The Evolution of Fear: DAY 37
As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post having
a look at how we evolved as the consuming possession of ourselves as Fear as
Energy, manifested as Consciousness of and as the Mind Consciousness System,
and the creation of ourselves as the World-System of
Money – where in and as
the consuming possession as separation, separated ourselves from our natures
and actions of Blame as deliberate spite, excuse and justification as why/how –
we to this day, deliberately do not see/realise/understand the consequences we
create to the physical-body and this physical-existence as Energy and Money in
and as our consuming possession of and as Fear as the protection/defence of our
own survival as Energy and Money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to
from the beginning evolve as Energy relationship to my beingness, manifested
singularity and existence as a whole as substance-manifest into and as the Mind
Consciousness System relationship to my Physical Body, where:
As my Mind
Consciousness System: In, as and from my one location/position within the
womb of the female physical-body, during my simultaneous
inception and conception process, of my physical-body and mind consciousness system – the
moment I reach my optimum positive-energy experience as the successful
completion of my inception and conception process of my physical and mind; what
mentally and physically move me is the negative-energy experience
friction/conflict now manifested as the process of birth/pain, forward out of
the female’s womb. Where, within and as the female’s womb and the process of
birthing – I already in
quantum energy-time manifest me into and as my three
levels of and as separation as:
Level 1 Separation (Unconscious-Mind): Separation from my
beingness, physical-body and physical-body of the female as my Mind Consciousness
System automatically/immediately start
consuming from and merging with my
beingness, physical-body and physical-body of the female
Level 2 Separation (Unconscious and Subconscious Mind): From
that separation, manifesting friction/conflict within and towards my own
physical-body, and the physical-body of the female that manifest the
consumption of the sustenance, nutrients, tissue, fabric and flesh of the
actual physical-body, and that of the female’s physical-body that in that
process of consumption as transforming physicality to energy - generate the
negative-energy experience for my Mind Consciousness System, that accumulate
into and as my Mind Consciousness and so separate me further into and as the
neutral-energy experience-awareness as subconscious-mind (only ‘me’) to the
positive-energy experience awareness as conscious-mind (the MORE of me) – the
moment my inception and conception process is complete.
Level 3
Separation (Conscious-Mind): In and as the
energy-awareness of me as negative, neutral and positive – the moment, my
positive diminish/lessen within and as the one position/location within and as
the female’s womb, my automated movement forward manifest as the process of
birth through
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience within my
physical-body and towards the physical-body of the female as pain-manifest.
With the automated/manifested starting-point movement forward within and
through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience existing as Fear – as I
have to/must birth as mind and physical to secure my survival/future as Mind
within the Physical – to continue my processes of consuming physicality and
transforming it into energy. Where my very movement forward out of the female’s
womb through extensive friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as Fear
– instigating/driving my movement forward to get out-of/release myself from
within and as that one position/location to search-for/look for my
survival/
possession of and as Energy: the very process of birth from the
negative-energy experience friction/conflict as the experience of Fear - accumulate
my mind consciousness system into the neutral and to the positive. Because in
that very birthing process, as physical-movement forward within and as
friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as fear-manifest - my mind
integrate/merge more into my beingness and physical-body and consume my
physicality and transform into energy – where the moment I am out of the
mother’s womb, it manifest me into the positive-energy experience, because I
successfully manifested the continued existence/survival as me as Mind within
the Physical. But then, the moment I am out of the mother’s womb – the
positive-energy experience again immediately/in the
quantum-time of energy
diminish/lessen to the neutral and negative as I start crying mentally and
contorting physically as the next stage of searching-for/looking for my
positive-energy experience possession/survival. And so I will throughout my
life –move in quantum time as Energy, constantly, continuously from the
negative to the neutral to the positive, from the positive to the neutral to
the negative, - recycling within and as friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience manifest as Fear, in manipulating my world/reality
(excusing life/physical-authority for
energy/mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to
transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying
energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the
survival/rewarding of it as Energy and positive-energy experience accumulation
as the MORE of and as Energy/Mind.
