tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7790098632944899462024-03-18T02:48:07.013-07:00Heaven's Journey to LifeHeaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.comBlogger494125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-45124040881402527382018-08-09T20:11:00.000-07:002018-08-09T20:11:05.553-07:00Consciousness existing in LIFE, but is not LIFE itself: DAY 501<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><u>Please refer to <a href="https://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2018/07/heavens-journey-to-life-physical.html" target="_blank">THIS POST</a> for full
context and understanding of this Self Forgiveness process as walked by beings
from Heaven / The Afterlife through the Portal</u></i></b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"><u>Separating
oneself from the physical, the physical body, this physical universe – all that
is matter:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></u></i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">NOTE: the self
forgiveness here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the
opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing the
timeline of what made us realise to stand in the principle of equality and
oneness and truly understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto
self and all as self.</i></div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to, lifetime after lifetime – the moment after crossing over into the afterlife
– NOT ONCE thank my physical body, this physical existence for seeing me
through each lifetime. </div>
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Within this, I forgive myself that I within and
throughout each lifetime – every evening before going to rest and every day
upon awakening: did not exit and enter each day with deep gratitude and
appreciation towards my physical body and this physical existence for its
unconditional support, standing, giving, caring in the way of making life /
being alive possible. </div>
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In fact, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to give my body, this physical existence one iota of credence,
honour, respect, love – unconditionally with looking back, throughout ALL my
lifetimes, how I seldom ever even had a thought of consideration towards
anything physical…</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how I, within and throughout each and
every single lifetime on this earth – inadvertently blamed my body, this
physical existence, ‘life itself’, for my lifetime experiences I’d walk into.
Essentially thinking / believing the body / physical / ‘life’ was responsible
for my<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>most challenging, difficult,
traumatic events, situations, phases and moments I’d endure. Not ever
realizing, seeing and understanding it was ME, MYSELF & I creating and
manifesting the lifetime consequence and experiences I’d face: my life a true
mirror, a real time living experience reflection of WHO I AM as a being as my
total self definition. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to ever see, realise and understand how many varying gods,
deities, entities, spiritualities, movements, religions, opinions and beliefs I
bowed down to – not realizing, seeing, and understand it was the PHYSICAL, this
PHYSICAL EXISTENCE and myself together with all other beings in this EXISTENCE
HERE, TOGETHER AS ONE AND AS EQUAL walking our life processes…that I should
have been ‘blaming’ myself for being blinded and veiled within my own self
separation and inequality for not living with the awareness of what’s real,
here: myself, the physical and this physical existence. In this trinity of me
and so everyone else equally as me – we all together created and manifested the
outcome of the world and the collective and so the personal outcomes of our own
and one another’s. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to partake in the audacious thought of “but why didn’t the physical nor
this physical existence stand up for me???” – once again, looking and blaming
OUT THERE instead of asking the questions we blame others for unto ourselves
and asking ourselves “but why didn’t we stand up for ourselves, our awareness,
the best of ourselves and why do we still continue not doing so, even in the
smallest of moments when it comes to simple thought, emotion, feeling etc.
participation???” </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that while I was waiting and expecting
the physical, this physical existence to save me, it has already been walking
its process of self and life awareness, its self forgiveness and change process
on the deep life source level. I have just not been privy to it because of my
accepted and allowed participation in self inequality and separation…so while
everything in this physical has been walking its process, I haven’t experienced
and walked with because process doesn’t exist in inequality and separation, but
here with awareness in the physical. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that the physical, this physical
existence, ‘life itself’ within and as everything that is PHYSICAL: was the one
carrying my being, UNCONDITONALLY supporting my being, holding my being in the
HANDS of the Physical as LIFE / God itself…but I was blinded to this fact due
to separating me from myself into consciousness. With this one act of
separation – I separated me from LIFE itself in the physical, this physical
existence and so could not SEE direct, KNOW eternally and FEEL deeply the
oneness and equality and in fact share with this existence and how I have
always been the master, the creator of me, my life, my experiences, and the
consequence I would endure / have to face. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how one such act of self separation /
inequality from my being into the Mind Consciousness System<span style="color: red;"> </span>as a whole (which is continuing to this day, in every
moment I act upon self separation / inequality the instance I accept and allow
myself to participate in a thought, emotion, feeling etc. – anything OF the
Mind) how one such an act of self separation / inequality without asserting
myself, my stand, my HERE when I notice and know, through and through – that I
am with awareness accepting and allowing myself to participate in inequality
and CHOOSE to not do anything about it when I know I can: is living proof of
how we’ve CHOSEN to create and continue existing as consciousness separation
