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Femininity and Masculinity: DAY 65


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Femininity and Masculinity: DAY 65

Featured Artwork: Kelly Posey

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)


Adam and Eve – Part Fourteen



Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re continuing with the Man and Woman’s existence within and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body; having a look at from the beginning – why and how Males are perceived within the context of ‘power and strength/masculinity’ and Females are perceived within the context of ‘flow, creation and femininity’ within the context of how their existence as Energy manifested a “presence” within their beingness that emerged through and as the Mind Consciousness System and Physical-Body development, in seeing/realising/understanding what determined the birth of ourselves into this existence as being a “Man/Male” or “Woman/Female”. And within this, thus – the accepted and allowed consequences the perception/interpretation of the Energy-existence as the Mind in the Physical-Body of and as the Male/Man and Female/Woman manifested within this World as it / we exist today.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand the sound, energy and physical symbolism and manifestation of and as ourselves within and as the words femininity and masculinity – feminine and masculine, where:
FEMININE: FEM-IN-IN-E – FEM: the manifestation of the Female-existence as energy – from the friction/conflict of the negative-energy experience manifesting the  I-N / I-N – the first I-N as the manifestation of the female as energy as the neutral-energy experience Awareness/ ‘I’, and the second I-IN as the manifestation of the female as the positive-energy experience Awareness/‘I’ and the E as the finalization of the Eve/Female/Women existence and experience as the presence/awareness of Energy itself. Thus, within and as the very word FEMININE – exist the presence, awareness, nature and action of the Eve/Female/Woman as Energy-itself.
MASCULINE: MA-SCU-L-IN-E - MA: the manifestation of the Male existence as energy – from the very action of the friction/conflict with and as S - as substance C – consumed and U – reversed into and as L as the movement of substance into and as the direction of and as E as Energy. Thus – within and as the very word MASCULINE – exist the presence, awareness, nature and action of the Adam/male/man as the friction/conflict relationship of Energy to Substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning, to now – how we have formed, manifested and shaped – from our beingness manifestation as manifested-singularities from the beginning, through how we patterned our awareness as Energy into and as our beingness and manifested-singularities, with either the Eve/Female existence of ourselves dominating or the Adam/Male existence of ourselves dominating: from this patterned/manifested awareness as energy – in our existence, movement and manifestation of Energy: formed, manifested and shaped the evolution of our communication with ourselves and each other. Where we initially communicated only through movement, presence as energy’s relationship to substance, to communication in physical movement as energy’s relationship to substance, to forming, manifesting and shaping our very physical structure/formation of ourselves, to forming, manifesting and shaping the words we use. That – all communication/manifestation of and from ourselves came into existence from ‘who we are’ from and of the beginning as energy’s relationship to substance, and so – all words/physical formations/structure/manifestation hold within its existence – the origins/genesis of ourselves from the beginning as energy’s relationship to substance from where everything that exist now as ourselves come from.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand that ‘masculinity and femininity’ exist within both the Man and the Woman today as the relationship between our Adam/Male existence within and as the Unconscious-Mind’s relationship to the Physical Body; and the Eve/Female existence within and as the distribution, circulation and continuation of the Energies of the negative, neutral and positive within and as the entire Mind Consciousness System relationship to the Physical Body. That the only thing regarding masculinity and femininity separating the Man and the Woman of today – is our patterning and manifestation of our awareness and presence of and as our energy-existence as the Mind, with the Man more oriented in their awareness/presence to their Adam/Male existence of the friction/conflict action within the Subconscious and Unconscious-Mind – manifesting them within the experience of Masculinity and the Woman more oriented in their awareness/presence to their Eve/Female existence of the circulation/distribution/continuation of the Energies throughout the entire Mind Consciousness System. – manifesting them within the experience of Femininity.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how and why: Some Men perceive/experience themselves, or are perceived/experienced by others as more Female/Feminine – simply due to their Mind Consciousness System alignment/manifestation being more oriented into and as the emotional/feeling body-system of the Mind Consciousness System, which manifest their Mind-Physical presence into and as the resonance/manifestation of and as the expression of and as the Female/Feminine. And some Women perceive/experience themselves, or are perceived/experienced by others as more Male/Masculine – simply due to their Mind Consciousness System alignment/manifestation being more oriented into and as the friction/conflict alignments of the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind of the Mind Consciousness System, which manifest their Mind-Physical presence into and as the resonance/manifestation of and as the expression of and as the Male/Masculine. And because of the Mind and Physical simultaneous inception and conception process within and as the female’s womb – this alignment within and as the Mind Consciousness System – will also impact physically in the design, manifestation and experience of the being within the Mind within and as their own human physical bodies that will mould/shape itself according to the Alignment of the being within the Mind in the Physical – which will thus manifest to the extent where the Male/Man will have a physique of femininity, and the Female/Woman will have a physique of masculinity.
(We will in posts to come, as we continue with the mind and physical inception and conception process within and during the birth of the child, how the mind and physical relationship develop/manifest within the context of the existence of the Male and Female within and as the Mind and the Physical Body)

