Consumerism Starts in the Womb of the Mother: DAY 23

Consumerism Starts in the Womb of the Mother: DAY 23

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Six

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re continuing with how we’ve created/programmed ourselves (instead of living ourselves) into and as energy-consuming systems/machines as the Mind, with the awareness of ourselves as energy that developed/evolved into Consciousness from the Unconscious (Negative-Energy), Subconscious (Neutral Energy) and Conscious-Mind (Positive-Energy). With the entire nature of/as ourselves manifested within Competition for the Interest of Self-Reward through energy consumption within ourselves of/as substance, physicality and the without as ourselves as this physical existence/World System.

In this Post, we’re more specifically going to have a look at the parent-child relationship within the principle of our equal and one responsibility as all children, as all parents as ourselves that we’ve accepted and allowed to be/become and exist as ourselves, and within that – our equal and one responsibility for the nature of this physical-existence/World-System that we’ve accepted and allowed ourselves to be birthed into and trained/educated/guided into as the preparation of competing for our survival as energy-consuming systems/machines as Minds. Instead of living and being birthed into an existence of/as equality and oneness where Life is Lived.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest the ‘family system’/ ‘groupings’ that I would be born into with a parent-child relationship within such systems/groupings – where, the nature of the family-system/groupings stand within the ways/means/methods I as a child birthed into this physical-existence/World-System would be accordingly prepared/trained/educated to manifest me into/as an self-rewarding energy-consuming system as a Mind with the nature of competition and survival. Developing my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind as my starting-point of/as me as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience (Unconscious-Mind/Physical Behaviour) to accumulate my neutral (Subconscious-Mind Personalities/definitions of/as ‘only me’) and positive energy experiences (Conscious-Mind Pursuit of Happiness) for me to get/extract/have the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience. In this design/programming of/as me as the Mind – manifesting me as a system for survival for energy within me, preparing myself from childhood to compete for Energy within myself for my self-reward/success as positive-energy experience, to prepare me for adulthood to compete for Money for my survival as my self-reward/success as accumulation of Money. In this process – consuming substance/physicality for my Mind to transform into/as Energy, consuming from/of this physical-existence for me to accumulate Money from/of the World-System of Money that consume from/of this physical existence in transforming physicality into Money. And so become an equal and one individual within this existence – that consume itself and all to death, instead of me being the future of this existence, that birth as life and gift life to all within/as equality and oneness – I have become a reaper of war, that accept and allow wars within myself and this existence as I have enslaved me as all as me into/as the fight/war of survival as consuming/extracting substance/physicality for our own survival of/as Energy within and Money without through friction/conflict as competition.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, in my very physical-development in the womb/physical-body of the mother, I start the process of extracting/taking from/of the physicality of the female physical-body for me to develop/manifest/create MY physical-body. Taking/extracting from the very substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body as I develop/manifest/create MY physical body. Equal-to and One-with my development/manifestation/creation of/as me within/as the manifested-singularity that manifested from friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, as I separated me into/as a manifested-singularity from going into conflict/friction against the whole as me. As MY physical-body develop/manifest/create within/as the womb of the female’s physical-body, the relationship that manifest as MY physical-body from/of the physical-body of/as the female: stand within the equal and one nature of developing/manifesting/creating through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I extract/take substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body. And so, in this – manifesting my very physical-relationship/unconscious-relationship to/towards the physical-body of/as the female within/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience that become the initial starting-point relationship between the physical’s as manifested-singularities of/as the female and child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest such a relationship between physical-bodies, equal-to and one-with how I emerged/birthed in the beginning from within/of/as existence – where: instead of me realising/seeing/understanding the substance of/as ‘who I am’ within myself as manifested-singularity has birthed from/of the whole as existence in/as equality and oneness: I interpreted/perceived me as an individual/separation from/of the whole and so manifested the relationship of friction/conflict as separation as negative-energy experience to/towards the whole as me as consuming substance for me as manifested-singularity as energy to exist.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how –  throughout time, with this separation becoming my starting-point of/as me within/as existence as I emerged/birthed into existence – life after life after life: this has become the physicality of/as my birth/emergence into/as this physical existence as me. With the female-body the representation of existence, birthing/emerging a part of/as itself into/as existence, where instead of that part/manifested singularity birthing/emerging in and as equality and oneness, where as I develop/manifest/create me as manifested-singularity/physical-body with/as the whole/female physical-body in/as equality and oneness – where I assist/support me with/as the whole/female physical-body, as the whole/female physical-body assist/support me as a part of/as itself: it has come to where, I am given the opportunity to develop/create/manifest me as a physical-body with and within the womb of the mother in equality and oneness, but I don’t equally as one assist/support the female’s physical-body, and immediately go into friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards the physical of the female for me to develop/create/manifest MY physical-body for/of/as my own survival as a physical-body in/as this physical existence through consuming from/of the female’s physical-body.

