Is the Mind MATTER? – Part One: DAY 26

Is the Mind MATTER? – Part One: DAY 26

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eight

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned within the previous post, we’ll continue with the exact consequence of our conditioning of ourselves as movement through/as friction/conflict as negative energy experience, and how that relationship of our energy-awareness with and as negative-, neutral- and positive-energy experience is what physically moves-us out of the womb of the physical-body of the female, and throughout the continuation of our movement/living in/as/with this physical existence; as the very movement of ourselves in our functioning/existing in the physical as the mind stand within and as the starting-point of negative-energy. Within this, throughout our lives: consuming substance/physicality within and without through energy and money for ourselves as the Mind/Energy within and the World-System of Money without to continue existing/surviving for a limited time, until we eventually create/manifest our own death, and the slow but certain destruction/annihilation of/as this physical existence as ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – condition/manifest/evolve and so automate my emergence/rebirth into/as existence/the whole as me as Energy, where: in the moment I emerge/rebirth, I within/ through the external formation/structure of and as my manifested-singularity that form/manifest in/during the process of emerging/rebirthing: consume substance through emerging/rebirthing as a manifested-singularity/individuality in separation from/of the whole that create/manifest friction/conflict as negative-energy experience within that very process of rebirth/emergence. And so – simultaneously as my external formation/structure emerge/manifest in the process of rebirth through friction/conflict as consuming substance and creating negative-energy experience: I rebirth/emerge within/as myself as energy-awareness/-experience – through and as the negative-energy experience of/as my external-formation emergence/rebirth through friction/conflict and consumption of substance, the negative-energy experiences ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness as manifested-singularity and accumulate the neutral and eventually the positive-energy experience of/as the ‘more of me’.

Therefore, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how – from the very moment of inception of me into/as existence: I already start the process of and as consuming substance, transforming it into and as energy for me to within and as myself as manifested-singularity experience my emergence/rebirth as Energy, as I have conditioned/manifested/evolved my emergence/rebirth into and as existence as energy. And thus – from the moment of inception, already separate me from my external-formation/structure of and as substance, and my internal beingness of/as substance, as my external formation and internal beingness is transformed into/as energy, immediately - as my external formation/structure transform substance into energy through/as friction/conflict as I emerge/rebirth in and as separation, and as the negative-energy experience from that friction/conflict ripple/reverberate into/as my beingness/substance within, my very substance/beingness is transformed/consumed into/as energy to experience the neutral energy experience of/as ‘only me’ and positive energy experience of/as the ‘more of me’. And so substance itself, in my internal beingness and external formation has become the platform/foundation that I use/abuse to transform into/as energy/energy-experience.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to – throughout time, condition/evolve/manifest my emergence/rebirth into and as existence as me, to where I am now in and as my manifestation and relationship with my Mind, my Physical-Body and this Physical-Existence as me. Where: I from the moment of inception within and as the womb of the female physical-body, already initiate the process of consuming substance as manifested as the very fabric/nutrients/sustenance of and as the physical-body of the female from within the womb. Where I through and as my external-formation as physical-body, initiate friction/conflict to/towards the physical of the female as I consume from and of the very physicality of the female for my physical-body to develop/grow/manifest: where that friction/conflict as consumption of substance/physicality, as I transform substance/physicality into energy within and as myself through and within my very physical and internal beingness: creating/manifesting the necessary negative-energy experience for me to within and as myself, from that negative-energy experience – accumulate the neutral and positive energy experience as the emergence/rebirth as energy-awareness as me.

