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Wednesday, 23 May 2012

Consciousness is Autopilot: DAY 39


Consciousness is Autopilot: DAY 39



The Soul of Fear: Part Five

Energy as Authority - Part Nine



Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the analogy of the plane and the Mind/the World-System of Money in more detail, as the process of walking the Soul of Fear, and how we as Fear that drives/fuels the Plane/Mind/Consciousness will deliberately continue with our natures/actions of Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend our survival/possession as experience of FLYING HIGH as positive-energy experience. And in and as this Fear – deliberately not see the consequences we create as the Mind/Money to the physical-body and this physical-existence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to from and of my Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical-Body, manifest, accept and allow the World-System of Money relationship to the physical-existence, where:
As the World-System of Money: The World-System of Money as the Plane – that fly high above, yet within this physical-existence, with its Conscious-Mind/Pilot/First Class (Elite, Corporations, Banks, Industries), with its Subconscious (Business/Lower class as Middles/Lower class society) and Unconscious Mind (the process where Money-System consume physicality into money – starvation, famine, poverty, deforestation, pollution, fracking, drilling, desertification). Where, as with my Mind Consciousness System – the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence had been automated, and the Pilots within the First Class as the Elite of, within and as the Money-System as the Conscious-Mind – see the manifested-consequences in its Subconscious and Unconscious categories/manifestations, see the physical manifested-consequences that manifest when they see into this world/earth through the windows/physical-eyes, but this seeing is not in and as equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical existence, this seeing is through the eyes of MONEY within and as the plane of and as MONEY and so will deliberately not see/realise their direct-responsibility to the manifested consequence their flying-high/accumulation of money as the positive-energy experience directly-manifest to this Earth/Physical-Existence and the lives of beings/manifestations/parts within and as this physical-existence. This deliberate not seeing in and as equality and oneness with the physical-body and this physical-existence, because of the deliberate action and nature of Fear that drive them / the constant/continuous friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that manifest in the Unconscious and Subconscious, consuming physicality and transforming it into Money within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification to protect/defend their survival as possession of and as the MORE of Money. Where, the Elite’s flying high within and as the world-system of money as accumulation of positive-energy experience of and from and as Money – living in ‘quantum time’ experience with and as Money, separate them completely from the space and time consequences within and as this physical-existence. Comfortably situated within the First-Class/Pilot seat of and as Money – they do not see/realise/understand what is happening ‘behind’ them / ‘below’ them on earth/within this physical existence, simply because of the separation between ‘quantum time’ money-experience, and the physical-consequence manifested in ‘space and time’.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from the beginning, to the evolution of my Mind Consciousness System and the manifestation of the World-System of Money – I had accepted and allowed myself to become possessed by Energy as my possession, with the substance of the Energy consisting of and existing as Fear, that from my negative, neutral and positive energy awareness - separated me further into and as the Fear-Experience: Where my layers and continued existence of me as Energy of and as the negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness had been automated through, within and as the Fear-experience awareness. Where this very fear-experience awareness of and as me as Energy – automated my existence as me through and as the constant/continuous nature and action of deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification as protecting and defending my survival as possession of and as energy-awareness within and as the negative, neutral and positive.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – from the beginning, the fear-experience of and as energy, as the fear of loss of and as my energy-awareness definition as the negative, neutral and positive-energy experience, evolved into and as the manifestation of Consciousness of, within and as the Mind Consciousness System, where:
Consciousness exists as the conscience/awareness of and as Energy-itself. Energy now manifest as my entire Mind Consciousness System. Where Consciousness as the conscience/awareness of Energy as the Mind-manifest – within and as the nature/beingness of and as Consciousness existing as Fear-experience: Consciousness as Fear-experience awareness regulate and control the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious (negative-energy awareness), Subconscious (neutral-energy awareness) and Conscious Mind (positive-energy awareness) – to always ensure that physicality is transformed into energy to accumulate into and as the MORE of energy to so protect and defend the survival and possession of and as Energy through and as nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what had automated my existence as energy within the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious-Mind as the Mind Consciousness System – has been Consciousness, existing in and as the fear-experience, that will always in all ways ensure/secure its Energy survival and possession through controlling the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind. That I had separated me into and as the hierarchical existence of and as Energy-itself, with Consciousness as fear-experience as the Authority of, within and as the layers of separation of me as the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious energy-awareness’s, where Consciousness-Authority will regulate, control and direct the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious to ensure the entirety of itself as Energy continue existing/surviving as accumulating energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what had taken over the controls of and as my entire Mind Consciousness System Plane, into and as manifesting my existence as the Mind on autopilot: is and has been Consciousness, that had established itself as THE Energy-Authority of and as the entire Mind Consciousness System, to ensure/secure its survival and possession of and as Energy. Where all my mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind is and has become automated, with no control or directive-principle or decision in and as any of my processes, functioning’s and mechanics of and as me ENTIRE Mind Consciousness System, as I had abdicated my responsibility and directive-principle and choice entirely and completely to Energy as Consciousness within and as the entire Mind Consciousness System, existing constantly and continuously in and as Fear within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as Consciousness as the awareness/conscience of Energy within and as Fear-experience, that only exist to survive through possession of and as Energy within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification: that in and as the Physical-Body that I now exist within as Consciousness through and as the Mind Consciousness System – I had become possessed by my own possession as Energy as Consciousness as the Mind Consciousness System. And, so – all I will see through the eyes of the Physical, is through the eyes of Consciousness as Energy within and as my Mind Consciousness System in and as the Physical-Body. Where I now exist only in the Possession of and as Consciousness – furthermore separated from my Conscious-Mind, to the Subconscious-Mind and the Unconscious-Mind, as Consciousness as me took possession of and automated all the mechanics/processes and functioning’s of the Unconscious, Subconscious and Conscious Mind.