as Female, to transform/change my origins/starting-point from and of friction/conflict as negative energy experience, that accumulated/manifested the energies of and as the negative, to the neutral and to the positive as the process I walk through and as my Mind Consciousness System, to stop the origins/existence of me in my relationship as Mind to the Physical within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, that manifested the existence of and as the neutral to the positive energy-polarities but stand equal to and one with my physical body in and as physical-living, where I transform thus, the relationship of me from Mind to the Physical as Energy consuming Substance/Physicality to actual SUPPORT of and as Life of and as equality and oneness. And so, in this – my living will be/become as Support for and as Life/the Physical, and so in and as Support of and as the Male as me in and as equality and oneness, and so establish an agreement/relationship with Males within and as equality and oneness / support, instead of the Mind knowledge and information definition of and as separation I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest to/towards Males as me.

I see, realise and understand that as Males and Females – our processes are exactly the same, equal and one: Taking responsibility for and as the Male and Female existence within and as ourselves as the Mind as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical within and as friction/conflict that’s manifested the Energy-Polarities of and as the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, manifesting ourselves into and as Mind/Energy Authority as ‘God’ that has within and as our acts of sex – created/manifest ‘God’s creation/children’ in and as our image and likeness as Mind Consciousness System that consume/sacrifice Life/Physicality to continue existing/surviving finitely. Thus, why and how – with both male and female, walking the process out of the Mind into and as Physical Equality and Oneness with and as the Physical as the Actual God/Life of, as and within existence: we as the male/female within and as AGREEMENT of and as equality and oneness for Life, with and as sex, actually birth LIFE from and of the Physical as Life, from and of ourselves as Life as the actual Act of God/Creation of God as the Physical, birthing the children/creation of God as Life into and as existence.

We will in posts to come, specify the processes of and as the existence of males and females, and how one will change in one’s process in the position males and females will take within this world, to turn the tables of existence with the current accepted and allowed relationship between males and females, from the perspective of why and how – females within the world will be standing more in the responsibility of the creation/implementation of this world into and as equality and oneness, and why and how males will stand in and as the equal and one support WITH the females. 

 

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Is the Sun God?: DAY 29

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eleven

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned within the previous-post, we’re continuing with how our movement into the depths of substance within as our beingness and without as existence/substance-manifest, to consume substance for energy: equally as one manifested our movement as Consciousness into the depths of our beingness within and as our physical-body, into the depths of the physical-body of the female, until eventually - out of the mother’s womb, forward, head-first. To within our movement out of the mother’s womb, where we’ve consumed the substance available to us in our beingness and the physical-body of the female – move out into and as this physical-existence, to consume from and of the depths of our beingness and physical-body and this physical-existence; to continue consuming for our survival as Energy for a finite moment. Until eventually where the depths of substance of our beingness and physical-body had been transformed into energy relationships of unified fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy; as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as energy; instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality andoneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – me as Energy in relation to my relationship with and as my beingness of and as substance, and my external formation/structure of and as substance = is equal-to and one-with my relationship of me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind with and as my beingness of and as substance within and as my physical-body, and my physical-body itself as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the existence Fire in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the manifestation of Money in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest, where:

In the beginning as Energy: I in my movement forward for my reward – moved into and as the depths of and as existence/substance-manifest, and in that movement forward for my reward – consumed the depths of substance within and as existence, through and as my external formation/structure existing in and as the nature of and as friction/conflict as the nature I as the manifested-singularity had accepted and allowed myself to be/become as the conception of separation. In that nature of separation as me as manifested-singularity with my relationship as friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me, that moved forward for my reward, deeper into the depths of substance/existence as me – transforming substance/existence into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate in and as my beingness through the ripples/reverberations where the neutral-energy experience and positive-energy experience, equally as one moved deeper into and as the depths of my beingness and consume my beingness of and as substance to transform into energy for my energy-awareness as energy to evolve into and as the positive-energy experience as reward for and of the ‘more as me’ that I get/have in and as my movement forward.

