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Sex as Positive-Energy Addiction: DAY 74


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Sex as Positive-Energy Addiction: DAY 74



(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)


Adam and Eve – continued



Who I Am as Money - continued

As mentioned in the previous post, we’re having a look at the statement “If you know the beginning – you know the End” within the context of our relationship as Human Beings as the Mind to the Physical Body within and as our relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex within and as Desire – where; Sex had become the quantification of the process of Attraction, to Love to Sex in that human beings have become manifestations of Energy as Mind that search/seek for that ultimate ‘positive-energy experience’ Desire. And so Sex had simply become the satisfaction of Desire of and as the Mind/Energy, equal-to and one-with in the Beginning how the merging within and between the manifested-singularities was simply the satisfaction of Desire for and as Energy. And so within this – how we as Human Beings as Minds, simply exist to satisfy Desire as Energy. And why and how within this: we have become a humanity divided and separated to such an extent, that we do not even know how to consider/regard others as ourselves in equality and oneness, in even considering to commit ourselves and our lives to a global solution – as our Desire for our own Satisfaction of and as Energy had come to be more valued than life itself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood:
How the Statement “If you know the beginning – you know the end” applies to our current relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex as Human Beings/Minds from our beginning relationship to Attraction, the Merging and the Externalized Positive-Energy Experience within and between the Eve/Female and Adam/Male singularities. Where from the Beginning – our beginning as manifested-singularities in our relationship/existence as Energy-Experience in our Energy-existence relationship to Substance; our primary existence as Energy was the survival of ourselves within and as the friction/conflict action consuming substance to transform into Energy which originated Energy’s existence within and as Fear/Fear of Loss that would initiate/motivate and so drive the manifested-singularities to continue moving forward into the depths of existence/substance and inward into the depths of their beingness/substance, to constantly/continuously consume substance to transform into Energy. While at the same time – within and as the very nature/existence of energy within and as fear/fear of loss survival: existing for its one and only optimum evolutionary pinnacle experience of the externalized positive-energy experience that was discovered within and as the equality and oneness merging within and between the two manifested-singularities. And so, the manifested-singularities was driven, motivated and initiated by and through Fear/Fear of loss and Desire: Fear/Fear of Loss of their own existence/survival and Desire for their own optimum evolutionary pinnacle experience of and as the externalized positive-energy experience. With Human Beings as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – still exist today within and as this relationship of Fear/Fear of Loss of their own survival/existence as Consciousness-itself, and Desire – for and of that optimum evolutionary pinnacle ‘positive-energy experience’ as reaching/attaining the ultimate ‘Purpose/Life-Experience’ within themselves and their lives. And so, in the beginning – with the manifested-singularities moving into and as their oneness and equality merging/manifestation each and every time, merging/manifesting with a different manifested-singularity as, the moment two manifested-singularities reached the negative-energy experience friction/conflict it was interpreted as an ‘End’ as though the two that initially merged/manifested would not again be able to reach/attain that equilibrium of the positive-energy experience accumulation within and between each other. And so, Desire manifested within and as the manifested-singularities, and literally all that they were doing – is merging and manifesting with each other into and as the equality and oneness of and as the externalized positive-energy experience directed by/through ENERGY-EXPERIENCE within and as Desire through Attraction for the ‘Love/Positive-Energy experience’ within and between each other.
And so, within the statement “If you know the beginning – you know the end” – in having a look at Human Beings’ relationship to Attraction, Love and Sex – which had become ‘quantified’ in the sense that: Attraction is experienced, which accumulate instantly into and as the ‘Love’ as accumulation of Positive-energy experience within the Mind-Physical relationship and so will, whenever ‘Attraction’ is experienced, immediately manifest the prospect of Sex within themselves and between each other. And so, within Human Beings as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – what Sex has become is a mere satisfaction of Desire initiated/manifested through Attraction for and as the Mind as Energy’s interest in experiencing that ‘ultimate life/positive-energy experience’ for and as Energy as what Sex manifest for the Mind/Energy existence as an quantification of and as ‘Positive-Energy’.