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now – in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand; how:
The existence of masculinity and femininity is simply based on the experience of the manifestation/relationship of the Man/Woman within and as the nature and action of the awareness/presence manifestation of themselves as Energy within and as the Mind Consciousness System design. Within this awareness/presence manifestation – either existent within and towards the nature and action of friction/conflict which within the Man’s mind/physical manifestation/presence – resonating the energy frequency/vibration of ‘power and strength’ due to the Man’s entire Mind Consciousness System in the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind being directly connected to the friction/conflict instances to/towards the Physical-Body. Where the ‘power and strength’ resonant experience simply manifest/come from the velocity/extent of friction/conflict the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind manifest towards the Physical Body to consume physicality to transform into Energy. And within the Woman’s Mind/Physical presence – resonating the energy frequency/vibration of ‘flow/movement/grace’ due to the Woman’s entire Mind Consciousness System in the Conscious, Subconscious and Unconscious Mind being directly connected to the Energy circulation/distribution and continuation of and as the emotional/feeling energy-bodies of and as the Mind Consciousness System. But, because of – from the beginning, the extent of our accepted and allowed separation from even ourselves as energy, and so between the manifested-singularities of the Adam/Male and Eve/Female – that we have not seen, realised and understood in equality and oneness with the Mind: that the experience of ourselves and each other as Man and Woman – is in fact the experience, interpretation and relationship of and as Energy-itself as the Mind, and that the experiences, interpretations and relationships Men and Women manifest towards themselves and each other is in fact done through and as the Mind as Energy; but because of the extent of separation existent within ourselves – we have come to define ‘who we are’ as Energy itself, the Mind/Consciousness itself and so have become subject to how Energy exists, interacts and expresses itself and from within that existence, interaction and expression – how Energy perceives, interprets and experience itself within and as the manifested-singularities and towards other manifested-singularities of and as Energy, to now within and between the Man and the Woman.

I commit myself to show, how – from the beginning, within our separation from substance/existence as equality and oneness here into and as Energy, we have from within and as our starting-point existence as Energy – from within and as our manifested-singularities in the beginning: manifested words that now stand in the nature and manifestation of Energy; that move through friction/conflict – where words have become the tools with which Energy move and communicate with all words charged within and as the energies of and as the negative, neutral and positive – that move/direct the individual and/or others within and through and as EXPERIENCE as reaction.

As we continue within this Blog – more will be specified in relation to the development of words in knowledge and information energy-experience of the Mind, regarding the manifestation and relationship of Men and Women with themselves and each other as Males and Females, as we continue walking the birth and development process of the Child, from the beginning within their Mind and their Physical Body.