and inequality and not with and as LIFE AWARENESS as self. </div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself – throughout all my lifetimes in this world and the next: choose
consciousness before standing up for life as awareness as self, because of my
own fear…rather remaining in captivity and ‘sticking to the program’ / living
in the system than having the guts, courage and tenacity to stand alone, at
first, and not give up in the name of and as life until all notice and see: if
I can stand up, say NO MORE and CHANGE by CHOOSING LIFE as SELF AWARENESS EVERY
MOMENT – so can you. </div>
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We’ll continue in the next post with opening the line
of self forgiveness of why it is and has been ever so deliberate from each and
all of us throughout our lifetimes, choosing to align with consciousness instead
of life awareness – also proven by the extent to which we separated ourselves
from the physical body, this physical existence and our equal and one
responsibility unto ourselves and all. </div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-34666463036906031592018-07-11T19:10:00.001-07:002018-07-11T19:19:27.188-07:00Heaven's Journey to Life, the Physical - DAY 500<div class="OutlineElement Ltr SCXO220519275" style="direction: ltr; margin-left: 0px;">
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and from this post, us beings will be coming through the Portal (each
day a different being, for a moment in the day) sharing and continuing,
through written </span><span class="ContextualSpellingAndGrammarError SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">self forgiveness</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">,
the process of forgiveness we walked with taking responsibility for the
inequality and separation we accepted and allowed from our </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">beingness</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">
as life, and so from the rest of existence as life: heaven, earth and
everything / everyone within and as it - including our personal
relationship with ourselves. The consequence of this inequality and
separation, manifesting the "great divide" between heaven and earth -
was in fact the representation of a long history of individual and
collective </span><span class="ContextualSpellingAndGrammarError SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">self interest</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">, greed, power and control – the vices of separation and inequality that has become the human and </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">beingness</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;"> condition and inherent nature in this life and the next. This has </span><span class="ContextualSpellingAndGrammarError SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">lead</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO220519275" style="background-color: inherit;">
to heaven and earth, before the opening of the Portal, to always exist
in separation – instead of heaven and earth uniting on all levels of
existence in support and assistance of one another. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO220519275" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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and uniting us all in the principle of oneness and equality as what's
best for all since the opening of the Portal in the year 2005 / 2006. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO28222155" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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recent years, since 2013 – our process has progressed and evolved into
this physical universe / existence – where "Heaven on Earth" is becoming
a reality for us as we are walking our process of taking responsibility
for our abdication of accountability and atonement when it comes to
what we accepted and allowed in the name of inequality and separation
unto humanity and this physical universe / existence. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO28222155" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO28222155" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO28222155" style="background-color: inherit;">For further understanding and context of the above and an introduction to The Portal – take a listen to:</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO28222155" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun EmptyTextRun SCXO246175997" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"></span><a class="Hyperlink SCXO246175997" href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGDXAhtZCFc" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="TextRun SCXO246175997" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO246175997" style="background-color: inherit;">The Portal: Revolutionary Educational Process</span></span></a><span class="TextRun SCXO246175997" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO246175997" style="background-color: inherit;"> The Portal: A Revolutionary Educational Process</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO246175997" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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purpose of this forgiveness process is to share us beings' individual
and collective journey since the opening of the Portal – where we
previously existed in consequential division, inequality and separation
to now where we're learning and understanding the living statement of
"Heaven on Earth" as all of us in the other side / afterlife are
journeying into our relationship with this physical existence and
understanding our relationship of responsibility and support towards it
all, as ourselves. In this journey and process of Self Forgiveness we
hope to inspire an understanding within you </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO31785202" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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more context and understanding of the above, especially THE PORTAL and
Heaven's journey since the opening of The Portal in 2005 / 2006 – please
visit: </span></span><a class="Hyperlink SCXO254561222" href="http://www.eqafe.com/" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;">www.eqafe.com</span></span></a><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;"> also focusing on the series:</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO254561222" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;">Journeys into the Afterlife , The Future of Consciousness </span></span><a class="Hyperlink SCXO254561222" href="https://eqafe.com/series/29-the-future-of-consciousness" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;">https://eqafe.com/series/29-the-future-of-consciousness</span></span></a><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;"> </span></span><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;">