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realise and understood how we as Human Beings as Minds have become no different to where we started as manifested-singularities: with no consideration/regard for ‘who we are’ or ‘who another is’ as we follow the lead of Energy-Experience, from Desire to Attraction to ‘Love’/Sex, as – if one have a look at the merging/manifestation of and as the manifested-singularities in the Beginning, it was within and during the merging process, that the externalized positive-energy experience was experienced within and between each other. And so – why and how today: Sex had become to equal ‘Love’ / Sex as the Act of Love – when it is actually in fact, within and during the sexual process of the two human bodies merging/manifesting – moving closer and closer and closer together; equal to and one with how the manifested singularities were moving closer and closer and closer together, where the Orgasm is equal to and one with the Externalized Positive-energy experience accumulation within and between the two manifested-singularities. And so – as the Externalized Positive-energy experience accumulation manifested as ‘Love’ within and as the merging/manifestation process; the very ‘equal and one merging’ manifested as ‘Love’-itself. And so with Human Beings, as the Orgasm is equal-to and one-with the Positive-energy experience accumulation as ‘Love’ within and as and during the merging/manifestation process of the manifested-singularities, now existent equal-to and one-with Sex – the very Act of Sex came to manifest as ‘Love’ / ‘Ultimate Positive-Energy Experience’ as Orgasm.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that this context of ‘Love’ With ‘Sex as Love’ and ‘the Merging of the Singularities as Love’ – is Love within the context of the pure nature of energy-itself, within and as this ‘Love as Sex/Merging’ representing for the MIND/ENERGY: the ultimate positive-energy experience accumulation and manifestation. And does not mean the ‘emotional feeling EXPERIENCE’ of Love that human beings come to experience within and between each other in various degrees/ways/definitions. But the primary origin of and as ‘Love’ as the ultimate ‘positive-energy experience accumulation’ for and as Energy, and now the Mind – had come to manifest, as it was in the beginning within and as the merging process, to now as Sex. Where human beings in their relationship to Sex have Sex with various partners; where Sex had equally as one, as it was in the beginning, only become the satisfaction of the desire for energy within and as its ultimate positive-energy experience accumulation within itself.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how, the ‘Love Experience’ within and between two Partners – is simply the extension of ‘space and time’ within and as the relationship between Desire, Attraction, Love and Sex. Where, their experiences within their Mind-Physical relationship between Desire, Attraction to Love/Sex manifest within and as their physical space and time process at a slower rate/speed than other human beings’ who’s processes of Desire, to Attraction and Love/Sex can manifest in an instant which take human beings to the point of simply selecting partners for Sex. But in both instances – whether within the relationship scenario or instant sex: the Energy/Mind Processes within and as the dynamics of Desire, Attraction to Love/Sex is equal and one and exactly the same: the only difference is the speed/rate to which the Mind quantify its energy-processes within itself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to from the beginning to now, in equality and oneness with and as energy and substance, the mind and the physical – seen, realised and understood how we’re now within existence as the Mind’s relationship to the Physical – manifested as the ‘End’ from the ‘Beginning’ as we’re now physically-directly exposed regarding the truth of our existence as the Mind, that only exist – when it comes to relationships; within and as the interrelationships between Desire, Attraction into and as Love as Sex, where Human Beings as Minds exist for one thing and one thing only: Sex/the Ultimate Energy/Life Experience; as seen within and as the extent to which the Mind of the Human Being become obsessed and possessed with and as Sex/Sexuality as it was/is from the Beginning: The Mind/Energy’s primary purpose/reason for existing – Sex/the ‘Ultimate Positive-energy experience accumulation’ / ‘Love’. This ‘Sex’ as ‘Love’ as ‘Ultimate Positive-Energy Experience’ can also manifest within one’s relationship to Money/Material Possessions – that start with the process of Desire of a particular possession/money-experience, and then to Attraction when/as the possession/money-experience opportunity presents itself, and then the ‘Love’-Experience process as the more and more one get closer and closer to getting/having/obtaining/possessing the Money-Experience/Possession, the more and more the energies within self’s Mind accumulate and then to the actual Sexual-orgasmic instance where one come to get/own/possess that money-experience/possession. And so with Spirituality, where human beings start off with a desire for an experience, and then an attraction when/as an opportunity within a particular Spirituality meet that desire as the Superiority that the individual within their Minds want to fulfil/complete/evolve into, and then the Love-Experience as the human being in their Minds move closer and closer and closer into and as the Spiritual Teaching, to eventually the Sexual/Orgasmic absolute attainment of and as the initial Desire of and as the accumulation of and as the positive-energy experience, and so the human being as Mind believe they have reached/attained their optimum ‘life experience’ in this world/on this earth.

