Suicide Paranoia – 16: Suicide and Blame (Part 3) DAY 402

Suicide Paranoia – 16: Suicide and Blame (Part 3) DAY 402

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In this Post, we’re going to open up the Relationship between Suicide Paranoia and Blame more, with looking at Blame in the context/nature of Anger/Spite/Revenge to/towards something/someone else – to see, realise and understand the futility and consequence of accepting and allowing such a Relationship to something/someone in one’s own Mind to ‘haunt’ one into and as giving up / giving in / ending oneself / one’s life/living experience:

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, in my Mind, I can make myself believe that – through “Blaming” someone/something for my own reactions/experience, and Imagine within that Blame how I’d take revenge/spite them to ‘get back at them in some way or another’ – even take it so far as considering taking ‘my own life’; that within this all I can make myself believe that this will in ANY way make anything ‘right’ / ‘fix what had happened’ / ‘would change me/the other person’; existing within the belief that “If I hurt them as much as they hurt me – we’re even”. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how in such instances – no-one learns anything, no Awareness/Understanding exists of how matters unfolded to lead one’s own Mind to considering Suicide to spite/compromise/take revenge onto/towards something/someone else. Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to consider within this all, that those that ‘did / say what they have done/spoken’ do not/cannot fully comprehend the consequences of their words/actions and so in that, is their responsibility yes – however, what is my Responsibility is how I REACT to it in MY MIND and how I, for myself, create who I am in relationship to them.

Where, I commit myself to show that – we Humans have no consideration/regard for anything/anyone else but ourselves. No-one takes into consideration/regard the extent to which simple words/actions can affect/influence another’s Mind/Self/Life/Living Experience. Therefore, with for example instances where someone said/did something that deeply affected another’s Mind/Self – the responsibility exist in both, in that: the one that spoke/acted, should have taken responsibility in considering their words/deeds in relationship to others, and the one who reacted, is responsible for how their Mind process the words/behaviour. And because in Humanity – human beings aren’t educated in relation to Life/Living/Relationship/Communication Skills AS WELL AS how their Minds/Consciousness process information/words/behaviour through emotional/feeling reactions and how that can lead to Paranoia if not understood/directed: we now have a world/reality where simple moments of words/actions and reactions to it all  -can cost Lives.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that: I am accepting and allowing myself to HOLD ONTO the MEMORY of what happened in relationship to what something/someone did/say – that I am Reliving in my OWN MIND, and in so-doing, in fact making the moment MORE AND MORE POWERFUL in my own Mind to the extent where the Memory will become “more real/important/valuable” than anything/anyone else in my present world – even myself. In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this Proves in terms of accepting and allowing but a MEMORY to have more power over/of us, how instantaneously / immediately ONE MEMORY can possess us and so determine who we are, how we feel/behave and according experience our life/living. How this illustrate that in our Minds, we have no “stand” / “Firm Standing” in/as “Who I Am” – that stand to such an extent, where – no matter what anyone says/does – self remain stable/standing in/as this ‘Who I Am’. But, because there is not such a stand, and humans just automatically believe whatever comes up in the Mind, whatever emotions/feeling is experienced in the Mind and accordingly accept/allow it to affect/influence/determine the ‘who I am’ in every moment of breath without realising/seeing/understanding how such thoughts/imaginations/feelings/emotions are created in the first place between the Mind-Physical Relationship: ALL of this lead individuals then to become possessed by a memory/remembrance, a person in the Mind and their reaction to it that can lead to/as them wanting to / even actually taking their own life – all created in the Mind through thought and energy that can actually be stopped by/through a simple decision and process of Understanding the development of Self-Awareness and stopping/changing the Mind/Consciousness.

I commit myself to show that, the problem we’re facing with Suicide / even the consideration thereof in the Mind when it does come up – even to the extent of wanting to/intending to do it out of Blame within the starting point of Revenge/Anger/Spite: all trace back to the fact that Humans don’t understand how the Mind/Consciousness works and how one can change one’s relationship to thought/imagination/reaction and not accept/allow oneself to just believe it/accept it/allow it to control / determine who one is/how one live.

Within this, we suggest investigating Desteni, Desteni I Process LITE, the 7 Year Journey to Life Blogs as well as EQAFE – the material and self support/assistance processes will assist and support one with UNDERSTANDING the Mind, the thoughts/memories/imaginations and reactions, learn how to in and as Self AWARENESS – DIRECT what comes up in the Mind into Solutions, to no more accept/allow self to be haunted/possessed by one’s own Mind and Energies within it, and actually see/realise/understand how much more there is to self/life/living beyond the Paranoia / Energy Veil of/as Consciousness.