We Only See what we Choose to See: DAY 81

We Only See what we Choose to See: DAY 81

 Featured Artwork by: Kelly Posey

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The First Character-Creation – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

(Please note, we will be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the Physical.)

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re in this post walking the process of how we exactly manifested/create ourselves as characters in relation to sex/sexuality/masturbation and relationships from and of memories of what we’ve experienced/seen/heard within and as this physical-reality. Thus essentially – how we’ve used our own physical-bodies and this physical-existence to attempt/try to materialize/manifest characters within and as our Minds of Energy; within and as the starting-point Character of searching/seeking the More of Self/Here, which we then created in our Minds as a myriad of characters and energy-experiences; abusing, compromising and manipulating the very fabric/construct of this physical-existence just for the fulfilment of the MORE, instead of realising the simplicity of Life as Here in equality and oneness with Self, the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as a whole.

But, before we walk this point – what must first be understood is the Mind-Physical relationship with our physical-eyes and the ‘mind’s eyes’, in how our Mind/Characters use our physical-eyes and what we physically see/experience to build/construct/create/manifest characters, never actually in fact SEEING Reality, Here – only seeing/experiencing what we WANT to see/experiences in and as the self-interest of the Mind in searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here as characters and energy-experiences of emotions/feelings.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand – in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now: The process that manifest within ‘character creation’ within and as our existence as the Mind, in separation from and of the physical-body and this physical existence, where: Everything we see with our human physical eyes, is interpreted from within our Minds – the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where, we don’t see in equality and oneness here with, as and through the Physical, and so do not see, and are not able to communicate with/be with/express with and as what we see with our human physical eyes – and so can never really comprehend/understand the entirety/totality of what we see with our physical eyes because of our accepted and allowed separation from and of physicality. And because our Minds’ relationship to the Physical-Body as Energy’s relationship to Substance – consist of/exist as the starting-point Character of the “searching/seeking for the MORE of self/here”: this is/has become the starting-point of our interaction and relationship with the rest of existence – searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here. And so our human physical eyes have become the eyes of the Mind/Main Character of searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here – MORE character creations/energy experiences. And so, with our human physical eyes with the Mind’s eyes as the Character of searching/seeking for MORE; we scan what we see in the physical world, filtering/manifesting it from our Physical-Eyes into the Physical-Mind/Unconscious where our automated Consciousness of the Mind categorize/organize the physical-world images stored/processed into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind as Memories. Where, the Memories are of moments we capture of what we physically see, but is harnessed by Consciousness/our Mind as the Primary Character as the Nature of Ego of searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here. Where the memories then become potential platforms for additional character-creations / upgrades of already existent Characters in our Minds, as our entire Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious/Physical-Mind is programmed to serve only our self-interest as Characters within the show/game of life of searching/seeking which Characters in our Minds are more easily/readily fulfilled/satisfied as we embody these characters in our physical-living once they are created in the Mind, then speak them and behave them. The more responses we receive from other human beings’ Characters, with our Character reflecting their Character as we mirror each other’s similar/same characters we come to embody/live-out: we so create relationships between Characters. Never actually a relationship with ourselves/another human being – always forming relationships with Characters in our own Minds, that we then physically manifest/live out and when we recognize other human beings with similar/the same Characters: we create/form/manifest relationships. Because in those/such synchronized character-relationships: we maintain/sustain/validate our successful Character-creations that give us the energy-experiences of acceptance, appreciation, validation and ‘confirmation’ of who we have decided to be as particular-specific character(s) in our Minds.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the process of character-creation, where – we actually use what we see with our human physical eyes, from within and as our Mind. Where – every moment our eyes blink, is a moment where the Mind takes the external physical visual information/moment and actually channels it through into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind; into and as a manifested-platform that is existent within the Unconscious/Physical-Mind. With this platform existent – interdimensionally-physically, that looks like a glass window pane. Where – every moment one’s eyes blink, between one eye-blink and the next – that moment of what one had seen with one’s human physical eyes, as well as all the processes that manifested in one’s entire Mind as ‘who one is’ in that moment within/between the eye-blinking: is channelled from the Physical-Eyes with interdimensional-physical connections into and as the Unconscious/Physical-Mind and imprinted/manifested onto the interdimensional-physical ‘glass window pane’. From where the physical seeing moment, and ‘who self is/was’ in that moment is altogether manifested as a ‘live memory’ / photograph within and on that ‘glass window pane’. From where Consciousness/the Mind ‘scans’ the physical-moments of seeing and ‘who self was’ within those moments to accordingly assess/calibrate how such moments/memories can be used within the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind – to upgrade/specific/alter/change systems / create new systems/personalities/characters.

So, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand we’re essentially literally existent within the words “the eyes are the windows to the Soul”: with and from our eyes, moments of reality are captured and stored within this window-manifestation in the Unconscious/Physical-Mind that from there then access the Soul/Mind Consciousness System as the entirety/totality of ‘who we are’ within ourselves. The memories/live moments captured/manifested within and on this Window that is then used by the Mind/Consciousness is accordingly transferred/redirected to and as the various positions/parts of the Mind Consciousness System within the Physical-Body to serve its purpose of evolution/survival. And those memories not used, are then transferred into and as the flesh of the human physical body in ‘liquefied form’. Where – the moment the memory/live moment of reality is not used, it from the ‘window-manifestation’ ‘collapse into information/energy’-form only, with the Energy then absorb into and as the physical-flesh where the Mind Consciousness System will thus use the energy absorbed into the flesh and again reabsorb it eventually as the Mind consume physicality to transform into energy for its own continued existence/survival. And the information of the memory/live physical moment is then stored/accumulated/manifested into and as the very tissue of the muscles of the physical-body that would eventually form/manifest minute crystals of interdimensional-physical information, that becomes one of the main causes/sources of the physical-tissue/bone of the body/physical body slowly but surely decaying in and throughout time as the crystal manifestations accumulate in the very physical-flesh, changing/altering the very fabric of the physical. And thus, how in this  - every moment of ‘who we’ve been’ within/between the eye-blinks: is manifested within and as our bodies in crystallized form/as actual memory manifestations ‘intact’ manifested as part of systems/constructs of the Mind.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now: why/how it is, that we don’t remember/recall each moment within and between two eye-blinks that we’ve walked from the beginning to the age we are now, because: we were ‘there’ in the moment, physically within and between the two eye-blinks, but ‘who we are’ was not in fact ‘there’ in equality and oneness with self, the moment, the physical and the environment. We only move our eyes / our physical-bodies into and towards directions/experiences in this physical-reality from/of which we can create characters/ become/live-out characters as only recording/manifesting moments that could/would serve the interest of our own Mind’s evolution/survival. And so we’re essentially existing in ‘two worlds’: the one world where we’re physically seeing in every moment between the eye-blinks, but do not actually really SEE HERE in equality and oneness in absolutely being here with self, the moment and the physical. And the other world where our Mind-Physical relationship essentially ignores/disregards most of (if not close to all) that we physically see, and only search/look for the MORE of self/experience; using our eyes as scanners through the physical-eyes, in the search/seeking of opportunity where we can accumulate/manifest live moments as memories in/between the eye-blinks that can facilitate the evolution/survival of the Mind/Characters.

And thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand why and how – most ‘memories’ existent in our Minds that we can ‘consciously recall’ is manifested within the preference/interest of the Mind/Consciousness and/or our characters within that; as all memories we at this stage can consciously-recall / come up with in the Mind: is attached to systems/constructs/characters manifested in the Conscious/Subconscious/Unconscious Mind that in one way or the other: serves the Mind/our characters within, as and of the Mind. Where, everything we’ve physically seen from birth to the age of now – is still existent within and as us, simply only just in different formats/forms/manifestations according to how our Mind/Consciousness as primary character of the searching/seeking of the more of itself/here – categorized/organized/changed the constitution of the memories within itself/the physical-body to serve its own purpose of creating/manifesting MORE characters/energy experiences from and of Memory. And thus in this – why and how: we’re Humans existing in and from and as Memory: never in fact HERE in equality and oneness with ourselves, our physical-bodies/moments in participations within actual physical-reality.

In the next post, we’ll continue with how this relationship between the Mind and the Physical manifest in the utilization of our physical-eyes and mind-eyes simultaneously; and within and from that walk the practical example, of how we use our physical-mind eyes in the creation of characters in relation to sex, sexuality, masturbation and relationships; becoming humans prowling for prey as targets within our external physical-existence to devour in our Minds as we distort/alter/change/manipulate actual physical reality in our Minds to serve the interest/infinite hunger of the search/seeking for the MORE of self/here.

