A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel (Part 2): DAY 498
In the next post I
will continue with “Thank you for supporting me to realise I’m not lost”, “Thank
you for supporting me to understand the meaning of self honesty” and many more,
to assist and support with understanding how the relationship you develop with
yourself through Self Forgiveness and doing it genuinely, within self honesty assists
and supports with discovering parts of yourself only you can gift to yourself
through the tool of Self ForGIFTness
Thank you for
supporting me to realise I’m not lost
In the beginning of my process, becoming aware of my Mind,
the thoughts and emotions - it was like everything intensified, could become so
overwhelming where it felt like I was underneath waves crashing down on me with
no opportunity to come up and breathe for air, not knowing what’s up, down,
left or right inside myself. It is initially a shock when you become aware of
how much you think and the extent to which thoughts generate emotions /
feelings inside yourself…but at the same time, with understanding that it only
seems so intense / overwhelming because you were never AWARE of / never LOOKED at your own thoughts / emotions
– so, now with directly looking at them, it’s like you start seeing your
thoughts and emotions everywhere within you, all of the time…
Sometimes within this experience inside myself, especially
when I would be THINKING too much about something / someone and not actually
write it out to look at it more constructively…I would very easily get lost in
my thoughts and emotions. Lost meaning, where – I ‘forget’ to forgive myself, ‘forget’
to write it out, ‘forget’ to take a moment to breathe. So ‘losing myself’ in
this context means where I lose that part of myself, my awareness to stabilise
myself inside, to ground myself, to quiet myself as I spiral myself, my
awareness into my thoughts and emotions into the experience of crying it out,
collapsing on the bed crying, bundling up into a ball crying…like making myself
‘fall’ inside myself and completely giving into my thoughts and emotions. Then,
once I cried out all the emotions and released all the energy inside myself
through crying…the energy veil would drop, I would breathe and then look at the
situation, speak to someone, talk it out and
come to realise everything was not ‘the end of the world’ or as bad as my
thoughts / emotions made it out to be.
Then, I would look back and ask myself “why didn’t I just
breathe, forgive and let go from the BEGINNING?!?!?” I in the end ‘found myself’
again, ‘came back to myself’ once the emotions settled…so, why put myself
through all that, all the intense, overwhelming, whirlwind thoughts and
emotions and crying / collapsing when I could prevent that by just from the
get-go breathe, forgive and ground/stabilise myself? So, we can lose ourselves
for MOMENTS in thoughts / emotions the longer we stay in them, but we’re never “lost”
– a part of our awareness is always present throughout it all…I realised that I
just didn’t make the decision, I just didn’t move myself the MOMENT the
thoughts and emotions started escalating inside myself to stop for a moment, to
breathe, to forgive and then write it out / speak it out within someone.
So, after a couple of times of ‘losing and finding’ myself
in this way, I HAD ENOUGH!!! and applied the principle of prevention to –
whenever the thoughts / emotions started building inside myself, MOVE MYSELF to
stop, to breathe, to FORGIVE the emotions and so settle myself / my awareness
within myself and instead DIRECT the points inside myself with writing /
speaking about it. This ‘movement’ of myself is where I in a moment REMIND
myself “if I don’t breathe and forgive NOW…this is going to escalate and I am
going to put myself through unnecessary turmoil”. So, it’s either me with AWARENESS
releasing the emotions BEFORE they go out of control and build up inside myself
to the point of losing myself inside myself for a moment…or the emotions take
over and release themselves eventually through crying / collapsing inside
myself…both directions eventually leading to the same outcome: I return to
myself. So, I much rather direct myself with awareness, with forgiveness in the
beginning than accepting and allowing myself to put myself through unnecessary
turmoil…
Granted, there were moments and still are where I face
thoughts and intense emotions that take over in a moment, so fast that it
caught me ‘off-guard’ inside myself, but even though this happened – because I
have practised in my Awareness so much, I can stop, breathe and forgive while I
am in overwhelming thoughts / emotions…so it never got to the point where I
would ‘lose myself for a moment’…my Awareness would be here, intact within
myself – even able to immediately stop, breathe, forgive and direct in
overwhelming turmoil of thoughts and emotions.
This is how self forgiveness and the application thereof
assisted and supported me to be stable and grounded inside myself, even though
things may seem impossible / lost, because a trust develops within yourself
where you know that no matter what you’re facing, you’ll guide yourself through
it and understand it and be able to resolve it within yourself through having
yourself, your ‘guide’
as Self Forgiveness. Most importantly, how my writing, speaking and
application of Self Forgiveness made me realise that I can stand in such a way
within myself where I am not a victim to my own thoughts and emotions, I don’t
have to ‘lose’ myself inside myself – I can stand up and direct my own thoughts
and emotions in such way where it does not compromise me, what I experience,
what I say and do.