In this, I commit myself to show – how and why Words have become the holders, manifestations and mirrors of ourselves as the Mind, that within and as each Word – one can see, hear and feel the entirety of and as the human being as the Mind’s relationship and existence within and as the Physical-Body. As the Words we have come to speak as the communication of ‘who we are’ have become existent within, as and through the Mind – where the Words we speak/use, internally in ourselves/the Secret Mind internal conversations and externally through vocal/sound communication; have become manifestations that validate/solidify/evolve the Mind. Thus, why and how Life/Living as actual creation with and as the physical-body and with each other in equality and oneness, co-creation and co-existence has not become a Reality – as the very words we speak, internally and externally exist within and as the interest and survival of the Mind and Energy as Experience only; instead of us in fact existing in and as equality and oneness with and as Words, in and as the Living Flesh, where our internal and external reality is in fact equal and one – which would have transformed our entire nature and existence as beings with ourselves and with each other. But, instead – we have become individuals of Energy/Experience as the Mind, existing and communication through, within and as EXPERIENCE – with no actual, real LIVING present within ourselves, with our physical-bodies and with each other in and as equality and oneness.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to purify my words from energy/experience of the negative, neutral and positive, and re-align my words into and as physical practical living; where the words no more exist within and as energy – furthering/evolving the Mind and influencing/affecting others within my world deliberately to evoke/initiate/instigate within them and/or me experiences of and as energy as the competition between the Minds within the weapons of words, used/abused in the interest and survival of and as the Mind of Energy only. But that the words I am exist as Living Substance/Living Flesh as the equal and one living of words visibly within and as me and my world, where the Words I speak stand absolute as who I am in and as my physical equality and oneness. To so also stop the separation existent within the very Words I use, where words I speak out loud – differ from the words I speak silently within; simply indicating the extent to which we exist in separation/two worlds of the Mind and the Physical, where we’re one personality of Mind within ourselves and another in the without of Ourselves.

I commit myself to show – how and why human beings will not be able to hear the Desteni-message, unless they assist and support themselves to move beyond their current accepted and allowed limited definitions, knowledge and information and energy experiences within and as the words they use within and as THEIR OWN MIND. That such individuals are not seeing/realising/understanding that they’re not going to grasp, see, realise and understand the principle of Life, of equality and oneness, unless they expand their vocabulary, themselves and their world to incorporate all in and as equality and oneness, to really consider the extent to which words and the definitions, knowledge and information and energy experiences within such words had come to reflect the limitation of the existence of themselves within and as their own Minds.
And so, we dare such individuals to consider: there is more to existence than the Mind, knowledge and information definitions and energy experiences as what words/ourselves have become, and to investigate Desteni to see/realise/understand who we are beyond the Mind, knowledge and information, energy and experience – and see into and as the Living Flesh of and as equality and oneness – a process that can only be undertaken by each one individually, within and as the process of writing, self-forgiveness and self corrective application, to see beyond the veil of consciousness/energy and into and as the life of and as the physical as living expression.

Why Males Dominate the World: DAY 63


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Why Males Dominate the World: DAY 63

Featured Artwork: Kelly Posey

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)


