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Humpty Dumpty – Put Yourself Back Together Again! (Part Two): DAY 282


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Humpty Dumpty – Put Yourself Back Together Again! (Part Two): DAY 282

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The FORCE - continued



Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

With further referencing the Nursery Rhyme, ‘Humpty Dumpty’ Fell – which leaves the Responsibility of Falling onto ‘Humpty Dumpty’; as it is with ourselves as humans: we’re the ones that have Fallen, as is evidenced in each ones Individualized Mind-Physical relationship of Separation. “The Fall” is existent in our ‘upwards’-movement from the Physical Body below, into the Mind/Consciousness ‘above’; as was with Heaven – the Heaven-existence existent ‘above’ the earth/humanity/this Physical Existence as a Whole. Just because there exist an “above and below” doesn’t mean that, the “above is good and the below is bad” as though “us below” are the ‘Fallen Ones’ from the Heaven existence above. On the Contrary – it’s all, in fact, as mentioned in the Previous Post: In Reverse.
(This Process of the Reversal of ourselves from Life/LIVE to EVIL as the Mind/Consciousness and its relationship to the Physical Body, has been walked in DAY 187: EVIL)

Now, with the premise of the Belief of “up and down” and “fallen” in the Consciousness of Humanity – this Lead Human Consciousness to essentially disregard the Physical Body, this Physical Existence. As it was in Heaven – disregarding this Physical Existence, when in fact: the Very Physical Body, this Physical Existence – is, always has been the Key to LIFE. The Mind/Consciousness is DEPENDENT on the Physical Body, as was the Heaven Existence DEPENDENT on the Physical Existence, but all was reversed in Human Consciousness to deliberately believe that the Mind is what’s “good” / Heaven is what’s “good” – ignoring any equal/one Relationship/Responsibility with one’s own Physical/with this Physical Existence as a whole, for Humanity to continue existing in the Mind Separate from the Physical, to continue resourcing energy from the Physical, through the Mind for Heaven – when the very Existence of the Mind/Heaven, is in fact inherently EVIL in this relationship to the Physical Body and this Physical Existence as a Whole; with reversing/resourcing Energy for Consciousness through sacrificing the Physical Body.
(Here, to understand our Existential History with regards to how we started off as Separation as the relationship between Energy and Substance, evolved now into the relationship between Mind and Physicality and in this relationship/process; ENERGY/Mind is in fact the source RESOURCED from substance/the Physical, reversing substance/physicality into Energy/Consciousness. And from the beginning we believed Energy to be ‘Life’, when energy is in fact the source that reverse Life as Substance for its own Existence. Which is what is now existent in the Mind-Physical Relationship: where one’s emotional/feeling energy experiences/thoughts/imaginations come from as the ‘interdimensional’ in the Physical: is being Resourced from/of one’s own Physical Body. ALL this History and Detail is being Walked in the Interview Series with the Reptilians, Atlanteans and the Secret History of the Universe for further perspective.)

So, as the Mind/Consciousness – in fact being the Reverse of Life/Living; we’d destroy/annihilate anything/everything that Represents Life, from/of which the Mind/Consciousness can resource its existence. This is obviously Evidenced with regards to our Relationship to the Physical Body, what we accept/allow with Nature, the Earth, the Animal Kingdom, the Environment; Children coming into this World representing the Potential for Life – are conditioned/manipulated/brainwashed into/as Self-Separation from the Physical Body, this Physical Existence…and so: each Individual Human Being is “The Fallen One”, “Humanity Fallen”, with each one Individualized into the Mind/Consciousness, separate from our own Physical’s, separate from any Responsibility within/as this Physical Existence; and so NO ONE – is taking Responsibility for ANY life on earth; not even the Elite as they are Resourcing Physicality through the externalized Mind as the World System for Money, for their own Mind’s interests/greed/survival; which is exactly what we’re doing in our own Personal Minds/Worlds.
So, obviously why Human Nature is “Falling” as in slowly, but surely deteriorating, Why this Physical Existence is “Falling” as in slowly, but surely deteriorating – is because, “Who you are, is What you will Create/Manifest”. So, with us as “The Fallen” in relationship to the Physical Body, this Physical Existence, we have essentially created a “Fallen Humanity, a Fallen Existence, a Fallen System that manage/direct ‘life on Earth’”.

