Heaven's Journey to Life, the Physical - DAY 500

In and from this post, us beings will be coming through the Portal (each day a different being, for a moment in the day) sharing and continuing, through written self forgiveness, the process of forgiveness we walked with taking responsibility for the inequality and separation we accepted and allowed from our beingness as life, and so from the rest of existence as life: heaven, earth and everything / everyone within and as it - including our personal relationship with ourselves. The consequence of this inequality and separation, manifesting the "great divide" between heaven and earth - was in fact the representation of a long history of individual and collective self interest, greed, power and control – the vices of separation and inequality that has become the human and beingness condition and inherent nature in this life and the next. This has lead to heaven and earth, before the opening of the Portal, to always exist in separation – instead of heaven and earth uniting on all levels of existence in support and assistance of one another. 

Through our written self forgiveness you will come to see, realise and understand how and why us beings in Heaven / Afterlife / Hereafter walked our process of change, through self forgiveness, and uniting us all in the principle of oneness and equality as what's best for all since the opening of the Portal in the year 2005 / 2006.  

In recent years, since 2013 – our process has progressed and evolved into this physical universe / existence – where "Heaven on Earth" is becoming a reality for us as we are walking our process of taking responsibility for our abdication of accountability and atonement when it comes to what we accepted and allowed in the name of inequality and separation unto humanity and this physical universe / existence.  

For further understanding and context of the above and an introduction to The Portal – take a listen to: 

What is Portalling? - PART 1 - What is Portalling? 

Meeting the Dead while being Alive - Meeting the Dead while being Alive 

The Portal: A Voice for Existence - The Portal: A Voice for Existence

The Portal: Revolutionary Educational Process The Portal: A Revolutionary Educational Process

The purpose of this forgiveness process is to share us beings' individual and collective journey since the opening of the Portal – where we previously existed in consequential division, inequality and separation to now where we're learning and understanding the living statement of "Heaven on Earth" as all of us in the other side / afterlife are journeying into our relationship with this physical existence and understanding our relationship of responsibility and support towards it all, as ourselves. In this journey and process of Self Forgiveness we hope to inspire an understanding within you 

For more context and understanding of the above, especially THE PORTAL and Heaven's journey since the opening of The Portal in 2005 / 2006 – please visit: www.eqafe.com also focusing on the series: 

Journeys into the Afterlife , The Future of Consciousness https://eqafe.com/series/29-the-future-of-consciousness  – herein the process and journey of heaven is walked and discussed in detail. For more information on the Portal and the relationship between heaven and earth, please listen to and watch this ongoing series: The Portal and I https://eqafe.com/series/79-the-portal-and-i

The rest will open up, continue and unfold in our process of self forgiveness:  

Separating oneself from the physical, the physical body, this physical universe – all that is matter:  

Note for context: the self forgiveness here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing the timeline of what made us realise to stand in the principle of equality and oneness and truly understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto self and all as self. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within and during my lifetime on earth as well as in the afterlife – never question my relationship with my physical body, this earth, this physical existence and everything / everyone within it. Especially when looking at the extent of division between heaven and earth: with this physical existence containing an innumerable amount of beings, life awarenesses / sources within plants, animals, the environment – yet in the afterlife (before the opening of The Portal)...there was only energy and beings...no self or life creation individually and collectively.  

I forgive myself that I didn't accept and allow myself to throughout my lifetimes on earth as well as in the afterlife – ever question how and why it is, that I as a being had barely a HANDFUL of relationships worth mentioning...little to no connection of real value, worth, depth, integrity, intimacy, trust etc. existing with myself, any being, let alone anything else within existence in heaven and earth. Why – having been in existence for EONS of time...do I have no real relationship, connection with anyone else...EVEN MYSELF!?!? 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a part of this existence – in heaven and earth, yet never looking into myself and into existence, everything and everyone within it, and asking: Who am I within this all, and all's relationship towards me? What is the role, purpose, piece, position of me in the grand scheme of everything and everyone else? No – none such questions existed in me...I only "lived out the me, lives" that was 'given to me, that I walked into'...no relationship, no connection with anything or anyone, nor my own being, the energy in heaven or the matter in and of this physical existence.  

