"It's Not MY Responsibility": DAY 228

"It’s Not MY Responsibility": DAY 228

The Angels and Demons of God as ENERGY - continued

The FREE within FRIction – continued

The CON within CONflict - continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For Context from the Previous Posts DAY 222 and DAY 223 The CON within CONflict and DAY 224 and DAY 225 the FREE within FRIction:

In and from the post we’re going to have a look at the nature, the purpose of friction/conflict and our reaction/experience/relationship to it as Resistance/Fear. With regards to, why/how it is that we tend to rather resist/fear friction/conflict in ourselves, in our personal worlds and this world as a whole – than in fact understanding it, our role/responsibility within it and changing the causes/origins of the points in relationship that is creating the friction/conflict in the first place; into and as an equal and one solution.

And context from DAY 226:

We’ll continue in the Next Post with having a look at the consequence of accepting/allowing friction/conflict within, and so its consequence to the friction/conflict without in our relationship to humanity/this physical existence as a whole and the dynamics between the Angels (Positive Energy) and the Demons (Negative Energy) of the GOD of Energy as Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand my responsibility to what exist within my Mind as me, that I have separated myself from the Mind/Consciousness and Energy to such an extent, that – I haven’t realised that it’s parts of ‘me’, but because I exist in the separation-relationship of ‘awareness’ (that of me that’s ‘aware’ of what’s going on the Mind), to Consciousness/the Mind itself as what it presents itself as, as thoughts, memories, imaginations, internal conversations, emotions and feelings; I in and as that accepted and allowed relationship not seen, realised and understand how/why whatever exist in my Mind originate from/of me, ‘who I am’ – that essentially the Mind is a platform that imprinted into it my ‘beingness’ / ‘who I am’, Systematized it into ENERGY and its personifications as the programs of  thoughts, memories, imaginations, internal conversations, emotions and feelings, personality systems, and so became existent as an ‘Energy Being’ of Consciousness, instead of a Living Being as Self-Awareness in/as this Physical Existence.

I commit myself to show, how this separation we’ve accepted and allowed is Evident within that fact that, we react to Friction/Conflict that manifest within our own Minds, I mean – if we really ‘knew’ who we are, through and through: we would not be reactive to/towards our own Minds. Reactive, for example – when thoughts become overwhelming, when reactions become overwhelming/ ‘too much’; generally when we experience things in our Minds becoming ‘too much / too overwhelming’ to handle, and then for example the nature/context of what can come up in our Minds towards others to which we react, saying things like “but, that’s not ME!!!”, when what is not seen, realised and understood is that the one Personality is saying “but, that’s not ME!!!”, to another part/personality that is In Fact existent, accepted and allowed within self as the Mind/Consciousness – and so, one have friction/conflict relationships between Personalities existent within/of self in/as the Mind in the Physical. And so, here an example of how we’d go into ‘defence-mechanisms’ against things that come up/manifest in our Minds, where we’d have a dominant/Ego Personality of ‘who I am’ and anything within self that do not align with that dominant/Ego Personality will be resisted/feared/suppressed. Instead of Investigating/Introspecting where that which we resist/fear/suppress within our Minds originate from within/throughout our lives, that we have accepted and allowed within us, as us – understanding it, its relationships/connections/networks, where it comes from, what consequence it create in our Minds/Personalities, how does it influence/affect our decisions/behaviour/relationships etc. And, so “as within = so without”, where we’d thus look at humanity/this world system with the same words “but, It’s not MY Responsibility” – yet, we’re accepting and allowing participation/being ‘part of’ the very System as it exist, and in this acceptance and allowance exist our Responsibility to Humanity/this World System.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the Nature of/as the relationship of me to/towards That within my own Mind, in my Physical Body that only I occupy/exist within – which I experience fear/resistance as friction/conflict to/towards: stand within the context of “but, it’s not MY Responsibility”, with regards to how we’d abdicate responsibility to things in our own Minds that we fear/resist and then Suppress/Deny/Ignore “making it go away for a Moment” as our Dominant/Ego Personalities attack/protect/defend itself against parts of Ourselves within and as our own Minds/Physical Bodies. Which is what we’ve been attempting-to/trying to do in our Relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence – “making things go away for a Moment”, within the context of “out of Sight, out of Mind” – however, “as without = so within”, where the Consequence of what we’re suppressing/denying/ignoring in this World-System’s relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence is accumulating at a Rapid rate/speed, the “darkness” taking over existence – which is what is Happening more and more and more in human beings’ Minds, MIND-POSSESSIONS – the “darkness” within that’s being suppressed, denied / ignored accumulating and taking over more and more and more – because we’re not seeing, realising and understand that: Everything that exist in our Minds is our Responsibility to direct/sort-out/solve, and so also Everything that exist in this World is our Individual and Collective Responsibility to direct/sort-out/solve, cause if we don’t: It’ll consume us – which is what is busy happening within and without.

