The Inception of Desire: DAY 73

The Inception of Desire: DAY 73

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(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The Origins of Males and Females - continued

Adam and Eve – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money - continued

In and from this post, we’re going to have a look at the relationship between Attraction, Love and Sex – in why and how the Mind, through Attraction which manifest into the Experience of ‘Love’ – motivate the Human Being into, as and towards the act of Sex, where the Physical-Body process of merging within and during Sex, is equal-to and one-with the merging of and as the manifested-singularities in the beginning. And in this thus – why and how: the actual Purpose of and as ‘Attraction and Love’ is for one thing, and one thing only: SEX. In this, we’re going to have a look at the very processes involved within and as the nature and act of Sex itself within and between the Minds of the human beings regarding ‘Physical Sex’, and how this relationship of Attraction, Love and Sex – manifest multi-dimensionally – even to/towards Religion/Spirituality/Money/Consumerism; where the exact same Mind-Processes manifest, as what manifest within and during the Physical Act of Sex, regarding how we accept and allow ourselves to be controlled/directed by energy experience for the ultimate ‘positive-energy experience’ and the self and existential consequences/price we in fact pay for the fulfilment of our own self-interested Desires.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the physical and the mind – seen, realised and understood how:

From the Beginning, with the manifested-singularities patterning the awareness of and as the externalized ‘positive-energy experience’-interpretation of equality, within and as their oneness Aura/Presence merging with and as each other – this moment became one of the manifested-singularities primary purposes when/as interacting with each other in the beginning within existence.

Where, initially the two manifested-singularities would move into and towards each other within this merging process to experience the externalized ‘oneness’ merging of their Aura/Presence and ‘equality’ positive-energy experience, but eventually both reached the negative-energy experience friction/conflict within themselves that initiated their movement away from each other into the depths of existence/substance and into the depths of their beingness to again stabilize their energy-awareness within themselves. Where this negative-energy experience friction/conflict manifested, as: within that merging process/manifestation, remaining immobile within that one position/location within existence – they were not continuing the movement forward into the depths of existence/substance and inwards into the depths of their beingness/substance to within the friction/conflict of the movement forward and inward – maintain an equilibrium within the amount/extent of energy produced. And so in that one position/location within existence without movement forward and inward; the energies within their manifested-singularities and their Aura/Presence molecules into infinity eventually diminished/lessened to the extent where both manifested-singularities were driven into and as their negative-energy experience friction/conflict. Which, when and as the two manifested-singularities reached this point within themselves – from the externalized positive-energy experience, to the absolute negative-energy experience, they initially interpreted this moment between each other as an ‘End’, from the perspective of not seeing/realising/understanding that they’d be able to reach/attain the exact same positive-energy experience equality in their oneness merging of themselves and their Aura/Presence, the moment their energies had stabilized within themselves individually and could again ensue the merging process of reaching/attaining that oneness and equality within and between each other’s energies. But instead, the manifested-singularities, from that moment of being/becoming aware of the externalized positive-energy experience – they would continue searching for/looking for Other manifested-singularities with which to experience this Moment/Manifestation of oneness merging and equality positive-energy experience, which for the Adam/Male singularity was far more profound than for the Eve/Female singularity, as for the Eve/Female singularity with already being constant within their own positive-energy experience accumulation/manifestation; this externalized positive-energy experience equality within their oneness merging was more experienced as a ‘doubled accumulation’ of their already existent positive-energy experience consistency within themselves. Whereas, for the Adam/Male singularity – with rarely reaching/attaining as accumulating itself into and as the positive-energy experience – this externalized positive-energy experience equality within their oneness merging was more experienced as a ‘tripled accumulation’ of and as the positive-energy experience it rarely accessed within its existence.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to remember, see, realise and understand how within existence what came to manifest within and between all the manifested-singularities within the beginning – was all the manifested-singularities merging randomly with each other into and as their oneness of their Aura/Presence manifestation and the Equality of and as the Externalized Positive-Energy experience; and the more and more they continued within the interaction and participation as movement – the more and more and more the awareness of and as this externalized positive-energy experience, patterned and manifested into and as both the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities beingness and manifestations, and became the primary Purpose and Reason for and as their existence: that moment of merging into oneness and experiencing the equality of and as the externalized positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – remembered, seen, realised and understood:

The inception of the manifestation of and as Desire that emerged within and as the manifested-singularities in the beginning, where their interaction and participation came to manifest/only be for that oneness merging to manifest the externalized positive-energy experience; that that ‘awareness’ of and as the externalized positive-energy experience equality within the oneness merging of themselves/their Aura/Presence patterned/manifested into and as their beingness/manifestation as a ‘remembrance’. Because as they were physically merged within that one location/position within existence, experiencing that evolutionary positive-energy experience accumulation; which was what energy’s main purpose/reason for its very existence had been within the very individual manifested-singularities themselves, as had been walked – in reaching/attaining that positive-energy experience. And now both manifested-singularities as energy were experiencing an even more accumulation of positive-energy experience within the oneness and equality merging. And thus – energy-itself as the manifested-singularities, would within its very awareness of and as that externalized positive-energy experience – drive/motivate the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities into and towards the oneness and equality within and between each other, to reach/attain/possess that externalized positive-energy experience accumulation as its optimum evolutionary energy-experience.