In the next post, I will continue with “Thank you for supporting me to understand the meaning of self
honesty” and “Thank you for showing
me what it means to know myself, to understand myself”…
Also expanding more on how – with ‘losing yourself in
moments’, such moments are opportunities to LEARN about yourself, to UNDERSTAND
yourself as the Mind and so opportunities to grow, develop and expand your
awareness even more…
We’ve got the past, present and future – also ‘The Now’, but
what about HERE? Part 3
DAY 427
From here, we can look at how we Spiritualize
our own Minds. Again, seeing oneself standing in front of the Mirror, in and as
the Mirror-itself seeing one’s Mind and everything one think/feel/see
within/throughout one’s day/life. What we do when we Spiritualize our own Minds
is - when standing in front of the Mirror, with the Mirror as our Minds
externalized for purposes of this analogy to see/realise/understand what we do
in relation to our own Minds/ourselves as ourselves: we would “emphasize, for
example only the good/positive things” we see in the mirror. I’m sure many have
for example see in movies/series where the person will stand in front of a lot
of numbers and then they “identify a secret code” through seeing very specific numbers
“popping up / standing out” and how it all comes together to form an equation /
a specific numerical order. Well, we do exactly the same with the ‘Spiritual
approach’ to our own Minds – it’s like we see it as series of numbers/platforms
of numbers and we have to identify the positive/good secret/equation. So, what
we do is - take memories/energy/words for example and only emphasize / ‘sift
out of it’ what we WANT to experience as ONLY the good/positive/light and the
rest is ‘shadowed out’.
So, returning to the Mirror analogy – what we do is, for
example, seeing a memory in the mirror – then ‘highlighting in the memory’ only
the good/positive/light and the rest of the memory is simply ‘shadowed out’
with like a black-marker pen, so the illusion is created that ONLY the ‘good/positive/light/love’
exist. It’s fascinating within this how such individuals can possess themselves
with such a split in their own Minds/Consciousness with the belief that
“because I focus on the good/positive/light/love – the opposite doesn’t exist
AT ALL within me”; but it’s all in fact just suppressed into the mind and the
body. Then this delusion goes so far as when/as they react in the negative/bad
– it’s apparently “everyone else BUT themselves”, because they don’t realise
that they themselves, are in fact responsible for their OWN REACTIONS in their
mind and body – they just can’t see WHY or WHERE their own reactions comes
from, because it was all ‘blacked out and suppressed’ into the depths of the mind and
the physical body.
Within this, to consider is that: “one wasn’t born
Spiritual” – this is a process that is programmed in through words and
feelings, repeated in the mind as thoughts and imaginations until the being
believes that “I am Love / I am Light”…when the mechanics of Consciousness is
not understood within this regard when it comes to words and energy, emotions
and feelings as the negative and positive and how this is used to create
thoughts/imaginations and internal conversations to construct/program Personalities
in Consciousness/the Mind only that has no relationship to/as
Reality/the Physical – but actually using physicality/physical substance to
produce emotional/feeling energy, thought, imaginations to create Personalities
in the Mind/Consciousness. Thus, here again – returning to the Mirror-analogy:
one can resource only SO MUCH positive/good/light and love
energy/thoughts/imaginations from one’s own Mind/one’s own Past, but not enough
to create an entire Personality from. Therefore, one have to become ‘creative’
and so what is done on the Mirror as is done in the Mind is additional colours
is added, additional post-its with words are plastered onto the mirror, glitter
is strewn all over the mirror; like a child covering up all the bad/negative/reactive
things in the mind with beautiful things that is inserted/programmed in the
mind such as the positive/good/light/love words/energies. And then it’s focused
on absolutely, over an extended period of time to the point where the
‘Spiritual Personality’ that is created takes over to such an extent that the
rest of the Personalities/content in the Mind is so suppressed, the being makes
themselves believe that it doesn’t exist anymore and/or that it’s all ‘other
people’s fault’ when the negative/bad is experienced in their Minds and Bodies.
Again here, the Spiritual-approach to our Minds is more
evolved within the past-present-future equation (in the present, creating the
future from the past). More evolved meaning: In the present, the past is taken
from within/as the Mind and from it is only accessed/taken the ‘good/light/love/positive’
things and the rest suppressed deeper into the mind and the body to so
attempt/try to create a future that is only of the ‘positive/light/love’-nature.
ADDITIONALLY, within the present – MORE information/words/energy is programmed
into the Mind/Consciousness to contribute to this idealized/imagined future. What
are the consequences of this when it comes to “the here” and also our
responsibility to the rest of humanity/this physical existence as a whole? We’ll
continue with this in the next post.
In the previous Interview-post we had a look at the Quantification of Consequence within an individual and collective context and within that had a look at how we have been Dealing with Consequence, which was and has been to suppress it/deny it/ignore it. As we are doing that in our own minds = we’re doing that in the World System/ Money System as well, where - if we have a look at How Money is Created at the Sacrifice of Human Lives and almost everything/ all else within this Physical Existence and Consequence, Real Consequence is denied/ignored/suppressed/distributed and the attention is just more and more focused on the Positive or the ‘Good Feeling’/Experience, which is Money/Profit and the drive to compete/to survive. It’s fascinating within this that: from the World System/Money System context, especially if one have a look at the Elite minds as those With Money - the attention/ focus of one’s life is only on that Positive Relationship to Money and What Money Provides. There is no Reality Check or cross-reference in terms of at What Cost/at What Price from a Real Physical Consequential Perspective one’s lie Life With Money is created. We do the exact same in our Minds: where we’re Not seeing the Consequence that we’re creating in our own Minds/our Beingness/our Physical Body in the lives of other Human Beings/ this Physical Existence as a whole as we’re like basically only focusing on the Positive/ the Good Feelings and Experiences.
