How the World will Never Change – Day 32

How the World will Never Change – Day 32

Energy as Authority - Part Two

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Three

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Fourteen

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous-post we’re continuing with the point of and as ourselves as Energy-Possession and Possessors, and how from here we have manifested Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding the deliberate nature of possession.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – within and as my definition of me as Energy within and as the nature of me as Energy-possession and possessor, through the action of manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest through and as friction/conflict - where I transform substance into energy: I within and as that separation relationship of me to substance as existence-manifest – positioned myself as Energy as authority/god of me and so of and as existence as me, that I manipulate, use and abuse to create me as Energy within, and Energy without.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – in and as this ‘creation’ of me as Energy, not see, realise and understand that the creation of me as Energy is a constant, continuous process of friction/conflict as the manipulation, abuse and misuse of transforming substance into Energy. And because Energy became my who, what and how I am – within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience that manifest through and as the very friction/conflict of and as my separation – I had to constantly, continuously maintain my relationship to substance as friction/conflict within and as the starting-point of and as negative-energy experience to transform/consume substance into and as Energy. And so, what emerged as me as Energy from here as the ‘beingness’ of and as me as Energy – was Spite. Because:

D-(manifestation)-E-(energy)-SPITE the evidence within and as existence, my beingness and manifested singularity – all equally as one manifested within and as substance, in and as equality and oneness, I continued within and as my who, what and how relationship as energy to to/towards substance within and as the friction/conflict, creating me as negative-energy experience awareness to the neutral and positive-energy experience awareness by  transforming/consuming substance into energy as the manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance as me. So – d-e-spite: the manifestation (d) of me, as energy (e) in and as spite (the deliberate friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance through consuming substance into energy) deliberately maintaining my relationship to substance/existence-manifest in my within and without, not considering, regarding substance as life of and as equality and oneness in any way whatsoever as I as Energy had declared me as authority of me and so of existence, and so of substance.

In this, I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as this authority as Energy that exist as me within and as the starting-point of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the friction/conflict, generating negative-energy experience as transforming life/substance into and as Energy: that this will be the starting point of me as Energy as authority that will equally as one create existence as me within and as the equal and one starting point of and as me as Energy. 

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how existence as me, manifested equal-to and one-with the starting-point of me as Spite, as – the Mind to the Physical-Body, Heaven to Earth, the World-System to this Physical-Existence: manifested within and as the nature of and as deliberate Spite/Evil – transforming/consuming as reversing substance/physicality as Life/Live to Energy/Evil through and as  manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality as substance-manifest, through the friction/conflict driven into and towards it to transform physicality/substance into and as Energy. Where - as Energy-Authority in and as spite/evil – reversing life/live into and as energy/evil as consuming (reversing) substance (lives) into and as Energy (evil) for me to exist/survive as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money – despite the evidence as manifested-consequence, my relationship as Energy-Authority create within myself and all of existence as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest me as Energy-Authority as Spite:

In the beginning: the deliberate act of me as Energy-Authority, manifesting friction/conflict to/towards substance and transforming/consuming substance into and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse:

Despite the evidence that manifested, that substance was being transformed/consumed into and as Energy for only me in and as my beingness and manifested singularity for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving. Despite the evidence that for me to exist as Energy, I have to maintain friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as consuming substance into Energy.

Despite the evidence that I was taking-from substance/existence as a whole, for me to possess MY WANT as me as Energy to positive-energy experience awareness.

And so I as Energy became the possession of and as substance, that possessed substance to transform/consume into and as Energy – and so, possession of me as Energy; was an deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as energy to continue existing/surviving – because despite the evidence that was here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.

My Mind to the Physical-Body: the deliberate act of me as Energy/Mind-Authority, manifesting friction/conflict in and as my Unconscious-Mind to/towards my physical-body/substance-manifest and transforming/consuming physicality into and as Energy as the act of who, what and how I am as Mind as manipulation, abuse and misuse:

Despite the evidence that manifests, that physicality its being transformed/consumed into and as Energy for only me in and as my Mind Consciousness System as Energy to continue existing/surviving, with the evidence manifested as the process of physical-deterioration, pain, illness, sickness, discomfort that manifest throughout the years/time I as the Mind consume the very life of and as the human physical body, manifesting myself into and as the reverse of life as death.

Despite the evidence that for me to exist as Energy/Mind/Consciousness, I have to maintain friction/conflict as negative-energy experience manifested as my Unconscious-Mind as consuming substance/physicality into Energy – with the evidence manifested as the nature of and as my entire Mind Consciousness System, in and as the Unconscious and Subconscious as my Secret-Mind and internal conversations that exist within and as the negative to/towards others, my world/environment and the world as a whole. Where in my internal conversations/Secret Mind of and as negativity to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole -  I use that negative/evil internal conversations/backchat to accumulate/justify ‘who I am’ as the Mind/Consciousness, and so use my negative/evil standing/relationship to/towards others, my world and the world as a whole to make me/ego as Mind ‘feel better’ about/of ‘who I am’ as Mind/Consciousness, and so from/through the negative – accumulate me into and as my positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.

