Introducing the Mind’s Home Theatre by Consciousness Productions – Part 1 DAY 413

We suggest to, along with this Post – please refer to the posts walked on Suicide Paranoia, to understand the relationship between thoughts, memories and energy and how we create such a relationship to ourselves within our own Minds and assist and support oneself to Understand how the mind operate/function in relation to, for example suicide, to not accept/allow such thoughts/imaginings to influence/affect/control oneself / one’s life/living. In this post, we’re going to be having a look at a specific context with regards to the Mind and Suicide – thus, expanding on what we have walked previously.

When a thought comes up of, for example seeing oneself standing infront of a train and the train coming towards one, seeing oneself walk into traffic and a car running one over, seeing oneself throwing oneself off of a bridge and falling to death, seeing oneself overdosing on drugs/medication and slowly but surely fade into death – many have, for example had such thoughts/imaginings come up of ways/means/methods of committing suicide – the question is: When are human beings going to realise that these thoughts/imaginings – DO NOT HAVE POWER OF YOU??? Yes, such thoughts are accompanied by emotions, it’s like – such thoughts/imaginings embody how one feel and what that feeling/emotion motivates you to want to do to yourself/with yourself, but again here a question: When are human beings going to realise that these emotions/feelings – DO NOT HAVE POWER OF YOU??? But, then again – in the moment of having such thoughts/imaginings/emotions, yes, they do have A POWER over you, cause the moment you think about it and the moment you become overwhelmed by the feeling/experience that it creates, it’s like in that moment “it’s all that exists”. Now, we have walked a series on Suicide that I would suggest investing time/patience in reading that explain Suicide and how we create it in our own Minds through memories, thoughts and energy, but the emphasis I would like to place here within this particular interview is the following:

To realise that: if you in the Moment, in your own Mind, have the ability to ‘create/produce’ such a thought/imagining of seeing yourself ending your life in some way or another – we can then sure as hell change what we create and produce in our Minds from rather than ending our lives, to seeing how / what we can do to LIVE it. Have a look: many suicidal tendencies manifest in our Minds when we look at all the problems in our lives/relationships, it’s like, in our Minds we only see everything that’s wrong and we don’t realise how within this we’re AS we’re participating in the energy, imaginings – actually creating a vicious cycle in our own heads. With the imaginings/thoughts/self-talk that comes up in relation to ending our lives, and then react to it, and then go into the emotions, and then imagine/think/self talk about it more: it’s to within this all realise that the thought/imagining is a “projection” in the mind – just like one have the ‘white screen’ and ‘project’ movies onto it. But, then  - people believe, in their Minds, they are the ‘projection coming onto the white screen’ – without understanding WHAT is creating the projection as movie/imagining/thought and WHERE it exactly comes from – how the ‘projector’ operates/functions and the machinery thereof.

So, I would suggest investigating Desteni, the Desteni I Process LITE – as an introduction to understanding thoughts/imaginings, what creates it, where it comes from and most importantly – how such suicidal thoughts/imaginings can be stopped and changed in seeing, realising and understanding how they cannot hold power over/of one – if one takes one’s own power back / realise the power within oneself where one can stand up within oneself and say “No, I will not accept/allow such thoughts/imaginings to define me, my actions and so my life – I decide to stand up for me, for who I am and not let thoughts/imaginations in the Mind control me”.

Thank you

Suicide Paranoia – 17: Suicide and Blame (Part 4) DAY 403

 Featured Artwork by Kelly Posey

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever consider the Responsibility that I have with regards to the participation I accept and allow in my own Mind and within that – what I accept and allow to exist in my own Mind. Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that – what’s coming up in my own Mind is “not just coming up”, it’s not “just happening automatically” where I “have no say” within and as it all, because: I am the one Observing it, I am the one in that observation – accepting and allowing it; and in that acceptance, allowance and participation within it all: it is me not changing it, me not standing up to what’s going on / existing in my own Mind, me not investigating/introspecting/questioning why the things come up/exist the way that they do and how/why I experience them the way that I do in my own Mind. That it is ME, only ME that knows the FULL EXTENT of what I accept/allow in the Secrets of my Mind that I KEEP THERE – no one else is responsible, or aware of what goes on in my Mind and so therefore: how can I accept and allow myself to Blame anyone for what goes on in there? Especially as an Individual that does have an AWARENESS of it all – but have not considered CHANGE, no one else is Responsible for that, but ME.