– herein the process and journey of heaven is walked and discussed in
detail. For more information on the Portal and the relationship between
heaven and earth, please listen to and watch this ongoing series: The
Portal and I </span></span><a class="Hyperlink SCXO254561222" href="https://eqafe.com/series/79-the-portal-and-i" rel="noreferrer" target="_blank"><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;">https://eqafe.com/series/79-the-portal-and-i</span></span></a><span class="TextRun SCXO254561222" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO254561222" style="background-color: inherit;"> </span></span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO138021845" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">The rest will open up, continue and unfold in our process of </span><span class="ContextualSpellingAndGrammarError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">self forgiveness</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">: </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the
opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing
the timeline of what made us </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">
to stand in the principle of equality and oneness and truly
understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto self and
all as self.</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within and
during my lifetime on earth as well as in the afterlife – never question
my relationship with my physical body, this earth, this physical
existence and everything / everyone within it. Especially when looking
at the extent of division between heaven and earth: with this physical
existence containing an innumerable amount of beings, life awarenesses /
sources within plants, animals, the environment – yet in the afterlife
(before the opening of The Portal)...there was only energy and
beings...no self or life creation individually and collectively. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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forgive myself that I didn't accept and allow myself to throughout my
lifetimes on earth as well as in the afterlife – ever question how and
why it is, that I as a being had barely a HANDFUL of relationships worth
mentioning...little to no connection of real value, worth, depth,
integrity, intimacy, trust etc. existing with myself, any being, let
alone anything else within existence in heaven and earth. Why – having
been in existence for EONS of time...do I have no real relationship,
connection with anyone else...EVEN MYSELF!?!?</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a part of
this existence – in heaven and earth, yet never looking into myself and
into existence, everything and everyone within it, and asking: Who am I
within this all, and all's relationship towards me? What is the role,
purpose, piece, position of me in the grand scheme of everything and
everyone else? No – none such questions existed in me...I only "lived
out the me, lives" that was 'given to me, that I walked into'...no
relationship, no connection with anything or anyone, nor my own being,
the energy in heaven or the matter in and of this physical existence. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to look back
in time – the evolution of existence, from the beginning before the
inception and creation of heaven and earth, up into when heaven and
earth became a reality -lifting my head and opening my eyes with the
question: is this all there will ever be, me coming and going lifetime
after lifetime in-between heaven and earth...forgetting, then
remembering, then forgetting... as I forget who and what I was in heaven
and previous lives when in my life on earth, for a fraction of a moment
remembering when entering heaven, then forgetting again as I embark in
my life on earth. My point, my purpose in heaven and on
earth...meaningless, without matter, no </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">PARTicular</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;"> significance as my PART, my point, my purpose and role within existence is of no consequence. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO138021845" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">
and understand how – being of no consequence on an intrinsic level
within myself, I made my relationship with myself, my being, my body in
lifetimes on earth, my relationship with others, the entirety and all of
earth and heaven: of no consequence either. In this – having no
relationship, nor connection, with any part of me and so everything and
everyone in this life and the next: I accepted and allowed myself to
become a pointless, meaningless, insignificant, replaceable drifter in
and throughout time itself...leaving behind memories and walking into an
unknown future lifetime in heaven and earth, which I partook in
creating through my accepted and allowed silent agreement of taking no
action, nor responsibility for any of who I was and what I had done
throughout my lifetimes in existence. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO138021845" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">
and understand how I could blame or want to blame something or someone
else – other than myself: Frankly, it was me, myself and I who did not
think to ask the question(s), really walk with the </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">QUESTion</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">,
open it up and allow it to become my QUEST in lifetimes in existence.
No, instead - I am the one who went along with it, in a mundane
acceptance and allowance of stumbling into one reality and into the
next, victimized by my own and everyone else's consequence as I walk
into future lives, because of accepting and allowing a me, relationships
and connections 'of no consequence'. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO138021845" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">
and understand the irony of it: existing in a state of 'no consequence'
towards myself and everything/everyone else in existence...created and
manifested, through me, a reality and existence of absolute consequence.