It’s interesting that, with really getting to know your Mind/your Consciousness: one will see how one within and throughout One Day - one will shift and change between the Positive and the Negative in the Mind and what’s more fascinating within that as well, is - how the small subtle seemingly ‘insignificant moments of the Positive’ kind of like completely overrides all the Negative. How did we get to such a point within our relationship to ourselves in our own Minds, even within this World System/Money System as a whole when we have look at how we’re living our Physical Lives where: these moments within and throughout our days/weeks/months/years like, for example Buying something or Owning/Possession some material object/product and/or going holidaying and stuff like that - those things , those little small things make almost the rest of your life ‘worth it’? Within that is the same with the ‘little things’ in our minds, those little Positive Moments / Experiences / Imaginations / Thoughts / Feelings that we have in small, seemingly insignificant, subtle moments within and throughout our day that that kind of makes a whole day of struggle ‘worth it.’ That’s essentially what we are tacitly implying in our Acceptance and Allowance of this dynamic between the Polarity of the Positive and the Negative - it’s not Explicit, it’s Implicit regarding what we are Accepting and allowing, because we are Not Changing the Negative/ we’re Not Changing the Consequences, we’re just kind of Reaching for those small moments of the Positive.
So, it’s fascinating how the Positive and Negative then really keeps one within this Possession, because we’re like in an ocean and we’re in the currents, we’re caught in the undercurrent and every so now and then we reach out for a breath – and that’s like those ‘small insignificant Positive moments’ and/or in your Physical Living within and throughout your day/week/month/year doing things that give one that ‘Positive High’ for a moment - and then one is in the undercurrents again. We’re constantly/continuously in the cycle of almost drowning to taking that breath and then back into drowning and taking that breath - every time we’re just trying to reach that Breath again as the Positive. Instead of going: “Wait, Stop - what am I doing here? Why am I not finding a Solution to get out of this cycle? Like swim out of the current, find land, stabilize myself” – So this is what we’re looking at within this Process: this dynamic between the Positive and the Negative is going to continue and escalate, because: imagine you are in this undercurrent trying to get this ‘Breath’ the whole time, you’re going to become tired and soon the Consequence is going to catch up – as we have also expressed in the previous Interview-post.
Within this I would really suggest - now speaking about this point of the Positive and the Negative, to have a listen to one of the Life Reviews that was walked recently and this woman really explained this dynamic so well in how for example, she was walking her Life Review and finding that for most part: she was in this Negativity/Negative Experience within her and that she would in moments go into a Positive High and then that Positive High would last for like a moment. She would’ve completely forgotten about how she experienced herself before, and so she walked basically her whole life constantly and continuously in that Polarity. Also what she found was how the Positive Energy would like ‘lagged’ inside the Mind, Being and Physical Body to create that Illusion of being happy/excited/feeling normal/okay for a period of time, but - how that was actually because of, from an Initial Reaction of experiencing a Positive Energy and then that Positive Energy will ‘hesitate’ in the Mind/the Being/Physical Body for a little bit and so that would create the illusion of Time, of Feeling ‘ordinary/ better/stable’ for an extended period of time, but It was Not really in fact Real.
So, I would really suggest having a listen to that Life Review because she explains it exceptionally well in the Illusion that Positive Energy create in relation to who we are and the extent to which it Determine and Control how we Experience ourselves and How we Live - and the extent to which our Consciousness actually Determine How we Feel. Meaning, she pose quite an interesting question like for example “Why is it that some days you can walk in nature and you see the same things like trees, plants, the environment and see for example a butterfly and you just kind of walk past. But, then the next day you’ll like suddenly See the butterfly and like have this Overwhelming Positive Energy reaction to it?” – So, why is there a Change all of a sudden when you’ve always seen the exact same thing actually? What suddenly activated within your mind to Now Feel something - so to find out how that works I would suggest investing in that Life Review.
With this, to Understand and to emphasize that it’s not like that with the Process of the Inversion of Consequence that anything is going to Change, but for Consequence becoming more and more Physical – and this was also another interesting point that was discussed in the Relationship Success Support Interview Series in relation to Love Energy, which is like a Positive Energy and how Consequence have accumulated and is being Physically lived out within this Physical Existence to such an extent that a Pure Energy is Not going to Solve the Problem that we’re facing on an individual and collective scale. Because, Love Energy is simply just that it’s still Only Energy, it’s still kind of Interdimensional, it’s something that you Feel/Experience and a Feeling/Experience is Not going to sort out what we’re facing on a collective scale within this Physical Existence. And essentially what’s being walked in the Relationship Success Support Interview Series is how to Make Love Practical, Visible, Physical in terms of something that can be Lived - and within that actually Change the circumstance of the Consequence that is Physically Manifested within this Existence. And explaining Why/How it is that Love has become just an Energy and Why/How it is that Consequence has become More Physical, because it’s what we’re currently living, it’s How we’re Living.
