Consciousness existing in LIFE, but is not LIFE itself: DAY 501

Please refer to THIS POST for full context and understanding of this Self Forgiveness process as walked by beings from Heaven / The Afterlife through the Portal

Separating oneself from the physical, the physical body, this physical universe – all that is matter: 

NOTE: the self forgiveness here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing the timeline of what made us realise to stand in the principle of equality and oneness and truly understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto self and all as self.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, lifetime after lifetime – the moment after crossing over into the afterlife – NOT ONCE thank my physical body, this physical existence for seeing me through each lifetime.

Within this, I forgive myself that I within and throughout each lifetime – every evening before going to rest and every day upon awakening: did not exit and enter each day with deep gratitude and appreciation towards my physical body and this physical existence for its unconditional support, standing, giving, caring in the way of making life / being alive possible.

In fact, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to give my body, this physical existence one iota of credence, honour, respect, love – unconditionally with looking back, throughout ALL my lifetimes, how I seldom ever even had a thought of consideration towards anything physical…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I, within and throughout each and every single lifetime on this earth – inadvertently blamed my body, this physical existence, ‘life itself’, for my lifetime experiences I’d walk into. Essentially thinking / believing the body / physical / ‘life’ was responsible for my  most challenging, difficult, traumatic events, situations, phases and moments I’d endure. Not ever realizing, seeing and understanding it was ME, MYSELF & I creating and manifesting the lifetime consequence and experiences I’d face: my life a true mirror, a real time living experience reflection of WHO I AM as a being as my total self definition.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever see, realise and understand how many varying gods, deities, entities, spiritualities, movements, religions, opinions and beliefs I bowed down to – not realizing, seeing, and understand it was the PHYSICAL, this PHYSICAL EXISTENCE and myself together with all other beings in this EXISTENCE HERE, TOGETHER AS ONE AND AS EQUAL walking our life processes…that I should have been ‘blaming’ myself for being blinded and veiled within my own self separation and inequality for not living with the awareness of what’s real, here: myself, the physical and this physical existence. In this trinity of me and so everyone else equally as me – we all together created and manifested the outcome of the world and the collective and so the personal outcomes of our own and one another’s.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to partake in the audacious thought of “but why didn’t the physical nor this physical existence stand up for me???” – once again, looking and blaming OUT THERE instead of asking the questions we blame others for unto ourselves and asking ourselves “but why didn’t we stand up for ourselves, our awareness, the best of ourselves and why do we still continue not doing so, even in the smallest of moments when it comes to simple thought, emotion, feeling etc. participation???”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that while I was waiting and expecting the physical, this physical existence to save me, it has already been walking its process of self and life awareness, its self forgiveness and change process on the deep life source level. I have just not been privy to it because of my accepted and allowed participation in self inequality and separation…so while everything in this physical has been walking its process, I haven’t experienced and walked with because process doesn’t exist in inequality and separation, but here with awareness in the physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the physical, this physical existence, ‘life itself’ within and as everything that is PHYSICAL: was the one carrying my being, UNCONDITONALLY supporting my being, holding my being in the HANDS of the Physical as LIFE / God itself…but I was blinded to this fact due to separating me from myself into consciousness. With this one act of separation – I separated me from LIFE itself in the physical, this physical existence and so could not SEE direct, KNOW eternally and FEEL deeply the oneness and equality and in fact share with this existence and how I have always been the master, the creator of me, my life, my experiences, and the consequence I would endure / have to face.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how one such act of self separation / inequality from my being into the Mind Consciousness System as a whole (which is continuing to this day, in every moment I act upon self separation / inequality the instance I accept and allow myself to participate in a thought, emotion, feeling etc. – anything OF the Mind) how one such an act of self separation / inequality without asserting myself, my stand, my HERE when I notice and know, through and through – that I am with awareness accepting and allowing myself to participate in inequality and CHOOSE to not do anything about it when I know I can: is living proof of how we’ve CHOSEN to create and continue existing as consciousness separation and inequality and not with and as LIFE AWARENESS as self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself – throughout all my lifetimes in this world and the next: choose consciousness before standing up for life as awareness as self, because of my own fear…rather remaining in captivity and ‘sticking to the program’ / living in the system than having the guts, courage and tenacity to stand alone, at first, and not give up in the name of and as life until all notice and see: if I can stand up, say NO MORE and CHANGE by CHOOSING LIFE as SELF AWARENESS EVERY MOMENT – so can you.