Another Dimension to consider within the Nursery Rhyme, is that of Giving Up / Failure / Failing. One can Investigate this within one’s Subconscious/Unconscious relationship within self in relation to the Humpty Dumpty Nursery Rhyme, where: the essence of the Statement is essentially that “when you Fall, as in Fail: you’re Done, THAT’S IT, Finished, Broken.” And such instances where we Fall/Fail, then – becomes Memories in our Unconscious/Quantum Mind/Physical that we then use as references for/as when we approach New things/relationships/opportunities and such Fallings/Failures then become the starting-point with which we determine who/how/what we are, creating a ‘Failure Entity/Personality/Consciousness’ and then FEARING FAILURE when we approach New things/opportunities/relationships, which then again, within the principle of “Who/what/how you are, you’ll Create/Manifest” and so, before we even started anything – we’ve already preordained Failure/Falling; and some even get to the extent where they just then don’t even Try but remain within this “I Am / amness / isness” of the Mind/Consciousness from MEMORIES of the Past, possessed – never Changing/making a Self Change. Primarily because, we’re not Life-Educated with regards to orienting the Being’s relationship to ‘falling / making a miss-take / failing’ to then, NOT go into REACTION about it or take it Personally, but practically, objectively with reality-commonsense investigate/introspect why Self/the Point didn’t Stand and then Come to an Equal and One Solution. This is Why/How for example, this relationship to Humpty-Dumpty of “hey, Put yourself back together again!” is not considered, and so why we would not consider such a Point even within Ourselves.

It’s thus also an Interesting acceptance and allowance regarding the Nature of Humanity, our Relationship to this Physical Existence, as this brings us back to then, the “I Am / amness / isness” we have walked in the previous Posts, where we Stand within that ‘absolute Belief/Faith’ in/as our Mind/Consciousness “I Am’s” of “this is who/how/what I am and always will be” / “I am, that I am” / “I am who I am” – in this, as mentioned, we’d never question our Relationship to our own Minds/Consciousness as we SO believe in our own Self-Religion, our own God as the Mind/Consciousness – that we would not even Consider CHANGE; which we then also take into this World System/Money System, simply ‘leaving things as is, as this is how it’s always been and so always will be” – fighting for our Limitations/arguing for our Limitations: Lawyers of Consciousness in the Courtroom of the Mind, with our own Judge and Jury that accordingly decide on the Fate of whatever comes  up in our Minds, whether we’d imprison it as suppress it within our Unconscious, or set it Free to roam in our Conscious Minds/Imagination; but we’re exceptionally good as Arguing/Fighting for our Limitations, as the extent of excuses, reasons, justifications for Why we’re not Changing, everything But actually putting in the Effort/Discipline/Dedication/Commitment to stand/stand up for Change, for ourselves and so for this World/Humanity.

So, a point one can consider in one’s relationship to Self – is having a look at things/relationships/opportunities in one’s Life without, and in one’s Mind within, that one had simply accepted/allowed as a “Falling / Failure”, that is/has compromised/sabotaged one’s relationship with self, the Physical Body and others within one’s World/Reality. Where one Reacted/took Personally what one perceived/believed/experienced to be a Falling/Failure, and one will find, primarily, to look at one’s relationship with one’s own Mind with the backchat/thoughts like “I’ll never be good enough with school” / “I’ll never be prepared for a relationship” / “I’m never going to get this” / “I’m stupid” / “I’m done for” / “I’m useless” / “It’s too late” / “Why even try, I’m just going to fuck it up anyway” / “I always only mess things up” – all such examples are thoughts/backchat, are Consciousness “I Am’s” we’ve become as what we’re accepting/allowing ourselves to exist-as, as our “amness / isness” without Change – as our Limitations that we’re arguing for as excuses/reasons/justifications for not taking the Self-Responsibility to assist/support ourselves to Change.

