Consciousness existing in LIFE, but is not LIFE itself: DAY 501

Please refer to THIS POST for full context and understanding of this Self Forgiveness process as walked by beings from Heaven / The Afterlife through the Portal

Separating oneself from the physical, the physical body, this physical universe – all that is matter: 

NOTE: the self forgiveness here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing the timeline of what made us realise to stand in the principle of equality and oneness and truly understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto self and all as self.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, lifetime after lifetime – the moment after crossing over into the afterlife – NOT ONCE thank my physical body, this physical existence for seeing me through each lifetime.

Within this, I forgive myself that I within and throughout each lifetime – every evening before going to rest and every day upon awakening: did not exit and enter each day with deep gratitude and appreciation towards my physical body and this physical existence for its unconditional support, standing, giving, caring in the way of making life / being alive possible.

In fact, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to give my body, this physical existence one iota of credence, honour, respect, love – unconditionally with looking back, throughout ALL my lifetimes, how I seldom ever even had a thought of consideration towards anything physical…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I, within and throughout each and every single lifetime on this earth – inadvertently blamed my body, this physical existence, ‘life itself’, for my lifetime experiences I’d walk into. Essentially thinking / believing the body / physical / ‘life’ was responsible for my  most challenging, difficult, traumatic events, situations, phases and moments I’d endure. Not ever realizing, seeing and understanding it was ME, MYSELF & I creating and manifesting the lifetime consequence and experiences I’d face: my life a true mirror, a real time living experience reflection of WHO I AM as a being as my total self definition.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever see, realise and understand how many varying gods, deities, entities, spiritualities, movements, religions, opinions and beliefs I bowed down to – not realizing, seeing, and understand it was the PHYSICAL, this PHYSICAL EXISTENCE and myself together with all other beings in this EXISTENCE HERE, TOGETHER AS ONE AND AS EQUAL walking our life processes…that I should have been ‘blaming’ myself for being blinded and veiled within my own self separation and inequality for not living with the awareness of what’s real, here: myself, the physical and this physical existence. In this trinity of me and so everyone else equally as me – we all together created and manifested the outcome of the world and the collective and so the personal outcomes of our own and one another’s.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to partake in the audacious thought of “but why didn’t the physical nor this physical existence stand up for me???” – once again, looking and blaming OUT THERE instead of asking the questions we blame others for unto ourselves and asking ourselves “but why didn’t we stand up for ourselves, our awareness, the best of ourselves and why do we still continue not doing so, even in the smallest of moments when it comes to simple thought, emotion, feeling etc. participation???”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that while I was waiting and expecting the physical, this physical existence to save me, it has already been walking its process of self and life awareness, its self forgiveness and change process on the deep life source level. I have just not been privy to it because of my accepted and allowed participation in self inequality and separation…so while everything in this physical has been walking its process, I haven’t experienced and walked with because process doesn’t exist in inequality and separation, but here with awareness in the physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the physical, this physical existence, ‘life itself’ within and as everything that is PHYSICAL: was the one carrying my being, UNCONDITONALLY supporting my being, holding my being in the HANDS of the Physical as LIFE / God itself…but I was blinded to this fact due to separating me from myself into consciousness. With this one act of separation – I separated me from LIFE itself in the physical, this physical existence and so could not SEE direct, KNOW eternally and FEEL deeply the oneness and equality and in fact share with this existence and how I have always been the master, the creator of me, my life, my experiences, and the consequence I would endure / have to face.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how one such act of self separation / inequality from my being into the Mind Consciousness System as a whole (which is continuing to this day, in every moment I act upon self separation / inequality the instance I accept and allow myself to participate in a thought, emotion, feeling etc. – anything OF the Mind) how one such an act of self separation / inequality without asserting myself, my stand, my HERE when I notice and know, through and through – that I am with awareness accepting and allowing myself to participate in inequality and CHOOSE to not do anything about it when I know I can: is living proof of how we’ve CHOSEN to create and continue existing as consciousness separation and inequality and not with and as LIFE AWARENESS as self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself – throughout all my lifetimes in this world and the next: choose consciousness before standing up for life as awareness as self, because of my own fear…rather remaining in captivity and ‘sticking to the program’ / living in the system than having the guts, courage and tenacity to stand alone, at first, and not give up in the name of and as life until all notice and see: if I can stand up, say NO MORE and CHANGE by CHOOSING LIFE as SELF AWARENESS EVERY MOMENT – so can you.