We’ll continue in the next post with opening the line of self forgiveness of why it is and has been ever so deliberate from each and all of us throughout our lifetimes, choosing to align with consciousness instead of life awareness – also proven by the extent to which we separated ourselves from the physical body, this physical existence and our equal and one responsibility unto ourselves and all.

Taming the Wild Nature of the Mind (Part Two): DAY 468

So, what Cerise needed to build the relationship with her Horse was: Knowledge and Information, Technique and Tools to establish a communication with her Horse – a language that both equally understand to come-together in equality within and as their relationship.

This same process goes for the Mind: we first have to understand the mind, get to know it (the Knowledge and Information), then have the Tools with which to work with it and the Technique to place the Knowledge and Information with the Tools into practical living change with regards to who we are within and as the Mind.

Now, if Cerise had the knowledge, information, technique and tools only within herself – and didn’t take the initial first step of starting the process: the relationship with her horse would not have developed in any way whatsoever. With horses, one often do an initial ‘relationship assessment’ – to see how the horse responds to you, what is their nature etc. – one essentially see/assess who/how one is, who/how the horse is and who/how you are together. From here one start with the basics of establishing a relationship, stabilizing the relationship and practise in the basics before one get to the more complex forms of communication/interaction in the relationship.

This is the same with our relationship to the Mind: if we only hold the knowledge, information, technique and tools within ourselves in relationship to the Mind, but still accept/allow ourselves in the Mind to ‘run wild’ – no change will ever manifest within who we are / in the Mind and so also not in our life/living experience/application. Therefore, in process – one always start with the basics to analyse/assess your relationship to thoughts, emotions/feelings, backchat, imagination. To be able to ‘see yourself for who/how/what you are’ – you need to self-honestly know how quickly you tend to follow thoughts, what particular thoughts you tend to follow more easily than others, how/why/when/where you give into emotions/feelings and what particular emotions/feelings you tend to give into more easily than others. The same then goes for imaginations / backchats. One need to have a ‘map’ of who you are in/as the Mind to from there start with the basics to be able to establish a relationship with yourself, the Mind and your life/living experience/application. From here, the process starts with applying the knowledge, information, technique and tools step by step, day by day – working with and changing what you’re able to at this stage based on your current, self honest, relationship to yourself and the Mind and your life/living experience/application.

See, again – if Cerise had an idea in her mind in relation to the relationship with the Horse that she WANTS and she held onto that projection and had tried to throw herself into the ‘deep-end’, so to speak, already starting with complex forms of techniques / tools without having made an realistic assessment of who she is/who the horse is and what their relationship are in the current moment of interaction: she would have created what we all so often face – the Illusion of ‘Failure’. When, all the while – it has nothing to do with failure, but everything to do with not walking the Process, not Preparing and not taking it step by step – but trying to manifest the Mind’s Projection of the Future, onto the now / here / present of physical reality and so not remembering what it would in fact take to create a relationship in/as Physical Reality.

We often do the same in our Internal Process with the Mind – we already ‘project’ who / how it is we’re going to be from the get-go and then we try and immediately manifest that Mind Projection into Physical Reality and so not remember that the Physical moves with space and time, with breaths, with sequences of events and that – to Create in the Physical – takes time, patience, commitment and dedication. Starting with the basics and establishing a foundation to BUILD on that foundation as we continue walking and changing and so, in this process, one can stop the Illusion of Failure – through remembering the PHYSICAL PROCESS that has to be walked to change one’s relationship to self, the mind and so who/how one is in one’s life/living experience.

We’ll continue more in the next post with specifically having a look at the ‘wild nature of the mind’ as it now exists because we’re not the directive principle of our own thoughts/emotions, for example and so why/how we’re not in control of our own Minds and our own life/living experiences/decisions. In this, we’re going to see how we can assist / support ourselves to rebuild ourselves, recreate ourselves within and without.

DAY 4: Why does Separation and Inequality exist?

Who I Am as Money – continued

What one will Find with the writing of self-forgiveness – is that realisations as solutions to self/this world open up within/during the writing of self-forgiveness.

We have as human beings always been waiting for solutions to the problems/consequence creations of the Mind and the World, when with writing self-forgiveness – one will realise that we’ve in fact been waiting for ourselves. As one write self-forgiveness, self-forgiveness is the action of the decision made by self to take responsibility for self, and in taking/giving/gifting self with that responsibility – one become equal-to and one with the “problem”/consequence creation, making the statement: “I am taking responsibility for this problem/consequence creation as me”. In being/becoming the “problem”/consequence creation one will as the “problem”/creation see/find/realise the Solution.