Now as Consciousness/Mind: As I within and as the one position/location within and as the female’s womb, with the successful manifestation of my inception and conception process as my physical-body and consciousness manifestation – have consumed the substance available to me within and as my beingness, and my physical-body and the physical-body of and as the female: have reached the energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience that will start to diminish/lessen into and as the neutral-energy experience of and as only me, to the negative-energy experience awareness of and as the lesser of me (equally as one as what manifested as me within and as my manifested-singularity in and as the one position/location within and as existence/substance-manifest); where that lesser negative-energy experience awareness will be the starting-point that instigate the physical-movement of me forward for me reward as searching for/looking for my positive-energy experience. And so I will physically move out of the female’s womb/physical body, out of and from that one location/position - and as I physically move me out of the female’s womb/physical body; that very process of physical-movement, that is driven/motivated/instigated by/through and as the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of me as energy-awareness; drives consciousness/the mind/energy deeper into and as my beingness and physical-body. Because what drives/moves that very physical-movement forward – is my mind/energy as me as negative-energy experience awareness – searching-for and looking-for its reward as positive-energy experience. And as I physically move my physical-body through and as the negative-energy experience (equally as one as I moved my manifested-singularity forward within and as the starting-point of negative-energy experience, to search for and look for my energy-awareness as positive-energy experience): simultaneously, me as energy move deeper into my beingness and physical-body. As I physically-move forward, as instigated by/through the negative-energy experience awareness of and as me: I equally as one as energy move deeper into and as my beingness/physical-body that accumulate the energy of negative-energy experience, as my energy consume the depths of my beingness and physical body, and so my neutral energy experience and positive-energy experience accumulate and accordingly manifest. Where my very coming out of the female’s womb/physical body is manifested as the positive-energy experience as the rebirth/re-emergence of and as me as positive-energy experience once again.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand- how, the extent of that physical-movement forward out of and from the womb/physical-body of the female, the velocity of the process of the negative-energy experience awareness of me in and as my physical-body, instigating the physical-movement forward for my reward as positive-energy experience; extracts/consumes substance within and as my beingness and physical-body manifestation/nutrients/material to such an extent within and as quantum-time: that once I am out of the mother’s womb/physical body – reaching/attaining/getting/having that reward of and as positive-energy experience during and within that process as I physically move out-of the female’s womb/physical body, consuming substance from the depths of my beingness/physical body as my Mind/Consciousness system platform/manifestation of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious integrate/insert itself deeper into and as my beingness and physical-human body; into and as the very flesh, bone and tissue as it moves deeper the more it consumes.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how - once I am out of the female’s womb/physical-body, my positive-energy experience again start diminishing/lessening to the neutral energy experience, and to the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me; and immediately again as negative-energy experience as the lesser of and as me in and as the physical-body - once completely/successfully out of the womb/physical-body of the female; will initiate/instigate the process of movement of and as me as negative-energy experience awareness to search-for/look-for my reward as positive-energy experience that come in and as the manifestation of and as the sound of cries and physical-body contortion.

With the sound of the cries: my negative-energy experienced communication through and as the physical, as wailing and crying as me as negative-energy experience searching-for and looking-for me to be given/get/have/obtain more energy through and as the friction/conflict I manifest as the crying through and as my physical-body for me to accumulate my negative-energy experience into and as the positive-energy experience. And the contortion of the physical-body: as the physical-pain the physical-body experience/have experienced with the quantum-integration of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind during the physical birthing-process/movement forward, as the mind/consciousness integrated/merged/moved deeper into and as the substance/physicality of me, extracting and transforming the very substance from and of the physical fabric/flesh/bone/tissue, to transform into energy; which the physical-body experience as ‘pain’: as the very physical-manifestations experience the process of being ripped/torn/manipulated/transformed to make way for the consciousness platform/system of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind that integrate/merge within the flesh/bone and tissue to integrate/insert itself and have access to the physical sustenance/nutrients/substance of and as the physical within the bones/tissue/flesh/fabric of the physical, to so transform the sustenance/nutrients/substance into energy for the Mind/Consciousness to accumulate energy from that friction/conflict – for its reward as positive-energy experience. 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the physical-manifested process of Fire, equally as one is manifested as my physical-manifested process of and as Energy/Consciousness, where: the negative-energy experience of and as the Fire that simmer in the already-burnt wood/physical-materials in and as its one location/position; will from and within that negative-energy experience; physically move itself into and as and towards/within the depths of this physical-reality/environment forward. Physically move itself into and as all directions within and towards its physical-environment in its process of searching-for and looking-for its positive-energy experience reward as the highest flame, as its survival/continued existence as fire (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move-itself from within and as the negative-energy experience, into and as all directions within and as the depths of and as my beingness and physical-body to consume substance/physicality for my survival/continued existence as Energy). That within that movement deeper into and as the depths of its physical-environment: will consume from within and as the very physical-materials available to it; will integrate and move deeper into and as the physical-materials-itself, as it consume the very fabric/flesh/substance of and as the physical-materials until there’s nothing left; and so continue moving deeper outwards and inwards. Outwards: as it move within and throughout its environment to find/get/have more physical-materials to consume (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move within and throughout the entire internal environment of and as the physical-body as the bones/flesh/tissue/fabric of the physical-body), and inwards – as when and as it finds/gets/have the physical-materials to consume, it integrates/manifests itself into and as the very fabric/manifestation/substance of those physical-materials (equally as one as, when and as the Mind/Consciousness integrates/manifests into and as the bones/tissue/flesh – will extract/consume all the substance/sustenance/nutrients within and as the bones/tissue/flesh for it to consume and transform into and as energy); until nothing remains but physical-materials left for rotting/transformed into ash; that eventually returns to this physical existence. Equally as one that manifest as ourselves as human-beings as consciousness/the mind in relationship to our beingness/human physical-body – where we consume from and of this physical-existence, and within ourselves as our beingness and physical-body; moving within and throughout our physical-environments and within and as our beingness/substance as consciousness/energy/the Mind integrate more and more and more into our beingness and physical body, consuming our very fabric/substance/sustenance/nutrients/flesh – until eventually, there’s nothing left. And we return to ash/rot away as the physical-representation of and as what we have done and become: rotten creations/children as consciousness/energy, that evolve as Energy/Consciousness/Mind within and as the process that slowly but surely rot away the physical-body and our beingness for ourselves as consciousness/energy to exist/survive for a finite moment in existence.  

