The First Creation of Character: DAY 79

The First Creation of Character: DAY 79

(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

The Origins of Males and Females - continued

Adam and Eve – continued

The Chicken or the Egg??? – continued

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued

Who I Am as Money – continued

In and from this Post, one may find references to the term ‘character’ within the context of how we had, from the beginning from and of Substance; manifested ourselves into and as various forms, dimensions and manifestations of ‘characters’ that we still do and exist as to this day within and as our Minds. This ‘character-creation’ of ourselves originated from and of the moment we as substance separated ourselves into and as an innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities, where substance took on the character of “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than ME as HERE”. And so within the creation/manifestation of that character from and of itself – Substance accordingly manifested/created the embodiments/manifestations of that character from, within and as itself that manifested as the MORE of itself as all the manifested/accumulated manifested-singularities into and as which it separated itself creating/manifesting the Illusion of MORE. And so separated itself from HERE into and as the accumulation of and as Energies from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive the MORE it separated itself from itself as HERE.

Thus, this Illusion of MORENESS manifested the MORE it separated itself from Itself and HERE. And so, substance as ourselves created/manifested our/its first Character embodiments/manifestations “There Must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than HERE” that had become the existent/manifested creations of and as the manifested-singularities and energy. Characters which we still exist-as to this day: manifested living-embodiments resonating within and as that starting-point of and as searching/seeking the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here. And so from and of us accepting and allowing ourselves to exist/live as this character of searching/seeking the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here; we have accordingly created/manifested ourselves and our existence as a whole in and as this image and likeness. To now for example with the existence/manifestation of the World-System of Money in itself, searching/seeking for the MORE of itself as Money, as the very physical-existence that it can permeate and penetrate to accumulate/manifest the MORE of itself as Money in consuming physicality to transform into Money, and duplicating/multiplying itself within businesses, industries, corporations to manifest/create the MORE of itself as the World-System itself.

And so, we’ve from the beginning been stuck in this ONE POINT Character-manifestation of seeking/searching for the MORE of ourselves the MORE of Here, which is all that we’ve done and become infinitely at this stage. Not seeing/realising/understanding that: as long as we exist as this Character of searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here – this is all we’ll ever do, be and remain as. And therefore, the process thus is to ‘step out of character’ – stop the characteristic existence of ourselves as seeking/searching for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here, and realise ourselves as Here in equality and oneness, that once we actually STOP searching and seeking, and start REALISING HERE, in equality and oneness – lol; we may just find what/who it is that we’ve been searching for/looking for throughout existence…

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – from the beginning to now, remembered, seen, realised and understood; how I as substance accepted and allowed myself to manifest the first instance of creation of and as me – the moment I moved into and as the creation/manifestation of me as a Character of and as myself within and as the movement of and as “there must be more than ME, there must be more than HERE”. Where simultaneously within that moment/movement I accordingly created/manifested my Character(s) of “there must be more than ME, there must be more than HERE” into and as the innumerable amounts of manifested-singularities as the MORE of ME, and the Energy within them as the MORE than HERE. Where the MORE of Me could only exist in the separation from and of myself into and as manifested-singularities and the MORE of Here could only exist within the separation of me from within myself as substance to Energy that accumulate into and as the more of and as the positive-energy experience.

And so, I had created/manifested me as Character(s) – as the manifested-singularities with energies; that would as the Character of and as “there must be more than me, there must be more than here” continue living-out this character as-themselves. As whatever character(s) I create of and as me, I equally as one become and so live-out – as they are creations/manifestations of, as and from ME that I am creating/manifesting me into and as. And so I went from Substance/Equality and Oneness/Here into and as the characters of and as the manifested-singularities of and as energy, trapped/manifested into and as my own character-creation(s); which I’m still to this day consisting of and existing as, as living out as all the Human Beings of and as me: searching for/looking for that More of Self, that More of Here experience within and as Self’s relationship to the Mind/Energy and the Physical.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to now, remember, see, realise and understand in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, how: In any given moment I accept and allow myself to conceive myself in separation from myself as HERE, in and as equality and oneness – I will in that conception in immediacy manifest myself as that conception. Where that very conception of me in and as separation of me – is the moment I create/manifest a character of and as me; because I as substance within and as the very nature/existence of and as substance-itself did not consist-of/exist as time; but absolute, immediate hereness and so would immediately, as I conceived the “search/seeking for the MORE of Me and the MORE of Here” character, equally as one in immediacy manifested the MORE of Me and the MORE of Here. Because the moment I conceived that separation of me from myself, I immediately moved within and as that conception of separation within the point of “there must be MORE than ME, there must be MORE than HERE” and so immediately manifested me as that.