We’ve only created problems/consequences within ourselves and this world because we’ve separated ourselves from the responsibility and directive principle of what we create in our Minds and this world, and in that separation from our creation – we have not seen/realised/understood the solutions because all we’re seeing/have become is the “problems”/manifested consequence.

Therefore, self-forgiveness is the process of no more accepting and allowing separation from self’s creation as the Mind and this World, but walking the process of self-forgiveness as taking self-responsibility as self as the Mind and the World that has become the ‘self’ as ‘self’s creation’ self has accepted and allowed self to separate self from. 

Realise you’re the solution – join us in the process of self-forgiveness, so that we can change/transform/stop the manifested consequence our creation as ourselves as the Mind and the World has manifested for self and this existence as a whole due to our accepted and allowed abdication of responsibility and the power of directive principle as we’ve accepted and allowed our self-separation, so that we walk/live the solution to/as all as equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from myself as all as one as equal in approaching each individual part/manifestation/being within my own individual experience to/towards them, and in / as those/such individual experiences – constructed/programmed a consciousness, as a total manifested database embodiment that became the Mind Consciousness System, which regulate, control and determine all my relationships of separation as individual ‘I’ experiences to/towards existence as me. In this, I have created the World-System with/as Money – where the World-System without is manifested within a database embodiment of regulating, controlling and determining its relationships to/towards all of humanity within the context of separation as the World-System of Money interconnect all of Humanity with relationship-lines as each individual human being has a separate relationship experience to/towards Money of the World-System. This equal-to and one with the relationship-lines I have to/towards all that is me within this existence where the relationships that exist stand within the context of separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create relationships of energy as “experiences” to/towards all manifested parts of me within/as this existence through/as the Mind Consciousness System, which manifested me into/as relationships of separation to/towards everything/everyone, with those relationship-lines consisting-of/existing as energy as “experiences”. Through the Mind as me – I created the World-System equal-to and one with the Mind Consciousness System, where the World-System (as with the Mind) have relationship-lines to/towards all that is physical within this physical existence within the manifestation/substance of Money as I have relationship-lines to/towards all that is existence within/through the manifestation/substance of Energy. And so – as I have relationship-lines of Energy as “experience” to/towards all that is me, where the individual relationships’ ‘values’ are determined, controlled and governed by/through my Mind’s particular “experience” to/towards all parts of/as me – so the World-Systems’ relationship-lines to/towards all that is here within this physical existence are determined, controlled and governed through/by the Values given to Money.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my “definitions” of “experiences” as energy-relationships from/of the Mind to/towards all parts/manifestations/beings as me – is equal-to and one with the “values” of Money of the World-System that have particular relationships to/towards all that is physical within this physical existence, based on the values given to those relationships within/as the starting-point of Money of/as the World-System

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as the Mind, value/define my relationships to/towards all that is me based-on how I experience me to/towards all that is here – equal-to and one-with what I created/manifested as the World-System/Money – where Money and the values/definitions given to the relationships between Money and all that is here within this physical-existence has become the determining/controlling/influencing manifestation that manifest humanity into/as total separation from themselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a Mind Consciousness System of Energy that regulate, determine, control and define the nature/experience as value/definition of all my relationships to/towards all that is me within/as existence, and within that creating a World-System of Money that regulate, determine, control and define the nature/experience as value/definition of all that is physical within/as this existence, where what is here is valued/defined according to Money/the World-System – equal-to and one with what is here is/has been valued/defined according to Energy of/as the Mind.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the consequence of my very being / existing within this existence, where I am one part of a whole in all facets, dimensions, manifestations and expression and whatever I do, whoever I am within what I do within all that I am – has an effect on everything/everyone as me, and I have simply not seen this because of my accepted and allowed separation from within myself that extended to the without of myself as I have manifested me in a starting-point approach to all as me in separation – so that starting-point of all that I do/live/create and express manifested without as separation, where I have come to believe that whatever I do within myself and my living has no consequence/effect on anyone else but me: when in fact my internal reality and external reality is an exact depiction of my belief being an illusion, because still: as I continue participating in energy of/as Mind, I continue with all my relationships to/towards all that is me in separation, and so continue participating in my very creation as the World-System of Money that perpetuate separation within this very physical existence which do not only enslave/limit/diminish me – but all as me that is/has become enslaved to our creation as the Mind of Energy and the World-System of Money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in fact deliberately refuse to see the starting point of separation of me, as it is/has been a deliberate refusal because I was present/here the moment I started creating my experiences as relationships to/towards all that is me in separation of me, I was present/here the moment I decided how I prefer experiencing all parts of me that created my relationship-lines to/towards all that is me in separation of me.