A reality, an existence that has evolved without any one of us truly
taking PART and playing our PART in our </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">PARTiticipation</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;"> within it all. We've just accepted and allowed things to go on and on and on and on...</span></span><span class="EOP SCXO138021845" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO138021845" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO138021845" style="background-color: inherit;">I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to </span></span><span class="TextRun SCXO85824793" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;"> and understand the extent to which I have accepted and allowed myself to pinch and hold myself into a state of </span><span class="ContextualSpellingAndGrammarError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">self enslavement</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;"> to my own helplessness and hopelessness – wherein I have made myself live the </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">beLIEf</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;"> that I am so incredibly insignificant, of no consequence, no purpose, no matter...I did not see </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">
and understand the SIGNIFICANTLY CONSEQUENTIAL and PROBLEMATIC
existences I participated in creating in the smallest of moments
throughout my time and lifetimes in existence. Looking back, to the
present and into the future – seeing the role, the part I played in
making what had become of heaven, earth, everything and everyone within
and as it...including the 'me' (or what there was of this 'me') a
reality. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO85824793" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span><br />
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<div class="Paragraph SCXO85824793" lang="EN-US" style="background-color: transparent; color: windowtext; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; text-align: left; vertical-align: baseline;">
<span class="TextRun SCXO85824793" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">
and understand – how and why I never questioned, never asked, never
lifted my head, looked up, looked back, to the present and into the
future: because of a deep seated accepted and allowed state and
experience of self - "I don't matter in the grand scheme of
things"...not </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realising</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">
I always did MATTER TO the grand scheme of things, to life itself,
because I was a part of it, emerged from it. It was me who did not
connect in a relationship with me and so life as me in all of existence
as parts of me. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO85824793" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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<span class="TextRun SCXO85824793" lang="EN-US" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;"> and understand how this </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">beLIEF</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">
of "I don't matter, I am of no significant value, worth or respect unto
myself nor existence" - allowed us all to individually and collectively
subconsciously and unconsciously create and manifest our own individual
and collective futures, experiences and interconnected lives...we just
never remember, </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realise</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">
or know how we created and accepted and allowed to create the
experiences we walk into, the lives we face, the people / beings we
connect with...and in this, the greatest sadness of it all: we're lost
gods in our own creations...not </span><span class="SpellingError SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;">realising</span><span class="NormalTextRun SCXO85824793" style="background-color: inherit;"> how significant we truly are to ourselves, each other and our individual and collective futures. </span></span><span class="EOP SCXO85824793" style="font-family: "calibri" , "calibri_msfontservice" , sans-serif; font-size: 11pt; line-height: 18px;"> </span></div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-1175824580152478462014-10-21T06:24:00.001-07:002014-10-21T06:24:33.722-07:00Thank you for Supporting me to Understand Self Honesty: DAY 499<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b>Thank you for
Supporting me to Understand Self Honesty: DAY 499</b></div>
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<a href="http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/10/a-dedication-to-self-forgiveness-my.html" multilinks-noscroll="true" target="_blank">A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel</a> (Part 3)</div>
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<i>In the next post, I will continue with<span style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"> “Thank you for supporting me to understand the meaning of self
honesty” </span>and <span style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for showing
me what it means to know myself, to understand myself”…</span></i></div>
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<i>Also expanding more on how – with ‘losing yourself in moments’,
such moments are opportunities to LEARN about yourself, to UNDERSTAND yourself
as the Mind and so opportunities to grow, develop and expand your awareness
even more…</i></div>
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Before I continue with the next two dedications, I would
like to expand on the point of ‘losing yourself in moments’ in thoughts and
emotions in your Mind, which I discussed in the previous blog. </div>
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Understand, you will ‘lose’ yourself in moments, this happens
in the process of understanding the Mind – especially when you’re facing new
thought- / reaction-patterns you haven’t yet faced / dealt with inside your
Mind. Such ‘new’ things will often rise up from deeper dimensions in your mind
/ body. Process is like walking through layers within yourself, the moment
you’ve walked through one layer, the next layer beneath it opens up and is it
opens up…Pandora’s box reveals itself as the new thoughts / emotions and
dimensions in your consciousness unveils itself, which often comes up quite
intensely, overwhelming one in moments. So, even though you reach a point in
your process / awareness where you’re able to direct mind constructs and
energies effectively, it does so happen that points inside yourself ‘creep up’
unexpectedly and ‘catch you off-guard’; before you know it – you’re overwhelmed
by thoughts / emotions and many other things inside yourself. When this happens