I commit myself to show that: Realising this Point, Realising that “I am Responsible for my own Mind – what exist within it, how I participate within it, how I experience myself within it” – where, many ‘mistake’ Responsibility for “but, but, but – THEY/THEM said this/that and so therefore THEY/THEM caused me to think/feel this/that and so therefore – THEY/THEM are responsible…NOT ME!!!” So, responsibility is/has more been defined within the context of “who’s to BLAME” / “who’s the Cause”; when this is not how we’re looking at Responsibility here. I mean, Christ – you can continue blaming everything/everyone else in your Mind for what goes on in there/what exists in there…Will NOT change anything. On the contrary – you’re just adding more demons in your own Mind to haunt you, more thoughts, more reactions – shifting/projecting blame is not the Solution to how we react in relationship to other’s words/behaviour, but rather to UNDERSTAND the reactions and stop/change in one’s OWN MIND, will really change how one start seeing/experiencing self and so one’s relationship to other’s words/behaviours. Therefore, taking Self Responsibility is not a matter of ‘letting others “win”’ and you “losing” in this ‘Blame-game’ in your OWN MIND – taking Self-Responsibility is about understanding what goes on in the Mind, how it works, how to direct it and change it. You do it for YOU, to assist and support yourself in relationship to your own Mind, to direct it – and not accept/allow it to direct/control you that only creates CONSEQUENCE for self and others and not Solutions.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I would not want to let go of Blame, let go of the revenge/spite/anger/compromise I am Projecting towards others; because I BELIEVE that this would mean that “they win and I lose” if I were to stop Blaming / Projecting revenge/spite/anger/compromise in my Mind. When, within this – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: I am in fact the “loser” within this all with HOLDING ONTO BLAME – because I LOSE ME IN MY OWN MIND through accepting and allowing myself to preoccupy it with memories/remembrances/imaginations I don’t want to let go / release myself from. So, they’re in fact “winning” with me accepting and allowing myself to “hold onto them/the past” IN MY OWN MIND and accept/allow the “them / they” to possess my Mind. And furthermore “win” if I were to act on the Blame/Revenge/Spite/Compromise –because I ruin my life, my opportunities, my future by/through the Blame I hold onto in my own Mind, and with ME being the one acting out Blame: I am in fact Responsible for what becomes of me and not them, because they did not possess me in my own Mind – I created the Possession, and all the consequences could have turned out SO MUCH DIFFERENTLY if I would have just learnt to let go/release/forgive and not accept/allow others words/behaviours/actions to possess my Mind but focused my life/living on me, who I am, in every moment of Breath.

I commit myself to show the Possession, the Paranoia that the “Blame Game” can Create in the Mind – to the extent that the Individual do not see the extent to which Blame in fact actually compromise SELF more than it does anyone/anything else. How we’re the ones Possessing ourselves in our own Minds, creating Paranoia in relationship to others – focusing more on the past/memories in relation to BLAME, rather than understanding how we in the first place create our own Possessions/Paranoia and the consequences we create for ourselves in relation to that and in so doing – assisting and supporting ourselves into Responsibility/Clarity, releasing ourselves from the past and focusing our attention more on OURSELVES and our LIVING. That, NO-ONE and nothing else can create/manifest what we do IN OUR OWN MINDS and as long as we hold onto Blame, even to the extent of wanting to end our own lives because of it: we’re not going to see, realise and understanding how simple/easy it really in fact is to just let go/release/self-forgive and LIVE. I mean, why give up oneself / give into the MIND and what WE OURSELVES create/concoct in there – if it is really simple to just understand how one can stop and change one’s relationship to Memories/the Past IN THE MIND, to learn to live in the REAL WORLD for/as SELF, learn to respect oneself and the life/living opportunity one have that even such considerations of ending oneself because of Blaming others and/or trying to get back at them in some way or another DO NOT EXIST AT ALL.

So, this Concludes then the Process of Suicide Paranoia that we have walked – also introducing the Construct of Paranoia in the Mind/Consciousness and the extent to which one lost touch with self and Reality in such a Possession. We suggest investigating Desteni, the Desteni I Process LITE and PRO – also EQAFE and the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs for more understanding on how the Mind works, to really not unnecessarily POSSESS YOURSELF in and as your own self-created Paranoia, but how to get back in touch with REALITY and what it means to focus on life/living by releasing/freeing oneself from one’s own Past, Haunting, Demons of/as the Paranormal Realms of Consciousness and SEE/REALISE what one has always missed AS ONSELF and the potential of life/living discovering that’s always been here, but has been Veiled by what we accept/allow in the Mind to control/determine who we are and how/what we Live.