Where thus, in any given moment one conceive oneself in separation from and of self as Here on is creating oneself into and as a character that will embody that conception – one will in that moment create/manifest self into and as a living-embodiment Character; as an Character is a diminished representation of and as only ONE Part/Point of and as the totality of and as self Here in and as equality and oneness. Equal-to and One-with in the Beginning, where Substance ‘characterized’ itself into and as innumerable amounts of One Points/Representations of and as itself as the manifested-singularities and ‘characterized’ itself into and as One Point/Representation of and as Here as Energy/Energies within and as the manifested-singularities as the diminished form/expression of itself as HERE.

Where, within creating/manifesting characters – we diminish/lessen ourselves into and as One Part of ourselves, believing that that One Part/Point/Experience defines the totality of and as who we are; when it in fact represent our absolute/utmost separation from and of ourselves. As with, for example the manifested-singularities as characters that substance separated itself into and as and so became as its creation, because its creation is itself – it moved itself into and as separation, its awareness into and as the manifested-singularities and energy and so became lost within its own creation of separation as the very manifested-singularities and energies itself. Because the manifested-singularities consisted of/existed as the purpose of ‘searching/seeking for the More of themselves, the MORE of here’ and did not see/realise/understand their equality and oneness with themselves, each other and existence as a whole, because substance itself did not see/realise/understand this from the beginning. And so, now – substance became its separation/creation/characters as manifested-singularities and energies – evolving throughout time within and as the searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/the MORE of HERE.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, remembered, seen, realised and understood how and why the manifested-singularities themselves and the energies of and as and within the manifested-singularities was ‘characters’ created/manifested from and of Substance, as both represented diminished parts/expressions of and as Substance as a whole; as substance’s awareness separated into and as the manifested-singularities and energy-itself, and in this separation of awareness and manifestation of substance into manifested-singularities and energy:  energy became a character/diminished representation with the awareness of and as “there must be more than me, there must be more than here” as energy would accumulate itself from the negative, to the neutral and to the positive, and would extend its accumulation into and as the external positive-energy experience with the equal and one merging of the manifested-singularities. And the manifested-singularities themselves became a character/diminished representation within the awareness of and as “there must be more than me, there must be more than here” as the manifested-singularities would move themselves inward and forward, consuming substance to transform into energy, and eventually would duplicate/copy themselves into more manifested-singularities as the “more of me”.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that when/as we create/manifest characters – they represent our awareness of and as equality and oneness, into and as a diminished/lessened/separated form/expression/manifestation/conception of and as ourselves. As with for example Substance: it would’ve had an awareness of equality and oneness, but instead separated/diminished its awareness/itself into and as characters of manifested-singularities and energy that would only have an awareness unto itself as the manifested-singularity itself and energy itself. Same as how it exist today, we only have an awareness of and as the characters we created/manifested in our own Minds, and an awareness of and as the Energy-Experiences manifested within and as our own Minds and that’s the extent to which our awareness exist – in absolute separation from the Physical Body equal and one awareness, an equal and one awareness with another Human Beings and an equal and one awareness with and as the rest of existence. Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that whatever we ‘move our attention/awareness/ourselves to/towards’ within ourselves and within that movement of our attention/awareness/ourselves in separation from and of ourselves here – accordingly move ourselves into and as that separation: we’re in that moment creating a character, a diminished representation/manifestation of and as ourselves – because we moved into that point THERE, instead of remaining with our awareness within ourselves, as breath, here with and as the physical-body. As with, for example Substance – it moved its awareness/itself into and as separation from and of itself; within and as the experience of “there must be more than me, there must be more than here” and because it in that moment moved itself/awareness within that experience, accordingly created/manifested the diminished/lessened forms/manifestations/representations of itself as characters as the manifested-singularities and energy within and as the equal and one experience/starting-point of “there must be more than ME, there must be MORE than here”. Instead of Substance realising its awareness HERE in and as equality and oneness, it separated itself, its awareness into and as an experience/character of and as manifested-singularities and energy that became the very manifestation of and as Substance’s awareness and movement of and as searching for/looking for the MORE of Here, the More of Me.