We’ll continue in the next post with opening the line of self forgiveness of why it is and has been ever so deliberate from each and all of us throughout our lifetimes, choosing to align with consciousness instead of life awareness – also proven by the extent to which we separated ourselves from the physical body, this physical existence and our equal and one responsibility unto ourselves and all.

We’ve Dominated and Spiritualized the Physical, but not stood Equal and One with it Part 3 DAY 424

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We’ve Dominated and Spiritualized the Physical, but not stood Equal and One with it Part 1

We’ve Dominated and Spiritualized the Physical, but not stood Equal and One with it Part 2

So, the question within this all is: how do we ensure that we work WITH what is here, SEE with what is here, UNDERSTAND what is here to change/cultivate an internal and external reality that work/live together within a starting-point principle of/as equality and oneness as what’s best for all? Meaning, the consequences is obvious when it comes to our relationships of dominance, spirituality, resistance/judgment to our own bodies and this physical existence – it’s benefitting the human, the mind: but not reality in any way whatsoever – it all just promote separation and consequence, which can be seen with what is happening to this reality, this world, the extinction of animal/plant species.

Obviously, we individually and collectively started this all in our relationship to ourselves, each other and then into and as this physical existence as a whole. So, we have to start with our relationship to ourselves – how do we attempt/try to dominate/spiritualize/resist/judge ourselves, our own bodies, our personal relationships to from here, open our eyes to seeing, realising and understanding how we’re doing it to the ‘greater world out there’. As we have discussed in the first post: we have to see how we dominate our own selves/bodies – where our minds walk all over ourselves and we compromise ourselves, our bodies. Have to have a look at how we spiritualize ourselves – where we place more emphasis on energy/the positive and how we “experience OURSELVES” – elevating ourselves in our minds “above” the physical/the consequences in this reality/real world and still here not directly seeing/working with/looking at solutions for this actual, real world/reality. Have to have a look at how we create resistances/judgments to who we are / our own physical bodies and the consequences this create in our relationship to ourselves, our bodies and relationship with others – in terms of what we’d compromise in our self-judgments/physical body judgments to shape/change/transform it into and as ‘MY WANT’.

So, within ourselves – we exist in separation with ourselves, our own bodies when it comes to how we dominate it/spiritualize it and/or judge/resist it: so the question has to start with how we learn to work with ourselves, to see ourselves, to see through the eyes of the physical/reality/what is here and stop the consequence of always wanting to change/shape/transform it to our Mind’s WANTS – not in this process considering our own bodies, who we really are. I mean, the simple question we have to ask ourselves is: are the WANTS we have when we dominate/spiritualize/judge ourselves/the body…really our own? Meaning, if one have a listen to the Quantum Mind and Parenting Series on EQAFE – you come to learn how it is that the things you think, the way you view yourself, your relationship to your body, the world, others – ALL of it has been resourced/imitated/copied from ‘those that have gone before you’, we’re all just clones – automatically programmed, based on what we ‘sponged up from our external environment and others’ within/during the first seven years of our lives in this world/reality that so determined our way of thinking, reacting/feeling. So, it’s really quite an eye-opener when one start introspecting the thoughts you have, the reactions, the behaviours – how ‘automated’ it all is, and how we do things without ever considering the consequences to ourselves, others and our own bodies.

So, I would suggest – if/as one can see how one dominate/spiritualize/judge oneself/one’s own body – how it affects one’s life/living experience, one’s physical body – how it cause us to not consider the physical/reality – into and as the ‘world out there as well’, you know – we’re so ‘caught up in our own minds’ that we don’t consider what we can individually and collectively change within life on earth if we start aligning our relationship to/as reality and what needs to be done to change it for ourselves and so for all.

Thus, I would suggest investigating Desteni, EQAFE, the Desteni I Process LITE and PRO – where we explain/walk you through in detail how the Mind operate/functions, why we are so separate from our own bodies/reality, why we live in this world, but also at the same time not – how have we come to accept/allow such consequential relationships of separation as dominance/spiritualizing/judgement that seem to only benefit the human and become ignorant to what we’re doing to our own bodies/this physical existence as a whole.

