Sex as Positive-Energy Addiction: DAY 74
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
Origins of Males and Females - continued
Adam
and Eve – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money - continued
As mentioned in the previous
post, we’re having a look at the statement “If you know the beginning – you
know the End” within the context of our relationship as Human Beings as the Mind to the
Physical Body within and as our relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex within
and as Desire – where; Sex had become the quantification of the process of
Attraction, to Love to Sex in that human beings have become manifestations of
Energy as Mind that search/seek for that ultimate ‘positive-energy experience’
Desire. And so Sex had simply become the satisfaction of Desire of and as the
Mind/Energy, equal-to and one-with in
the Beginning how the merging within and between the
manifested-singularities was simply the satisfaction of Desire for and as
Energy. And so within this – how we as Human Beings as Minds, simply exist to
satisfy Desire as Energy. And why and how within this: we have become a
humanity divided and separated to such an extent, that we do not even know how
to consider/regard others as ourselves in equality and oneness, in even
considering to commit ourselves and our lives to a global solution – as our
Desire for our own Satisfaction of and as Energy had come to be more valued
than life itself.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the
beginning to now, in equality
and oneness with and as energy and substance, the
mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood:
How the Statement “If you know the beginning – you know the
end” applies to our current relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex as Human
Beings/Minds from our beginning relationship to Attraction, the Merging and the
Externalized Positive-Energy Experience within and between the Eve/Female and
Adam/Male singularities. Where from the Beginning – our beginning as
manifested-singularities in our relationship/existence as Energy-Experience
in our Energy-existence relationship to Substance; our primary existence as
Energy was the survival of ourselves within and as the friction/conflict action
consuming substance to transform into Energy which originated Energy’s
existence within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that would initiate/motivate and so
drive the manifested-singularities to continue moving forward into the depths
of existence/substance and inward into the depths of their beingness/substance,
to constantly/continuously consume substance to transform into Energy. While at
the same time – within and as the very nature/existence of energy within and as
fear/fear of loss survival: existing for its one and only optimum evolutionary
pinnacle experience of the externalized positive-energy experience that was
discovered within and as the equality
and oneness merging within and between the two manifested-singularities. And
so, the manifested-singularities was driven, motivated and initiated by and
through Fear/Fear of loss and Desire: Fear/Fear of Loss of their own
existence/survival and Desire for their own optimum evolutionary pinnacle
experience of and as the externalized positive-energy experience. With Human
Beings as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – still exist today within
and as this relationship of Fear/Fear of Loss of their own survival/existence
as Consciousness-itself,
and Desire – for and of that optimum evolutionary pinnacle ‘positive-energy
experience’ as reaching/attaining the ultimate ‘Purpose/Life-Experience’
within themselves and their lives. And so, in the beginning – with the
manifested-singularities moving into and as their oneness and equality
merging/manifestation each and every time, merging/manifesting with a different
manifested-singularity as, the moment two manifested-singularities reached the
negative-energy experience friction/conflict it was interpreted as an ‘End’ as
though the two that initially merged/manifested would not again be able to
reach/attain that equilibrium of the positive-energy experience accumulation
within and between each other. And so, Desire manifested within and as the
manifested-singularities, and literally all that they were doing – is merging
and manifesting with each other into and as the equality and oneness of and as
the externalized positive-energy experience directed by/through ENERGY-EXPERIENCE
within and as Desire through Attraction for the ‘Love/Positive-Energy
experience’ within and between each other.
And so, within the statement “If you know the beginning –
you know the end” – in having a look at Human Beings’ relationship to
Attraction, Love and Sex – which had become ‘quantified’ in the sense that:
Attraction is experienced, which accumulate instantly into and as the ‘Love’ as
accumulation of Positive-energy experience within the Mind-Physical
relationship and so will, whenever ‘Attraction’ is experienced, immediately
manifest the prospect of Sex within themselves and between each other. And so,
within Human Beings as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – what Sex has
become is a mere satisfaction of Desire initiated/manifested through Attraction
for and as the Mind as Energy’s interest in experiencing that ‘ultimate life/positive-energy
experience’ for and as Energy as what Sex manifest for the Mind/Energy
existence as an quantification of and as ‘Positive-Energy’.