And this, thus manifested the beginning of Desire – as the manifested-singularities as Energy became driven/motivated by/through their awareness of and as the externalized evolutionary positive-energy experience accumulation within and during their oneness and equality merging and experience; and so equally as one became their Possession. As all that they existed for and as, within their very beingness/manifestations of and as Energy – was the attainment/possession/experience of and as that externalized positive-energy experience; with Desire the driving/motivating force of and as energy-itself, searching for and seeking for its evolutionary possession/attainment/experience within and as the oneness and equality merging of and as the manifested-singularities.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood how: The manifested-singularities in and from the Beginning, accepted and allowed themselves to be directed/controlled by and through energy-experiences / energy-itself that had one purpose/reason within its very existence: The survival of itself and the accumulation/attainment of and as its ultimate experience as the positive-energy experience – which evolved to its pinnacle within and as the oneness and equality merging within and between the two manifested-singularities. That thus became the manifested-singularities’ primary reason/purpose for existing in the interaction and relationship within themselves and between each other: the externalized positive-energy experience manifestation. Which still to this day has become the human being as Mind’s primary reason/purpose for and of their existence: the attainment/fulfilment of and as the ultimate/evolutionary/pinnacle positive-energy experience – that had come to manifest in multi-dimensional forms, such as relationships, sex, money, spirituality, religion, consumerism; with human beings as Energy/Mind driven by the Desire of and as Energy-itself for that One attainment/possession/experience of and as the Positive.

In the next post, we’ll continue with having a look at the statement “If you know the beginning – you know the End” within the context of our relationship as Human Beings as the Mind to the Physical Body within and as our relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex within and as Desire – where; Sex had become the quantification of the process of Attraction, to Love to Sex in that human beings have become manifestations of Energy as Mind that search/seek for that ultimate ‘positive-energy experience’ Desire. And so Sex had simply become the satisfaction of Desire of and as the Mind/Energy, equal-to and one-with in the Beginning how the merging within and between the manifested-singularities was simply the satisfaction of Desire for and as Energy. And so within this – how we as Human Beings as Minds, simply exist to satisfy Desire as Energy. And why and how within this: we have become a humanity divided and separated to such an extent, that we do not even know how to consider/regard others as ourselves in equality and oneness, in even considering to commit ourselves and our lives to a global solution – as our Desire for our own Satisfaction of and as Energy had come to be more valued than life itself.

I commit myself to show, how and why human beings would not consider committing themselves and their lives, their very ‘who they are’ within themselves and their living, to standing as a living example of life, for and as equality and oneness and walking within that a practical eternal substantial solution within and as this world/earth for and as all of humanity as self: simply because of accepting and allowing ourselves to honour, regard, trust and respect the satisfaction of our own energy-desires within and as our Minds – more than ourselves and life itself. And so will continue in our lives, searching for and seeking for that pinnacle/optimum/evolutionary positive-energy experience in all and every way possible, from relationships, to sex, to spirituality, to religion, to consumerism to money itself; possessed within and as Desire as Energy/Mind/Consciousness; where for us as human beings/Minds to commit our lives to Desire/Energy for that ultimate ‘life experience’ – we in this compromise our relationship to ourselves, our Physical-Bodies and so this Physical Existence as a whole, just for one thing: the attainment/possession/experience of a Desire.

I commit myself to show, how human beings as the Mind/Energy had come to interpret/perceive the experience of Desire as ‘life/living’ or as the ‘reason for life/living’, when Desire is in fact the Mind/Energy of and as the Human Being, driving and motivating the Human Being in fear/fear of loss for and as its own Survival and simultaneously driving and motivating the Human Being within and as desire for Energy/Mind-itself to reach/possess/attain that ‘ultimate positive energy experience’ within its life on Earth. This Desire existent within and as human beings that’s been exploited by and as the current World-System of Money – presenting various dimensions of the same thing: Selling Desires. And as such human beings are internally and externally possessed by and through Desire, within their own Minds and this World-System – within and as this possession, completely/entirely blinded/ignorant by/as the manifested-consequences their possession of Desire manifest within and towards their physical bodies and this physical existence. As the more and more the Human as Mind exist in Energy, the more and more the Physical deteriorate as the Mind/Energy survive from and of the consuming of physicality, and the more and more Human Beings participate in their Desires to/towards the World-System, possessed with fulfilling their own material-possessions/money – the more and more human beings, animals, this very physical existence deteriorate within the current relationship between the World-System of Money to this physical-existence: where for some to have – others will not have; and so only those with Money can fulfil their Desires and maintain their Mind/Physical Possessions; as for them to have – the World-System of Money take from and of the very lives of other human beings, this earth, the animal-kingdom as the majority that suffers for the minority with Money to have/get/own/possess their Desires.

I commit myself to, through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – assist and support me to release myself from and of my Possession of and as Desire, as I see, realise and understand that as long as I exist within and as Desire – I am a slave and so enslaved to and as Energy-experience/Mind that simply use/abuse the very existence of me and my physical-body to have/get/possess/own its optimum/evolutionary experience for itself, and in this process – in no way considering, regarding/caring for anything/anyone else but the fulfilment of its own Survival/Evolution.

In this, I thus commit myself to transform Desire of Energy, to the Will of Life, where I walk out of the possession of energy and desire that had come to limit, diminish and so manifest the consequences of me in my relationship to my physical body and this physical existence; and stand as the Will of and as Life, where I align me into and as equality and oneness with me, my physical body and this physical existence, to stand as a living example of what is/has been missed as the potential of life, right here within and as each one of us, the potential that exist on this Earth if/as human beings would stand up and stand together for themselves and for all; what has been missed within and as our limited possession of and as Desire as slaves to Energy/Consciousness/Mind.