We’ll in interviews/posts to come expand more on the point of “here” / “reality” – what we mean with the ‘separation between reality and illusion’ with regards to Consciousness and the Physical Body and ‘Global Consciousness’ and this Physical Existence; and why/how within this – we don’t see/realise/understand that we’re not working with what is here, but instead working against it.

What/Who Defines Me?: DAY 13

 Who I Am as Money – continued

In this Post, we’re opening-up the dimensions of the relationship experiences of positivity/neutrality/negativity – which we have discussed/touched on in our self-forgiveness processes in our previous posts.

Here, we’re having a look at how we’ve accepted and allowed to define/value positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards parts of ourselves that had manifested into our ‘self’(/Mind)-experience, to/towards parts of ourselves within existence throughout our lives within existence. And from here – take it through to our creation as this physical-existence. Where, within ourselves – our Mind Consciousness System became the automated system, through and from which we’d automatically create/manifest friction to generate energy/experience and categorization of experiences of relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity to/towards parts of ourselves within existence.  Equal-to and One-with the World-System of Money that has become an automated system, through and from which it automatically continue creating/manifesting friction within/as this physical existence for generating Money within its relationships to/towards existence within the categorizations of positivity/neutrality/negativity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from/of the substance of/as existence as me as equality and oneness, and in that accepted and allowed separation – manifested me into an individualized pre-occupation that had been attempting/trying to define/connect me to/towards all that I have separated me from throughout existence. In that redefinition/reconnection process – I reconnected/redefined me in separation from/of all as me with/as relationship-lines of/as Energy. And because the starting-point of me had become ‘only me’ with me creating/manifesting ‘only me’ through/as Energy within myself – my starting-point within these relationship-creations of definition and connection stood within the starting-point of only ‘my interest’. Where I created my relationships and experiences of those relationships to/towards all as me based-on the extent/amount of energy/experience I could obtain/extract/get-from the relationships I had formed to/towards parts of/as me within/as existence. And, so – my relationships manifested within the dependency of/as my own Survival as an Energy-Entity, and for me to ascertain the extent/amount of energy as experience I would be able to get-from/take-from/extract from my relationships to/towards parts of me within/as existence: I utilized the references of positivity, neutrality and negativity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a World-System of Money – where, Money-itself has become an Entity seeking/searching for only its own Survival, and have accordingly defined/connected its relationships to/towards all within and as this physical existence – based on the extent/amount of Money it can make-from/get-from/extract from this physical existence as a whole. As the World-System of Money had been created/manifested/designed equal-to and one-with how I created/manifested/designed me as an Energy-Entity: both the Mind and the World-System concerned with only its/my own Energy/Money-survival. And so, as with the Mind as me within and the World-System as me without: the relationships created to/towards all as me from the Mind, and towards all as me as this physical existence from the World-System – were manifested into experiences/relationships as categorizations of positivity/neutrality/negativity.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to realise/see/understand, that I was in fact already equal and one here with/as existence as substance, that in equality and oneness there exist no relationships of connection/redefinition – because each stand Here within and as themselves as All equal and one. Where Everything and Everyone is Here in and as each One. In this, there exist no relationships/connection/definitions of separation. Where instead of being preoccupied within redefinition/connection through experiences of/as Energy – we in fact have an opportunity to Live and express that Life of/as Equality and Oneness.  Equal-to and One-with how this physical-existence would be, if the starting-point of each as all stand within equality and oneness – where no one/nothing is categorized within relationships of positivity/neutrality/negativity for the survival of Energy and Money, but where each life is regarded equally and as one and each have an equal and one opportunity to live and express that Life on this Earth with and as everyone and all together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the separation of/as me from/of substance of/as equality and oneness: limit the existence of me into and as Energy only; where Energy became the accepted and allowed ‘deciding factor’ of ‘who I am’ in relation to/connection to parts of me within/as existence. With those connections/relationships being defined/valued within the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity – based-on the extent/amount of energy I could get-from/extract-from them from within myself and my connection/relationship to/towards them.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the separation from/of all as me within and as this physical existence as manifested equality and oneness: limit the existence of me / living me of me on this Earth into and as Money only, where Money became the accepted and allowed deciding factor of ‘who I am’ in relation to/connection to all parts of me within/as this physical existence. With those connections/relationships being defined within the categories of positivity/neutrality/negativity within the context of money, based-on the extent/amount of money I could get-from/extract from others/this physical existence as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how: as my relationships to/towards all as me had been defined/valued within the nature of how much energy I could get-from/extract-from others as me within myself – and my relationships to/towards the physical-existence/world-system as me had been defined/valued within the context of how much money I could get-from/extract from others as me within my world: That manifested within and as this accepted and allowed relationships is the fact that Energy within and Money without has been the starting-point value/definition construct of the entirety of ‘who I am’ within myself and my living and my relationships. That ‘behind/within’ all that I am within my entire Mind Consciousness System and Physical Living – has only been for the survival of myself as Energy within, and survival of my living with/as Money without.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that all that I had become as a ‘being’ was functioning within a Mind Consciousness System that automatically ensure that my relationships are categorized within/as positivity/neutrality/negativity to ensure that I can get/have the most energy within/as certain/specific relationships within my world/reality. And functioning within a World-System of Money – where my personal relationships to/towards Money had been creating/designing/manifesting my relationships to/towards the World-System of Money within the categorizations of positivity/neutrality/negativity to always ensure that I remain within the path within the World-System of getting/having the most Money that I can for my survival on this Earth. And within that – looking at the World-System of Money in itself, where – all that ‘life’ on earth had become, through/as this World-System of Money that all of humanity accept/allow to define/value ‘life on earth’ as – is preoccupying humanity into/as ‘living for survival’ for/as Money, where Money-itself had come to define/value and so inflict the living/physical-lives all of existence come to endure on Earth.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that what my entire Mind Consciousness System, my physical-participation in this World-System and the World-System itself had become: is the survival of me as Energy within and the survival of me within/as Money without. That all the detail/complexities of/as what my Mind Consciousness System consist of/as exist as, as my thoughts, feelings, emotions, personalities, ego, patterns, habits, behaviours, beliefs, perceptions, ideas, images, pictures, fantasies and imaginations etc. – are all manifested-outflows from/of the source/origin point of me as friction generating experience for energy categorized within experiences of positivity/neutrality/negativity and exist for one purpose only: to get/gain/extract energy from within me and parts of/as me within my world/reality for my own survival as Energy. In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my physical-living on this Earth to have become equal to and one with what I have accepted and allowed ‘who I am’ within myself to become: that all my relationships, the experience of ‘my life / my living’, the difficulties/struggles/situations/interactions I face and come across as I walk-through and experience ‘my life/ my living’ on this Earth: is outflow-manifestations/experience I created/manifested as ‘my life / my living’ from/of the source/origin point of me as friction generated from my relationships to/towards money within the categorizations of positivity/neutrality/negativity - where everything of ‘my life / my living’ has been created/manifested within one purpose only: to survive with/as money. That I created/manifested my total self experience/self definition/self valuing within myself and ‘my life / my living’ without: for the survival of me as Energy within, and the survival as me with Money without.

