Character Dimensions – BACKCHAT Dimension (Part 3): DAY 169

Character Dimensions – BACKCHAT Dimension (Part 3): DAY 169

Character Dimensions – (Practical Application: Part 6)

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

For reference, we have now walked the BACKCHAT Dimension in Part 1 and Part 2 and are now continuing with the conclusion in Part 3 of today’s post, where we’ll be walking the Self Forgiveness Statements and Self Commitment Statements of the BACKCHAT Dimension with making our way through the Dimensions of a Character/Personality, more specifically the Postponement Character/Personality.

For context from the previous post where we’re walking the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment statements from:

Let’s start having a walk-through of the Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements for Backchat/Internal Conversations, in which we’ll walk the example of where from the Imagination, we created an negative-energy experience to physical-reality with Imagining the extent/amount of time it would take to complete the responsibility, and then simultaneously created an positive-energy experience to Imagining ‘something else’ we could do with that time. Then, participated in / as the simultaneous positive and negative energy experience backchat of “This is going to take too long to do, I REALLY don’t feel like this right now” and then to “I’m going to call up some friends to see what they’re up to, I can get to this LATER”.

BACKCHAT Dimension: Self Forgiveness Statements

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, in the moment of completing an assignment, task, writing – accept and allow myself to instead become entertained by imagination of energy/energy experience in my Mind, from where I created an alternate energy version of an actual physical moment in reality as envisioning my relationship to me, the work and time within and as an “energy experience” to which I responded within me as “This is going to take too long to do, I REALLY don’t feel like this right now”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have from Imagination to Backchat, entirely separated me into and as the Mind as Energy – generating an energy experience from within the Imagination itself where I created an energy relationship to time, and then furthermore generating an energy experience from within and as the words/backchat “This is going to take too long to do, I REALLY don’t feel like this right now” to further substantiate my imagination. Connecting my imagination to backchat and the energy experiences within it, possessing me within my own Mind, instead of simply breathing in real reality, placing my fingers on the keyboard/with the pen/on the book and start writing/typing/reading as an actual, real physical action/application of doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in that moment with facing a practical application of doing/living that would assist and support me in my process and life in this world and in the future, that I would compromise and sabotage this for and as an Energy-Experience that I initially created in my relationship to “time” in my imagination with having a look at the amount of time it would take to complete the task and then further talk within and as ENERGY within my own MIND within the words “This is going to take too long to do, I REALLY don’t feel like this right now”. In this, having conversations within and as energy within my own MIND, instead of communicating here with me in and as my practical physical living, with actual physical communication as typing/writing/reading in the process of expanding/learning/growing in this actual, real world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, from the negative-energy experience Imagination and Backchat, complete the energy-game of polarity within and as the Mind through accepting and allowing myself to participate in and as an positive-energy experience imagination of what else I could do with the very same time I have IN MY MIND created an negative energy experience towards, and from there, further substantiated/animated my Imagination within and as accepting and allowing the backchat of “I’m going to call up some friends to see what they’re up to, I can get to this LATER”.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand the nature of the Mind in its existence and relationship to Energy, and my responsibility within it all, as with me accepting and allowing myself to participate within a Negative, I will automatically generate/create the opening/opportunity/room for the positive to manifest, which is what happened with my relationship to Imagination and Backchat in this instance – all the while busy creating through Energy in my MIND, instead of participating/living HERE in the PHYSICAL.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I particularly in this instance, created an energy-experience/relationship to TIME in my MIND, with initially having a look at my Imagination of time and my Backchat of time in the Negative, and then created the Positive in relation to time within and as my Imagination/Backchat with imagining/speaking what else I can do with my time that is more ‘positive’ – all the while, not seeing, realising and understanding how I AM creating my experiences in the Mind through imagination and backchat and MY accepted and allowed participation within and as it, instead of sticking to the simplicity of DOING and LIVING with and as BREATH in and as the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how REAL PHYSICAL TIME as each breath passing by as I am creating energy-experiences to time and this physical, real world in and as my alternate energy reality as the MIND, and the more and more I continue participating in the Mind as Energy, following ENERGY EXPERIENCES, the more and more I abdicate my responsibility to me, my world ad my life with continuing accepting and allowing myself to postpone instead of living responsibility to me, my world and my life in this world/reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed energy-experiences of the negative and the positive to influence, determine and control who I am in and as a moment of physical, practical doing – that I would accept and allow energy through Imagination and Backchat, in both the positive and negative experience thereof, compromise and sabotage a moment of responsibility in and as this actual, physical real world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, essentially in that moment – regard energy and energy experience MORE than BREATH in and as the Physical, and entertaining the Mind through imagination and backchat MORE than my RESPONSIBILITY here to me in and as this physical, real world.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that with accepting and allowing such a relationship of me to energy, imagination and backchat - regarding entertaining the mind and generating energy more than my responsibility to me, breathing and living – that it would affect all areas of my life, from the small to the great, in even thus having a look at my relationship to this world and humanity as a whole: that if each individual human being would stop these games of energy in the mind that only benefit the mind and individual self-interest, and we all in fact get to responsible living in ourselves and our worlds, we can stand together and reform our lives/living with each other and this physical existence as a whole.