I forgive that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that I accepted and allowed such a birth/emergence of/as me within/as the womb of the female physical-body, with the initial physical-relationship/unconscious-relationship manifesting within the starting-point of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I extract/take and consume substance/sustenance/nutrients and fabric of/as the female’s physical-body: based-on how I have, throughout time – emerged/birthed into/as existence as a whole, as a manifested-singularity in immediate conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards all as me as I consume substance to develop/manifest me within/as my manifested-singularity as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my very initial physical-development within/as this physical-existence manifested through/as the female’s physical-body: stand within the nature of consuming the very life/substance/physicality of/as this physical-existence as manifested physical-body of/as the female: equal-to and one-with ‘who I am’ and have been throughout existence as a manifested-singularity that develop/manifest/create itself from/of consuming substance/life as existence as a whole for me as a manifested-singularity to survive/exist.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how with me developing/creating/manifesting my very physical body as manifested-singularity within/as the starting-point of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience: I was manifesting/creating/developing my Unconscious-Mind as my entire manifested-singularity/physical-body relationship to/towards the whole as me as this physical-existence that would stand within the relationship-nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Equal-to and One-with how – in the beginning, I developed my Unconscious in the emergence of/as me as a manifested-singularity with/as my initial relationship as manifested-singularity existing within/as the nature of the relationship to/towards all/the whole as me as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. And so my birth/emergence into/as existence in the beginning, has become equally as one manifested in the birth/emergence into/as this physical existence: a manifested-singularity/physical-body in complete separation through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards existence/this physical existence as a whole. And so, from here – my accepted and allowed relationship in this very existence/physical-existence – would be me as a part of existence/this physical existence, that consume from/of existence/this physical-existence for me as the manifested-singularity/physical-body to survive/exist as Energy-Manifest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how ‘who I am’ as Energy, develop/manifest/create myself with and as my development/creation/manifestation of my physical-body within/as the womb of/as the female’s physical-body. Where, as I develop/manifest/create my physical-body from/of consuming the very life/substance/physicality of/as the female physical-body – I simultaneously within myself, develop/create/manifest my ‘who I am’ as Energy – through accumulating and manifesting the negative-energy experience within/as my ‘who I am’ from/of the friction/conflict to/towards the physical-body of/as the female – transforming that friction/conflict that manifest between the physicals into and as negative-energy experience that I accumulate within/as my ‘who I am’ within/as my physical-body development/creation/manifestation. And so, what I create/develop/manifest my ‘who I am’ into/as from the beginning as starting-point of/as who I am – is negative-energy that will become my Unconscious-Mind and physical-behaviour as I birth/emerge into/as this physical-existence when birthing/emerging out of the female’s womb.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – in my initial development/manifestation/creation years in/as this physical-existence, my physical/unconscious-relationship to/towards others as me/this physical-existence as me stand within/as the physical-nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. As I in my physical ‘who I am’ as Unconscious-Mind as manifested friction/conflict of/as negative-energy experience to/towards others/this physical-existence as me – communicate through/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience, as I had limited/diminished my ways/means/methods of communication since the beginning to only be able to communicate within/as who I have become as my communication to/towards all as me within/as the nature of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. Where – as a child in the initial years within/as this physical-existence, I am in fact developing/manifesting/creating my physical-behaviour as Unconscious-Mind in my relationship to others/this physical-existence to develop/create/manifest my awareness as Energy within/as myself as my Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind through/as my initial interaction/relationship of/as communication within/as the nature of/as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what I do as a child in my initial years within this physical-existence – is through my physical-communication as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience: develop/create/manifest my relationships to/towards others/this physical existence for the most effective/rewarding ways/means/methods of accumulating negative-energy experience, to transform into neutral-energy experience, to manifest into positive-energy experience within/as myself. And this continues into/as my adult-years, where in my very physical-behaviour/interaction/communication as my Unconscious-Mind stand within/as the nature of/as conflict/friction as negative-energy experience to/towards others/this physical-existence as me, as my ways/means/methods of accumulating neutral and positive energy experience within/as myself – from/of the extent of conflict/friction I generate/create/manifest to/towards others and this physical-existence as me, that I developed/created/manifested in my relationship to/towards my family, as my parents trained/prepared/educated into/as me .