I Commit myself to Show – how, within and as this “but it’s Not ME” / “it’s not MY Responsibility” relationship to Friction/Conflict in our own Minds and so also in our relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence, that we’d accept and allow ourselves, within the face of friction/conflict – almost immediately “discard” it within the Justifications of: “but, I don’t know how to deal with it” / “I can’t deal with it now” / “I can’t handle this, go away” / “I don’t want to look at it now” / “I’m not Ready” – that we’d SO EASILY give-into friction/conflict, instead of going: “Okay, the friction/conflict is here / these things are coming up in my Mind that I don’t understand – how can I assist and support myself to understand it, direct it, solve it?” Instead, we create the Ego/Dominant Personality in the Mind/Consciousness within the statements “but it’s Not ME” / “it’s not MY Responsibility” and the excuses, justifications and reasons of “but, I don’t know how to deal with it” / “I can’t deal with it now” / “I can’t handle this, go away” / “I don’t want to look at it now” / “I’m not Ready” and so we have become an “Evolved Consciousness” with how to Abdicate Responsibility to Friction/Conflict in our Minds and in this World/Reality. I mean, can we REALLY say that we’ve evolved…if we cannot even in our own Minds, let alone our relationships/humanity/this physical existence as a whole, stand in the face of friction/conflict, acquire the practical skills to understand it and resolve it into and as an actual, real Solution? I mean, the question we have to ask ourselves here, is: Why have we continued in/as such a relationship to friction/conflict – why have we not changed, is there something we believe we’re “getting out of” not facing friction/conflict that we don’t want to give-up/let go of? Is it Fear? Or is it Self-Interest? Because – we’re accepting and allowing our Minds to continue as is, and we would only Not Change, if we ‘fear losing’ something/some self-interest.

I Commit myself to Show, that – we tend to say that we won’t change, in the Mind for example / this Physical Existence/Humanity because we fear losing “friends / family / money / “who I am”” – however, that’s simply the Diversion, saying that we ‘fear losing the Happy-things’ – when the actual fact of it all is, we don’t WANT to look at what’s Really going on in our Minds, the friction/conflict and Consequence within it all, because on a Subconscious/Unconscious Level –we KNOW the overwhelmingness of it All, the same within this World System/Humanity, we KNOW the overwhelmingness of it all, it’s just been so much easier to “hold onto Happiness and pursue it”, than having to face/confront and Change the extent of Responsibility we’ve tried to brush underneath the Rug. Lol – as though saying “I don’t want to / fear losing friends/family / changing “who I am” makes one a “Good Person”, when the Real Evil within and behind it All is that self do not WANT to face Responsibility/Consequence and thus it’s more in the context of Self-Interest such excuses, reasons and justifications of Not Changing than anything else.

I mean, this then brings into question God’s relationship to the Devil/Lucifier/Satan – instead of taking Responsibility, assisting and supporting and guiding it was COMPLETE SEPARATION, suppression, denial and ignorance of such a being. So, should we then not learn from the History of those that have gone before us – such as God’s relationship to Lucifer…and look what’s happened to Humanity/this Physical Existence: it’s HELL. So, God abdicated his Responsibility to his own Creation, and we’re doing the same in our Minds and in our relationship to Humanity/this Physical Existence – we’re Gods facing the consequence of abdicating responsibility to/as our own Creations, and walking/living the Consequence of it All. Thus, there’s coming a time where we can’t anymore use the excuse of “it’s not MY Responsibility” / “it’s not ME”, when the consequence of our abdication of responsibility start piling up to the Point of No Return and there will REALLY be nowhere to hide, not here – and not in the Hereafter.

Time to Stand up and Stand with in taking Self-Responsibility – stop Repeating History, and actually LEARN from it and those that have gone before us – join us at Desteni