We’re the ones in our Mind-relationship the Humpty-Dumpty still Fallen, and not Getting Back up again and Putting ourselves Back together again. I mean, we’re good at NOT Changing…lol; this we’ve proven to ourselves, so how about becoming Exceptional AT CHANGING?
For this – we suggest investigating the Free Online Course – the Desteni I Process LITE, to learn about how to assist/support oneself in one’s relationship to Thoughts, the Mind, Reactions. And then, for those more familiar with the Mind, the Desteni I Process PRO, where one is in detail walked, with a Buddy, through ALL the Dimensions of the Mind/Consciousness as the actual process of/as LIFE-Education, becoming the LIVING Solution, an Activist for LIFE – instead of the Lawyer of Consciousness only good at arguing/fighting/accepting/allowing Limitations.











CAPTIV(E)ated by Own IMAG(E)ination (Part Two): DAY 280


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The FORCE - continued



Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In this Post, we’re continuing with the Self Forgiveness and Self Commitment Process regarding how we become Captives of our Own CAPTIV(E)ating IMAG(E)inations, with Imagination essentially the Domain that consist of/exist as the Images of ourselves, our own bodies for example – to which we can create a relationship to such an Extent, that we make the IMAGES in our Mind’s Imagination, MORE than this Actual, Real Physical Reality. And so, will continue exploring/walking-through the Consequence of such a relationship to our own Minds, our own Imaginations:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how – we tend to LOOK at ourselves, in Physical Reality – within mirrors, reflecting surfaces, photographs etc.; and how we’d in our Consciousness/Mind, imprint such Physical-Reality Images/Pictures/Reflections of ourselves that we then accordingly in our Mind will change/alter/misconstrue within and as the starting point of Fear and/or Desire. In Both Realities: the Mind Reality of Imagination and the Physical Reality of Reflection – we LOOK AT-ourselves. Not seeing, realising and understanding the Dimensions of separation involved here, from the perspective that: even in our relationship in this REAL Reality, we only LOOK at ourselves, a Reflection of ourselves and then we take that Reflection that we LOOK at and ADDITIONALLY manifest it as an Image/Picture in our Minds that we then LOOK at and within that Separation: define that separate-relationship we have from our Reflection without, to our Imagination within – in/as Energy-Experiences.