We’ll in the next post bring all this to practicality in how we still in and as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical-Body – create/manifest ourselves into and as diminished representations of ourselves as Characters; as we constantly, continuously move ourselves/our awareness into and as separation from and of ourselves as Here in and as equality and oneness with and as the Physical-Body – creating characters from and of our Primary Character we’ve become as we exist as Energy/Mind in relationship/separation to Substance/Physical in the search/seeking for and of the MORE of and as ourselves/here, and how from this One Character – we’ve just continued infinitely creating MORE characters/experience of ourselves/here. As our very selves/here existence had become a Character – searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here.

I commit myself to show, how – we had, from the beginning as substance, created ourselves into and as characters of and as manifested-singularities and energy, now existent as human beings/Mind with, where within and as our Primary Character as searching/seeking for the MORE of itself/here, we’ve just continued creating/manifesting MORE characters within ourselves, MORE energy-experiences within ourselves.

In this - I commit myself to show, how – because our Beginnings from and of Substance, created ourselves into and as the Character(s) of and as manifested-singularities and energy within and as the awareness/experience/movement as conception of and as “there must be more than me/here”; we had from that moment as the first instance of creation/manifestation: accordingly within and throughout our existence as this One Character existent as each of and as the manifested-singularities and energy: only continued creating/manifested characters and energy-experiences searching/seeking for the MORE of ourselves, the MORE of Here. Because our initial starting-point creation was a Character, we only continued existing as Characters – all equally as one Characters as diminished embodiments/manifestations of and as our equality and oneness as Substance/Here. A Character creating/manifesting Characters in the search/seeking of the MORE of Here and the MORE of Me/itself - as we as human beings in the Mind-Physical relationship as primary character as the Mind and Energy search/seek for the MORE of ourselves/here – we create MORE CHARACTERS, and the more of Here, as we create MORE ENERGY; the more and more and more we continue creating characters in the Mind and Energies, the more and more we separate ourselves from our equality and oneness with and as the living-manifestation of Substance as the Physical Body and this Physical-Existence. From and of which we as substance separated our awareness of ourselves from, into and as the Mind/Energy Characters – searching/looking for the MORE of ourselves/here…when we’ve always already been HERE and are still HERE, we must just stop searching/looking and creating characters and energy and realise ourselves Here.

I commit myself to show – how we have from the beginning, not in fact created Life, as Life is not a creation – it’s a realisation of Here in and as equality and oneness with Self and All; that Substance was/is Life already – it is here, aware, living/existent within and as its very Hereness; as what the Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence is showing/revealing as the manifestation of and as Substance-itself – it is Life/Living already in and as its very Here expression/existence of itself. This Physical-Existence/Physical-Body is not ‘looking for Life/creating Life or searching/seeking for itself’ it is Here within and as its expression as Life itself – giving Life/Living to all Physical-Bodies in equality and oneness. We’re the One’s in our Mind/Consciousness existence as Characters in separation from the Physical-Body/this Physical Existence the one’s that’s separated ourselves from Life/Here/Living in the search/seeking for Life/Living/Ourselves – when it has always been right Here with and as us all along as the living representation of and as the Physical-Body and so this Physical-Existence.

In this, I commit myself to show and walk the process of identifying/revealing and exposing the extent of characters we’ve created/manifested from and of our One Primary Character as the ‘search/seeking for the More of Here/Ourselves’ and the extent of separation and consequences we’ve manifested within and for ourselves in this search/seeking for the More of Here/Ourselves the more we created/manifested Characters and Energies; going/creating ourselves OUT THERE into and as Separation; when we were always only supposed to realise ourselves HERE within and as the simplicity, living and expression of and as Life itself.

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