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the statement “if you know the beginning – you know the end” in the fullest extent of me as ‘who I am’ / ‘have become’ as Energy/Consciousness: where:

I begin: as consciousness/energy and the physical-body in the conception and inception process that consume the physical-reality for my energy-reality to exist/survive. From this beginning – starting the process of rotting away the physical-reality for my rotten energy-reality to continue existing/surviving; my Energy-Reality as Mind imbued with rottenness as the evil nature I become within and as my Mind/Secret Mind as my processes of thinking/internal conversations reflect the evil rotten nature I as energy am/have become equally as one as the rotten action of me in my process of rotting away my physical-body/physical-reality within and without for me as my rotten nature as Energy-Reality to continue existing/surviving. Because for me as Energy-Reality to survive/exist, I rot away the Physical-Reality, and therefore my nature as Energy-Reality/Mind will become equally as one as rotten as the rotten/evil ways/means/methods I use to get/have/obtain energy for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy.

And so I end: – rotting my physical-human body, and eventually leaving behind a physically-rotten physical-body as I as Energy-Reality/Mind ceased to exist in and during my process of rotting away all the physical-body substance available to me; and in this - leaving behind a rotten reality/life/existence that I have created/manifested/contributed to as the rotten nature of and as myself as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, because in my action as Energy that Rot away the Physical, the very nature of myself is equal-to and one-with what I do/live – and thus, in my action/doing of rotting away the physical, I am within my nature/who I am thus a Rotten individual – that only exist for the interest of myself as energy, and the accumulation of energy as self-reward of and as positive-energy experience; destroying everything and everyone in my path/journey of finding/searching for my positive-energy experience as self-reward, with absolute disregard for all life – from my own physical-body, my beingness, to other human-beings, to this physical-existence; where I have become a being that destroys and annihilates life; for me as energy to survive/exist.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest a World-System of Money – that has an absolute disregard for all life, in and as equality and oneness – that consume from and of this physical-existence and the lives/manifestations of and from this physical existence (nature, water, the earth, soil, atmosphere, air, human-beings, animals, insects); where the World-System of Money’s Systems and Tools integrate and excavate environments/surroundings and all and everything/everyone within and as it to extract/consume/get into the very nutrients/substance/flesh/fabric of and as this physical-existence to transform into and as Money for its own continued survival/existence as Money. Moving deeper and farther into and as this physical-existence, as the fire as the energy of and as me move deeper and farther into and as the physical-environment and physical human body; ruining/destroying/annihilating the very physicality of this physical-existence/physical human body – with absolute total disregard for the Life, the expression of beings/manifestations as my beingness, as the physical-body as this physical-existence and the lives of beings/parts/manifestations of and as this physical-existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, with me transforming my very beingness/life into and as Energy for me as energy to exist for a finite moment, that I am in fact manifesting me as disregarding the very Life of and as me, and so the Life of and as all as existence as me as substance manifest, and thus have now become a being that dishonour, disregard, disrespect Life in and as this physical existence, and is why and how I have accepted and allowed a World-System of Money as my image and likeness creation: that dishonour, disregard and disrespect Life of all within and as this physical existence. And why and how I have not stood up within and as this existence as me for and as Life for all in and as equality and oneness: because I have not yet stood up within and as myself for and as the Life of me as substance of and as equality and oneness, as Life.