And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy
and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realise and understood how we
as Human Beings as Minds have become no different to where we started as
manifested-singularities: with no consideration/regard for ‘who we are’ or ‘who
another is’ as we follow the lead of Energy-Experience, from Desire to
Attraction to ‘Love’/Sex, as – if one have a look at the merging/manifestation
of and as the manifested-singularities in the Beginning, it was within and
during the merging process, that the externalized positive-energy experience
was experienced within and between each other. And so – why and how today: Sex
had become to equal ‘Love’ / Sex as the Act of Love – when it is actually in
fact, within and during the sexual process of the two human bodies
merging/manifesting – moving closer and closer and closer together; equal to
and one with how the manifested singularities were moving closer and closer and
closer together, where the Orgasm is equal to and one with the Externalized
Positive-energy experience accumulation within and between the two
manifested-singularities. And so – as the Externalized Positive-energy
experience accumulation manifested as ‘Love’ within and as the merging/manifestation
process; the very ‘equal and one merging’ manifested as ‘Love’-itself. And so
with Human Beings, as the Orgasm is equal-to and one-with the Positive-energy
experience accumulation as ‘Love’ within and as and during the
merging/manifestation process of the manifested-singularities, now existent
equal-to and one-with Sex – the very Act
of Sex came to manifest as ‘Love’ / ‘Ultimate Positive-Energy Experience’ as
Orgasm.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see,
realise and understand that this context of ‘Love’ With ‘Sex as Love’ and ‘the
Merging of the Singularities as Love’ – is Love within the context of the pure
nature of energy-itself, within and as this ‘Love as Sex/Merging’ representing
for the MIND/ENERGY: the ultimate positive-energy experience accumulation and
manifestation. And does not mean the ‘emotional feeling EXPERIENCE’ of Love
that human beings come to experience within and between each other in various
degrees/ways/definitions. But the primary origin of and as ‘Love’ as the
ultimate ‘positive-energy experience accumulation’ for and as Energy, and now
the Mind – had come to manifest, as it was in the beginning within and as the
merging process, to now as Sex. Where human beings in their relationship to Sex
have Sex with various partners; where Sex had equally as one, as it was in the
beginning, only become the satisfaction of the desire for energy within and as
its ultimate positive-energy experience accumulation within itself.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, the ‘Love Experience’ within
and between two Partners – is simply the extension of ‘space and time’ within
and as the relationship between Desire, Attraction, Love and Sex. Where, their
experiences within their Mind-Physical relationship between Desire, Attraction
to Love/Sex manifest within and as their physical space and time process at a
slower rate/speed than other human beings’ who’s processes of Desire, to
Attraction and Love/Sex can manifest in an instant which take human beings to
the point of simply selecting partners for Sex. But in both instances – whether
within the relationship scenario or instant sex: the Energy/Mind Processes
within and as the dynamics of Desire, Attraction to Love/Sex is equal and one
and exactly the same: the only difference is the speed/rate to which the Mind
quantify its energy-processes within itself.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy and
substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood how we’re
now within existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – manifested as
the ‘End’ from the ‘Beginning’ as we’re now physically-directly exposed
regarding the truth of our existence as the Mind, that only exist – when it
comes to relationships; within and as the interrelationships between Desire,
Attraction into and as Love as Sex, where Human Beings as Minds exist for one
thing and one thing only: Sex/the Ultimate Energy/Life Experience; as seen
within and as the extent to which the Mind of the Human Being become obsessed and
possessed with and as Sex/Sexuality as it was/is from the Beginning: The
Mind/Energy’s primary purpose/reason for existing – Sex/the ‘Ultimate
Positive-energy experience accumulation’ / ‘Love’. This ‘Sex’ as ‘Love’ as ‘Ultimate
Positive-Energy Experience’ can also manifest within one’s
relationship to Money/Material Possessions – that start with the process of
Desire of a particular possession/money-experience, and then to Attraction
when/as the possession/money-experience
opportunity presents itself, and then the ‘Love’-Experience process as the more
and more one get closer and closer to getting/having/obtaining/possessing the
Money-Experience/Possession, the more and more the energies within self’s Mind
accumulate and then to the actual Sexual-orgasmic instance where one come to
get/own/possess that money-experience/possession. And so with Spirituality, where
human beings start off with a desire for an experience, and then an attraction
when/as an opportunity within a particular Spirituality meet that desire as the
Superiority that the individual within their Minds want to
fulfil/complete/evolve into, and then the Love-Experience as the human being in
their Minds move closer and closer and closer into and as the Spiritual
Teaching, to eventually the Sexual/Orgasmic absolute attainment of and as the
initial Desire of and as the accumulation of and as the positive-energy
experience, and so the human being as Mind believe they have reached/attained
their optimum ‘life experience’ in this world/on this earth.
