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Is Any Choice Ever Free?:DAY 45


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Is Any Choice Ever Free?:DAY 45



The Soul of Fear - Part Ten

Energy as Authority - Part Fourteen

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Fifteen


Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re continuing with having a look at Choice – and how we in fact do not have Choice and do not make Choices within ourselves, within how we have – when in the beginning, making that Deal with the Devil as the decision to reverse Life/Live as consuming substance to transform into Energy/Evil, Offering our Souls: Energy-Authority became the Authority that regulates/controls all our choices within the context of and from the Original Choice of the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of our Souls that manifested us into an existence of consuming substance for energy, within the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow and damned ourselves within our very nature and action to Blame as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend our survival and possession of Temptation/Empowerment as Energy to be Gods unto ourselves Only.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the Beginning, with making the One Choice of who, how and what I am with the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul: that all my Choices from that moment will stand equal-to and one-with who, how and what I am as the One Choice I manifested and made as me within my who, how and what I am. That all my choices from and of that One Choice will stand within and as the starting-point of defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.


I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that the One Choice has become who, how and what I am, and thus – all choices I make, will reflect and stand within and as the starting-point manifestation of me as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of who, how and what I am.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that – with all my other choices, reflecting and standing within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning as my who, how and what I am: that I am not in fact making Choices – because they all stand equal-to and one-with the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning, and thus all Choices is in fact validating the ONE CHOICE I had made in the beginning as protecting and defending my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of Energy for me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only. That all my choices will be done and made within and as the who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority as defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.

I forgive myself that I as Energy/Mind-Authority haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that my relationship to ‘Choice’, that ‘I have Free Choice’, that I own ‘Choice’, that I can make ‘Choices’: is me as Energy/Mind-Authority in fact validating my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority. Because every moment I have the opportunity to make a ‘Choice’, and every moment I apparently do make a ‘Choice’: I am in fact giving me the power to empower me with my energy-temptation and so protect and defend my existence as Energy-Authority through and as giving me the freedom to continue defending and protecting my survival and possession as temptation/empowerment of and as energy through and as the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority. Where, I know – that as long as I have ‘Choice’ – ‘Choice’ is the way, means and method I use to in and as every Choice – establish my Authority as Energy over and of Life/Physicality and this Physical-Existence as me, because every Choice will be made to only serve me as Energy/Mind-Authority in consuming substance/physicality to transform into Energy and empower/saturate only my temptation as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, throughout existence, with the relationship of me to myself within myself, to others and to existence as a whole: I have never made any ‘New Choices’, ‘Alternative Choices’ to who, how and what I am. But what I would do is internalize myself, others and this physical-existence into myself through reflection, and stand within the Choice of who, how and what I am within the starting-point of and as Energy-Authority as protecting/defending my survival and possession of temptation and empowerment of and as Energy for only me to be a ‘God’ unto myself only; and so all ‘Choices’ I made was only from and of that One Choice I made of who, how and what I am and that I thus did not in fact make any Choices from the Beginning, as all choices were made within and as and by Energy-Authority to protect and defend only its survival and possession as temptation and empowerment of Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that – the ‘empowering’ energy-experience that manifest within my Mind, in my physical-body when making a ‘Choice’: is in fact the empowerment of and as Energy/Mind-Authority in that moment; as within that moment of ‘Choice’, I am validating and manifesting/establishing me as Energy/Mind-Authority within confirming my who, how and what I am as Energy/Mind-Authority as that choice is and always will be made within and as the starting-point of and as the One Choice I had made in the beginning of my existence of and as my who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, deifying itself through and as the friction/conflict as consuming substance to transform into Energy, to own its possession/empowerment of and as Energy at the cost/expense of defying Life/Substance for it to continue existing/surviving.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – from the Beginning, I have always in all ways only made Choices within and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority, and that every moment I make a ‘Choice’ of protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of and as my Temptation of and as Energy: I am deifying me as Energy and defying Life within, as and through the relationship of Cause/Acceptance and Effect/Allowance as Consequence and Consequence-outflow within and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification as the deliberate manipulation, abuse and misuse of substance/physicality/life (excusing life-authority for energy/Devil/Mind/Money-authority to exist), as consuming substance/physicality/life to transform into energy/Money (justified as defying life/physicality, and deifying energy/Mind/Money) through and as deliberate friction/conflict (spite) for the survival/rewarding/empowerment/saturation of me as Energy/Mind/Money-Authority.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand that the One Choice in the beginning of my who, how and what I am was done in Fear/Fear of Loss – that signed the Deal with the Devil, the Offering of my Soul and so damned me into and as an eternal existence of and as that One Choice in and as Fear/Fear of Loss – where from that moment, all my Choices will stand within and as that One Choice of and as who, how and what I am; and so will from that moment – never be Free to make a Choice of who, how and what I am in and as Life, of and as equality and oneness, as I had enslaved me as Energy-Authority in and as Fear/Fear of Loss to and as the One Choice of and as who, how and what I am as Energy-Authority that will only exist and make choices to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Energy, at the cost/expense/consequence to Life.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – every ‘Choice’ I make is manifested within and as Fear/Fear of Loss, and done through and as the nature and action of me as Blame within and as spite, excuse and justification to protect and defend the survival as possession/empowerment of my Temptation as Energy/God-Authority unto me, myself and I only.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand the nature of and as ‘Free Choice’ within and as the existence of me as Energy/Mind-Authority in its relationship to Life/Physicality: where I as Energy/Mind-Authority am ‘Free’ within myself to continue existing within and as my enslavement as Energy/Mind to Life/Physicality, in having the internal ‘freedom’ of continuing my accepted and allowed existence of enslavement within and as Fear/Fear of Loss to protect and defend my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy within and as my nature and action of and as Blame as spite, excuse and justification to continue my finite existence as Energy/Mind for as long as I can sustain my existence from and of Life/Physicality until I’ve consumed it and myself to nothingness.