So - what’s explained within the Life Review Interview and the Relationship Success Support Interview, is essentially the Problem and Solution we’re facing with regards to Consequence - How/Why is the Process of Consequence manifesting? Meaning why/how is it that we’re so naturally preprogrammed to just immediately react to things? Why are we always so Reactive? Why don’t we exist with such a clear Mind or Awareness that we can Look at things Common Sensically and Always Consider Solutions for things instead of Reacting? Even Reaction in itself is Not something that it’s just ‘simple.’ You’ve got different Levels of Reaction: you’ve got Conscious Mind Reaction, Subconscious Mind Reactions, Unconscious Mind, Quantum Mind, Quantum Physical Reactions and then your Very Physical and Beingness Reactions to this World/reality, relationships, yourself. And this is another series that I would suggest: the Imagination Series that assist and support with our Reactive Minds, How to Assist and Support oneself from a Reactive mind to Becoming a Self-Directive Principle through Asserting oneself to See solutions to one’s relationship with self/others/this world/ this reality. To understand here thus that: the Power Source of Consequence is Separation. One can have a look at What it is that feeds Energy/ that feeds Reactions/ that feed Experiences in our Mind - is Separation. It’s when you’re separate from something/someone and in that Separation you have a judgment/idea/perception/belief and within that you are Creating Relationships to something/someone and basing those relationships on how you are Experiencing yourself to/towards them. It is quite frightening how much of our decisions that we make with regards to Who we are, is based on Energy instead of Real Common Sense Critical Reasoning and taking Reality into consideration - so we’re quite far taken from reality at this stage.
Within this what we’re going to thus open up with regards to this Process of Consequence that we’re walking to Understand the Multidimensional Nature of it is how through reactions on a Conscious/Subconscious/Unconscious/Quantum Mind/Quantum Physical and Physical Level we are producing more Consequence for ourselves, and how going into a Positive is a Reaction to the Negative – the Negative being a Reaction to Ourselves. So, it’s like ‘the Evolution of Reaction’ - Positive Energy and how/why that is Not a Solution to Consequence. Also getting more in-depth with regards to defining consequence in how it is that Consequences in itself came to exist based on how we had reacted ‘negatively’, if you will, to our Beingness/our Natures/our Inherent Nature. Then believing a solution to be: “Oh you know? I don’t really like how I feel/ experience myself/ someone else, it makes me feel like uncomfortable and not nice” – “Oh no! you know I made myself feel bad/ someone made me feel bad so now I want to feel better!” and then we went to the Positive and instead of investigating “Okay, I was stable and now I went into a Negative, how did that happen?” So we’re going to open up some interesting dimensions in relation to Consciousness and the Equation of Consequence in itself: how we are keeping our Minds and Life on Earth the way it is now with this Reactive Relationship that we have created – and How we are essentially thus just Reactive Beings, we just React instead of Stopping and Investigating and finding actual Real Solutions.
So, the Process through Consequence, essentially, is going to be Assisting and Supporting oneself to Stop Reacting and Start Finding Solutions. And this is also for those in relation to Desteni that say “But I want to have my Emotions and Feelings” - What you’re actually saying is that: You Want to Have your Reactions, You Want to Remain a Reactive Being – I mean we Can’t Continue like this just ‘Reacting’ to things. It’s the same in this World System/ Money System to the things that’s happening that’s being done to humans to everything/everyone in this Physical Existence, Everyone is just Reacting in their Minds instead of understanding Why things exist the way they do so that we can find Solutions.
Okay so, some more interesting interviews on their way as we slowly but surely open up How it is that we came to Create Consequence and Why Energy as positive Energy is in No Way going to Change the Problem that we’re Facing in this Real Physical Existence.
Hi everyone, in this interview post we are going to, more specifically have a look at Self-Consequence and Karma. In the previous interview posts, we expanded more on understanding how Consequence as Karma had been deflected, had been channelled, literally, out of human beings and distributed within and between humanity through the Unconscious Mind and into the Unified Consciousness Field. Also, how with the opening of the Portal, the Unified Consciousness Field ceased to exist. There are no more Unconscious-Mind Connections within and between humanity. What now exist, where we are unified within, is in and as this Physical Existence within our own individual physical bodies and that our minds, our consciousness – the energy that we produce and how we use, or substantiate or program that energy and the relationships that we form with energy, is inverted, and layered and remaining existent within our own minds, our own physical bodies. Which thus mean that each and every single individual human being is now absolutely responsible for Everything and Anything that come up within Your mind, that manifest within Your physical body and so within your life-experience.
