FEAR of our own SHADOW (Part 1): DAY 189
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EVIL
– continued
The
FORCE - continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the
point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire
physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of
the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into
the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality
we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of
Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and
have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY
1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in
this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)
In the previous post, we had a look at the particular
starting-point we’re going to walk regarding our relationship to EVIL, starting
with the small, the seemingly menial/insignificant instances/moments of our
relationship to awareness and the Mind and what we accept and allow to exist
within and as it. To from here, see, realise and understand how, from such
small, insignificant, menial moments – it impact in the greater within our
lives and our relationship to this world/humanity.
The Self-Forgiveness
and Self Commitments we’ll start walking within and from this post stand within
the context of the question: “Why, with Always being aware of what goes on in
the Mind, what comes up in the Mind –have we never questioned our nature, our
beingness, but simply blindly followed/denied it and had it define us/determine
our actions/words and behaviour. Simultaneously in such moments knowing we
can stop/change and how different the outcome for the moment/relationship
would be, but would still, despite that knowledge and awareness – act on/deny
the Evil of Mind?”
We’ll start more specifically with having a look at our
accepted and allowed relationship to/towards our own shadows / “Dark Sides”
that manifests in our Minds, within our Physical Bodies as-ourselves.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand that, despite the fact that I know it is only me existing in MY
physical body into and as which I was birthed – that I would be able to come up
with all sorts of ideas, imaginations, justifications, excuses and reasons for
especially the bad, the negative, the evil/dark that can occupy the domain of
my Mind in the dimensions of thought, internal conversations, projections,
imaginations, images, scenes and reactions. One of the primary
protection/defence mechanisms that have been utilized by ourselves against our
own “Dark Side” is blaming/projecting the negative/bad/dark/evil that comes up
in the Mind to/towards others as it being THEM/THEY
influencing/creating/manifesting the personal reactions/experiences of the
bad/negative/evil/dark WITHIN SELF. Not seeing,
realising and understanding within this, that: It is ME existing in MY
Physical Body within MY MIND and so, I am the One that Decides who I am and
what I experience, accept and allow within my Mind, my Body. However, this
commonsense point has not yet even developed in our relationship to our Mind
and our Body – that we’re the only one existing within it, and yes in the Past
there was such things as Demons
that possessed Human’s Minds – however, even still here, what does it say about
our relationship to ourselves, the Physical Body, the Mind that Demons could
possess Human’s Consciousness without the Human being able to stand and
confront the Demons/Possessions within themselves, their own Bodies their own
Minds?
I
commit myself to show – with walking the Journeys into the
Afterlife Series and walking Creation’s Journey to Life,
how we have walked a process with the Demons in the Demon Dimension of Heaven
with Self Forgiveness and why interdimensional Demons no more exist, and all
that Human Beings face in their Minds are their own Demons ONLY. Within this,
that – in the Past, when Demons
did exist – the same question still remain: Why did no human being
consider/realise that their Mind is their own/themselves, that they’re the one
living/existing in their Physical Body and stood up for themselves, their
Physical Bodies - but simply accepted and allowed possession? Blaming the Demon for the
Possession, but where’s the Responsibility? The Responsibility, when looking at
it self-honestly: is the Human Being accepting and allowing the Possession and
not standing up for themselves, their bodies. And how this Point STILL exist –
that we accept/allow the
Possession of Consciousness/Mind through the “mini demons” of the nature of
our thoughts, internal conversations, projections, imaginations, images and
reactions without question, that we have not stood up for ourselves our living
in questioning/investigating the nature/content of what exist/automatically
come up/manifest in/as the Mind of ourselves.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how, with my relationship to my own “Dark Side”
in/as the Mind/the Physical that comes up/manifests within me, that I had