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to look back in time – the evolution of existence, from the beginning before the inception and creation of heaven and earth, up into when heaven and earth became a reality -lifting my head and opening my eyes with the question: is this all there will ever be, me coming and going lifetime after lifetime in-between heaven and earth...forgetting, then remembering, then forgetting... as I forget who and what I was in heaven and previous lives when in my life on earth, for a fraction of a moment remembering when entering heaven, then forgetting again as I embark in my life on earth. My point, my purpose in heaven and on earth...meaningless, without matter, no PARTicular significance as my PART, my point, my purpose and role within existence is of no consequence.  

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – being of no consequence on an intrinsic level within myself, I made my relationship with myself, my being, my body in lifetimes on earth, my relationship with others, the entirety and all of earth and heaven: of no consequence either. In this – having no relationship, nor connection, with any part of me and so everything and everyone in this life and the next: I accepted and allowed myself to become a pointless, meaningless, insignificant, replaceable drifter in and throughout time itself...leaving behind memories and walking into an unknown future lifetime in heaven and earth, which I partook in creating through my accepted and allowed silent agreement of taking no action, nor responsibility for any of who I was and what I had done throughout my lifetimes in existence.  

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I could blame or want to blame something or someone else – other than myself: Frankly, it was me, myself and I who did not think to ask the question(s), really walk with the QUESTion, open it up and allow it to become my QUEST in lifetimes in existence. No, instead - I am the one who went along with it, in a mundane acceptance and allowance of stumbling into one reality and into the next, victimized by my own and everyone else's consequence as I walk into future lives, because of accepting and allowing a me, relationships and connections 'of no consequence'.  

In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the irony of it: existing in a state of 'no consequence' towards myself and everything/everyone else in existence...created and manifested, through me, a reality and existence of absolute consequence. A reality, an existence that has evolved without any one of us truly taking PART and playing our PART in our PARTiticipation within it all. We've just accepted and allowed things to go on and on and on and on... 

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to pinch and hold myself into a state of self enslavement to my own helplessness and hopelessness – wherein I have made myself live the beLIEf that I am so incredibly insignificant, of no consequence, no purpose, no matter...I did not see realise and understand the SIGNIFICANTLY CONSEQUENTIAL and PROBLEMATIC existences I participated in creating in the smallest of moments throughout my time and lifetimes in existence. Looking back, to the present and into the future – seeing the role, the part I played in making what had become of heaven, earth, everything and everyone within and as it...including the 'me' (or what there was of this 'me') a reality.  

I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how and why I never questioned, never asked, never lifted my head, looked up, looked back, to the present and into the future: because of a deep seated accepted and allowed state and experience of self - "I don't matter in the grand scheme of things"...not realising I always did MATTER TO the grand scheme of things, to life itself, because I was a part of it, emerged from it. It was me who did not connect in a relationship with me and so life as me in all of existence as parts of me.  

In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this beLIEF of "I don't matter, I am of no significant value, worth or respect unto myself nor existence" - allowed us all to individually and collectively subconsciously and unconsciously create and manifest our own individual and collective futures, experiences and interconnected lives...we just never remember, realise or know how we created and accepted and allowed to create the experiences we walk into, the lives we face, the people / beings we connect with...and in this, the greatest sadness of it all: we're lost gods in our own creations...not realising how significant we truly are to ourselves, each other and our individual and collective futures.  

We'll continue more in the next post...