And so, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to simultaneously within that process of physical/substance consumption as friction/conflict that generate/create/manifest negative-energy experience: the negative-energy experience ripple/reverberate into and as my internal-beingness within and as my physical-body, and the ripple/reverberation experiences of energy immediately transform my internal substance/beingness into and as energy for my internal energy-experience to develop/manifest as the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ that will manifest as my subconscious-mind and the positive-energy experience of and as the ‘more of me’ that will manifest as my conscious-mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – evolve my emergence/rebirth into/as existence into and as an automated energy-consumption system (a.k.a.  the Mind), that immediately/instantaneously as I develop/manifest my physicality through and as friction/conflict as the consumption of and as the physicality of the female; that create the negative-energy experience that ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness: that as that negative-energy experience from and of my external formation as physical-body ripple/reverberate into/as my internal beingness – the ripple/reverberation experiences of and as energy into and as my internal beingness, immediately consume my internal beingness/substance for it to evolve as energy into and as the neutral energy experience, and finally the positive energy experience. Where my Mind/energy-consumption system as me automatically layer the energy-experiences, and accumulation of energy-experiences within the manifestations of my unconscious-mind (negative-energy experience awareness) within and as my external formation as physical-body, and my internal formation as subconscious-mind (neutral energy experience awareness) and my conscious-mind (positive energy experience awareness): Where my subconscious mind (neutral energy experience) and conscious mind (positive energy experience) will manifest as my internal formation/evolution of and as energy from my unconscious mind (negative energy experience) external formation/manifestation within and as my physical-body. And so - the manifestation of me as energy/Mind: emerge/rebirth into/as and from this physical-existence, through and as the consumption of and as substance/physicality through and as my physical-body and internal beingness: and reaches its peak-evolution as positive-energy experience manifested as the conscious-mind already within the womb of the female’s physical body, as the optimum potential/experience of me as energy that I will ever be and remain as.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning – see, realise and understand that my re-emergence/rebirth into existence/substance-manifest, as a manifested-singularity: rebirthed and re-merged from and of existence, which mean my external and internal manifestation was standing equal-to and one-with substance/existence, because my very internal manifestation as beingness that emerge, with and as my very external formation/manifestation as structure that emerge: emerged equal-to and one-with and from substance/existence. But, instead of me - every time emerging equal-to and one-with substance/existence as Life as manifested equality and oneness: I have throughout time, evolved me into and as an automated energy-consumption system; that immediately in the moment of inception into and as existence/substance as a part-of and from substance/existence: conceive myself as separate from and of substance/existence as a whole. And thus, from that moment of inception into existence as conception of separation: I initiate friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence as me, that through that friction/conflict – instead consume life/substance, and transform it into and as Energy. And thus, within that immediate separation - I in and as my external formation and internal beingness emergence/rebirth/manifestation process: use/abuse that very process and manifestation of me as the gift/opportunity of life/living/expression in and as equality and oneness with and as substance/existence – where, within and during that process of gifting life to me: I transform that gift of life into and as a process of energy-creation. Where - as I am gifted Life in and as the very emergence of me internally in my beingness and externally as my structure/formation: I consume substance/existence/life – as and during the development/manifestation of my external formation, and internal beingness – as I manifest friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance, and in that friction/conflict I instead consume substance and transform it into and as energy as negative-energy experience, and simultaneously within that, as the negative energy experience accumulate and reverberate/ripple into and as my developing/manifesting beingness, my beingness-substance is consumed/transformed into and as energy as the negative energy experience reverberation/rippling transform/consume my beingness substance into and as neutral energy experience and positive energy experience.

Thus, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that I have throughout time, always had the opportunity to re-emerge/rebirth with and as Life/Substance/Existence as manifested equality and oneness, as I emerge/rebirth into existence as my beingness/external formation from and of substance: but instead transformed that process into and as an opportunity for and of energy-creation, instead of life emergence. Where, instead of me birthing with and as life as existence/substance as equality and oneness, where Life’s living stand within and as eternity: I have limited the evolution of me as Energy to only the energy-awareness experience of and as me as positive-energy experience as the optimum evolutionary potential that I will ever reach/be/become within and as and throughout the existence of me as Energy.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, within this – see, realise and understand that: All I have become and still am: is Energy. The energy consisting of and existing as my very substance as gift of life, that I have instead consumed for me to emerge/manifest/evolve as the experience of me as Energy into and as my utmost, absolute potential/evolution as positive-energy experience, and will within that only exist as long as I consume and transform my external and internal substance manifestation/formation/beingness into and as Energy. Until I as Energy eventually cease to exist as I have used/abused the ‘time’ / as manifested ‘substance’ as ‘opportunity’ of and as Life as gifted to me by/as me as existence/substance/Life as manifested as my internal beingness and external formation of and as substance: to use/abuse/consume that substance/opportunity/time, instead for a limited time by/through  transforming/using/abusing it into and as energy as individualized-interest for the momentary self-rewarding experience of and as positive-energy experience; instead of me utilizing my substance/opportunity/time of and as equality and oneness and living/expressing with and as life eternally, here.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to still, to this day – accept and allow myself to re-emerge/rebirth into and as this physical-existence as substance of and as equality and oneness manifest, as an energy-consuming machine/system. Where – my very physical-body re-emergence/rebirth, and my beingness within and as my physical-body; is equal to and one with substance/physicality as existence as the whole. But because I have throughout time, conditioned/manifested my re-emergence/rebirth into, as and from existence into and as the conception of and as me as separation from and of the whole/existence/substance: I within and as the simultaneous emergence/rebirth of and as my external formation/physical body and internal beingness/substance with and as the physical body (as opportunity/gift for and of Life as emerging/birthing in and as equality and oneness with and as this physical-existence/substance): instead use/abuse that gift/opportunity of and as life, through emerging/birthing as an energy-consuming machine as Mind. That from the moment of inception in the physical – consume the very life/substance/physicality of and as me as physicality from and of the womb/physicality of the female. And in and during that consumption process for me to develop/manifest as a physical-body: what I consume from/of the physicality of the female through and as friction and conflict, I transform that very physicality into and as energy as negative-energy experience, that I invert as ripples/reverberations into and as my beingness within and as my physical-body, where those energy experienced ripples/reverberations transform my beingness-substance into and as energy to sustain its own existence and evolve from negative-energy experience, into neutral energy experience and finally into its utmost optimum evolution as positive-energy experience.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand - where I instead thus, birth as Energy through and within the consumption of Substance/Physicality – reaching my utmost, absolute, optimum evolution already within the womb of and as the female’s physical-body. Where my entire time/opportunity in and as this physical existence, will be limited - as I throughout my time/opportunity in and as this physical existence, consume substance as my physical and beingness as transforming it into and as energy that is me as the Mind-manifest to sustain the experience of and as myself as energy and maintain my peak-evolution as positive-energy experience; that will only exist as the amount of time/opportunity as manifested-substance as physicality that is available to me to consume and transform into Energy as me as the Mind. Until I as Energy/Mind eventually cease to exist, as I have consumed/transformed all the substance/physicality as time/opportunity gifted to me – for my momentary self-rewarding experience of and as Energy.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest the World-System of Money in my image and likeness, where – Systems (corporations/businesses/industries/factories) emerge/birth into and as and from this physical existence, not realising/seeing/understanding that the very construction/development/manifestation as emergence of the foundations/buildings come from and of this physical-existence in and as equality and oneness, but instead utilize that process of construction/development/manifestation as emergence of the foundations/buildings - within the starting-point conception of and as separation, as only constructing/developing/manifesting its foundation/buildings to accumulate money, through transforming substance/physicality/this physical existence (nature, animals, water, soil, air) into and as money, for it to accumulate money through and as the consumption of and as physicality for its momentary self-rewarding experience of evolving to its utmost absolute potential as having that experience of owning the MOST Money as positive-energy experience.