Adam and Eve – Part Twelve



Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’ll continue more in detail with how the reverse manifested from friction/conflict as energy consuming substance, to the return of energy to substance within and as the motion/movement of and as waves as energy returned to substance as its source/origin. Within this – to come; the process of reincarnation as manifested-singularities re-merged into and as the existence of substance.
However, before we continue with the Beginning – we’re going to have a look at how these relationships of Energy between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities still exist today within the relationship between the Man and the Woman as the Mind Consciousness System of Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand the relationship between the Man and the Woman from and of the relationship between the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities in the beginning, where the manifestation of MAN and woMAN  within its energy, sound and physical symbolism and manifestation exist as:
MAN – M – as manifestation/standing of the relationship of a being between energy and substance. Thus, for example with the Adam/Male-singularity – the manifestation/standing of its relationship between energy and substance was existent within and as the action of the friction/conflict between energy and substance that brought the Adam/Male-singularity into existence.  A – as relationship standing/definition with the being as its ‘who I am’ in relationship to energy and substance. Thus, for example – the Adam/Male singularity maintains/holds this relationship between energy and substance through the friction/conflict to so maintain its definition/existence and survival of its who I am as Adam/Male as friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into Energy. N – as the connection/dependency of the being between energy and substance. Thus, for example with the Adam/Male singularity – to maintain its connection/dependency in manifestation to energy and substance within and through the friction/conflict – has to maintain its existence of friction/conflict, and so will infinitely exist as friction/conflict only – consuming substance to transform into Energy as its relationship-connection/dependency to energy and substance.
Therefore, in the existence of MAN – both existent within the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities – M represents the origin of the Adam/Male as friction/conflict that manifested in the very relationship between energy and substance, that for the Adam/Male to exist – the friction/conflict between energy and substance has to exist. A – represents the existent definition of the Adam/Male as friction/conflict, consuming substance to transform into energy – that for the Adam/Male to continue existing in its Who I Am as friction/conflict consuming substance to transform into energy, this relationship between energy and substance has to continue existing. N – represents the connection and continuation of the existence of the Adam/Male friction/conflict consuming substance to transform into energy, that constantly, continuously moves within and between its existence with energy and substance, to in this connection and relationship – continue existing and surviving as Energy.
Therefore – M is the Adam/Male’s origin as friction/conflict in the relationship between energy and substance, A – its continued existence that is maintained in the relationship between energy and substance and N – as its connection/dependency on Energy and Substance, cycling through energy and substance, constantly and continuously to continue surviving/existing.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself, to from the beginning to now, in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – see, realise and understand how:
The Adam/Male existence of ourselves as manifested-singularities ‘evolved’ into and as the manifestation of ourselves as MAN, as the solidification of our existence and relationship to and as energy and substance in and as and from which we would manifest ourselves into and as the solidification of the Mind/Energy’s relationship to and as the Physical-Body/Substance, where:
STEP 1: We started within and as ourselves as the Origin of the relationship of ourselves as Energy and Substance within our existence in the Beginning as Adam: Ad-am: With ‘AM’ as the ‘isness/beingness’ of and as ourselves in and as the Beginning as Energy, with this amness/isness as ‘beingness’ manifestations of and as ourselves as Energy, manifested within and as the relationship to life/substance through and as the friction/conflict that manifested the negative-energy experience manifestation, where our origin/source amness/isness as ‘beingness’ as energy, originate from and of that friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. With AD – as the “Anno Domini” / "In the year (here) of our Lord" – as the existence/creation of God/Lord as Energy from within and as the amness/beingness manifestation of and as the friction/conflict that manifest as the separation of self from substance/Life, that manifested the negative-energy experience as the origins/Genesis of and as ourselves as Energy.
To STEP 2: From, of and within our origins in our relationship/existence as Energy and Substance, we manifested our nature and action as Male: MALE: MAL-E, MAL as the malice (the nature and action of and as Blame, as spite, excuse and justification) of and as E as energy as the structural manifested action of and as me as the manifested-singularity, from the Beginning - within and as the deliberate manifested action of and as friction and conflict that consume substance/life to transform into and as Energy
To STEP 3: From and of our Origins, Nature and Action as Adam/Male within both singularities – as we continued within and this relationship/existence as Energy to Substance; we solidified our existence into and as the manifestation of MAN as the maintaining of the relationships/connections between energy and substance within and as the Adam/Male existence of ourselves. Where, from and of the Adam/Male origins, nature and action that developed in the beginning between energy and substance – the manifestation of the sound, energy and physical symbolism within and as the word MAN, represents the absolute relationship/connection – imprinted/manifested into existence, into infinity as the relationship/connection between Energy and Substance in its acceptance and allowance with itself and with each other: to continue into infinity existing as this relationship/connection between energy and substance, as friction/conflict to consume substance to transform into Energy – for both energy itself and substance itself in reaching/attaining/possessing its positive-energy experience existence.

Thus – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to in and as equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand why and how:
MAN had been directly-linked to Male/Males, as with the Adam/Male existence within ourselves in the beginning within and as both manifested-singularities – as MAN evolved/manifested as the solidification of the relationship/connection between energy and substance from our origins, nature and action of and as our Adam/Male existence within our manifested-singularities. And, furthermore that the Adam/Male existence within ourselves as our manifested-singularities that had the closest/direct relationship to energy and substance, as the Adam/Male-existence within both manifested-singularities manifested as the ‘strength’ / ‘velocity’ of the action of and as the friction/conflict that consumed substance to transform into Energy. Within this, also why and how MAN and Male had been linked/connected/defined within the context of power/strength – due to and because of this direct/closest relationship to energy and substance in its action of friction/conflict and the power as the extent/amount of energy that is produced within the strength/velocity of the friction/conflict that manifest as consuming energy to transform into substance.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in and as equality and oneness with and as substance and energy, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – see, realise and understand:
Why Males in this world – in the development, manifestation and evolution of the World-System in this Physical-Existence throughout the History of Human Civilization had come to dominate the world system/authority positions in the design, manifestation of the World-System of Money; because of the Adam/Male dominated singularities, whose Adam/Male existence within them dominated, with the closest/direct relationship to energy and substance as the action/strength of the friction/conflict and the power/amount of energy produced through consuming substance to transform into energy; that manifested as the now manifestation of the Male in this world, positioned within and as the direct-relationship between the World-System/Money as externalized manifestation of Energy, to and as the Physical-Existence as Substance  within and as the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence in the action of friction/conflict it manifest to/towards this physical-existence in consuming physicality to transform into money; equal to and one with the Male’s dominated existence within themselves in their Mind’s Relationship to the Physical, having the closest/direct relationship to Energy and Substance, within and as the action of friction/conflict in consuming physicality to transform into Energy.