Humpty Dumpty – Put Yourself Back Together Again!: DAY 281

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CAPTIV(E)ated by Own IMAG(E)ination - continued

Imagining Solutions vs. The Living Solution - continued

Imagination and TI(e)-ME - continued

TIME Character/Personality – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

As mentioned in the Previous Post, we’re in this Post going to walk the relationship between the Childhood Nursery Rhyme that many may be Familiar with, as this relate directly to what we’ve done with ourselves, in our relationship to our own Physical Bodies, for example – we’re the Humpty Dumpty that had a Great Fall, all in Pieces/Parts in relation to what we walked in the Previous Post, explaining our separation into parts/pieces from/of the Whole as ourselves/our Physical Bodies into the Mind/Consciousness; so the question within this is: How do we put ourselves Back Together again?

For reference:

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.

All the King's horses, And all the King's men

Couldn't put Humpty together again!

We’re going to have a look at how, we as human beings Individually – and then also as the Heaven-Existence, as all the beings within the Heaven Existence: exist as a Humpty-Dumpty that had a GREAT FALL.

First, we’ll have a look at ourselves – human beings Individually.

When looking at/hearing the Word “Fall”, one would immediately reference the definition thereof within the Physics of/as this Physical Existence as “Falling Down” – also as is Depicted in the Humpty Dumpty Nursery Rhyme. However, we’re now taking this to/as the Interdimensional-Physical reality, as our Mind-Physical Relationship. Where, in the Interdimensional relationship, as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body: everything’s in Reverse. Meaning, that: our Great Fall – has been our Separation, our Separation from the Physical, into and as the Mind/Consciousness and then for the Beings in Heaven/Heaven itself, as their Separation from/of this Physical Existence.

Now, only because the Mind is not located by our stomachs/feet only – lol; would have been interesting I suppose, hearing thoughts/reactions/conversations coming from within one’s Stomach/Feet. Anyway – so, only because our Mind is not Located, from a ‘Physics perspective’ ‘down below’ to Illustrate a “Fall”; doesn’t mean we haven’t “Fallen”. It means that, the context of Falling must be Understood with regards to our Existential History of Separation.

However, before we get to the Existential History of Separation, our current Separation/GREAT FALL is Evidenced within our existence as the Mind/Consciousness, ‘Aware’ of the fact that we have a Physical Body, but we’re not Aware AS and WITH the Physical Body regarding having established any form of equal and one communication/living with and as it. The only Primary Communication that exists – is what we Participate in, with ourselves: IN OUR OWN MINDS; our Own thoughts, reactions, memories, fantasies, imagination, internal conversations/dialogue that we accordingly ‘speak Out Loud’ in occasions of interactions with other Human Beings. However, if one have a look at one’s Day – one is for most Part, ‘talking to oneself’ in one’s own Mind, with one’s own ‘separated parts/dimensions/constructs’ of/as Consciousness…aren’t we All then Crazy, with ‘Crazy’ often being defined as ‘people talking to themselves’, when we All in fact do it with regards to how much Time we spend in our own Minds talking/communicating with and as the various different ‘languages / symbols’ as thoughts, reactions, memories, fantasies, imagination, internal conversations/dialogue.

So, with Human Beings in the Mind/Consciousness, still referencing the word “Fall” only in/as the current Definition of “Falling Down”, it has been presumed that Humans on Earth is/have been the “Fallen Angels” from Heaven – relating Heaven “up there” and Earth “down here”, and so within the current Definition / Starting Point of “Fall” Only within the context of the Physics of this Physical Existence: kinda put “1 + 1” together from that perspective, HOWEVER: the entire Situation is In Fact in Reverse. It’s Heaven/the Beings in Heaven that were the “Fallen Ones” and it is us, Individual Human Beings that in/as our Mind-Physical relationship are the “Fallen Ones”.