BACKCHAT Dimension: Commitment Statements

I commit myself to assist and support me, to when and as I am facing a moment of practical responsibility and I become aware of me having conversations in my mind as backchat within and as energy-experiences, and/or participating within that in/as an alternate reality as Imagination: to stop participation by/through taking a deep in-breath and out-breath, moving myself into and as a position to start writing/typing and reading and actually DOING IT. As I see, realise and understand and know myself well enough by now to know that if I accept and allow myself to continue entertaining imagination and talking to myself in/as my mind within and as energy – that I will accept and allow myself to give into energy/imagination as the mind, and give up on me and my responsibility to me in and as my world/reality.

And so, I commit myself to, when and as I become aware of me having conversations in my Mind through backchat and/or imagination, to immediately assist and support myself to move myself from energy-experience into and as BREATH as the Physical, through taking an in-breath and an out-breath as the practical action of moving myself from the separation of Here as the Mind into and as the equality and oneness of and as here as the physical. Place my fingers on the keyboard/with the pen/my hands on the book and immediately start writing/reading, as I see, realise and understand that if I in any way accept and allow myself to continue participating in the Mind and Energy, and not immediately in that moment move myself into and as practical physical correction, that I will accept and allow myself to rollercoaster into and as my Mind and so sabotage/compromise my responsibility to me and to my life/living in and as this physical, real world.

I commit myself to assist and support me, in and as the realisation that – I have over an extended period of time in my relationship to Postponement, accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship to energy, the imagination and backchat, where I have not seen, realised and understood that every instance/moment that I had given into the Mind and given up on me in moments of facing responsibility, had manifested as a physical-mind memory layer of this entire Personality-System I have created. And so every time I face responsibility – all these memories/layers as past moments that I have given into the Mind and given up on me will ‘activate’ with and as the entire Personality System, which will contribute to the resistance I will experience to simply physically, practically move me in and as breath into and as writing/typing/reading.

And so, with this understanding, I commit myself to assist and support me to when and as I am facing the resistance to simply physically, practically move and direct me in and as this physical, real world – that the resistance is simply energy-layers/dimensions of / as my Personality System, and every time I commit myself to stick to my practical reality responsibility, is a moment I stand with me in and as the Physical, walking from energy experience into and as physical, practical living.

And thus, I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to use the resistance as an excuse, reason or justification to give into energy and give up on me, as I see, realise and understand that it’s again another form of mind-manipulation to sabotage/compromise my responsibility to me and my living/application in reality.

We’ll continue in the next post with walking the REACTION Dimension, and continue more on the nature of Resistance one may experience within the process of practically walking through Postponement into and as Self Responsibility within self and one’s world.

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