In the next post, we’ll continue with Is the Mind MATTER? – Part Two – where we’ll walk you through the process of seeing/realising/understand how we’ve separated ourselves from matter/physicality/substance and how – all that we in fact are: is the Mind as Energy manifest, and that’s it.

I see, realise and understand that I as the Mind is Energy-manifest, and that is all that I have accepted and allowed myself to be/become, where my existence as me as the Mind/Energy is dependent on the consumption physicality/substance/life – that the World-System of Money as my creation in my image and likeness is and has been showing me as my reflection/mirror of me, as the World-System of Money consume the very physicality/substance and lives of others as me within and as this physical existence to continue existing/surviving as Money. I commit myself to – within this realisation/seeing/understanding: assist and support me through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to return me as Energy/Mind to substance/physicality of and as equality and oneness, as I walk-through my Energy-Manifestation of and as the Mind manifest, one point at a time – and take that energy-manifestation that I had manifested into energy from substance, and return me as that energy-manifestation into and as and to substance/physicality, through assisting and supporting me to be and become a LIVING BEING – equal to and one with physicality, instead of the Energy-consuming Machine that use/abuse physicality. Where, instead of me existing within and as Energy/the Mind, I transform my living into and as the Physical, where I take my knowledge and information of the Mind as Energy, and transform it into and as practical living application; which is the process of changing me from existing in the Mind of Energy, to living in the Physical.

(To walk the process of returning self as the Mind/Energy as energy-consuming machine, into and as a physical living being of and as equality and oneness: see HERE)

I commit myself to – in this process of returning me as Mind/Energy into and as substance to be/become a Living Being of and as equality and oneness with and as this physical existence as me: I will walk my process within and as the World-System as me, in transforming the World-System of Money from a system that consume life/physicality of all within this physical existence, to a World-System that GIFT/GIVE life to all within and as this physical existence, in the form of and as The Equal Money System. Because I see/realise/understand, that as I walk my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as the process of returning me to substance/physicality of and as equality and oneness, I am in the process of gifting/giving me Life/Living. And so standing as a living example for each to see/realise/understand that only self, alone can walk this process for self, alone in gifting/giving self life – because self alone is responsible for creating/manifesting self into and as energy/Mind separate from physicality/substance/life, and therefore only self can walk through one’s self as mind as energy to return self to life/substance as physicality-manifest. And therefore, as I gift life to me within myself, I walk this process in the without as myself as the World-System as the Equal Money System that will stand in and as my image and likeness of gifting all the opportunity/time in and as this physical existence to in fact live life in and as equality and oneness. 

 

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