In the next post we’ll continue with more detail regarding the relationship between the manifested-singularities in their merging/manifestation process of oneness and equality, regarding the difference in ‘space and time’ that manifested within the interrelationships between Desire, Attraction and Love/Sex – where some experience it within space and time extended, and others in immediacy and will in posts to come walk the difference within the extent of accumulation of the positive-energy experience, which had come to manifest as various definitions of ‘Love’ – but the origin of and as that experience of ‘Love’ is exactly the same: Energy as the positive-energy experience.

I commit myself to show – how, within and as the statement “If you know the beginning – you know the end”, which essentially mean that – within and as our nature/existence as origins within and as the beginning, we will equally as one remain as is until the end; how we ourselves exist as the beginning and so the end. Which is what we’ve done within existence, we had from the beginning existed within our manifested/patterned awareness of and as our acceptances and allowances of ‘who I am and will be’ and so have become and remained, within our relationships to our inferiorities and superiorities which manifested the existence of Desire, Attraction and so Love that initially manifested within and as the merging as the positive-energy experience accumulation, which now had come to manifest as sex as the orgasmic experience accumulation. This Sex/Orgasm – which manifest multi-dimensionally, from relationships, to sex, to money, to consumerism, to spirituality, to religion etc. – all human beings existing for one thing and one thing only: the ultimate Energy/Life Experience for and as themselves and themselves alone. And so we’re now in the End as the Beginning, where the Beginning and the End is ourselves, Here; as what Humanity has become within and as our existence as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy that only search for/look for that ultimate energy experience satisfaction.

I commit myself to show – how and why the consequences in relation to Sex had become so rife within this world, as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy has no consideration, regard or care for anything/anyone else but its own satisfaction of its Desire, Attraction and Love/Sex processes as the manifestation/attainment of and as that ultimate ‘life/energy/positive experience’ which had become the primary purpose of human beings’ lives on this Earth. And so, human beings as Minds will go to whatever lengths/extents – just to have/get/obtain/possess that ultimate/evolutionary positive-energy/life experience of and as the Mind/Consciousness of Energy; which had manifested extensive consequences within humanity regarding our relationship to sex, to ourselves and to each other. Where Sex had become a possession within human beings/humanity as the external mirror of ourselves – showing and revealing the consequences of our obsession/possession with desire, attraction and love/sex; and the extent to which the Mind can possess a human being just to get/have/obtain/possess that gratification/satisfaction of and as energy.
In this, I commit myself to show – how those obsession/possession with Sex and the consequences this manifest within ourselves, our lives and that of others, is equally as one the extent to which human beings are obsessed and possessed with Money/the Money-Experience in their sexual-relationship of desire and attraction to/towards Money that manifest the consequence of the separation from themselves, and so the rest of humanity, that would continue within their obsession and possession with money, with no consideration/regard/care for the consequences money-itself manifest within and as the majority of and as this physical existence.

I commit myself to show – that as long as we accept and allow ourselves to be obsessed/possessed with and as desire, attraction as love/sex within and as the context and nature of seeking/searching for that ultimate ‘love/energy/life experience’ that only serve the interest of and as our own Minds, as relationships, sex, religions, spiritualties, money, consumerism had come to physically prove: that it does in NO WAY contribute to the well being/lives of all of humanity in oneness and equality – on the contrary, it only satisfies the desires of those who within and as their own self-interest of their own personal desires; manifest a relationship to that something/someone and so the process of attraction and love/sex/the ultimate energy/life experience ensue. That we’re so internally and externally possessed with energy within and money without: that we’re not seeing/deliberately do not want to see the evidentiary consequences energy/mind within and money/the world system without is manifesting within/towards this physical existence. And in this not seeing/wanting to see our direct responsibility to the existence of this World-System of Money as is, because as long as we exist in the Mind/Energy, satisfying our energy-desires, we’ll accept and allow the World-System of Money to continue as is, satisfying our money-desires; and in this Desire/Possession – we’ll accept and allow the suffering of countless of animals, humans, nature, the earth…just for DESIRE. It’s time for human beings to wake up out of the Illusion of Energy and start seeing/realising and understanding what we’ve done and become to ourselves, each other and this physical existence as a whole. 



 
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