One Memory + One Moment + Losing Touch with Reality = Recipe for Disaster (2): 

DAY 450

So, as I was scratching my head because I had an itch and this memory of the episode pops up – I was looking at the following:

I want to scratch my head, and in that moment – with the touch of my finger on my scalp, that physical connection, got interrupted with this memory. So, it creates like a sandwich in a way – my finger-then memory-then scalp and in that moment, I am separated physically, because the memory is creating the separation. I am then not focusing on the pressure I am using to scratch my scalp, nor am I focused on the actual sensation of me scratching my head – what does come up is the memory and my reaction to it. So, here is a small – but relevant example of how separation works, where we’re busy in memory/reactions, instead of here with the physical in such a simple moment of scratching an itch.

So, the moment this happened as I was walking to the horses – another dimension to it is, I was not at all aware of my surroundings, reality ‘faded away’, the entire area I was walking in was ‘lost’ in a way and all my focus/attention had shifted to this memory and the reaction within and as it. Therefore, as I stood there – the itch still there, I first looked at the reaction to the memory – spoke a forgiveness statement, let the memory go within myself and the moment this happened – reality/where I was and the environment I was in was all ‘here’ as I was ‘all here’ in myself and my body and then I scratched my head, ensuring the right pressure, experiencing the sensation until the itch was gone – with no memory/reaction interference. Now, ‘imagine’ that we’re mostly just in the Mind – busy with thoughts/reactions/imaginations/memories – I mean, how much within this process are we in fact missing reality / the environment / the here and even our relationship to our own physical bodies within and as this accepted and allowed separation to/as the Mind. Because what it showed, in terms of this relationship I created is: when/as I reacted to the scene in the episode, because the emphasis was on the man’s head-region, what one’s Mind does the moment what you watch is imprinted into your consciousness – is relate the point directly to you. Relate meaning, it’s like in the mind – you in a quantum moment ‘imagine that happening to you / you being in that position’ and now a relationship is formed between my head and that memory. This is why, the very next day – when my head was itching, now in my Mind my head is in direct relationship to that memory – so, when my head was itching, the direct-memory popped-up. And there, from within my Mind – I created a separation from/of my own head, now there’s a memory in relationship to my head, instead of me actually being here, equal and one, within and as my own physical body. So, I mean – the memory still exists within me, as all memories do, however the CHANGE in relationship to the memory is that: it’s no more charged with an ENERGY / emotion/feeling – it’s no more located in a specific position in the body where it will automatically activate with an energy charge separating me from my body / a ‘here moment’ – who I am in relationship to the memory is that it is purely just a memory and now I can scratch my head, for example, and actually be HERE without the memory interfering anymore.

So, I would suggest – for those finding difficulty with ‘imaginations running wild’ because of shows/movies/series, for those who can relate to how memories can interfere in moments of physical interactions that separate you from you, the body and the environment: investigate Desteni, the Desteni I Process, the 7 Year Journey to Life Process as well as EQAFE – to understand this separation between the Mind-Consciousness and the Physical Body, the consequences of/as this separation and how to assist/support oneself to live in/as this REAL WORLD.

Paranoia: When Illusion becomes Reality FOR THE MIND DAY 405

With what we have walked thus far in relation to Paranoia, what is Clear within this all is how – within Paranoia Possession: we REALLY in our Minds believe that our own Paranoia is REAL, like this is IT MAN! It’s in my Mind, it makes SO MUCH SENSE, therefore – IT IS SO, IT MUST BE SO…because I SAID SO. Lol – when it’s interesting within the creation of Paranoia, how it is in fact you yourself reasoning with yourself, thinking, imagining and so therefore – you can really, in your own Mind, make shit sound SO RIGHT, because that is the intention with which you’re participating in the Paranoia in the first place – you want to be right, and so in that starting point – whatever you think up/imagine/self-talk/reason in your Mind will be imbued with that starting point and so therefore the actual reality of it all is that: IN YOUR PARANOIA – it all sounds RIGHT, it all MAKES SENSE, it’s REAL/MUST BE SO – when in Reality…it’s not really in fact so.

Thoughts, imaginations, self-talk, reactions – all of it is on “your side”, meaning: you’re always only participating in it one-dimensionally, no other person has got a voice in your Mind, you’re making them up, you’re making up your relationship to them, you’re making up what really happened in a moment to something/something – no one else can speak for themselves/defend themselves/explain themselves in your Mind and so – this is how Illusion in Consciousness, becomes REALITY FOR YOU and ONLY YOU. Reality is when, IN REALITY, one COMMUNICATE IN REALITY with an individual – establishing, when you for example really reacted to what someone said, first taking responsibility in understanding why you reacted, where does the reaction come from, what did you react to EXACTLY – be SELF HONEST about it, and then discuss with the individual what they meant by what they said, for example. This often happens in relationships where individuals misinterpret/misunderstand words/their definitions and contexts and lead to unnecessary internal conflict in the Mind of the one that didn’t first understand their own reactions, and created like their partner into the WHOLE OTHER PERSON in their Mind – when the partner did not themselves CONSIDER what they said/how they said it and/or didn’t really in fact say what they did in the context that the other person misinterpreted/misunderstood it in their MINDS.