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand why and how everything of my entire Mind Consciousness System had become automated – thoughts emerging automatically, internal conversations/backchat emerging automatically, behaviours/mannerisms/patterns manifesting automatically – with no actual awareness/directive-principle/control as decision of what emerge/manifest within me, as me and within and as my physical-body. As Consciousness as the awareness/conscience/Energy-Authority had taken absolute control/directive-principle/authority over and of my entire Mind Consciousness System, and will regulate/control/direct the entire Mind Consciousness System to only do one thing: protect and defend its survival and possession of and as Energy as driven/motivated/instigated by and as Fear within and as the nature and action of Blame as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/life (excusing life-authority for energy-authority to exist), as consuming substance to transform into energy (justified as defying life, and deifying energy) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of me as Energy and positive-energy experience awareness. And will exist within and as Fear as ensuring/securing its survival/possession of and as Energy – no matter what.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in and as this absolute Fear-experience possession and manifestation of and as Consciousness as Energy, regulating, controlling my entire Mind Consciousness System as me, I had completely internalized my self-existence to ONLY ME, within and as the Plane of and as myself and will see, approach and live in my physical-body and this physical-existence within and as deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification – driven, and motivated by constant, continuous Fear as Consciousness to protect and defend only MY SURVIVAL and possession of and as Energy – and so always FLY HIGH above my Mind, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as Consciousness, in absolute separation from and of all as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that as Consciousness, due to the extent of my separation from my Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious Mind and Physical-Body – I had entirely, completely abdicated all responsibility, directive-principle, will, choice to and as Consciousness as me that automated my existence as Energy as the Mind Consciousness System FOR me, and so walk through my life in this world/reality with no responsibility, directive-principle, will or choice as I had been completely automated by, through and as Consciousness as Energy-Authority; and so will have no responsibility, directive-principle, will or choice in and as my physical-body and this physical-existence, due to the extent of my accepted and allowed separation into and as Consciousness; driving the entirety of me into and as autopilot.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – the Soul of Fear is Consciousness-manifest, Consciousness/Fear that has ensouled Energy as the conscience/awareness of and as Energy as my entire Mind Consciousness System manifest, and that the nature of my Soul as Fear as Consciousness-manifest within and as the Mind-Consciousness System manifest my constant/continuous nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification that exist only in the self-interest of protecting and defending my survival as possession of and as Energy, with absolute abdication of control, directive-principle, will and choice within myself, my physical-body and this physical-existence, as I had given all authority of control, directive-principle, will and choice to and as the Energy-Authority of and as Consciousness within and as the Mind Consciousness System.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the equal and one relationship of the World-System of Money and the Soul of Fear as the Consciousness of and as the World-System of Money as Money-itself, and how Money-Authority exist as the Consciousness/Soul of Fear of and as the World-System of Money that had taken complete control, directive-principle, will and choice over and of all within and as this physical-existence. And within this, the consequence of Energy-Authority as Consciousness as the Soul of Fear within the Mind and the World-System; and how we have accepted and allowed ourselves to manifest ourselves and this existence through consequence; instead of actual creation as creators within and as equality and oneness as Life/Life-Authority.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to stop the auto-pilot existence of me as consciousness within and as the Mind Consciousness System, and re-establish my directive-principle, will and decision with and as life-authority as the physical and this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness.
In this - I commit myself, to walk this process through walking from my Conscious, to the Subconscious and the Unconscious-Mind – point by point, as my process of stopping the automated/autopilot existence of me as Consciousness, and taking directive-principle over and of the mechanics, processes and functioning’s of and as my Mind Consciousness System, as the process of walking me out of Energy-Authority as Consciousness, into and as Life-Authority as the Physical, as the process of walking me out of Fear, into and as actual equal and one living and responsibility of me within myself.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, assist and support me to change my existing from Energy-Authority as Consciousness that has become my automated/autopilot existence of directive-principle, will and choice – and stand with and as the directive-principle, will and choice/decision of and as Life-Authority, that will only accept and allow what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness. Where, in this – I further commit myself to in and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process I walk, point by point of and as my Mind Consciousness System – to walk myself through and from my separation-layers as Consciousness, to the Conscious, the Subconscious and Unconscious, where as I walk each point and layer: I assert my standing of taking responsibility for me as Energy/Consciousness/the Mind Consciousness System that had manifested because of my accepted and allowed separation from and of it.
And so, for me to stop the autopilot/automatic existence of me as Consciousness/the Mind, I first have to stand equal-to and one-with it which I do through writing, self-forgiveness to get to know me as Consciousness/the Mind that I had separated me from/of. And in this simultaneous getting to know of me as Consciousness/the Mind through writing and self-forgiveness – I stand within and as the starting-point of Life-Authority and align me / my living from Energy, to actual Physical-Living as living words through self-corrective statements and self-corrective practical living, as my process of landing me from quantum-time energy, to physical space time living.

I commit myself, to – as I walk my process of getting to know me as Consciousness/the Mind Consciousness System that had become my automated/autopilot existence of and as possession and survival within and as Fear, through my process of walking writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application of taking responsibility for my accepted and allowed separation where I had abdicated my directive-principle, will and choice: to equally as one walk the World-System of Money as me that I had separated me from, get to know how it works/functions/operates as it exist now, and simultaneously stand within and as the starting-point of and as Life-Authority and re-align the World-System of Money to a system that will ensure that all equally as one in this existence as an equal and one opportunity/certainty of Life and Living in and as equality and oneness with the physical and this physical-existence as a whole.

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