I see/realise/understand, that – I have not yet stood up for me as Life within myself, because of my acceptance and allowance of manifesting my ‘who I am’ as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that instead consumes/use/abuse Life as my beingness/physical human body within and as me. And so have accepted and allowed myself to become a being that accept and allow the consumption, use and abuse of and as Life/Substance/Physicality within and as my very Physical Human Body and Beingness, and so have accepted and allowed the World-System of Money and the nature of all as Humanity as me that exist within and as the nature and action and living of and as consumption and abuse of and as this physical-existence and the very lives of and as all as me within and as this physical-existence.

In this, I commit myself to stand within and as me as Life, in and as equality and oneness as manifested as my beingness and my human physical body, where I stand as the starting-point of me as Life of and as equality and oneness, me with and as my physical-body in and as equality and oneness, and so with and as this physical-existence of and as equality and oneness. That that is the first step: The Decision as commitment-statement of Who I Am as Life, as equality and oneness; who I am as equal and one with and as my physical-body and this physical-existence. Now I within that starting-point  Decision of and as Life as equality and oneness, as starting-point of me within myself, I walk my process through, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – in and as the starting-point decision of who I am as equality and oneness/Life; and physically manifest me as that starting-point/Decision into and as the Living of me as that Decision which I do through: reabsorbing my Mind Consciousness System energy back into and as my substance/physicality, through transforming my Mind as Energy - manifested as words of and as knowledge and information of and as energy into and as LIVING WORDS.

Thus, I commit myself to - taking me as Words of Energy/Knowledge and information (that has become the Energy-Reality creation of me as the Mind/Consciousness through consuming/abusing my beingness/physical-body); and absorbing those Words/Energy into and as the Physical/Flesh whereI become the Living of and as those Words/Energy as the Living Word, as the process of returning Energy as me to substance/physicality/beingness. And so create/manifest my Physical-Reality in and as equality and oneness with and as who I am and what I live as living words. And thus align the words into and as Equality and Oneness as practically Living Life, with and as Life as my physical-body in and as this physical-existence. And so I become a being that absorb myself as Energy into and as Substance/Physicality, as the return of me as Energy to my origin/source as Substance/Physicality.

I see/realise/understand that only I can walk this for me within myself, as I within and as myself have become the Energy-system as the Mind Consciousness System of words of knowledge and information/definition within and as the manifestation of energy that has created my Energy-Reality as Mind, through the consumption of and as my beingness, physical-body and so this Physical-Existence, as the fire that consumes its environment with absolute disregard for life/all life.

And so, I commit myself - As I manifest me as the Living Word, as reabsorbing me as Energy into and as my Physical as being/becoming the Living Word through and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: I stop the consumption of Life, and start the process of Transformation of me as Energy to and as Life/Living of and as equality and oneness, with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence. That will stop consuming my physical-body and this physical-environment/earth, and start transforming me as energy to LIVING WITH AND AS in and as equality and oneness: my physical-body and this physical-existence as me.

Where I thus transform myself from a fleeting fire that finitely exist within and as this physical-existence – to become the eternal SUN as the Fire of Life that express as me; that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness. As I stand as the burning Sun of Life within and as me – transform my mind as Fire that consumed my physical-body and beingness, to me becoming the Sun in and as my physical-existence as my physical-body that gift/give life to all parts of and as me in and as my physical-body as me: standing as the life of me as sun, and so the life of and as all as the physical-existence as my physical-body.

And, so – I commit myself to, changing/transforming the World-System of Money in and as the Sun of and as this Physical-existence,that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and no more stand as a fleeting fire/flame that consume the life of and as this physical-existence/physical-lives.

And so each will be/become a Sun within and as their physical-existence as their human physical body, that gift life to and as their entire physical-bodies in standing equal-to and one-with their entire physical-bodies as physical-existence. And as each stand as their own sun within and as their physical-existence in and as their physical-bodies as Living in and as actual equality and oneness: so the without as ourselves will be equal and one with and as the Sun and this physical existence, and we exist in the expression/living of and as Life, Here – where all life is considered, honoured, regarded and respected as we see/realise/understand  that all parts is in fact ourselves.  

 

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