So, within this to have a look at more of a Reference-Point, in relation to what we’ve walked in the previous interview, where we said to for example: Draw the Circle with four (4) circles within it and connecting those four (4) circles, which represented how humanity was interconnected through the Unconscious Mind, and thorough the Unconscious Mind manifested a Unified Consciousness Field, which is what interconnected humanity as what is for example interconnecting those four (4) circles within the bigger circle.
And, it’s fascinating that in that interconnectedness, that interconnectedness was more inter-dimensional, more in relation to Consciousness, or the Mind, and the sole purpose or reason for that interconnectedness was to channel and distribute and deflect Consequence or Karma, and to through that – the Unified Consciousness Field’s purpose was to ensure that each human being remain on their pre-programmed Life-Design path. So, within this, with the Unconscious Mind interconnectedness no more existing, with the Unified Consciousness Field no more existing, with one’s Mind being completely inverted into your self and your own physical body – you can now for example draw the bigger circle with just four (4) circles within it, Illustrating for example that we are now completely Individual, yet together within how we are going to face and be facing our own minds, our own Consequence. Within this, it’s to understand that: in a way, it’s actually always been like that. Meaning, we always existed within our own minds, with our own physical bodies, with the Mind as a Reflection, as a Mirror, that is and represents our Actual Real Beingness-Nature. And if one reference the Reptilian Interview Series, they very specifically walked the process of how the Mind had been created, designed and programed, and how the content of what substantiated the mind, meaning the Nature of for example your thoughts, you imaginations, your backchats, your reactions, Whatever comes up in your mind – is In Fact a Representation of the Inherent Nature of your Beingness. I mean what comes up in your mind was not something that was Preprogrammed. What comes up in your mind represent your actual Nature. What the creators of existence basically did, all that they did, really, was take your inherent Beingness-Nature – Replicated and Duplicated into a Systematized Design or Platform, which is the Mind. And where the programing comes in, is how they wanted to Control your Nature through the Systematized Representation thereof as the Mind as Consciousness. So, they essentially just controlled the relationships that you will form in the Inherent Nature of your own Beingness. And, you know, your experiences toward yourself, your own inherent nature, your Life Experiences within and throughout your Reincarnations –– They basically used your inherent nature, projected it into the Mind Consciousness System as a Systematized version of Your Self, and through that they could control you more directly and indirectly to primarily have experiences and relationships toward yourself, toward others, toward everything and everyone else, so that in the relationships - you can have reactions of emotions and feelings, and from the Energy that you produce in the Mind-Beingness-Physical relationship – it would accordingly substantiate the Consciousness, the Mind and so the Heaven existence.
So, within this – I mean, one have to understand that this Process, this point that happened of the Inversion, the Reflection where the Process changed from Deflection, from Abdication of Responsibility to Reflection, Inversion and Self-Responsibility: Our Self-Responsibility had always been here. The Consequence that we created had always been here. The Karma had always been here. The fact simply is, that: we’ve never taken Responsibility for it. It’s literally just been channelled and redistributed, and exerted and left to accumulate within ourselves, within each other, within our relationships to ourselves, each other and existence as a whole. And this is primarily also what has contributed to humanity, literally, being Consequence in itself. Our relationships to everything and everyone in existence – I mean, the nature – one simply just look at this existence, globally – Everything within it – it is Consequence-Manifest, because the point of Responsibility, of Learning, of really Understanding what it is that we’re accepting and allowing and doing to ourselves, to each other and to everything and to everyone else has just never come-through.
So, one can imagine, throughout all of our life-times – where Consequence as Karma had been deflected, had been channelled, been redistributed, just so that it kind of like clears a relative path, so that our Minds can remain in control of our Beingness, our Awareness as we remain on our preprogramed Life-Design path and Relationships to ourselves, to others, to everything and everyone else. To through those relationships and reactions generate Emotional- and Feeling-Energy. I mean, where within existence, within how everything was set up, did we really ever introspect/investigate/reflect and within that change? - we really haven't.
The entire heaven existence is walking this process as well. The heaven existence, when the portal opened, was completely separate from earth, from humanity. There was absolutely no responsibility, no assistance and support, no walking with, not even an inkling of wanting to help with regards to the consequence that was accumulating and merging and manifesting within humanity in the mind-being/spirit and physical trinity relationships. So, the heaven existence is also walking this process of inversion, of reflection, of responsibility in realizing that: before the portal opened beings crossed over, all the consequence and karma that the being had accumulated, not only for themselves but in other humans’ lives, in humanities life, in what was accepted and allowed as life on earth. It was like “oh, I'm dead – I'm free from all consequence that I've left behind in my life on earth, and now I'm going to heaven”. That was like a deliberate set-up in relation to where the heaven existence deliberately kept themselves separate from earth, from humanity, from the consequence that was existent here. One can hear more about this in how deliberate that separation was in the journeys into the afterlife series. They were really just not interested in coming any closer to earth or human beings than they had to. They were in absolute fear and petrification, essentially of the consequence that was out of control within humans minds, humans lives and relationships. All they were interested in was that we produce the energy through emotions and feelings that gets channelled up into heaven -- as long as heaven has its energy it's happy.