In the next post, we’ll continue with the MAN manifestation within the woMAN and the history of the existence of the Eve/Female-dominated manifested-singularities with the Adam/Male manifestations within themselves suppressed; in their relationship to themselves as woMAN, their relationship to the MAN/Male and within this – their positions within the World-System of Money within and as this physical-existence.

I commit myself to show – how, the origins of the existence of the Physical-Manifestation of the Male/Man within this world, only stood within the context of the Adam/Male-dominated singularities relationship within and as energy and substance. That the existence and manifestation of the Male is simply because of and due to Adam/Male singularities that evolved into the direct-Manifestation of and as MAN within the Adam/Male dominated singularities existence as the very friction/conflict action of consuming substance to transform into Energy.
In this, I commit myself to show – that the only difference between the Male and Female of today, as it were from the beginning within and as the Adam/Male and Eve/Female singularities; is that within the Adam/Male singularities, their Adam/Male existence dominated/was more prominent in having a closer relationship to their existence as the Adam/Male nature and action of friction/conflict in consuming substance to transform into Energy. And the Eve/Female singularities had a closer relationship, in being more dominant/prominent within and as the Energy-circulations within and between the negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness’s; which made their Adam/Male existence as the friction/conflict of consuming substance to transform into energy less dominant/prominent.

I commit myself to show – that the Male/Man dominance of today within the World-System of Money, is simply due to and because of the Man/Male’s closer relationship to their existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical, as it were in the beginning with the Adam/Male singularities’ closer relationship to their existence as Energy to Substance.
Where – with the World-System of Money as external representation of Energy/the Mind and the physical-existence the external representation of the Physical-Body/Substance: the Male/Man came to manifest their positions into and as the World-System of Money’s development/manifestation/evolution in its relationship to this Physical-Existence within the context of consuming physicality to transform into money through friction/conflict. That because the Adam/Male singularities evolving into the direct MAN/Male manifestation of today, had the closest relationship to that friction/conflict action in consuming substance to transform into energy – would have the most direct relationship to designing/manifesting the World-System’s relationship to this Physical-Existence with its friction/conflict relationship of consuming physicality to transform into Money.

I commit myself to show, thus – that the only reason why/how Males came to dominate the World-System of Money, was because of and due to their energy-existence relationship to substance; and that it’s not males within themselves that are to ‘Blame’ within their positions within the World-System of Money – but that both Males and Females are equally as one responsible for the extent of the separation in our positions within this World-System of Money’s relationship to this Physical-Existence, within the separation between the Male and Female as it exist today, which I commit myself to in detail show and reveal, so that once and for all, this accepted and allowed separation between Males and Females can stop, where both the Male and Female take responsibility for themselves, so that we can stand in equality and oneness with ourselves and our physical-bodies to stand together for ourselves and for all and stop the unnecessary separation within and between ourselves just because we’re male and/or female: So that we can finally get into sorting this world/existence out together, equally as one.

I commit myself to show – that with Desteni and Destonians walking together, the definition/separation of being male and female does not become a prominent point that defines the relationship between individuals, as we are moving beyond this accepted and allowed separation, standing together as human beings, with ourselves and with each other, committing ourselves to Life, to equality and oneness to All – to stand within ourselves and stand together in directing ourselves and this physical existence to Heaven on Earth. Seeing, realising and understanding – that as long as we accept and allow ourselves to hold onto this separation/blame within ourselves within the existence of male/female as it currently exist within the world/vocabulary-definition today; we’ll not be able to absolutely stand within ourselves and together sort out/direct this existence as ourselves.
So, we dare you – to step beyond this separation, stand with yourself for Life, stand with us with Life – to take responsibility for what we’ve as males and females done and become to ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole.



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