In this – all I had become within me, is: Energy – all that I had become in the without of me: is Money and the purpose of my existence diminished to one point: Survival.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in my initial separation from/of substance as me within and as existence, as my equality and oneness: that initial first-moment of/as friction as I separated me into an individualized singularity from/of the whole - how I created the categorizations of positivity, neutrality and negativity based-on the variations of density/manifested-expression in/as which substance existed within/as existence before the creation/manifestation of human civilization and this physical existence. Where – the very first moment of separation as friction was the ‘negative’ – the generation of the substance/vibration of ‘experience’ itself was the neutral and the accumulation of that substance/vibration of experience manifested into and as the substance/intensity of Energy was the positive. That I had taken the very substance of/as me as existence as equality and oneness, and manifested it into variations of vibration as negativity, neutrality and positivity. Because the moment the part of me – went into opposition to/towards all other parts of/as substance as me: that moment of opposition as separation manifested an intensity of/as friction as a ‘negative’ as two parts of/as substance collide. From that negative as friction where two parts of substance collide, transformed that friction into a resonance that reverberated/rippled into me/me as that singular part and the resonance of that friction was absorbed as an ‘experience’ within myself. Where that ‘experience’ of the resonance of the friction that rippled into me, within the context of my singular relationship to that ‘experience’: felt ‘neutral’. ‘Neutral’ as I interpreted that that experience/resonance from the friction is ‘me experiencing myself.’ And so, whatever I interpret as ‘me experiencing myself’ is defined as ‘neutral’ – because there is a direct-connection to me and that experience. And as the friction continued, and the experience/resonance generated from that friction continued and rippled into me: the experience compounded within myself and vibrated with more and more and more intensity and so I started experiencing ‘me MORE’, where I went from a ‘neutral me-ness’ of only experiencing ‘me’ – to experiencing MORE of/as me. And as the moreness continued within the friction and experience/resonance accumulation of that friction within myself – the intensity of/the vibration and accumulation of experience/resonance from/of the constant/continuous friction manifested Positivity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – separate the substance of/as equality and oneness as me, into and as ranges of vibration of negativity/neutrality/positivity – and within that, accepted and allowed myself to separate me further into ranges of vibration of negativity, positivity and neutrality – where: Negativity had become the defining relationship to/towards all as me as the primary experience/energy of/as separation, Neutrality had become the defining relationship to/towards me only and Positivity had become the defining relationship to/towards a ‘me that can be MORE’ within myself. And so, I have within myself – accepted and allowed myself to exist within the Negative to/towards all as me, so that from the Neutrality of ‘me just being me’ – be able to experience the me that can be/become MORE. Where – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to so, separate me from/of all as existence as me – so that I can experience/attain the me that can be MORE within/as myself in/as the Positive. But not seeing/realising/understanding that for me to be/experience/become this MORE within/as the Positive: I have to continue my Negative relationship of/as friction as separation to/towards all as me within and as existence. To from that friction, generate the resonance into and as the experience of ‘me’ as Neutrality – with ‘neutrality’ being my reference of me experience ‘my me’. And from that Neutrality – accumulate the friction-resonance of negativity into and as myself, accumulating the experience of neutrality into and as the experience of/as positivity as I attempt/try to attain ‘my MORENESS’ of me experiencing more and more and more of Me.