And so separated me entirely/completely within and as my
beingness/physical-body – from the unconscious, to the subconscious and to the
conscious-mind with my entire Mind Consciousness System manifested into and as
Fear-experience awareness of and as Energy and the search/seeking for the
positive-energy experience awareness fulfilment/survival/possession.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see/realise/understand – how, even from within and as the female’s womb, and
the birthing process of me out of the mother’s womb into this
physical-existence; that my first moment of ‘waking-up’ into this physical
existence, is not as
breath, HERE, as the physical in and as equality and
oneness, but as the Mind in and as QUANTUM-TIME within the Physical – within
and as the starting-point movement of friction/conflict as negative-energy
experience as Fear, always – constantly, continuously searching/looking for
possession as Energy to secure my survival as Energy; with Fear as my awareness
with the context of that fear existing within and as
fear of loss that ensure,
the moment I reach the negative-energy experience awareness as ‘losing’ my
energy/positive-energy experience – I immediately/automatically
activate/initiate my survival process, nature and action as physical-movement within
and as deliberate
Blame as spite, excuse and justification to accumulate energy
for my possession and survival within and as manipulating, abusing and misusing
my physical-body and my world/reality and others within it
(excusing life/physical-authority for
energy/mind-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to
transform into energy (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying
energy/Mind) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the
survival/rewarding of it as Energy and positive-energy experience accumulation
as the MORE of and as Energy/Mind.
(We will within posts
to continue – go more into detail about how exactly we in and as and with the
mind and the physical, manifest from fear experience the love experience – and
the interconnected relationship within this as fear of loss and love of gain –
both existing within the starting-point of possession and survival, where fear
initiate possession and survival and love secures possession and survival)
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to
from my Mind
Consciousness System relationship to my Physical-Body, create and
manifest the World-System of Money relationship to this Physical-Existence in
my image and likeness, where:
As the World-System
of Money: In and from its one location/position on this Earth as the
structures/buildings/constructions - it networked itself into, through and as
and on this entire Earth/Physical-Existence, as its physical-movement
forward/inward through and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience as Fear that drives/motivates its survival for its
possession as Money into and as Earth/this Physical-Existence to consume
physicality into Money, where:
Level 1 Separation (Unconscious Mind): As the very
separation of the World-System of Money from and of this physical-existence and
the lives of beings/manifestations/parts of, within and as this
Physical-Existence – as the World-System of Money disregard life/physicality
through and as consuming, through deliberate friction/conflict as
negative-energy experience – the physicality/lives of beings, manifestations and
parts within and as this physical existence (fracking, drilling,
starvation,
poverty, war, violence, deforestation, pollution) as physicality in this way is
consumed and transformed into money for the survival/possession of the
World-System of Money – that within its relationship to this
physical-existence, through the friction/conflict it manifest as
negative-energy experience – manifest fear within and as all of this
physical-existence, and equally as one – all’s relationship to the World-System
of Money exist within and as fear as negative-energy experience.
Level 2 Separation (Subconscious-Mind): From that
separation, as starting-point friction/conflict as negative-energy experience
that it manifest within and as this physical-existence within and as the
context of fear as securing/ensuring its possession and survival as Money,
continuing accepting and allowing the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse
of physicality/lives within this physical-existence to accumulate more money,
the World-System of Money divide/separate this physical-existence further into
its neutral-energy experience-awareness (labour force, workers, lower/middle
class) to the positive-energy experience awareness (Elite, upper class)
Level 3 Separation (Conscious-Mind): And so, from the Level
1 and Level 2 separation – the World-System of Money Elite – secure its
positive-energy experience accumulation of Money, and so will
constantly/continuously within and as Fear of Loss, accept and allow the Level
1 and Level 2 manifested-separation as the consequential origins/sources of the
accumulation of Money to secure their possession/survival of and as Money
within and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification as
deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of
substance/life/physicality (excusing life-authority for energy/money-authority
to exist), as consuming substance/physicality to transform into Money
(justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying Money) through and as
deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding of
Energy/Money
and positive-energy experience awareness of the MORE of Money: all of which only
exist within and as fear. Fear of losing me/my Authority/survival/possession as
Energy/Money.