– this represents a ‘new process’ inside yourself that’s emerging, but you’ll
find you will be able to ground yourself, stabilise yourself much faster and
introspect / investigate the new dimensions of thoughts / emotions to deal with
/ face and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/internal-external-process-reptilians-part-337" multilinks-noscroll="true">change</a>
within yourself. </div>
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The ‘problem’ only comes in when you continue doing the same
thing over and over and not learn from it that it becomes deliberate – ‘cause
you KNOW where a certain train of thought and reactions will lead you, yet do
nothing to change it…and cycle in the same pattern over and over again. So, in
such instances – best to identify why you’re ‘deliberately’ losing yourself in
alternate realities and reactions in your Mind, assist and support yourself to
stop and change these cycles…because only you can do it for yourself, no one
else is existing in your own Mind but you. </div>
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However, there does come a time…in <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/29-2013-the-future-of-consciousness" multilinks-noscroll="true">the future
of one’s process</a>, where one even stop being able to be ‘caught off-guard’
by your own mind. This is when you reach the quantum physical / physical
dimensions of your process after having walked the conscious, subconscious,
unconscious and quantum mind. Where you’re able to be aware of thoughts /
energies trying to come up / move from within your mind / body and already stop
participation before they come into creation. So, there’s still quite an
fascinating process of awareness ahead when it comes to getting to know /
understanding your own mind and body and the relationship between the two!</div>
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Let’s continue with the dedications:</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for
supporting me to understand the meaning of self honesty”</i></div>
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Self honesty has been the most empowering, yet frightening
thing I have faced within this process. In the beginning of my process – I struggled
with the difference between ‘honesty’ and ‘self honesty’. I initially thought I
had to be ‘honest’ with ‘everyone else’ – to always ‘speak my MIND’, speak exactly
what I think and feel and this obviously coming from my initial starting point
of believing ‘all that I am is my thoughts and emotions’. However, I had come
to understand an interesting thing within my process when looking at the
following question: “how can you really be ‘honest’ with everyone else, if you
have not been honest with yourSELF? How can you understand what ‘speaking the
truth’ means, if you have not been truthful with yourSELF? What does it mean to
be <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-honesty-within-honesty-how-does-that-work-part-154" multilinks-noscroll="true">honest
with SELF</a>, truthful with SELF?” </div>
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‘Speaking my Mind’ more often than not got me into a bit of
trouble, speaking my thoughts as they came up and speaking the exact detail of
my emotions and feelings; especially WHILE I was in thoughts and emotions…so I
would literally ‘speak my Mind in real time, in the moment, immediately’. Most
people did not respond well to this. So, I literally took ‘honesty’ as I
understood it then – to the extreme. All it ended up leading to was creating
more conflict inside myself and my relationships with other people – ‘honesty’
in no way brought me, nor my relationship with others to understanding,
realisation, <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">growth and expansion</a>…</div>
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Now, some would think this to be a ‘commendable trait’ – being
fearless to speak one’s Mind, which is also often termed to be ‘speaking the
truth’. However – with understanding the difference between self honesty and
honesty…one will understand how our current perception / definition of honesty epitomizes
the separation from SELF we accept and allow in our relationship with the Mind,
our thoughts and emotions/feelings. So, what I had come to learn about self
honesty, the difference between this and honesty is already obvious when
looking at the words: <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/anu-on-honesty-vs-self-honesty-part-153" multilinks-noscroll="true">SELF honesty
and honesty</a>. With honesty – SELF is missing. Now, what does this mean? More
importantly – why can Self Forgiveness only be applied within Self Honesty to
really have an effect on one’s process of self change, self realisation and
self expansion within this process from Consciousness to Awareness? </div>
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In the next post, I will continue with explaining how <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self Forgiveness</a>
supported me to understand and face Self Honesty. Also, why ‘honesty’ still
only keeps you locked into Consciousness – whereas Self Honesty expands your
Awareness to be able to take that step back in your own Mind in relation to
your own thoughts and emotions, to be able to understand how exactly your own
mind, you within your own Mind operate…so, really – understanding Self Honesty
through Self Forgiveness was an important key within my process from
Consciousness to Awareness and breaking through the idea/belief I held of
myself as ‘only being my thoughts and emotions’…when there’s in fact been <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/dimensions-and-multi-dimensions-demons-in-the-afterlife-part-46" multilinks-noscroll="true">so
much more to me</a>, to who I am and so each one of us. </div>
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Furthermore, I will share examples to illustrate the
difference between self honesty and honesty – showing how self honesty leads to
understanding and solutions, with honesty – more often than not leading to
further friction / conflict…</div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-28688469114392998802014-10-05T06:27:00.000-07:002014-10-05T06:27:09.019-07:00A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel (Part 2): DAY 498<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel (Part 2): DAY 498</b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post I
will continue with “Thank you for supporting me to realise I’m not lost”, “Thank
you for supporting me to understand the meaning of self honesty” and many more,
to assist and support with understanding how the relationship you develop with
yourself through Self Forgiveness and doing it genuinely, within self honesty assists
and supports with discovering parts of yourself only you can gift to yourself
