DAY 1: Who I Am as Money

DAY 1: Who I Am as Money

Introduction

In this Blog, we are walking a process of Self-Forgiveness for our creation as this physical-existence, as self-forgiveness is the practical application of taking responsibility and standing equal-to and one-with that of ourselves that we have separated ourselves from within this physical-existence, and in that separation accepted and allowed our creation to manifest the consequence of separation that we experience towards ourselves, each other, the earth, the physical, the animal-kingdom – to all that is here as ourselves.

We will start this process with our relationship to the mind, the world-system, energy and money as the internal and external manifestations we have accepted and allowed ourselves to separate ourselves from, and in the self-forgiveness facing the consequence, forgiving ourselves for not taking responsibility for the consequence and so taking responsibility within self-forgiveness and aligning ourselves within our self-commitment statements to change ourselves and our living to stand as responsibility with equality and oneness as our creation to change ourselves as our creation to that which will be best for all life, equal and one.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which Who I Am have become dependent on and defined within and as Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have throughout my life programmed Who I Am through the Mind with Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what I experience as feelings and emotions and the very nature and context of my thoughts exist as they do and is experienced by me as they are – because of and due to Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the very physical world I interact with and participate in – exist as it does and is experienced by me and humanity as it is because of Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how Money drives the very Energy of and within my Mind, and thus fuels and defines the nature of my thoughts, internal conversations and reactions of emotions and feelings

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the Energy that drives my Mind and defines Me is equal to and one with Money that drives the World-System and defines Humanity

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the connection between the drive of Money without and the drive of Energy/Money within, in how my Mind’s primary energetic force has become defined within the context of Money as the manifestation that enforces my survival of me as the Mind and the World-System

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how Money has become a material manifestation without, and an energetic manifestation within, where the very word “Money” generates a charge within me energetically that activates a drive/force that fuels me to move that I have believed is the energy experience of ‘life’, when in fact that ‘movement’ generated as energy as money is the experience of Survival and the want/need/desire to survive

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how this drive/force to live, is in fact a drive/force of energy as money within me as the mind and without as my participation in the world-system with the material manifestation of money as the actual experience / energetically pre-programmed inherent human-design as the strife for survival

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how this experience within me mentally and physically as this want/need/desire to ‘live’ is in fact the energy of my mind driving me to force me to survive, as I have become the very energy and the mind to which the world-system of money is/has become dependent on: as my continued survival – equals the continued survival of the world-system of money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define survival as living

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I have programmed my Mind equal-to and one with Money – where the energy of my Mind, within my Mind interconnected to and with Money has become the reason, the purpose for my survival in this world

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the very nature of the energy of my Mind, the velocity with which it move and the very substance as experience I have with/as it – is equal to and one with the velocity of the movement of money and my experience with the very substance as manifestation of/as Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the parallel equal and one relationship between my Mind-Energy and World-System Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that my continued existence with/as Energy of Mind is continuing the existence of the World-System with Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to question Energy within me as the Mind, and with that – have not accepted and allowed myself to question Money without, as the World-System

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the extent to which Energy of my Mind and Money of the World-System have preoccupied, entertained and caught me within an internal and external web – as a spider that weave only an internal and external reality that extends only to its own territory that is protected and defended at all costs as the primary mechanism of basic personal survival

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the nature that I have become as only existing for and striving for my own personal survival as Energy of the Mind and Money within the World-System to create my own Ego and my own Personal World that reflect that Ego

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how from a very young age, I copy, duplicate and imitate survival instincts from those that have gone before me, as though patterns and behavioural habits that prepare me to survive in this world as Ego of Mind for a Position in the World-System of Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my thoughts patterns, internal secret mind conversations, behavioural habits are in fact manipulation tactics I have adopted in my process of preparing myself for the fight of survival within the World-System of Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how I play games with myself within my own mind of thoughts, internal conversations and reactions, manipulate myself to manipulate others that is equal-to and one with how the game of money is played without – manipulating money to manipulate others

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my entire internal preparation of creating/manifesting and programming my Mind Consciousness System – is/has been preparing me to interact with other Minds in the game of survival of the fittest as the World-System of Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my very beingness is/has been channelled into/as a System of Energy within, and connected to a System of Money without – where my only purpose on this Earth – was to Survive within with Energy for the Mind to Survive without with Money as the World-System

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the only reason/purpose I have been given to be born into this world was for the continued survival and evolution of the Mind/Consciousness within me, and so the World-System that was established through/with Money, as the Mind/Consciousness depends on Energy and its creation as the World-System functions through and depends on Money, this interconnection between the Mind and the World-System is/has been solidified as the World-System with Money is the material/physical representation and creation of the Mind of Energy. 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to really see/realise/understand the statement “you create what you are”

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that reality of “who I am” as the Mind, Consciousness and Energy and so did not see/realise/understand the reality of the consequence of “who I am” as my creation as my existence through the physical and creation with the physical that has become this World-System with Money

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become so preoccupied with my personal internal creations as manifestations of myself as thoughts, internal conversations, reactions, behaviour patterns/habits and so preoccupied with my personal external creations as manifestations that reflect my Ego as media/magazines/clothes/gadgets/entertainment/devices/accessorizes: that I did not see/realise/understand the actual simplicity of the programme of existence: Energy and Money that drives and defines everything that I am and live

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my internal reality of Mind is equal to and one with my external reality of Money

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how my entire external reality is because of Money, and my entire internal reality is because of Energy

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that my entire Mind Consciousness System functioning will collapse without Energy – equal-to and one with how my entire personal world will collapse without Money – equal-to and one with how this entire World-System will collapse without Money; within this – how my entire internal reality of Mind, “who I am” will collapse which I have constructed/created/manifested/programmed through/with/as Money – when my world of Money collapse/fall/disappear – because when Money leaves my World, my Consciousness programme of Money will leave me. And so I am left with nothingness within and without, and so develop, create and programme a different personality/ego within a different context of Money: “who I am” WITHOUT Money – but still, the nature the starting-point of me within myself and my world without: remains Money as driving force

I see/realise/understand that I have not seen the reality as consequence my creation as Mind/Consciousness of Energy has created as the World-System of Money, and the Nature of myself and Humanity that has emerged from this as the desire/want/need to Survive. Desire/want and need which is the very nature that drives the Money-System, that drives the Energy-System of Mind as desires, wants and needs enforces the survival of me within as Energy and without as Money. I within this seeing/realising/understanding walk to assist and support myself in becoming equal-to and one with the Mind/Consciousness and Energy within and so the World System and Money without, which has only come into existence as Energy has taken my place of Expression, the Mind taken my place of Self-Directive Principle and the World-System of Money has taken my place as the Creation/Manifestation of my Participation and Interaction with this World and Humanity.

I see/realise/understand that I have not been HERE Living on this Earth with the Physical and all that is Physical.

I assist and support myself as committing myself to return HERE – through bringing all that I have separated myself from as the Mind and the World-System, until I stand with the physical and express me, walk with the physical and direct me and with that expression and direction of me with/as the physical – I take directive principle with/as this world as me and express that stand of who I am as physical equality and oneness and stand as a living example of who we are as a being united with/as all that is physical. And so – my starting point is equality and oneness and what drives me is myself as the purpose I have gifted to myself as all: to assist/support all as me to stand within physical equality and oneness, to take our place within ourselves and this world as ourselves – to express and direct ourselves and this world into equality and oneness, where each one stands as all, and we in fact birth life from the physical.

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