The Story of a Hug: DAY 452

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The other day, I was on the way to horses – preparing their stables for their evening stay, when all of a sudden – I physically felt like expressing a hug; like my physical body was saying “I want to express a HUG, go HUG!”. It was a pure physical expression / sensation – lol, like the body asking me to move myself in/as the physical and express a hug. Now, the emphasis was not on the “I WANT a hug or MUST HAVE a hug” in terms of a dependency. No, it was more like “I’m going to express a Hug right now” / “express me in a form of a hug” – so, it was within the starting point of a sharing, like the body really wanted to share a hug within the principle of give and receive.

Lol, so I went to Esteni and shared a hug – really big bear hug and for a moment the body was stable, until I passed Maya’s room and it was there again and so I went to give Maya a hug and then the body was stable / happy.

Now, with this – I haven’t before experienced the physical sensation of such an expression so prominently, but it was pretty cool, how it came through the physical – no emotion/feeling, simply a physical sharing of a hug. It’s not something you can create through the Mind, that’s for sure, it’s really like the entire body within and throughout becomes this expression it wants to express unconditionally, nothing more, nothing less…simply a moment of a hug – that’s it. And obviously, how such an express cannot exist in just ‘any relationship’ – like ‘walking up to strangers and hugging them’, because it’s not about the ‘hug’, but self’s expression within and as and through the hug and that self-expression, one in fact only discover within relationships with others that you have walked with yourself and with them for some time.

Then, later the evening, Maya and I were walking through some points as her, myself and Esteni often do – walk through our day, discuss things, open points up and a point of suppression opened up in Maya and that very point was her process of walking this very self expression in/as a hug, where she’d sometimes feel like simply expressing a hug / giving a hug / sharing a hug, but then the Mind interferes and she doesn’t; then the point of an self expression becomes a suppression and the mind internalized the suppression and made the Hug to be more than  / less than what it simply should be: a Hug.

So, all in all – it was fascinating how this point opened up, and with me hugging the way that I did in the same day also then presented the solution: a Hug should simply be a self expression, a physical movement of touch/sharing: THAT’S IT. In that, it makes the connection / moment real/physical between two individuals, because there’s then nothing more / less in the Mind that is interfering: it is really two individuals coming together in that moment expressing a hug – a real connection, if you will.

So, furthermore – what opened up through this is that: to be able to express such a hug, incorporates both an internal self-process and also one’s relationship/process with another. It is truly fascinating how expression through the physical opens up, without the Mind interfering, when one had walked a process with individuals for a long time. I mean, understand – I am now not talking about relationships, and I’m sure many listening now may have in a moment in their minds been thinking about relationships / connected this point to relationships: but again – relationships would limit such an expression, such a here-moment, where there is nothing more/less in a hug but an actual expression and you can feel that self expression coming through in the physical when the mind is not there and it’s truly in that moment, in such moments, where you realise why this process of stopping the mind and discovering self expression is so worth it.

We’ll continue more in the next interview – expanding on how to discover self expression in relationships, where something as simple as a hug, makes you realise what you’ve missed with messing around in the mind/consciousness emotions/feelings.

We’ve got the past, present and future – also ‘The Now’, but what about HERE? Part 4 

DAY 428

So, the consequences of Spiritualizing our Minds where one emphasize only CERTAIN parts and shadowing / suppressing the rest, and then additionally inserting/programming more ‘spiritual’ (as in good/positive/light and love) words and feelings, which in turn suppress the bad/negative even more; in this creating a ‘battle between the Forces of Good and Evil’ in our own Mind-Body relationship: the consequence of this is that - that which one do not want to face/investigate/introspect (that which one suppress/shadow out/paint over) layers and manifests into the depths of the mind and the body of such a human being. Just like in the Mirror – the bad/negative/dark/evil things of the Mind “doesn’t just go away” as the good/light/love/positive things are emphasized and plastered all over the mirror – it’s just that it cannot be seen anymore, but it still exists and will remain existing – even into the hereafter/afterlife where that which was suppressed/denied/ignored of one’s nature will be faced. In this, this allows such individuals to then ‘claim’ when they ‘feel / pick up / become aware of’ bad/negative/dark things that “it’s other’s fault / others are to blame and it’s EVERYONE else that they’re picking up’ when in fact it’s their OWN reactions, so suppressed into the mind and body that it now only exist as “experiences” – it’s fascinating how a human mind/consciousness can delude itself into believing it has become “light and love” by suppressing the rest of their Minds/Consciousness.

Why is this consequential? Such individuals then never in fact face their Minds, themselves in/as the Mind. It’s interesting, because human beings believe that ‘the moment something comes up in the mind, it just as quickly goes away’…but what’s never questioned is: where does the thought in fact come from and how was it created? So – where the thought came from, it will return to – which is the depths of the mind-physical relationship and this is explained in detail within the Quantum Mind Self Awareness series interviews available on EQAFE as well as the consequences of suppressing things in our Minds is discussed in a Kryon interview, in which Kryon explains how Human’s Mind and Nature remain controlled through Consciousness with human beings suppressing things inside them – especially such ‘Spiritual Individuals’.

The complexity of the Mind is extensive, especially when it comes to understanding how, during one’s childhood/teenage years one developed one’s thoughts/behaviour and personalities as it now exist and then believe – just because of creating a ‘Spiritual Personality’ - EVERYTHING in one’s Mind before “simply vanished and is no more existing”, when in fact: it’s still HERE. But, here we get to “the HERE” and will return to the Mirror-analogy where: even though the reality of the mind/thoughts/emotions can be covered up/hidden from sight, it’s still existing, it’s still HERE. But, then - the past, present and future relationship is created to “maintain” the Spiritual Personality, meaning: for the Person to have to emphasize “only the good out of the bad” – the ‘bad/negative’ has to remain within the Mind/Body.

Thus, from the past (as the ‘good and bad’), in the present - only the ‘good/positive’ is emphasized to in the future ‘only attempt/try and create the emphasized good/positive’. However – what is ‘dragged along’ from the past, in the present, into the future – is the bad/negative, because the good/positive cannot exist without the bad/negative. However, this is not seen by the human being, because the human being suppress, as within the Mirror-analogy, the bad/negative and merely emphasize the good/positive – and so emphasizing their own self-belief/ego of ‘being better than everyone else’. I mean, Imagine what such a human being is in fact doing to another when they say “it’s YOU giving off bad/negative vibes/energy/aura”…when all the while it’s the ‘light and love/spiritual and positive’ person experiencing their own suppressed negative/bad issues in the Mind/Consciousness and the Physical.

The commonsense of this all is: with the point we have shown that ‘one is not born positive/with light and love’ and so where does the rest of one’s Mind then go that one had created all one’s life? It most certainly doesn’t just disappear! Therefore, for those that can for a moment consider the simplicity of this point – that ‘something that is created within oneself – even a thought/memory/experience’ had to be created from somewhere and with it coming into creation – it doesn’t just disappear, but gets stored/layered within self’s Mind/ Body, and because the Human is not aware/conscious of the Mind-Body relationship – doesn’t in fact know where the rest of your Mind moved into/as that you created most of your life…

We’ll continue more in the next post