DAY 3: What does it Really Mean to be 'Alive'?

DAY 3: What does it Really Mean to be 'Alive'?

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this blog, we continue walking the relationship between Energy as the Mind and Money as the World-System as how we accepted and allowed to, through/as/with Energy as Mind, create and manifest the World-System as Money.

Within this process of self-forgiveness, we open up the consequences of what we have accepted and allowed as the Mind/Energy and our creation as the World-System/Money within the relationship to ourselves, the physical, others, the earth, the animal-kingdom…this entire existence with all, everything and everyone within and as it. As we walk the manifested consequence of our self, life and world creation – we take self-responsibility and in that self-responsibility gift ourselves with the power to stand-up/stop/change ourselves, our lives and our creation – to live ourselves, our lives and our creation within the starting-point principle that will manifest an existence where all are in fact equal and one, and no more existing within the manifested consequences we have accepted and allowed ourselves to create through/within/as accepted and allowed separation from ourselves, each other, the earth, the physical and this physical existence with all and everything and everyone within and as it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe and so define my relationship with and in energy of the Mind to be me ‘living’ / ‘being alive’, “as long as I experience energy – I am living and am alive” – equal-to and one with my relationship with and in money within the World-System, “as long as I experience money – I am living and am alive”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I am not in fact even equal and one with Energy as the very substance of energy, as my relationship towards/with Energy is connected in separation to an “experience” and therefore I “experience” energy, energy is an “experience” – I am not Energy in itself in fact. And so also with Money – my relationship towards/with Money is an “experience” as I “experience myself with/as/without Money” and thus my “experience” with/as/without Money connect me in a relationship of separation with/as Money, I am not in fact standing equal-to and one with the very manifestation of Money as a physical part of this World/Reality

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit me to existing as only an “experience” – in separation with/as Energy and Money and in that accepted and allowed separation, have made me powerless and inferior to Energy and so the Mind, and so the World-System and Money and in that powerlessness/inferiority have accepted and allowed myself to give superiority and control to Energy as the Mind and Money as the World-System, where I have abdicated my responsibility of me to Energy and Money and Energy as the Mind and Money as the World-System has taken the directive-principle of who I am, what/how I live and create/manifest in my stead, because I have not been here

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame the Mind/The World-System as Energy and Money for who I am, what/how I live and create/manifest – when it is in fact me, within my accepted and allowed relationship to Energy and Money within/as separation that is/has been polarizing myself within the relationship of inferiority/powerlessness as me and superiority/control as Energy/Mind and Money/the World-System; because Energy in-itself and Money in-itself cannot function/direct/exist/create/manifest by-itself – it’s manifested parts of me that is existing/functioning/living in accordance to my instruction as I am the beingness, the source, the origin within this existence that created energy, the mind, money and the world-system

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to diminish my self-awareness and existence of equality and oneness, through accepting and allowing myself to separate me from equality and oneness with/as all as I was in fact a part of the very substance that was existent within/as all in equality and oneness and so by/through our very substance – we were already equal and one; but I accepted and allowed myself to in my individual part/manifestation of/from existence as a whole – believe that I am only ‘One’ as an separate Individual and did not consider my oneness and thus equality of/as my very substance. From here I accepted and allowed myself to perceive others and existence in separation from/of me and created/manifested relationships to/towards existence and others as me from the starting-point of separation. And so I constructed/created/manifested “my experience(s)” of myself to/towards everything and everyone and what emerged / manifested from those experiences was Energy that became a substance of my creation as separation as I separated me from the substance of equality and oneness of Here. This equal-to and one with how we’re all perceiving ourselves as individuals within this physical-existence, when we’re all in fact emerged from the exact same equal and one substance as physicality that unify us into/as equality and oneness. But as with Energy that has emerged as the substance of separation within me, because I did not stand with/as my equality and oneness – Money as the World-System has emerged as the manifestation of separation, because we as humanity could not regulate/take directive principles of our relationships with ourselves, each other and this physical existence in working/living together, and so money became the substitute that is controlling/regulating the functioning/existing of humanity as a whole together on this Earth

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand what I have become, what I have accepted and allowed myself to become as the diminishment of me from equality and oneness with/as all due to the extent to which I have come to accept and allow my existence as “experience” and why/how my Mind and this World-System has come to be what it is today as the direct manifested consequence of my accepted and allowed separation from/of me as all as one as equal, and therefore that the solution to the manifested consequence as the Mind and this World-System is me taking responsibility for my creation of my separation with responsibility being retracing my steps in/as my Mind and this World-System as retracing my steps is taking each point of the Mind and each part of this World-System and standing equal-to and one with it, where I take the points of/within/as my Mind and the parts of/within/as this World-System and get to know them as Me – how they work/function/operate in how it came to manifest in separation, so that I can take those relationship-designs of separation and weave them into equality and oneness through/with/as Me, and from me standing up with the responsibility I have taken for my creation as the Mind/World-System I stand as a living example in thought, word and deed and re-live myself into creation within the starting-point of what I have always supposed to have been living/being/expressing as equality and oneness and so remind all parts of me as this existence that has come into separation from themselves with me: of the Equality and Oneness that is/always has been here, and to retrace/re-walk their individual processes through the Mind/the World-System so that we can stand-together and re-Live this physical existence creation into and as the principle, manifestation and expression of what we all in fact are/always have been: Equality and Oneness and so return to the Physical, to Substance as ourselves that has been waiting, that has been right here as the answer / key to Freedom for All