In the next post, we’ll be going into more detail as to how exactly, we developed our physical-communication/Unconscious-Mind as ourselves in relation to family/parents, how as a child we developed the most effective/rewarding ways/means/methods of deliberately manifesting friction/conflict for negative-energy experience, and so positive-energy experience to accumulate within ourselves, and how – within that: our parents accepted and allowed the development of such physical-communication/behaviour as the Unconscious-Mind.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: assist and support me to walk-through my Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind, to get-to the core/origin/source of how I accepted and allowed myself to develop/create/manifest my very physical-living of/as ‘who I am’ as Energy as friction/conflict as negative-energy experience to/towards myself, others and this physical-existence; to transform ‘who I am’ into and as a living-being in/as equality and oneness with my physical-body and this physical-existence. So that I stop my accepted and allowed deliberate relationship of consuming substance/physical within myself and this physical-existence only for me as Energy to survive/exist.

In this, I commit myself to - in this correction of/as me in my standing with/as my physical-body and this physical-existence in/as equality and oneness, stand as a living-example for others as me, and especially parents as me – to change/transform, first – their relationship with themselves as the physical-body/this physical-existence, to prepare themselves to stand as living-examples for/as their children, to assist/support and guide/direct their children equal-to and one-with how they have assisted/supported themselves, to become individuals that stand equal-to and one-with themselves, the physical-body and this physical-existence. And so, from us and eventually the children – to change/transform the nature of our relationships of ourselves, the physical-body and this physical-existence to equality and oneness living with the physical-body and this physical-existence, and no more accept and allow the abuse/consumption of substance/physicality in the nature of the relationship of friction/conflict as negative-energy experience in developing/creating/manifesting individuals of survival in the nature of self-reward for/as energy – that use/abuse/consume physicality/this physical existence through competition/war, but become living beings.

In this, I commit myself to – implementing/manifesting a World-System of Money, that present the opportunity for parents and children to walk this process of changing/transforming themselves form energy-consuming machines of self-rewarding/interested nature within the starting-point of competition/war/fighting for Energy for Survival that the current World-System is accepting/allowing/promoting to be the ‘way of life’ – consumerism within and without at the cost/expense of our own lives and that of all within/as this physical existence. To a World-System of Money, where each as all have an equal and one life of living and can from here – assist/support themselves in developing/manifesting/creating themselves and their children/the children of this world – into self-equality and oneness, equality and oneness with the physical and this physical-existence; to so transform this world of war, to a world of Life.

In this, I commit myself to reforming the nature of Education in the current World-System to Education within and Equal Money System – from the education of competition for survival through consumerism, to an self-education/self-living process – educating parents and children on effective self-relationships with themselves, their physicals and this physical existence, and orienting education and evolution to contributing to the wellbeing of all of humanity and this physical existence, instead of education and evolutions of systems/technology for profit, greed and dominion.

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