And so came into existence the layers of the Mind as me as the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious to deliberately suppress/deny/ignore the consequences of my starting-point of separation from myself within and without. Where in the Conscious-Mind I preoccupy myself away from the reality of the consequence of me within myself and this existence, in the Subconscious-Mind I work/prepare/participate in personalities to continue the cycles of preoccupations within my Conscious Mind and in the Unconscious Mind I store/layer the real experiences/realisations of myself and what I have become as the consequences I continue creating/manifesting for myself in myself and this existence – to not have to face/deal with what I have become and done.

Equal-to and one-with how the World-System of Money has come to manifest itself within this world/with humanity – where, each one as each human being have throughout our lives, directly and indirectly participated in creating/manifesting the World-System of Money: directly through actual implementation and indirectly through agreement as acceptance and allowance by the virtue of participation. And with this – each one is/has been present/here and still is – in the continued existence/manifestation of/as the World-System of Money: directly and/or indirectly.

And with this – as we as human beings throughout our lives have come to realise/see/understand the consequences of our creation as the World-System of Money – we have instead of standing-up and facing it as a voice and a body that stand for all as one as equal, we have gone into suppression, denial and/or ignorance of the creation/manifestation of the World-System and the World-System became the manifestation of the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind: The Conscious as the Elite preoccupied with all that Money can buy, the Subconscious the lower/middle/upper classes that work to produce the Money’s for the Elite in the Conscious-Mind of the World-System to continue their preoccupations and the Unconscious as the reality of the consequence of the World-System/Money as those that starve/are in poverty/famine that is suppressed/kept hidden/ignored by/through/as the World-System of Money as they are left in the dark/outskirts of the World-System as a whole to not be faced/seen/dealt with on a daily constant/continuous basis.

I realise/see/understand that I have from my starting point of separation from me as all that is me, created a system that separate all that is here from themselves and everything/everyone else and so within this:

I commit myself to identifying – through writing and self-forgiveness. the separation from/of myself that is/has become my Mind Consciousness System – as I see/realise/understand that my Mind of thoughts, feelings, emotions, internal conversations, personalities etc. as all the parts/manifestations that constitute the Mind represent parts of me that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate me from of myself

I commit myself to correcting/re-aligning my relationships of separation of myself as what my entire Mind Consciousness System represent/is manifested as, through standing within/as the starting point of equality and oneness, stopping the energy relationships and redefining who I am as/with words that I can practically live within / as myself and my human physical body and so walk my process of stopping energy relationships of separation and walk an agreement with/as myself

I commit myself to establishing an agreement with myself, where this agreement is where I stand/walk to stop my relationships of separation within myself/as my Mind, and establish my self equality and oneness with me as my Mind, which I do through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as I walk point by point, part by part, construct by construct and system by system – re-walking the consequence I created as the Mind as the manifestation of my entire/total separation from/of myself, and with that re-walking I recreate me in/as/with the physical as my manifested equality and oneness and so walk my process of standing/being/becoming equal-to and one-with that which represents and is equality and oneness: this physical existence as me

I commit myself to as I walk my process out of separation of Mind/Energy into my equality and oneness as/with the physical through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: share my process as standing as an example, so that others of/as me can see/hear with me and start walking as equals, as we find solutions/directions to our Minds and this World-System together as I see/realise/understand that I alone can’t save this world, that we’re only going to change the Mind and this World-System through actual change/transforming of the starting-point that created/manifested it in the first place: Ourselves. And so the solution is re-aligning ourselves from the Mind/Energy into the Physical and equality and oneness, and from here stand up and live as the solution on this Earth which will eventually through our living, as the change/transformation of our living – change/transform how we approach the world and all / everything within it and so change/transform the World System into a functioning manifestation that in fact stand for equality and oneness and what is/will be best for all.

I commit myself to no more accepting and allowing myself to suppress/deny/ignore the reality of me as what I have become as the Mind and this World-System, but to take the responsibility and directive principle of facing myself as my creation as the Mind and World-System to find/live solutions to the Mind/World-System for myself and thus for all as me

 

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