In the next post we’ll continue with more detail regarding
the relationship between the manifested-singularities in their
merging/manifestation process of oneness and equality, regarding the difference
in ‘space and time’ that manifested within the interrelationships between
Desire, Attraction and Love/Sex – where some experience it within space and
time extended, and others in immediacy and will in posts to come walk the
difference within the extent of accumulation of the positive-energy experience,
which had come to manifest as various definitions of ‘Love’ – but the origin of
and as that experience of ‘Love’ is exactly the same: Energy as the
positive-energy experience.
I commit myself to
show – how, within and as the statement “If you know the beginning – you know
the end”, which essentially mean that – within and as our nature/existence as
origins within and as the beginning, we will equally as one remain as is until
the end; how we ourselves exist as the beginning and so the end. Which is what
we’ve done within existence, we had from the beginning existed within our
manifested/patterned awareness of and as our acceptances and allowances of ‘who
I am and will be’ and so have become and remained, within our relationships to
our inferiorities and superiorities which manifested the existence of Desire,
Attraction and so Love that initially manifested within and as the merging as
the positive-energy experience accumulation, which now had come to manifest as
sex as the orgasmic experience accumulation. This Sex/Orgasm – which manifest
multi-dimensionally, from relationships, to sex, to money,
to consumerism, to spirituality, to religion etc. – all human beings existing
for one thing and one thing only: the ultimate Energy/Life Experience for and
as themselves and themselves alone. And so we’re now in the End as the Beginning,
where the Beginning and the End is ourselves, Here; as what Humanity has become
within and as our existence as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy that only
search for/look for that ultimate energy experience satisfaction.
I commit myself to show – how and why the consequences in
relation to Sex had become so rife within this world, as the
Mind/Consciousness of Energy has no consideration, regard or care for
anything/anyone else but its own satisfaction of its Desire, Attraction and
Love/Sex processes as the manifestation/attainment of and as that ultimate ‘life/energy/positive
experience’ which had become the primary purpose of human beings’ lives on this
Earth. And so, human beings as Minds will go to whatever lengths/extents – just
to have/get/obtain/possess that ultimate/evolutionary positive-energy/life
experience of and as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy; which had manifested
extensive consequences within humanity regarding our relationship to
sex, to ourselves and to each other. Where Sex had become a possession
within human beings/humanity as the external mirror of ourselves – showing and
revealing the consequences
of our obsession/possession with desire, attraction and love/sex; and the
extent to which the Mind can possess a human being just to
get/have/obtain/possess that gratification/satisfaction of and as energy.
In this, I commit myself to show – how those obsession/possession
with Sex and the consequences this manifest within ourselves, our lives and
that of others, is equally as one the extent to which human beings are obsessed
and possessed with Money/the Money-Experience in their sexual-relationship of
desire and attraction to/towards Money that manifest the consequence of the
separation from themselves, and so the rest of humanity, that would continue
within their obsession and possession with money, with no
consideration/regard/care for the consequences money-itself manifest within and
as the majority of and as this physical existence.
I commit myself to show – that as long as we accept and
allow ourselves to be obsessed/possessed with and as desire, attraction as
love/sex within and as the context and nature of seeking/searching for that
ultimate ‘love/energy/life experience’ that only serve the interest of and as
our own Minds, as relationships, sex, religions, spiritualties, money,
consumerism had come to physically prove: that it does in NO WAY contribute to
the well being/lives of all of humanity in oneness and equality – on the
contrary, it only satisfies the desires of those who within and as their own
self-interest of their own personal desires; manifest a relationship to that
something/someone and so the process of attraction and love/sex/the ultimate
energy/life experience ensue. That we’re so internally and externally possessed
with energy within and money without: that we’re not seeing/deliberately do not
want to see the evidentiary consequences energy/mind within and money/the world
system without is manifesting within/towards this physical existence. And in
this not seeing/wanting to see our direct
responsibility to the existence of this World-System of Money as is, because
as long as we exist in the Mind/Energy, satisfying our energy-desires, we’ll
accept and allow the World-System of Money to continue as is, satisfying our
money-desires; and in this Desire/Possession – we’ll accept and allow the suffering
of countless of animals, humans, nature, the earth…just for DESIRE. It’s time for human beings to wake up out of the Illusion
of Energy and start seeing/realising
and understanding what we’ve done and become to ourselves, each other and this
physical existence as a whole.
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