Despite the evidence that I am taking-from substance/physicality, for me to possess MY WANT as me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to positive-energy experience awareness as MY SURVIVAL of and as Energy, with the evidence manifested as, throughout the years – the more I get/have my want/survival as the Mind/Consciousness – the more the physical-body throughout the years deteriorate into, as and towards death.

And so I as Mind/Consciousness/Energy became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess substance/physicality to transform/consume into and as Energy – and so, the possession of me as Mind/Consciousness; is and always has been a deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as energy/Mind/Consciousness to/towards the Physical-Body to continue existing/surviving – because despite the evidence that is here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.

The World-System of Money to this Physical-Existence: the deliberate act of me as Money/World-System Authority, manifesting friction/conflict into and towards this physical-existence as substance-manifest and transforming/consuming physicality into and as Money as the act of who, what and how I am as the World-System of Money as manipulation, abuse and misuse:

Despite the evidence that manifests, that this physical-existence is being transformed/consumed into and as Money for only the World-System of Money to continue existing/surviving, with the evidence manifested as the process of physical-reality/world annihilation/destruction (deforestation, desertification, air and water pollution, fracking, drilling, animal-slaughter, animal-abuse) that manifest throughout the years/time as the World-System of Money consume the very life of and as this physical-existence, manifesting this physical-existence into and as the reverse of life as death/destruction/annihilation.

Despite the evidence that for the World-System of Money to continue existing, it has to maintain the friction/conflict as negative-energy experience it manifest to/towards this physical-existence, and the lives of human beings, animals, nature, the earth that is compromised because of it - as consuming substance/physicality into Money – with the evidence manifested as the World-System of Money is accepted and allowed to exist as is with its relationship to this physical existence, taking from the very life of everything and everyone on this Earth to continue existing/surviving.

Despite the evidence that the World-System of Money is taking-from substance/physicality, for it to possess its WANT as Money to the positive-energy experience of accumulating its Want as more, and more and more Money for only its SURVIVAL as Money, with the evidence manifested as, throughout the years – the more the World-System of Money get/have its want/survival as Money – the more this physical-existence, and the lives of beings and manifestations in this physical-existence - deteriorate into and as destruction, annihilation and ruin.

And so I as the World-System of Money became the possession of and as substance/physicality, that possess substance/physicality to transform/consume into and as Money – and so, the possession of me as the World-System of Money; is and always has been a deliberate act of me in and as deliberate Spite as the World-System of Money to/towards this Physical-Existence – because despite the evidence that is here, I still accepted and allowed myself to continue without change.

In the next post, we’ll continue with Blame and its relationship to Spite – how we’ve used Blame, to deliberately not see the evidence ourselves as Spite has manifested as the consequence in and as substance/the physical-body and this physical-existence as a whole as ourselves.

I see, realise and understand that the nature of Spite exist within and as the starting-point of knowing exactly what I am accepting and allowing myself to be and do, but will deliberately continue within and as the starting-point of me as self-interest, to manifest MY WANT for me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness to continue existing/surviving – despite the evidence as consequence that manifest within me, towards others and my world as me.

In this, I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself to identify, where, when, how and towards who/what in my world I am constantly/continuously accepting and allowing myself to exist within manipulation, abuse and misuse that I know I am being/doing, but will deliberately in and as spite continue for me to get that something that I WANT for me as Ego to maintain my existence within and as my Mind.

In this, I commit myself to stop me as Spite as my Mind/Consciousness through and as the process of walking writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – as the spite as the Mind I have become in my relationship to/towards the physical-body, that will continue its relationship to the physical in manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality for only Energy to survive to get/have its possession/Want as Energy; despite the evidence that manifest within and as the physical-body as my consequential relationship as Energy/Mind to/with the Physical-Body.

In this, I commit myself to walk the World-System of Money as me – as I stop my deliberate nature of and as Spite, and no more accept and allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as me as the Mind/Consciousness to the Physical-Body, I will no more accept and allow such a deliberately spiteful existence as the World-System of Money, that continue manipulating, abusing and misusing physicality to transform into money – despite the evidence as manifested-consequence it create in and as this physical-existence.

I commit myself to – transform spitefulness to humbleness. Walking from my Mind/Consciousness Spiteful nature to/towards the physical, into and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body - as I walk my process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – seeing, realising and understanding the gift of humbleness as honouring that which gives me life as physicality, this physical existence, and no more dishonouring life/physicality in and as my nature of and as spite as deliberately manipulating, abusing and misusing it to serve only my interest as my want as my possession of and as energy.

Where it is me as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that has to step-down/descend into and as physicality, as returning me as Energy to Physicality, where this stepping-down/stepping-back/descension, is the act of me as humbleness in realising/seeing/understanding that I have dishonoured life as me as physicality in and as my nature of and as spite. And so with and as this act of humbleness to/towards life/physicality - I manifest my standing of and as equality and oneness with and as the physical, and so this physical-existence. To from, within and as this equality and oneness, honour life as me - and not accept and allow anything less, than the absolute honouring of life as equality and oneness. And so stand as a living example of the process to be walked to stop spite, to become humble and stand equal and one with physicality/life as the process of taking responsibility and in fact changing, from what we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to deliberately become and do as Energy in and as Spite in and as the want of possession, that has created/manifested the existential consequences we face today.  

 

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