(We will continue with the specificity of the design of negativity, neutrality and positivity within the next post to come)

I commit myself to – through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – assist and support myself to release myself from within/as the preoccupation of/as the Mind Consciousness System as Energy, to no more accept/allow myself to only exist as an Energy-Entity concerned with only its own Survival, that’s been using/abusing my relationships towards myself and all as myself for me to only survive as Energy as a Mind.

In this, I commit myself to – walk equal-to and one-with me, my human physical body as Living Words as I take the knowledge and information definitions of positivity/neutrality/negativity of/as energy and transform/change words into/as practical living; where I become from a being surviving as energy, to a living being in/as this physical existence.

I commit myself to – giving up ‘my life’ as I have created/manifested it within relationships/definitions of energy within myself and money as the without of myself, to stand within the starting-point of THE LIFE that include all as me within/as equality and oneness. And so I direct my living to consider / regard all as me, and participate in directing this World-System of Money as me to consider / regard all within this physical existence within/as equality and oneness. In this, understanding that – giving up ‘my life’ – means, stopping the processes of/as my Mind Consciousness System as my relationships of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity that I created towards me and all as me, redefining those relationships and living those relationships within/as the starting-point of/as equality and oneness: realising that = I have to give up/let go of the ‘my life’ as Energy manifested as the Mind, to gift myself THE LIFE – which I practically walk through the processes of writing, self-forGIVEness and self corrective application.

I commit myself to – stopping my own self-separation that I have manifested within / as the experiences of/as negativity/neutrality and positivity, that had separated me into / as an existing entity that only survives to extract/gain/get energies from/of the nature of my relationships to/towards all as me. As I commit myself to walking this process of stopping this self-separation of/as energy-relationships within/as categorizations of/as positivity/neutrality/negativity: I see/realise/understand that if I accept/allow myself to continue existing as the Mind/Energy, I am constantly/continuously validating my stance/relationship to/towards all as me as separation, because my initial relationship to/towards all as me is based within/as friction as negativity, and I will not be able to stand equal and one in fact, unless I stop all relationships of energy within/as negativity, neutrality and positivity – and be/become equal and one. Equality and oneness where no negativity/neutrality/positivity exist: only Expression of/as Life, here.

The same as within this World-System of Money – we’re not going to establish a unity within/as humanity in the living of all on this Earth – if the World-System of Money still defines relationships to/towards all within/as this physical existence in positivity/neutrality/negativity based-on how much money can be made from what/who. And so – I commit myself to, presenting / finding solutions in/as this World-System of Money, that stop such separation of relationships to/towards all within this physical existence, and redefine Money as Life/Equality and Oneness and so ensure a manifested World-System where each on/of this Earth can live/have a dignified life.



 

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