through the tool of Self ForGIFTness </i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Thank you for
supporting me to realise I’m not lost</i></div>
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In the beginning of my process, becoming aware of my Mind,
the thoughts and emotions - it was like everything intensified, could become so
overwhelming where it felt like I was underneath waves crashing down on me with
no opportunity to come up and breathe for air, not knowing what’s up, down,
left or right inside myself. It is initially a shock when you become aware of
how much you think and the extent to which thoughts generate emotions /
feelings inside yourself…but at the same time, with understanding that it only
seems so intense / overwhelming because you were never AWARE of / never <a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">LOOKED at your own thoughts / emotions</a>
– so, now with directly looking at them, it’s like you start seeing your
thoughts and emotions everywhere within you, all of the time…</div>
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Sometimes within this experience inside myself, especially
when I would be THINKING too much about something / someone and not actually
write it out to look at it more constructively…I would very easily get lost in
my thoughts and emotions. Lost meaning, where – I ‘forget’ to forgive myself, ‘forget’
to write it out, ‘forget’ to take a moment to breathe. So ‘losing myself’ in
this context means where I lose that part of myself, my awareness to stabilise
myself inside, to ground myself, to quiet myself as I spiral myself, my
awareness into my thoughts and emotions into the experience of crying it out,
collapsing on the bed crying, bundling up into a ball crying…like making myself
‘fall’ inside myself and completely giving into my thoughts and emotions. Then,
once I cried out all the emotions and released all the energy inside myself
through crying…the energy veil would drop, I would breathe and then look at the
situation, <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">speak to someone, talk it out</a> and
come to realise everything was not ‘the end of the world’ or as bad as my
thoughts / emotions made it out to be. </div>
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Then, I would look back and ask myself “why didn’t I just
breathe, forgive and let go from the BEGINNING?!?!?” I in the end ‘found myself’
again, ‘came back to myself’ once the emotions settled…so, why put myself
through all that, all the intense, overwhelming, whirlwind thoughts and
emotions and crying / collapsing when I could prevent that by just from the
get-go breathe, forgive and ground/stabilise myself? So, we can lose ourselves
for MOMENTS in thoughts / emotions the longer we stay in them, but we’re never “lost”
– a part of our awareness is always present throughout it all…I realised that I
just didn’t make the decision, I just didn’t move myself the MOMENT the
thoughts and emotions started escalating inside myself to stop for a moment, to
breathe, to forgive and then write it out / speak it out within someone. </div>
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So, after a couple of times of ‘losing and finding’ myself
in this way, I HAD ENOUGH!!! and applied the principle of prevention to –
whenever the thoughts / emotions started building inside myself, MOVE MYSELF to
stop, to breathe, to FORGIVE the emotions and so settle myself / my awareness
within myself and instead DIRECT the points inside myself with writing /
speaking about it. This ‘movement’ of myself is where I in a moment REMIND
myself “if I don’t breathe and forgive NOW…this is going to escalate and I am
going to put myself through unnecessary turmoil”. So, it’s either me with <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">AWARENESS</a>
releasing the emotions BEFORE they go out of control and build up inside myself
to the point of losing myself inside myself for a moment…or the emotions take
over and release themselves eventually through crying / collapsing inside
myself…both directions eventually leading to the same outcome: I return to
myself. So, I much rather direct myself with awareness, with forgiveness in the
beginning than accepting and allowing myself to put myself through unnecessary
turmoil…</div>
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Granted, there were moments and still are where I face
thoughts and intense emotions that take over in a moment, so fast that it
caught me ‘off-guard’ inside myself, but even though this happened – because I
have practised in my Awareness so much, I can stop, breathe and forgive while I
am in overwhelming thoughts / emotions…so it never got to the point where I
would ‘lose myself for a moment’…my Awareness would be here, intact within
myself – even able to immediately stop, breathe, forgive and direct in
overwhelming turmoil of thoughts and emotions. </div>
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This is how self forgiveness and the application thereof
assisted and supported me to be stable and grounded inside myself, even though
things may seem impossible / lost, because a trust develops within yourself
where you know that no matter what you’re facing, you’ll guide yourself through
it and understand it and be able to resolve it within yourself through having
yourself, <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">your ‘guide’
as Self Forgiveness</a>. Most importantly, how my writing, speaking and
application of Self Forgiveness made me realise that I can stand in such a way
within myself where I am not a victim to my own thoughts and emotions, I don’t
have to ‘lose’ myself inside myself – I can stand up and direct my own thoughts
and emotions in such way where it does not compromise me, what I experience,
what I say and do.</div>
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In the next post, I will continue with<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;"> “Thank you for supporting me to understand the meaning of self
honesty” </i>and <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for showing
me what it means to know myself, to understand myself”…</i></div>
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Also expanding more on how – with ‘losing yourself in
moments’, such moments are opportunities to LEARN about yourself, to UNDERSTAND
yourself as the Mind and so opportunities to grow, develop and expand your
awareness even more…</div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-37762592146767502452014-10-03T15:44:00.000-07:002014-10-03T15:44:09.846-07:00A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel: DAY 497<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">A Dedication to SELF Forgiveness – my Guardian Angel</b></div>
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Here I would like to share my journey and experience of