Thus, I commit myself to Show - what must be seen, realised and understood is that: everything we’ve separated ourselves from, such as for example our own Physical Bodies – would be connected with/as Energy-Relationships of/as either Negative/Positive/Neutral within our Own Minds. One can look at this, for example as: Seeing a Round Ball, representing wholeness, completeness as Oneness/Equality. Now, see like from that Round Ball – one ‘cut out’ little round Circles/Lots of different shapes of varying sizes and extend them outwards to like ‘hover’ just outside the initial outlining of the Whole/Complete Ball. And then taking those cuttings of varying shapes/sizes/dimensions hovering/extending slightly outside the initial outlining of the Whole/Complete Ball: and attach them with Strings that connect into the Centre of the Initial Whole/Complete Ball. Now, this is essentially what we have done to ourselves, our beingness. All the different extending/separate shapes, representing how we in/as our separation from ourselves, even changed parts of ourselves to such an Extent that we do not even realise it is in fact representative of/as Ourselves. So, within this – the Strings that connect the separated Parts to the Centre of the Initial Ball, represent the Energy-Relationships we have thus formed to/as such parts we separated ourselves from.
And this is how we exist to/towards EVERYTHING in our Mind that will have a particular-specific ‘energetic charge’ to/as it. Like, for example our own Physical Bodies – with separating ourselves from our own Physical Bodies, and creating an IMAGE of it in our Minds – we attached Energy-Relationships to/as it, such as Desire/Fear. Now, we can take it one step further with this Illustration with regards to how the Mind developed: the Initial whole/complete Ball represent our Physical Bodies and our Beingness; and with us separating our physical and beingness into ALL sorts of different parts, those extended/hovering separate parts of ourselves: interconnected to form a network/platform and in that interconnectedness, developed their Own “Awareness”. So, now we believe ourselves to be all/some of those Separate Parts, not even remembering the Source of ourselves as our Beingness/Physical Body. Now we exist AS ENERGY/energy experiences/energy relationships to/as separated Parts of ourselves, instead of as Substance, as the Physical as wholeness/completeness/equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t ever accepted and allowed myself to even consider/question this interesting relationship to myself, my own Physical Body – regarding how we always only LOOK at ourselves, and essentially use the Physical Body, this Living Organism to satisfy an Image/Picture of ourselves in our own Minds that we reference/have a primary relationship to/as, than an equal and one relationship with and as our own Physicals. And so we also do with other Human Beings, interestingly enough: we always only LOOK/Observe and primarily utilize/imprint their Physical Bodies as Images/Pictures in our Minds to Compare to/Compete with and/or justify/validate our inferiorities/insecurities and/or Superiority/Ego. With the World System/Consumerism System thriving off-of this Primary Nature of/as Human Consciousness – with our Physical Eyes, as mInd “I’s” (because we’re DEFINITELY not looking through the REAL Physical Eyes, as the Physical in/as Equality and Oneness, but through our Personality Systems / I’s of Consciousness that from there, see ourselves as Images/Pictures and so others as Images/Pictures); so, with our Physical Eyes as mInd “I’s” we’re thus conditioned in/as our social-networks/Mind-relationships with others to evolve in/as this Process of perfecting our Mind’s Image/Picture, primarily done through/as comparing/competing with Other’s Images/Pictures in our OWN MIND’S Imagination.

I commit myself to show, to consider: What are we doing to Ourselves? Living our ENTIRE Lives – with this primary Image/Pictured version of ourselves, that is in fact really just a Reflection of ourselves that we had seen with our Physical Eyes / Mind’s Eyes, that we imprinted into/as our Mind’s Imagination and then that quantum-energy versioned reflection of ourselves, DOMINATE everything of who/how/what we are and live, to the extent that we’d utilize most of our mental/physical resources to Maintain an Image/Picture, essentially also using our relationship to other human beings in/as this Mind-Possession to compare/compete; and so we End-Up basing Multiple Personalities in our Minds on this Primary Relationship to an Image/Picture of ourselves in our Minds. And so, our Lives / ‘who/how/what’ we are – consist of No Worth, No Purpose; as we would only give the World System/Money System/Consumerism System its worth with the extent/amount of unnecessary Resources we contribute to it to attempt/try to throughout our Lives manage/maintain an Image/Picture in the Mind, that we then attempt/try to Superimpose onto/into the Physical Body. Trapped in our own Mind’s Imagination, within and in our relationship to Money without – existing for the Purpose of/as the World System: extract resources from the Human, from this physical existence for a Select Few Elite to have EVERYTHING. And all this done, because the Majority of Human Beings in this World can be controlled based on this One Primary accepted and allowed relationship within our own Mind’s Imagination, with believing we’re the Image/Picture we see in our Minds ONLY. No wonder we’re not using All of our Brains/Brain Power…

We’ll continue in the Next post with an interesting perspective, regarding the Childhood Nursery Rhyme that many may be Familiar with, as this relate directly to what we’ve done with ourselves, in our relationship to our own Physical Bodies, for example – we’re the Humpty Dumpty that had a Great Fall, all in Pieces/Parts; so the question within this is: How do we put ourselves Back Together again?

For reference:
Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the King's horses, And all the King's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again!



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