And so separated me as the World-System of Money
entirely/completely within and as this physical-existence and the lives of all
and everything and everyone within and as this physical-existence into and as
Fear-experience awareness of and as Energy/Money and the search/seeking for the
positive-energy experience awareness fulfilment/survival/possession of and as
the MORE of Money.
In the next post, we’re walking the conclusion of the Soul
of Fear – how we as Fear as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification
– accept and allow the deliberate physical-abuse of the Mind to the Physical,
and the World-System of Money to this physical-existence for our
survival/possession as Energy/Money. And within this - how the manifestations
of ourselves as ‘Space and Time’ and ‘Quantum Time’, have separated us – where
we do SEE what we’re doing, accepting and allowing; but we don’t STOP – because
we have accepted and allowed ourselves to make ENERGY as FEAR Authority over
and of LIFE and LIVING.
I commit myself to, through
writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support myself to stop participation in
my thoughts, as
I see/realise/understand that my thoughts exist in
quantum-energy time; where it will constantly/continuously move within and from
the negative, to the neutral and to the positive in and as my Conscious-Mind as
the automated system that generate energy, from this movement of my thoughts –
constantly, continuously securing the possession and survival of me as Energy
to the positive-energy experience. Where, as long as I accept and allow myself
to exist in the quantum-time of Thought as the Conscious-Mind, I
see/realise/understand that I am not HERE in and as and with the Physical as
Breath, walking me in and as equality and oneness with and as my physical-body
as Breath, and thus am walking in the Mind with Energy, and not in and with
actual, real reality.
I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application – assist and support myself in stopping
participation in my Backchat/Internal conversations in moments, as I
see/realise/understand that my Internal conversations/Backchat in and as my
Secret-Mind of my Subconscious-Mind only exist to serve me as Energy; where the
nature of my Backchat/Internal Conversations in moments exist in and as
deliberate Blame as spite, excuse and justification – to from the negative,
accumulate me into and as positive. And as long as I accept and allow myself to
in moments participate in Backchat/Internal Conversations, I am not in fact
HERE in actual reality with and as breath, equal-to and one-with another, the
moment, the environment and the situation and can so not see what is/will/would
be best for all in the moment in reality, because I am preoccupied in the
quantum time of energy, accumulating energy for me as the Mind serving only my
self-interest.
I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and
self-corrective application – assist and support me to become aware of my
physical-body, behaviour and habits/patterns as the Unconscious-Mind; to
see/realise/understand how I would deliberately move within and as my
physical-body as the Mind in certain ways/methods/positions as I would
physically manipulate, abuse and misuse my physical-body to serve my interest
of and as Mind for my possession/survival of and as Energy/positive-energy experience
accumulation. As I see/realise/understand that such behaviours/movements as habits/patterns
in and as the physical only serve the Mind/Ego/Self-Interest and indicate/signify
that I do not in fact have an
equal and one relationship/standing within and as
my Physical-Body.
I commit myself, to – as
I walk my process within and as my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind, into and as physical equality and oneness as
the Living Word, living HERE and no more in quantum-time energy possession and survival
that manipulate, abuse and misuse the Physical, I equally as one assist and support
me to walk my process in and as the World-System of Money – to realign its conscious,
subconscious and unconscious mind into and as physical equality and oneness, through
and as the manifestation and implementation of and as the
Equal Money System, that
will stop the manipulation, abuse and misuse of physicality and lives of all and
everything and everyone within it of fear, survival and possession, where all will
equally as one live on this Earth, in and as equality and oneness and so have an
opportunity to in fact
LIVE.
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