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that it has in fact been my own accepted and allowed self-definition of insignificance/inferiority/powerlessness as my accepted and allowed relationship to Energy/Mind and Money/the World-System that has seeded the idea within/as/of myself of not having the ability to stop/change/transform or make a difference to the manifestation of the Mind and the reality of this World-System. But what I have not seen/realised/understood is that the insignificance/inferiority/powerlessness I experience towards the Mind and this World-System is simply because of the extent to which I have created/manifested creations/manifestations in separation from/of me. And in relating myself as one point/being to my creation as the Mind of all the thoughts, feelings, emotions, personalities, conscious, subconscious, unconscious mind etc. and this entire Physical-Existence, the Earth, the animal-kingdom, the world-system, humanity etc. – I am like an ant to a mountain of rock-hills that face me. But what I have not seen/realised/understood within this, is that – I have been approaching the solutions of myself/my mind and humanity/this world within the context/starting-point of separation, as an individual/alone having to resolve/face/transform/change/walk-through all/everything that is here. Instead of seeing/realising/understanding that I am in this world with everyone else as me, and therefore – yes, I cannot do this alone in facing my Mind and this World-System as me, in walking it into/as a solution; but it starts with Me as I stand as One as a living example facing my Mind, taking responsibility for me Mind as me, facing this World-System, taking one point within this World that will be my Responsibility and so all One’s stand in self-responsibility and take One Point within this World-System and walk that One Point, and so as we stand together and walk together – we assist/support ourselves to equality and oneness with the physical, and unite the World-System into/as equality and oneness through/as we accumulate within our equality and oneness of standing together.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have seen the Mind / World-System as a Mountain – thinking/believing that there is no way that I can make a difference/change to myself and this world, but have accepted and allowed myself to approach such change within the starting-point of how I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest me in absolute separation from my Mind as me and the World-System as me. And in that state of inferiority/powerlessness to/towards my creation as the Mind and the World-System I have created the belief of it being impossible to ever change the Mind/the World-System – because if I accept and allow myself to continue existing in separation of inferiority/powerlessness to my creation that has become my superiority/control: I will not see the solution/possibility of change. Because – I do not / will not see/realise/understand the solution/change to my Mind and this World-System in such a continued accepted and allowed state of polarized separation when the solution/change is/has always been right here: ME. I am the one that is the solution/change to my Mind/the World-System – trying/attempting to change the entire Mind and this entire World-System as it exist in its manifestation is impossible, because it is/has been created over TIME and accumulated and manifested into/as layers and dimensions. So in looking at it now – it may seem like a Mountain – but how it became a Mountain was rock, by rock, by rock that accumulated over time. Therefore, the process of change is walking TIME as step by step by step and breath by breath by breath in walking up the Mountain and taking rock, by rock, by rock down to return the Mountain of Rocks to the equality and oneness position with direct relationship to the Earth. And so I walk myself as my Mind – breath by breath by breath, establishing my equality and oneness with my creation as me as Mind, and so I walk myself in this World-System as a living example of how the world and humanity can in fact walk/live together on this Earth by/through presenting solutions to the functioning of the World-System that will contribute and ensure an equal and one life for all.

I commit myself to walking the process of self-forgiveness, as the step by step, word by word process of me taking self-responsibility for my creation as me of/as the Mind/Energy within and so the World-System/Money without that has created/manifested the consequence of separation from myself and all/everything/everyone within/as this physical existence as me

I commit myself to walking step by step by step, breath by breath by breath, word by word by word – as an example of the Process that is/will be required to be walked by each one in the process of taking responsibility for the Mind and the World-System to see/realise/understand as I have that we’re going to face and walk the consequences of ourselves and this world individually and together and the process of changing/transforming the Mind/the World-System starts with Self

I commit myself to walking the process of taking responsibility for Energy within and Money without, as I prepare me within myself and this world – to stand as a living example of equality and oneness and present the solutions to the world that stand within/as equality and oneness, and as I stand as a living example – others will hear/see and we become one’s standing together as equals, walking our individual self process and our one points within the world-system and so come together within and without

I commit myself to walking the process of stopping my accepted and allowed relationship of my polarized separation of inferiority/powerlessness as “experience” and superiority/control of Mind/Energy and World-System/Money – to stop existing as but only an “experience” and substantiate myself into/as a living physical substance/manifestation through/as walking self forgiveness, aligning me with myself as the Mind/Energy and the World-System/Money with self-forgiveness as taking responsibility for me as my creations as Mind/Energy and World-System/Money and in that responsibility – gift myself with the power/ability to change me as it