So, within this, those relationships were completely stopped, so when you cross over now – and you can hear this in the life review interview series – you face the consequence of your mind-being/spirit-physical body relationships that you accepted and allowed. You see the effects and the consequence of the detail of your total existence in your life in how it not only affected you, but other human beings in your world and reality, and even expand it to that in seeing how the nature of how you lived your life in relationship to humanity, this world system – the general life on earth within and on this world as a whole. You see and you face everything, and then you align yourself back here into the interdimensional-physical existence to take responsibility for it all.
So, there is no more a consequence-free or karma-free 'ride' when you cross over. You are going to face consequence on a level that is unimaginable. So within this, as we've said, we really suggest – in our relationship now, where we are here in this world, you can very clearly see the nature of yourself in your mind – that nature, whatever comes up in your mind – that was not pre-programmed - that is a direct mirror of your nature as who/how/what you've in fact always been. The only things that were programmed were your relationships to those parts – the energetic relationships, the emotional and feeling responses to what it is that comes up in your mind, to human beings, to this world and this reality. There you're for example getting into your cultural programming, your knowledge and information definitions, your views/perceptions/ideas/assumptions/beliefs. Those type of things – knowledge and information relationships and particular emotion and feeling responses to things – yes that was pre-programmed. But, the content and the nature of what comes up within your mind and how you live and what you live and behave and express in thought word and deed: all of that is a direct mirror of your nature, your beingness, your who you are.
So, within this we're at Desteni walking an extensive process for you to see/realize/understand how to take responsibility for yourself, for your mind, to really start investigating and introspecting what it is that you're simply automatically accepting and allowing as life on earth and why and how things have never changed, because we've never changed – because we couldn't change with not taking responsibility for consequence and karma that we're directly responsible for.
So, therefore within this we suggest – because you know, you have your mind, only your mind, which you have to face in this one life with your mind being a mirror of the nature of yourself/your beingness. All you have to do is face your mind and, yes the mind is a bit extensive in the conscious, sub-conscious, unconscious quantum mind and quantum physical, but we've got all of those processes walked through in detail on Eqafe, in series and we have the Desteni I Process that assist and support you in how to walk your mind as a direct mirror and how to look into that mirror, how to understand what it is that you're looking at and within that, how to change in terms of really facing yourself, facing consequence, facing karma and taking responsibility for it. And within this, we strongly suggest walking your process here in this world, because in this lifetime in this one life - you only have your own mind to face and to sort out and to align yourself into physical equality and oneness in your physical body that you have. If you cross over, what you have to face there is for the ‘human mind as it now exist’ – inconceivable. Meaning, you don't have the luxury of having a detailed mind that you can investigate, that you can structurally and practically walk and understand and you don't have a physical body to use as a reference into a process of physical equality and oneness. In the here-after you're accessing the existential mind, you're accessing this entire physical existence and you've got to face it all without having any direct reference detailed mind that you have now or the physical body that you have now.
Therefore, we really suggest not dying, but committing yourself to this one life – giving it your all, in really understanding the opportunity that you have here within this lifetime to transcend your pre-programming, your separation, your own self as the mind, as the inherent nature that we've always been throughout existence that's been creating the consequence that we're facing in humanity and our relationships to ourselves, to each-other and this physical existence as a whole. We have this one life, so let's give ourselves life and gift that life to all in becoming living examples, the living proof of how we can change by doing one simple thing – taking self-responsibility for our own minds, our own self as our own consequence and karma manifest in what we had accepted and allowed ourselves to be and become in our very inherent nature as beings.
So, we'll continue more in interviews to come in relation to really understanding how humanity now and this world system now had become a real mirror of our inherent beingness as what we've always been and more detail on practical assistance and support with understanding your mind as the direct mirror of you: how to approach it, how to stand and how to really for the first time in your life and in your existence for that matter, take responsibility, face consequence and karma and be and become the living solution.
In this Interview-post we’re continuing with how Heaven Deflected Humanity’s Consequence / Karma. I would suggest here to have a listen to, or invest in, the ‘Journeys into the Afterlife’ Series and ‘The Soul of Money Interview Series’. What is explained in the Journeys into the Afterlife is Heaven’s Real Relationship to Humanity and this Physical Existence as what we had Discovered/Explored and Investigated with/through the Portal - and the Soul of Money Interview Series really explain in detail more specifically How Consequence and Karma within and between Humanity was Deflected.
So, in this Interview-post let’s more specifically have a look at the nature of Consequence, in the sense that – in the previous Interview-post I explained how the consequence that we created was how we would generate Consciousness Energy in our relationship to Physicality. Meaning, for Consciousness Energy to exist, it resourced that Energy from the Physical. This particular Quantum Mechanics in the Relationship between Consciousness and the Physical is Explained and walked in detail in the Quantum Mind Interview Series. Within this to understand that it is Not only the relationship between the Mind/Consciousness and it resourcing energy from the physical that Constitute Consequence. The Consequence was how we would also Use that Energy, Substantiate that Energy, Animate that Energy of Consciousness within our Minds, our thoughts, our imaginations, our backchats, our emotions and feelings, our personalities, our characters - I mean, everything that we would create as consciousness itself had a Resonant Effect within the Physical Body, within our Lives, within Other Human Beings’ lives.