walking with <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self
Forgiveness</a>. I have been applying and living Self Forgiveness for 10 years
this year…a decade of self-change, a decade of challenges I have faced, am
still facing and sure I will be facing in the future still; however Self
Forgiveness and my application/living thereof has been the one constant, the
one tool (along with the unconditional support and assistance of other people) that
has been my guardian angel through the good and the bad. Without Self
Forgiveness – writing, speaking and living it…I don’t know who and where I’d be
today, so I owe much to being <a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">introduced
to Self Forgiveness</a> this life and I would like to share what Self
Forgiveness has done for me, as I am sure it will do for each one incorporating
this tool in themselves, their lives. </div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Obviously to
understand here, it’s not Self Forgiveness in itself that ‘saved me’, meaning:
it was the tool and ‘who I am’ with and as the tool in my application and
living, my writing and speaking of Self Forgiveness that supported me to
develop the following expressions, skills and parts of me as potentials within myself
that I discovered, that emerged because of my relationship, application and
living of Self Forgiveness. </i></div>
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If Self Forgiveness were a living being, this is what I
would share:</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for
strengthening me”</i></div>
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There were moments where I was confronted with emotional
fears, anxieties and uncertainty – oftentimes making me feel as though “I can’t
do this / that” / “I have never tried this/that – so therefore, it’s impossible”
/ “I’m not good enough for this / that”…essentially, <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">walking Self Forgiveness</a> in such moments,
allowed me to break through barriers of limitations I accepted and allowed
inside myself and discovered I am able to do things / get things done by
transcending my own ideas / beliefs and emotional reactions about myself. Applying
Self Forgiveness in such moments provided me initially with the strength to
break through the impossible in my Mind into the possible within doing things /
getting things done in reality – until eventually, this strength became natural
within me and any moment an idea / belief / emotion of weakness / limitation /
resistance would arise – I would move through it in a moment, assert myself and
act. </div>
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So, the moment I forgave and released myself from the mental
constructs and emotions…I came to discover a strength within myself that’s
always been within me, but was suppressed by what I accepted and allowed in
relation to certain thoughts and emotions. </div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for making
sure I don’t give up”</i></div>
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I have faced many moments in my process…and still sometimes
do, where it felt like “I was not going anywhere” / “my process wasn’t mounting
to anything” / “nothing was changing” / “the process seemed impossible”…I am
sure many will be able to relate to such thoughts about various things in your
life…where everything just looks and feels impossible. But, in these moments –
with understanding how thoughts and emotions tend to cloud one’s commonsense
and realistic / practical view of things, I would do Self Forgiveness, release
myself from such thoughts and emotions, in this realising that: as long as I,
inside myself, participate in such thoughts and emotions…I am CREATING it in my
world, I am the one creating the impossible, creating the limitations /
restrictions within myself because I keep on only looking through the eyes of
emotions and impossibility…instead of focusing on creating SOLUTIONS to what I
see…seeing through the eyes of SOLUTIONS. </div>
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So, the more I started applying Self Forgiveness in moments
where I felt lost in the darkness of impossibility in my own Mind…I developed
the skill of always, immediately, taking a breath when a problem comes my way
and look at it in such a way inside myself where I immediately gear myself to
look for / create a solution instead of falling into reactions / emotions in
relation to the problem / challenge…</div>
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Therefore, the point of ‘giving up’ ceased to exist within
me – it does ‘try’ and come up within me every once in a while, like the snake
in the garden of Eden attempting to lure me into giving up…yet, with developing
strength within myself to stand in the face of emotion within myself, I simply
breathe and move myself to find / create solutions rather than giving into the
idea / emotion of giving up in my Mind. </div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">“Thank you for showing
me there’s always a way out”</i></div>
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I have oftentimes faced the experience of “there’s no way
out” / “there is no end” when it comes to facing problems / challenges…where it
felt like I was spiralling within emotions inside myself and it looked like “everything
is wrong” / “nothing is working”…I have found that I created this by trying to
look at problems / challenges in my Mind WHILE I was in emotional reactions…not
a good idea I came to realise!!! Because the moment you look at a problem /
challenge in your own Mind, together with EMOTION…the more you THINK about the
problem IN EMOTION…the worse it gets until it literally envelops you / your
mind to such an extent, that you lose yourself in it and the moment you ‘lose
yourself’ within it all…this is the moment that you create the illusion in the
Mind of ‘there being no way out / no solution’. </div>
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So, when I finally realised that THINKING about problems
WHILE IN EMOTION was only adding fuel to the fire within myself, I would start
WRITING and mapping out problems for myself. While I would write the problem /
map the problem to be able to LOOK at it with clarity, with perspective and I
find that I was becoming emotional at any point: I would stop for a moment,
breathe, forgive the emotion and then continue writing out / mapping the
problem. Within this process, this allowed me to really GROUND MYSELF within,
to stabilise myself and realise I was making the problem more than me inside my
Mind. Meaning, I accepted and allowed the problem in itself to overpower my
ability to create solutions, to come up with solutions, to direct problems /
solve them for example. So, it’s an interesting realisation this – the moment