So, with ‘everything being in Reverse’ when looking at Interdimensional-Physical Quantum Physics: our relationship to our Mind/Consciousness is/has been the relationship of Our Fall, from/of the equality and oneness of the Physical Body, this Physical Existence we’ve been ‘maintaining’. Also in the past, before the Change in/as the Heaven Existence with the Opening of the Portal (which one can Listen to in The Dawn of a New Age and Journeys into the Afterlife) – All the beings in Heaven were in their own Interdimensional-Minds/Energy Heavens and/or Demons in/as their own Minds, all completely/entirely Separate from/of Human Beings of/as this Physical Existence and the Physical Existence itself. They had NO consideration/care/regard for ANY living beings, the physical body, nature, the earth, the environment and also least for Human Beings’ actual physical experiences to/as All Degrees – especially those suffering in poverty, starvation/famine. They were only interested in those generating/producing Mind-Physical ENERGY such as particularly ‘Positive Energy Experiences’ as such Energies would be channelled into and as the Heaven Existence, for its continued survival. (All of which one can walk through in the Journeys into the Afterlife Series – that, for the First time in Existence, reveal the REAL relationship that was existent between Heaven and Earth).

We do the same in/as our Mind-Physical Existence: we have NO consideration/care/regard for ANY living beings, the physical body, nature, the earth, the environment and also least for Human Beings’ actual physical experiences to/as All Degrees – especially those suffering in poverty, starvation/famine. We’re only interested in ourselves/those generating/producing Mind-Physical ENERGY such as particularly ‘Positive Energy Experiences’ as such Energies/experiences ‘make us FEEL better’, and so ensure ONLY OUR continued Survival in this World/Reality with only tending to our own relationship to Energy within and Money without in our OWN personal worlds – completely Separate from/of the equality and oneness that is Here, in/as our Physical Existence and the fact that we exist HERE in this Physical Existence with everything/everyone within and as it.

So, with the Changes in Heaven with the Opening of the Portal – the Individual Being’s processes started/commenced from Separation, into and as Self Equality and Oneness, as essentially the process of ‘piecing self back together again’ from/of All that they have Separated themselves from in/as ALL of Existence, that lead them to use/abuse Humans, their Minds, the Physical Body, this Physical Existence for their own Survival of ENERGY.

Exactly, equal and one that we do in our Mind-Physical process – we’re in the process of ‘piecing ourselves back together again’, firstly from/of all the parts we’ve separated ourselves from as it exist in our Minds/Consciousness and from there, piecing ourselves back together again in/as our equal and one relationship with the Physical Body and then eventually this Physical Existence, as we have used/abused our Mind-Physical relationship for our Own Survival as Energy/Consciousness – when this is not In Fact “who we are” but the CONSEQUENCE of what we have become due to Our GREAT FALL as the Separation from/of our equality and oneness as Substance/Sound that is Now the Physical-Manifest.  

Now, what’s interesting within this is that: in the Interdimensional Existence – with the Opening of the Portal and the change of Heaven, beings in/as their ‘Natural Beingness’, manifested into ‘Egg-Shapes’ of/as Sound; which is what ‘Humpty Dumpty’ is also Depicted as – ‘Egg-Shaped’. “As Above, So Below” – as the beings in/of Heaven have fallen in the Heaven-Earth Separation, as have we Fallen in the Mind/Heaven-Physical/Earth Separation.

So, as we have explained in the Previous Post – it is our Inherent Beingness, the Wholeness/Completeness of Sound/Substance; from/of which we’ve Fallen – into and as Energy/Consciousness as the Mind; now existent as the Mind-Physical relationship we’re split into, instead of existing as Equality and Oneness with/as Sound/Substance that is Now the Physical Body, this Physical Existence.

(For further perspective regarding our Origins as ‘Beingness’ of Sound/Substance – to listen to the Atlantean and Reptilian Interview Series, as well as The Secret History of the Universe. In these Series, it is explained how the Mind, originally started off as Energy, the Physical/Physical Existence, originally of Substance – and how through time, we evolved as Energy into Mind, and Substance into Physical – evolving as SEPARATION, instead of Equality and Oneness/Wholeness/Completeness.)

We’ll continue in the Next Post with having a look at how we’re going to take Responsibility and PICK UP OUR OWN PIECES, and put ourselves back together again…

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