                                                                             

Suicide Paranoia – 16: Suicide and Blame (Part 3) DAY 402

 Featured Artwork by Kelly Posey

In this Post, we’re going to open up the Relationship between Suicide Paranoia and Blame more, with looking at Blame in the context/nature of Anger/Spite/Revenge to/towards something/someone else – to see, realise and understand the futility and consequence of accepting and allowing such a Relationship to something/someone in one’s own Mind to ‘haunt’ one into and as giving up / giving in / ending oneself / one’s life/living experience:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, in my Mind, I can make myself believe that – through “Blaming” someone/something for my own reactions/experience, and Imagine within that Blame how I’d take revenge/spite them to ‘get back at them in some way or another’ – even take it so far as considering taking ‘my own life’; that within this all I can make myself believe that this will in ANY way make anything ‘right’ / ‘fix what had happened’ / ‘would change me/the other person’; existing within the belief that “If I hurt them as much as they hurt me – we’re even”. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how in such instances – no-one learns anything, no Awareness/Understanding exists of how matters unfolded to lead one’s own Mind to considering Suicide to spite/compromise/take revenge onto/towards something/someone else. Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider within this all, that those that ‘did / say what they have done/spoken’ do not/cannot fully comprehend the consequences of their words/actions and so in that, is their responsibility yes – however, what is my Responsibility is how I REACT to it in MY MIND and how I, for myself, create who I am in relationship to them.

Where, I commit myself to show that – we Humans have no consideration/regard for anything/anyone else but ourselves. No-one takes into consideration/regard the extent to which simple words/actions can affect/influence another’s Mind/Self/Life/Living Experience. Therefore, with for example instances where someone said/did something that deeply affected another’s Mind/Self – the responsibility exist in both, in that: the one that spoke/acted, should have taken responsibility in considering their words/deeds in relationship to others, and the one who reacted, is responsible for how their Mind process the words/behaviour. And because in Humanity – human beings aren’t educated in relation to Life/Living/Relationship/Communication Skills AS WELL AS how their Minds/Consciousness process information/words/behaviour through emotional/feeling reactions and how that can lead to Paranoia if not understood/directed: we now have a world/reality where simple moments of words/actions and reactions to it all  -can cost Lives.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: I am accepting and allowing myself to HOLD ONTO the MEMORY of what happened in relationship to what something/someone did/say – that I am Reliving in my OWN MIND, and in so-doing, in fact making the moment MORE AND MORE POWERFUL in my own Mind to the extent where the Memory will become “more real/important/valuable” than anything/anyone else in my present world – even myself. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this Proves in terms of accepting and allowing but a MEMORY to have more power over/of us, how instantaneously / immediately ONE MEMORY can possess us and so determine who we are, how we feel/behave and according experience our life/living. How this illustrate that in our Minds, we have no “stand” / “Firm Standing” in/as “Who I Am” – that stand to such an extent, where – no matter what anyone says/does – self remain stable/standing in/as this ‘Who I Am’. But, because there is not such a stand, and humans just automatically believe whatever comes up in the Mind, whatever emotions/feeling is experienced in the Mind and accordingly accept/allow it to affect/influence/determine the ‘who I am’ in every moment of breath without realising/seeing/understanding how such thoughts/imaginations/feelings/emotions are created in the first place between the Mind-Physical Relationship: ALL of this lead individuals then to become possessed by a memory/remembrance, a person in the Mind and their reaction to it that can lead to/as them wanting to / even actually taking their own life – all created in the Mind through thought and energy that can actually be stopped by/through a simple decision and process of Understanding the development of Self-Awareness and stopping/changing the Mind/Consciousness.

I commit myself to show that, the problem we’re facing with Suicide / even the consideration thereof in the Mind when it does come up – even to the extent of wanting to/intending to do it out of Blame within the starting point of Revenge/Anger/Spite: all trace back to the fact that Humans don’t understand how the Mind/Consciousness works and how one can change one’s relationship to thought/imagination/reaction and not accept/allow oneself to just believe it/accept it/allow it to control / determine who one is/how one live.

Within this, we suggest investigating Desteni, Desteni I Process LITE, the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs as well as EQAFE – the material and self support/assistance processes will assist and support one with UNDERSTANDING the Mind, the thoughts/memories/imaginations and reactions, learn how to in and as Self AWARENESS – DIRECT what comes up in the Mind into Solutions, to no more accept/allow self to be haunted/possessed by one’s own Mind and Energies within it, and actually see/realise/understand how much more there is to self/life/living beyond the Paranoia / Energy Veil of/as Consciousness.