FEAR of our own SHADOW (Part 1): DAY 189

FEAR of our own SHADOW (Part 1): DAY 189

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EVIL – continued

The FORCE - continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the multi-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

In the previous post, we had a look at the particular starting-point we’re going to walk regarding our relationship to EVIL, starting with the small, the seemingly menial/insignificant instances/moments of our relationship to awareness and the Mind and what we accept and allow to exist within and as it. To from here, see, realise and understand how, from such small, insignificant, menial moments – it impact in the greater within our lives and our relationship to this world/humanity.

The Self-Forgiveness and Self Commitments we’ll start walking within and from this post stand within the context of the question: “Why, with Always being aware of what goes on in the Mind, what comes up in the Mind –have we never questioned our nature, our beingness, but simply blindly followed/denied it and had it define us/determine our actions/words and behaviour. Simultaneously in such moments knowing we can stop/change and how different the outcome for the moment/relationship would be, but would still, despite that knowledge and awareness – act on/deny the Evil of Mind?”

We’ll start more specifically with having a look at our accepted and allowed relationship to/towards our own shadows / “Dark Sides” that manifests in our Minds, within our Physical Bodies as-ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that, despite the fact that I know it is only me existing in MY physical body into and as which I was birthed – that I would be able to come up with all sorts of ideas, imaginations, justifications, excuses and reasons for especially the bad, the negative, the evil/dark that can occupy the domain of my Mind in the dimensions of thought, internal conversations, projections, imaginations, images, scenes and reactions. One of the primary protection/defence mechanisms that have been utilized by ourselves against our own “Dark Side” is blaming/projecting the negative/bad/dark/evil that comes up in the Mind to/towards others as it being THEM/THEY influencing/creating/manifesting the personal reactions/experiences of the bad/negative/evil/dark WITHIN SELF. Not seeing, realising and understanding within this, that: It is ME existing in MY Physical Body within MY MIND and so, I am the One that Decides who I am and what I experience, accept and allow within my Mind, my Body. However, this commonsense point has not yet even developed in our relationship to our Mind and our Body – that we’re the only one existing within it, and yes in the Past there was such things as Demons that possessed Human’s Minds – however, even still here, what does it say about our relationship to ourselves, the Physical Body, the Mind that Demons could possess Human’s Consciousness without the Human being able to stand and confront the Demons/Possessions within themselves, their own Bodies their own Minds?

I commit myself to show – with walking the Journeys into the Afterlife Series and walking Creation’s Journey to Life, how we have walked a process with the Demons in the Demon Dimension of Heaven with Self Forgiveness and why interdimensional Demons no more exist, and all that Human Beings face in their Minds are their own Demons ONLY. Within this, that – in the Past, when Demons did exist – the same question still remain: Why did no human being consider/realise that their Mind is their own/themselves, that they’re the one living/existing in their Physical Body and stood up for themselves, their Physical Bodies - but simply accepted and allowed possession? Blaming the Demon for the Possession, but where’s the Responsibility? The Responsibility, when looking at it self-honestly: is the Human Being accepting and allowing the Possession and not standing up for themselves, their bodies. And how this Point STILL exist – that we accept/allow the Possession of Consciousness/Mind through the “mini demons” of the nature of our thoughts, internal conversations, projections, imaginations, images and reactions without question, that we have not stood up for ourselves our living in questioning/investigating the nature/content of what exist/automatically come up/manifest in/as the Mind of ourselves.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, with my relationship to my own “Dark Side” in/as the Mind/the Physical that comes up/manifests within me, that I had created a split/separation to everything within me that represents darkness, evil, negativity – which in a way is quite contradictory as it’s the same as essentially “trying to run away from your own shadow”; which is impossible. But, I have apparently “evolved” in my Mind, where I can try/attempt to cover up/hide/deny/resist the “Dark Side” of me through only focusing on the “The Light / the Positive”. Not seeing, realising and understanding within this, that: The Light can only exist with the Dark – and so, essentially that the Dark is more powerful than the Light. That the Dark is/always has been here and The Light one has to keep on generating/creating with Energy in the Mind, resourced from the Physical as we use/power/generate/charge The Light as “positive energy experience” throughout our lives to just not SEE/FACE the Dark of ourselves. It’s essentially like we use our ENTIRE LIFE in this world, running away from/hiding from the Dark of ourselves in ourselves in/as our own Minds/Physicals – chasing after the Light, running from the Dark; as children still “afraid of the Dark”. But, we have looked at the Light vs. Dark relationship only from One Dimension. That apparently “the Light is more powerful than the Dark, because from the Light we can “see IN the dark” / the “dark disappears”. However, what has not been seen is the Illusion this relationship in fact manifest. We don’t stand AS the Dark, embrace it, see what it REALLY HOLDS as it is in its “natural darkened state”. We look at the Dark THROUGH THE LIGHT/FROM THE LIGHT, not seeing, realising and understanding how we can from/through the Light, change/alter/misconstrue what we’re seeing/looking at when facing the Dark in separation from ourselves through/from the Light we create. And here are Countless examples: When looking at the dark of this world in relation to the pain, suffering, poverty, famine of countless lives, and human’s look at it through/from “The Light” / “positive energy experience” in the Mind – that they can change the reality of those human’s lives through defining it as it “their life choice” / “they chose such a life”. When, with putting off the light / positive energy experience in the MIND and looking at the REALITY of the Dark of this world as the suffering, pain, poverty, famine that exist – one will directly-see it’s physical relationship to the existence of this current World System/Money System that can practically, physically change with individuals standing up/standing together in changing the relationship of the World-System/Money-System to equality and oneness/what’s best for all.

I commit myself to show, the countless examples of how we have resisted/denied/ignored our OWN SHADOWS of the Mind as the dark, negative, bad/evil within ourselves through and as, for example creating “Light” as “Positive Energy Experience”. As though, we have once stood in the Dark of ourselves as the Mind, and decided we didn’t “like it”, instead of facing it and changing it, we then “created Light” as this apparently showing a form of “evolution” that we came up with this Idea to create “Light” in the Dark, to see through/from the Light and never actually in fact directly facing/seeing/changing the Dark within/as ourselves. In this, creating a separation within and as ourselves, always having to focus on, give attention to, generate/manifest “positive energy experience/positivity” in our Minds that represents The Light from the Darkness as the “negativity” existent within our Minds. And, within this comes the question as well: why could we not stand within our own self-trust/self-honesty in/as the dark and face it? Why did we create a separate resource as Light/Positive Energy Experience to look at/look into the dark? Not seeing, realising and understanding within this, how we separated ourselves form our own “Dark Side” – never actually getting/seeing the REAL REALITY of the Dark because we look at it in separation from/through The Light. Like, for example taking something simple as our relationship to our own lives – that we justify, excuse, and validate the struggles, the pain, the difficulty of PHYSICAL LIVING in this PHYSICAL WORLD as there being some greater meaning, purpose and reason for it all, as we look at our lives on this earth through/from The Light / Positivity in our Minds. But, within this – what the human being will not see, with being blinded by the Light, separated from their own Minds and Physicals, how we through the Mind with our participation in the dimensions of thought, imagination, internal conversations, reactions etc. – actually construct our own Personalities, that determine our living and so create our relationships/lives on earth. But, as long as the Human look at themselves/their lives from the Light/Positivity: this point of direct-responsibility to how we create/manifest/accept/allow the nature of our lives/living in this world/reality – will never be seen, realised and understood and so we can never in fact really CHANGE.

We’ll continue with this point: FEAR of my own SHADOW in posts to come.