I mean, it’s really if one also have a listen to and reference the Life Review Interview Series where Human Beings Realize the Extent of what they had missed in relation to their Acceptances and Allowances within Thought, Word and Deed and how it affected other Human Beings’ lives – for example, where a Sentence, or a word or a Way of Doing something had Impacted on another Human’s Life to such an extent that it affected the rest of their life. There are such Consequences – not only in our own Internal Mind Physical Relationship that existed, but also in our Relationship to other human beings, in our Relationship to this Greater World System, Humanity and Physical Existence as a whole. I mean None of such Consequence was seen in any way whatsoever because, Human’s Consequence was either Deflected in terms of All your Energies as Programs as Content of your Consciousness that was additional, was being channeled out into your Unconscious into the Unified Consciousness Field, transferred into the Rest of Humanity or up into the Heaven Existence. And within that - where your Awareness, your Beingness/Spirit Awareness was dissuaded into establishing that relationship to Consciousness and believing that ‘that is all that you are and ever will be.’
So, each human being was in a sense ‘Protected’ from Consequence, from Real Consequence – and that Consequence meaning: Understanding the Full extent and the Effect of Consciousness Relationships to the Physical Body on All the Levels of the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind, Quantum Physical and the Physical itself; Understanding and realizing the consequences of the Thoughts that you have, the Words that you speak, the Sound and the Energy of the words that you speak – on the very constitution, fabric, structure and manifestation of the Physical Body; the Consequence of Imaginations, of Projections, of Memories on Shaping, Creating, Manifesting and Determining Your Future, your Self Experience, your Relationships and the Consequence of how a tonality in words can create a Resonant Outflow Effect in another Human Being’s Mind, Life and Experience.
It’s interesting that: with the Deflection of Consequence came a complete Disregard for one’s Unified Relationship to Everything and Everyone else within this Existence as a whole, as Human Beings’ Awareness was completely Locked-into only the Mind-Soul/Being and Physical Body relationships to simply remain in your absolute Interest, your Self Interest, your Own Self Existence in your Own Mind, and keeping on track in your Preprogrammed Life Design Path. Continuing generating emotional/feeling energies for Consciousness, for Heaven with No Regard or Consideration for Life or that which Constitute Life, your Very Own Physical. No consideration/regard/awareness of/for the Outflow consequence of your thoughts, words and deeds on your physical, on others’ lives, your Responsibility/ Relationship/ Interconnectedness/ Unification to the World System/ Humanity/ this Physical Existence as a Whole – I mean it’s like none of that was in any way existent in your Awareness.
It’s quite fascinating within this that Human Beings apparently say that ‘They’re Aware’ but, there exist No Awareness of How a thought, one thought Resonate in your Physical Body in your Water and actually Change the Constitution/Substance/Manifestation of Water, how it Layer within the Water, Resonate within your Physical body Create and Substantiate an Aura, a Presence of Who You Are. That you can, for example, Speak Words You Believe that you are meaning one thing, but another human being on a Quantum Physical Level picking up on the Resonance or Presence that you were in the Words, that is connected to the particular Thought Pattern that you had Imprinted into your Physical Body in relation to the words you are speaking - and then that Human Being can react to you in ways that they don’t understand. Because, they on a Quantum Physical Level ‘pick up on/react to’ the resonance/presence – the ‘real meaning’ of who you are within the words that you speak that are tainted with thoughts, memories, reactions etc. Then you don’t understand why/how another human being is reacting to you and that can set off again Multidimensional Mind Processes within each other and affect and Influence each other’s lives in ways that cannot be conceived.
That’s using one example, I mean how, for example, you speak in particular-specific words, with the words having a particular sound and energy, because the Words contain memories with Reactions. And during conversations within/throughout the day – you, with speaking specific words, activating specific energies/memories, you continuously substantiate/activate the memories/energies even more and more and more in your mind, the more you continue speaking particular-specific words. And, you’d be speaking to someone and, all of a sudden, one would be a moment after that or during the evening be depressed or ‘feeling low’. One wouldn’t understand Why, not even realizing that the particular words that you were speaking was accessing particular Quantum Memories within your physical body that you had suppressed or stored and layered; and that had been resonating up into your beingness, into your mind, activating all sorts of energies/experiences that accumulated into your general self-experience/presence in the mind and the physical body.
We’re going to in posts to come continue expanding on Self Awareness – and this is a bit of a ‘perspective’ or a context on what Real Awareness really in fact is with the examples above that we have walked. So within this, one can see even just in these two examples that there was No Awareness of Consequence, there was No Awareness in terms of what was really in fact being Accepted and Allowed in relationship to the Mind – and the relationship to the physical body.