created a split/separation to everything within me that represents darkness,
evil, negativity – which in a way is quite contradictory as it’s the same as
essentially “trying to run away from your own shadow”; which is impossible. But,
I have apparently “evolved” in my Mind, where I can try/attempt to cover
up/hide/deny/resist the “Dark Side” of me through only focusing on the “The
Light / the Positive”. Not seeing, realising and understanding within this,
that: The Light can only exist with the Dark – and so, essentially that the
Dark is more powerful than the Light. That the Dark is/always has been here and
The Light one has to keep on generating/creating with Energy in the Mind, resourced
from the Physical as we use/power/generate/charge The Light as “positive energy
experience” throughout our lives to just not SEE/FACE
the Dark of ourselves. It’s essentially like we use our ENTIRE LIFE in this
world, running away from/hiding from the Dark of ourselves in ourselves in/as
our own Minds/Physicals – chasing after the Light, running from the Dark; as
children still “afraid of the Dark”. But, we have looked at the Light vs. Dark
relationship only from One Dimension. That apparently “the Light is more
powerful than the Dark, because from the Light we can “see IN the dark” / the
“dark disappears”. However, what has not been seen is the Illusion this
relationship in fact manifest. We don’t stand AS the Dark, embrace it, see what
it REALLY HOLDS as it is in its “natural darkened state”. We look at the Dark
THROUGH THE LIGHT/FROM THE LIGHT, not seeing, realising and understanding how
we can from/through the Light, change/alter/misconstrue what we’re
seeing/looking at when facing the Dark in separation from ourselves
through/from the Light we create. And here are Countless examples: When looking
at the dark of this world in relation to the pain, suffering, poverty, famine
of countless lives, and human’s look at it through/from “The Light” / “positive
energy experience” in the Mind – that they can change the reality of those
human’s lives through defining it as it “their life choice” / “they chose such
a life”. When, with putting off the light / positive energy experience in the
MIND and looking at the REALITY of the Dark of this world as the suffering,
pain, poverty, famine that exist – one will directly-see it’s physical
relationship to the existence of this current World System/Money System that
can practically, physically change with individuals standing up/standing
together in changing the relationship of the
World-System/Money-System to equality and oneness/what’s best for all.
I
commit myself to show, the countless examples of how we have
resisted/denied/ignored our OWN SHADOWS of the Mind as the dark, negative,
bad/evil within ourselves through and as, for example creating “Light” as
“Positive Energy Experience”. As though, we have once stood in the Dark of
ourselves as the Mind, and decided we didn’t “like it”, instead of facing it
and changing it, we then “created Light” as this apparently showing a form of
“evolution” that we came up with this Idea to create “Light” in the Dark, to
see through/from the Light and never actually in fact directly
facing/seeing/changing the Dark within/as ourselves. In this, creating a
separation within and as ourselves, always having to focus on, give attention
to, generate/manifest “positive energy experience/positivity” in our Minds that
represents The Light from the Darkness as the “negativity” existent within our
Minds. And, within this comes the question as well: why could we not stand within our own self-trust/self-honesty
in/as the dark and face it? Why did we create a separate resource as
Light/Positive Energy Experience to look at/look into the dark? Not seeing,
realising and understanding within this, how we separated ourselves form our
own “Dark Side” – never actually getting/seeing the REAL REALITY of the Dark
because we look at it in separation from/through The Light. Like, for example
taking something simple as our relationship to our own lives – that we justify,
excuse, and validate the struggles, the pain, the difficulty of PHYSICAL
LIVING in this PHYSICAL WORLD as there being some greater meaning, purpose
and reason for it all, as we look at our lives on this earth through/from The
Light / Positivity in our Minds. But, within this – what the human being will
not see, with being blinded by the Light, separated from their own Minds and
Physicals, how we through the Mind with our participation in the dimensions of
thought, imagination, internal conversations, reactions etc. – actually
construct our own Personalities, that determine our living and so create our
relationships/lives on earth. But, as long as the Human look at
themselves/their lives from the Light/Positivity: this point of
direct-responsibility to how we create/manifest/accept/allow the nature of our
lives/living in this world/reality – will never be seen, realised and understood
and so we can never in fact really CHANGE.
We’ll continue with this point: FEAR of my own SHADOW in
posts to come.
