Walking with Thoughts - Part 2: DAY 144

Walking with Thoughts - Part 2: DAY 144

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The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

This is a continuation of DAY 143 – Walk with Thoughts, walking the self-forgiveness and self-commitment statements regarding the acceptance, allowance and within that realisation and responsibility in one’s relationship to thoughts, with the consequence as well as the solution to what we have become in our self-definition to/as thoughts and thinking.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise, understand and take responsibility for/as my relationship of me to Thoughts in my Mind, not ever really questioning/investigating this particular relationship I have to my thoughts, because I have within and throughout my life believed that ‘it is me thinking’, it is ‘me speaking to myself’. When – as I slow myself down in/as breath in the physical body, focusing myself on breathing, what I see is that my thoughts simply ‘come up automatically’ within me. Not seeing, realising and understanding that if it were in fact me thinking: ME thinking – I would be the one directing the thoughts, deciding the thoughts, the nature/content of the thoughts etc. – but I do not. That I forgive myself for not seeing, realising and understanding how I have missed the obvious point in the statement ME Thinking, that I have missed the point of ME and immediately jumped into the thinking as me THINKING. In this missing of me, missing the point of me as a starting-point within this process of thinking, actually being aware of my decision in the moment ‘to think’, but I am not aware in any way whatsoever as the Thoughts simply automatically manifest within my Mind.

I commit myself to show why/how it is that we have never questioned this relationship to ourselves as thoughts/thinking, why/how it is that we have never questioned why it is that we really in fact always only ‘speak to ourselves’ in our own Minds primarily – with no direct, equal and one communication with anything/anyone physical, human, animal, nature, this physical-existence. Sure, we do ‘communicate’ with other human beings, but not before we’ve scripted the conversations with others verbally in/as our own Minds and/or through already pre-programmed Personalities of the Mind that simply automatically determine how we’ll think, behave, experience ourselves, the words we’ll speak, how we’ll speak them; to the tonalities/pitches as well. That in the enclosure as the Mind that has become our existence, we’ve believed and accepted it to be who we are to such an extent, that we really believe and accept that ‘it’s all there is to the human/ourselves’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, how – in this accepted and allowed relationship to my thoughts of “this is me, this is all there is to me”, that I would thus never question my thoughts - who I am within my thoughts, never question my living - who I am within my living, never question this world or who I am within this world, simply because of this one simple point in my one relationship with my thoughts. That if/as my thoughts can direct me in automation, with me believing that I’m the one thinking when I’m not and am in fact simply a follower – what/who else within me and my world am I accepting and allowing as such a relationship, if such a relationship exist as a primary relationship within me?

I commit myself to show, that with this internal accepted and allowed belief of ‘who I am as my thoughts’ and ‘I am thinking’ that I in this simply accept and allow the automation of thoughts. Never considering in fact changing/realising how thoughts reflect within their very nature/content the truth/reality of my being/nature: that this is one simple relationship within ourselves that would thus influence our living actions and behaviours in our external world/reality. Such as, for example our relationship to the World System of Money in its direct-relationship to the consequence of poverty, famine, war, starvation, pollution, animal abuse/slaughter, nature eradication, animal extinction – that all of this is ravaging this world, yet it all only exist as a thought that manifest within our Minds for a moment.

In this, I commit myself to show - as what we in fact have done to our relationship to this physical-existence: is acceptance and allowance within the belief of ‘this is how it is, this is how humanity is – and that’s it’, equally as one as how we exist in our minds ‘this is how I am – that’s it’. That, what is physically manifested in this world as the consequence of our relationship to Money – where the consequence of this world exist purely as thoughts brushed aside in the Minds of the Elite, while it’s a physical reality for the majority of this earth, animals and humans. That what is causing this separation is our relationship to the Mind within and Money without, especially for the Elite of this World, in how we can organize our Minds to align reality to thought and ourselves to money and so believe that we are somehow in control of ourselves/our lives…when the consequence of this world as the Physical as what is Real is slowly but surely creeping up into and as the Minds and Lives of the Elite of this world, in showing that: Thought and Money do not change the consequence of what our actions/inactions and acceptances and allowances of done to this physical existence in and as our relationship to the Mind within and Money without.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how such one simple accepted and allowed relationship to/towards only my thoughts, for example, can determine/define ‘who I am’ within/towards all my relationships within and as my external world/reality. Within this not seeing, realising and understanding how, whatever I accept and allow AS ME in and as my definition, relationship and experience of ‘who I am’, in fact become the acceptance, definition, relationship and experience in and as the without of/as me. With having a look at this one point for example as Thought, that I’ve accepted and allowed the consequences of this Reality to become but mere thoughts in my Mind, in and as which I believe I have the power to ignore/deny reality through simply ignoring/denying the THOUGHTS of reality in/as my Mind, as long as I don’t see it in my Mind and I can for such extended period of time ignore/deny that it is in fact really happening/manifesting in the lives of actual human beings, animals and nature/the earth. Making my relationship to the Mind a place where I can transform reality into thought to deliberately not have to really LOOK AT and FACE the physical reality of here and what is being done unto fellow human beings, earth, the animal kingdom and this physical existence as a whole.

And so in this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deliberately transform/change reality into thoughts in my Mind so that I can ignore/deny/resist reality as I please, while what I put FIRST in my Mind is my own wants, needs and desires – deliberately, essentially in my Mind making the decision to place my Ego FIRST above the countless of lives of humans, earth, nature and the animal-kingdom that are suffering the consequence of reality. But that I’d rather change reality in my Mind as thoughts, instead of actually physical really doing anything REAL to contribute to Life on Earth for All in equality and oneness here, and through my Mind, manipulate reality to serve only me.

I commit myself to show – the extent to which we’d deliberately change/transform reality into and as Thoughts in our Minds, where we believe we have the power/control/authority to ignore/deny the reality of/as this physical existence that we’re in fact responsible for. As what allows human beings to change reality into thought, whisk away the negative/bad in the mind and pursue the positive/good/desire/personal interests: is MONEY. And for those to have Money, to pursue their interests and ignore/deny reality in THOUGHT – the very money they own come from the very system that is taking from/of the very lives of humans, the earth, nature, the animal-kingdom for them to have the luxury of denying/ignoring reality into thought and only pursuing wants, needs and desires – before sorting out this world practically, physically for all, in equality and oneness here for all to have an equal life/living in and on this Earth.