I commit myself to show, how – we have never actually in fact SEEN this physical-existence, ourselves and our physical-bodies in actual equality and oneness, within this equal and one SEEING, realising that whatever we see is in fact an equal and one part of us/ourselves; and in this equal and one seeing/being: realising/ understanding the totality/multi-dimensionality of what we’re seeing/being in equality and oneness. But instead, our very seeing with and through our physical-eyes has come to manifest from within and as the Mind/Consciousness of our Main Character of ‘searching/seeking the MORE of ourselves/here’; that filter/control what we actually physically see and categorize/organize it within the Mind-Physical relationship according to how what we See could/would serve the interest/survival/evolution of the Mind/our Characters within, as and of the Mind.

I commit myself to show, thus – how and why we’ve never in fact LIVED in this physical-existence, within our physical-bodies, as we’ve used/abused/manipulated what we physically-see within our Minds, distorting actual physical-reality within ourselves to suit/serve only our interest of the survival/evolution of Characters in our Minds – creating the Mind-Reality to be ‘real’, simply because we’ve always existed within and as it and defined ‘who we are’ within and through it; instead of realising that it is in fact the Physical-Body, this Physical-Existence that is REAL and that we’ve only manifested/created ‘who we are’ through the Mind, because of our separation from the Physical, from the beginning to now. What we do with actual physical-reality in our Minds that become Memories that we distort and manipulate to suit/serve our self-interest is Illusion, as it is only Illusion that can be manipulated/distorted/changed to suit/serve the interest of the Individual; when reality remains stable, constant/consistent ‘as-is’; and that we’ve as the Mind/Consciousness claimed ‘reality’ over and of the actual reality of the Physical, simply to justify/excuse/validate our perceived ‘Power’ as Energy/Creation in our Minds. When, what we’re doing in our Minds is not creation – it’s taking actual creation as this physical existence and altering/changing it within our Minds in and as Illusion; constructing Illusions in Minds, instead of creating/living in actual Reality as the Physical/this Physical-Existence.

I commit myself to show – how and why this process of ‘selective seeing’; where we ‘see’ as manifest/imprint/store in our Minds only that which serve our individual interest of searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves/here in the evolution/construction of Characters in our Minds; brings into question whether we then really in fact SEE the physical-existential consequences manifesting in this world today within humanity, the earth, the animal-kingdom – all that is in fact suffering within the Physical-Existence. As we’ve created the World-System of Money in our image and likeness that serve our Characters’ interest in the Mind in serving us what we Want to See that would be aligned with our Characters in the Mind, fulfilling our Characters’ wants, needs and desires. And when our eyes so swiftly moves into Media presenting the condition/state of this physical-existence, humanity, earth and the animal-kingdom in the ever growing consequence/suffering: we simply deliberately choose to ignore it/not in fact SEE/REALISE such parts of and as ourselves suffering endlessly; that is suffering for the World-System of Money to continue as-is to serve our Illusions as Characters of the Mind. Because if we would to in fact SEE, in equal and one awareness and understanding – we’d a long time ago together stood up and done something about it. But we’ve instead regarded the illusion/apparent power of the Mind’s ability to create illusionary characters to be more than life-itself as the physical/this physical existence, which – if we don’t stand up/stand together, all will equally as one accordingly experience the consequences for and of this physical existence/humanity we’ve neglected due to deliberate self-serving self-interest of Illusion.

I commit myself to, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to align myself into and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body, so that I can in fact SEE HERE in equality and oneness with me/my physical-body and so this physical existence. As what the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist/support with: To see beyond/through the characters/mind, into and as me (Intimacy – into-me-I-see) as my physical-body and this physical existence, to in this Seeing – realise my responsibility to the consequences I have accepted and allowed to create/manifest from the Illusion of Mind within the Reality of the Physical. And so commit myself to assist/support those willing / decided to SEE Here, to stand up/through the veil of Consciousness into Physical Equality and Oneness so that we can stand up individually and together in walking through and establishing solutions to what we’ve done and become to ourselves, each other and this physical-existence as a whole, which is essentially the process of  guiding/directing ourselves out of Illusion, into Reality to finally sort out the mess we’ve created/manifested for ourselves and all as ourselves.