Now, if one have a look at the heading of this Interview-post and also the previous one in terms of how Heaven Deflected the Consequence/ Karma of Human Beings where you did not experience or Take Responsibility for the Full Extent of the Consequence that you created within your own Mind and Physical Relationship, in your Relationship with other human beings. Primarily also in your physical relationship, because the Consequence as the Energy and how you Programmed that Energy and how it Resonated in your Physical body, your behavior, our words and all the constructs of the mind as the thoughts, backchats, imaginations, emotion or feeling reactions, I mean - all of that, the extent of that consequence in its full measure was not faced by Human Beings.
So, how this process then changed was from Deflection to Reflection; in terms of - if one have a listen to the interview ‘The Dawn of a New Age’ as well as to understand more about the Opening of the Portal in the Series available on Eqafe that, what has changed within Humanity, with the Change of the Heaven Existence is that: All Consequence has now been Inverted in the sense that - there are No More Energies that You Create in your own Mind-Physical Relationship that’s being ‘channeled out’ through your Unconscious into the Unified Consciousness Field. There are no more Demons taking your consequence in terms of substantiating themselves with the emotional and feeling energy of Human’s Consciousness; and why/how Demons in the hereafter/afterlife no more exist - one can have a listen to in Demons in the Aferlife Series available on Eqafe – and within this the Unified Consciousness Field also No More Exist.
How Humans are now interconnected – if you will – is existent on a Quantum Physical Level. Quantum Physical meaning that: if one have a look just on a practical scale, one can draw a big circle for yourself and in that circle you can draw like 4 smaller circles. Now, what had previously happened was those four circles in the greater circle was Interconnected through the Unconscious Mind that created the Unified Consciousness Field. This Interconnected the minds so that your consequence and your Karma was Deflected/ Transferred/ Channeled to other human beings and within that, what would happen is: you’d be completely separated from your own Mind Consequence, your own Self, your own Physical Nature that you’ve accepted and allowed yourself to be and become.
Now, what’s happened is that Unified Consciousness Field No more exist. Your Mind has completely been Inverted in the sense that there’s no more channels that is like exerted and interconnected to other humans or anything else or any other part within this physical existence. All those interconnections were taken and like, kind of, ‘twisted back’ into yourself. So, whatever energies that you are creating and the content and the substance and the nature of those energies as the programs in the Mind/Consciousness, are now All accumulating and Manifesting and Layering in your own Mind, in your own Physical Body.
Within this, that Quantum Physical Level that I was speaking of where we are all Unified within and as if you will, is this Physical Reality in the sense that, what’s now going to be happening within Process is that each individual human being is going to Absolutely Face your Own Mind on All Levels of what you exist as, your Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum Mind, Quantum Physical and Physical body. So, in this Physical Reality, your life experience - you’re going to face the consequence that you yourself created within who, how and what you accepted and allowed yourself to be on all levels of your existence in your Consciousness Physical Relationship. And so this is Happening and this is existent so for each and every single Human Being. That we’re now absolutely alone, yet together, in our Physical Bodies, in this Physical Existence, facing our own Consequence, our own Minds, our own Selves so that within this - more Awareness start emerging with starting to Realize that ‘If I do not Change and take Responsibility for Who/ How and What I am, Who I am cannot change, my Life won’t change, my Relationships and so my Future.’ This is the Absolute Mirror, the Absolute Reflection that is now existent in that - your world is going to absolutely reflect the consequence that you are creating yourself on all levels of your mind-spirit/being and Physical body trinity relationships.
So therefore, we have changed the process from Deflection of Consequence and Karma to Reflection of Consequence and Karma, in that - your Reality and Your Mind is now a Direct Reflection of your nature that you’re accepting and allowing as who You are.
Alright, we’ll continue to here for this interview post just getting into the first phase of explaining how Consequence and Karma have now been changed from Deflection to Reflection. Obviously, as we said - how that change did happen, one can listen to in the ‘Journeys into the Afterlife’ series, the Dawn of the New Age and within that understand how the Heaven existence has changed. To understand how the Heaven Existence now Exist and how beings experience themselves within it - one can have a listen to in the ‘Life Review’ Interview Series –
We will also in posts to come within this blog, more slowly but surely, walk through all the Changes that Happened in Heaven with the Opening of the Portal - the most significant changes, which was this particular one in how for the first time in our existence - we are facing our own consequence, our own mind, our own selves, our own nature.
So we suggest for those to understand why your life the way it is, why you experience yourself the way you do within your mind/ your consciousness, to visit the Desteni Forums, ask questions, understand this point of facing consequence and how to assist and support oneself to walk through it, stand up from it and change it - because the only way that we’re going to change this existence is if we Face the Consequences, Stand up from within and as it and Change it.
In this blog, beings from the Afterlife come through me, The Portal (see EQAFE.com) sharing their existential insight and perspective into themselves, humanity, life on earth and the hereafter - with the directive and principle of supporting existence into its potential of creating heaven on earth.