 In the next post, we’ll continue walking the point of ‘Choice’ – and the consequence of Energy-Authority as Choice, in our current accepted and allowed relationship to and manifestation as ‘Choice’, and how this relationship and manifestation of ourselves as ‘Choice’ manifested the consequences we now exist as, as the Mind relationship to the Physical and the World-System of Money relationship to this physical-existence, and how and why no-one and nothing will change, as long as we believe we have Choice, as long as we continue accepting and allowing the existence of Energy/Mind/Money-Authority as ourselves, within and without.

I see, realise and understand that as long as I accept and allow myself to exist as the Mind/Energy-Authority: that all my choices will stand within the context and starting-point of only protecting and defending my survival as possession/empowerment of Temptation as Energy, and that I am enslaving myself – and so all as myself - within the very concept of ‘Free Choice’ as giving the Mind/Energy Authority over and of Life/Physicality of and as equality and oneness, in giving it the Freedom to continue its own Enslavement to Survival.

I commit myself, to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – assist and support me to align me as the Mind/Energy into and as equal and one Physical-Living, as the practical application process of aligning me from the One Choice of and as Energy-Authority, to and as The Decision of and as Life-Authority in and as equality and oneness, so that I will eventually stand where every decision I make, will stand within and as the principle of Life as what is/will be best for all in and as equality and oneness; and so stop me from only existing in Choice-enslavement of Survival to serve only my Interest of energy empowerment/possession, and Live as the Decision for and as and of Life. 

I commit myself to show, how – giving up ‘Choice’ as ‘Free Choice’, as the process of stopping Consciousness/Mind/Energy-Authority and becoming an equal and one living being as Living Words in and as and with the human physical body, and eventually this physical-existence in and as standing as The Decision for and as Life: is the process of giving up one’s enslavement as Consciousness/Mind/Energy, is the process of giving up one’s enslavement to Fear/Fear of Loss, is the process of giving up the One Choice that has eternally damned/enslaved self and all as self within and as existence – and is thus, in this – the process of gifting self, and eventually all Freedom within the context of in fact living in absolute equality and oneness with self as all, and in fact manifest Heaven on Earth as ourselves.

I commit myself to show, how – everything is in reverse: that, the experience of freedom within choice, in how choice currently exist within our who, how and what we are as Energy/Consciousness/Mind-Authority is in fact the enslavement of ourselves as Energy/Consciousness/Mind in and as Fear/Fear of Loss as Survival, that is manifesting the consequence to our physical-body and this physical-existence, and that the process to Freedom, to Living, to Life from the enslavement of survival and possession: Is assisting and supporting self, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to live, walk and become The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness, where every decision made, lived and expressed will always stand and be done within and as the principle of and as what is/will be best for All, and so the process of giving up choice/free choice as stopping Mind/Consciousness/Energy and Living in and as equality and oneness with one’s physical-body and this Physical-Existence, is the process of walking out of Hell/Consequence, internally and externally into and as Heaven on Earth and Living.

I commit myself to, as I walk my process from Choice/Free Choice as the Mind/Consciousness as Energy-Authority into and as The Decision for and as Life of and as equality and oneness in being/becoming the living word through and as writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: to re-align the World-System of Money that is currently accepting and allowing the prevalence and promulgation of choice/free choice within the context of survival and possession at the cost/expense of the physical-body and this physical-existence, to a World-System of Money as the Equal Money System that stand within and as the decision of and as life, as what is/will be best for all, so that each and all within this physical-existence has an equal and one opportunity to life and living.



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