So, we suggest investigating Desteni, Desteni I Process LITE and PRO and also EQAFE – where we explore the Reality of Consciousness/Mind – how it works, how reactions to words/behaviour of others manifest in the Mind, how you create it yourself and if you accept/allow an energy reaction to go out of control/unclenched in the Mind without Understanding it and you keep yourself locked in your own Mind, in the Secrets of your Mind – making Illusion a REALITY FOR YOU and then you project that Illusionary Reality/Paranoia onto/towards actual Physical Reality and you go so far as trusting your own Illusion more than Reality itself, the extent of consequences this can create and especially regret – from here into and as the hereafter/afterlife.

So, learn what it means to be SELF HONEST, taking self-responsibility for what one does in one’s own Mind – understanding reactions, learn how we create Consciousness Paranoia, and learn how to assist and support oneself to not interpret reality/people/words/behaviour in REACTIONS, but to actually SEE/HEAR and COMMUNICATE in reality to not make mistakes that one cannot change.

Imagination is so Powerful, it makes you Believe Reality is an Illusion: DAY 373

One often Hear of the ‘Power of Imagination / Visualization’, when it’s fascinating how many human beings emphasize a relationship to Visualizing / Imagining in the MIND, when it’s clear not even PHYSICAL REALITY that you see with the PHYSICAL EYES is being SEEN, being Physically Experienced. Let me explain:

It is clear that Human Beings do everything/anything possible to NOT See/become aware of/experience Physical Reality, the condition of nature, the environment, the earth, the majority of humanity and the pain, suffering, consequence and harm that is being done unto it all/us all - with such consequence primarily, interestingly enough due to and because of the Accepted and Allowed World System/Money System. Because, if we would ALL really SEE, really Physically, equally as one, EXPERIENCE what is going through the minds and bodies and physical constitution of everything/everyone in/as this Existence: how much of it would we be able to take before we stand up, before we say NO MORE, before we do everything/anything possible for a SOLUTION for ALL? Or, have we always actually SEEN, have we always actually in moments physically considered other humans, animals, nature, earth, environment’s life/living conditions, but simply immediately decided to give up/give in – and instead IMAGINE/VISUALIZE in the illusion of the Mind/Consciousness a better world/reality – separated ourselves into it to such an extent that we made ourselves believe that Imagination/Visualization is MORE REAL than physical reality, not considering that what creates this Physical Existence as-is was through HUMAN ACTION/LIVING and NOT through imagination/visualization?

So, it’s time for humans to start getting back to Reality, out of the ILLUSION of imagination and visualization and see, realise and understand that that is NOT going to change the REALITY of the physical, and is no different to prayer/positive thinking – all using IMAGINATION, the apparent ‘power of imagination’, which is an illusionary power as it gives the individual the idea that they’re apparently some ‘god’ in the MIND, what of your responsibility in/as this REAL WORLD that you’re accepting and allowing and doing nothing about to change?

While the majority is visualizing/imagining in the Mind – the Minority is taking over/directing this Physical Existence through action, through labour, through DOING in REALITY. Time to get out of the REAL ILLUSION as the Mind, and came face to face with REALITY and the consequences we’ve been turning a BLIND eye to/as the BLINDS we’ve put over our physical eyes to not through the Windows of the Eyes look out into/as the REAL WORLD. So, come out, come out wherever you are – hide and seek is child’s play, like we’re playing this game with life itself/consequence itself/reality itself, hiding in our Minds waiting for reality to ‘seek us out’ when you really don’t know who/what it is in fact that you’re playing this game with, when it comes to postponed consequence that is rising like a Beast within this physical existence.

Reality is what is real, one can even Reference the Life Review interviews through the Portal to understand this, and the regret/shame they faced with what they had missed of themselves/this existence with thinking/believing that Imagination was Real and Reality an Illusion.

So, Imagination is so POWERFUL, it powers ILLUSION – but will not and cannot stand in/as the Might of the Physical and Physical Consequence, because Life is determined by behaviour, living and ACTION as the doing of who you are in Every Moment of Breath, so – how many breaths do one miss in/as during the sessions of Imagination/Visualization as Physical Consequence continue accumulating. Time to open your EYES to the World/Reality again – we’ve got some work to do.