you release the emotions and your stability, groundedness and clarity comes
through to be able to tackle problems / challenges practically with confidence
and certainty. Therefore, within this particular context – I came to realise
that it only seemed like there was “never a way out / through a problem /
challenge” because I was lost in the problem itself in the Mind and so I could
not come out / come through to create a solution or ask for support /
assistance from others! </div>
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In the next post I will continue with <i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Thank you for supporting me to realise I’m not lost, Thank you for
supporting me to understand the meaning of self honesty </i>and many more, to
assist and support with understanding how the relationship you develop with
yourself through Self Forgiveness and doing it genuinely, within self honesty assists
and supports with discovering parts of yourself only you can gift to yourself
through the tool of Self ForGIFTnes... </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-10708066613049424852014-08-28T06:55:00.001-07:002014-08-28T06:56:48.118-07:00Why do we only Deal with Problems when it’s Too Late?: DAY 496<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Why do we only Deal with Problems when it’s Too Late?: DAY 496</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Planet – Plan-it – Plant (Part Three)</b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">So, we’ll in the next
post continue with having a look at the dimension of acceptance, automation and
abdication of responsibility when ‘things go wrong’ in our mind-body
relationship and our relationship to the world out there – especially why and
how it is that we as a collective do not stand together / have evolved to a
point where we can adjust our relationships and the systems in the world to
unite to PREVENT what’s happening and find sustainable long-term solutions –
but rather have gone into this acceptance of ‘things are generally wrong /
bad’. We’re going to have a look at how this is one dimension separating us
from our rootedness and responsibility to ourselves, each other and the world
as a whole – uniting to develop this ecosystem of life on earth to the
betterment of all and so ourselves.</i></div>
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If we have a look at our 3 primary realities: the Mind /
Consciousness, the Physical Body and our Social Environment / the <a href="http://livingincome.me/" multilinks-noscroll="true">World System</a> – there is a level of acceptance,
automation and abdication of responsibility that exists within all three. In
this post, we’re going to explore these 3 dimensions existent within the 3
realities, causing us to not be rooted in our being, body and physical
existence within the principle of equality and oneness as what’s best for all;
where we as beings, as bodies are not contributing to the ecosystem of the
living organism(s) that is here – creating life instead of destroying it. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Mind /
Consciousness in relation to acceptance, automation and abdication of
responsibility:</b></div>
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<b multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><u multilinks-noscroll="true"><a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-acceptance-and-allowance-vs-the-decision" multilinks-noscroll="true">Acceptance</a>:</u></b></div>
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We have come to ‘accept’ that we think, we react, we imagine
and talk to ourselves in our Minds. “This is what it means to be human” we say,
“This is how we know we exist” we say – but we’ll only ever question our
thoughts and emotions when they lead to something ‘bad’ / ‘consequential’. Even
then, we don’t necessarily look at the very existence of thoughts / emotions –
but categorize it into a box as a ‘problem of human nature’ and then try and ‘live
with it’ (psychology / psychiatry) or find methods / drugs to contain it /
suppress it in some way or another (the medical / drug industries). From what
we have observed with the human mind, most people in this world have evolved to
‘handle’ their thoughts and emotions better, others cannot and so similar
thoughts / emotions would be acted out where the nature of the human mind
becomes ‘visible’ in the physical and then becomes a ‘problem’ when they become
a threat to themselves and others. </div>
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For example, most people have ‘violent thoughts’ – where in
a flash of a moment they envision themselves hitting someone when they get
angry at them, but it stays in the realms of the Mind. Others, they have ‘violent
thoughts’ and act on them – the only difference between people is some can
contain their Minds within, others cannot. It’s only when the Mind becomes
VISIBLE that it now ‘becomes a problem’…when this should not be so. Just
because some manages to keep it in – doesn’t mean that the problem doesn’t
exist, it’s just that the problem cannot be seen, but the problem remains: who
are we in our relationship to the Mind? </div>
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So, we have for a long time in human history only been
dealing with the mind or trying to control it, once it spills over into living
action. Again, we do the same with ourselves in our own lives – we don’t pay
attention to our thoughts and emotions as long as they remain secret / hidden,
but the moment they do become visible – it is often too late to really change
oneself, one’s relationship to the Mind once it possess you and you embody it
in your living action. For example, when looking at depression or having a ‘short
temper’ – with the research we have done in our relationship to the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/living-in-two-worlds-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">thoughts and
emotions</a>, these / such conditions develop over TIME due to an accumulation
and suppression of thoughts and emotions that eventually build in the mind and body,
escalating over time to a point where <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-understanding-sadness-atlanteans-part-102" multilinks-noscroll="true">depressive</a>
/ anger-related thoughts and emotions eventually takes you over, leading to a
mental and physical state / conditioning of a constant experience of depression
/ having a ‘short temper’. </div>
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So, the point here to become aware of is how we ‘Accept’ the
Mind – the thoughts and emotions and everything else going on within us,
because we’re never taking a moment to step back and really look at /
investigate to UNDERSTAND the effects of our thoughts and emotions on our
behaviour / self-experience. Very seldom do you really ever reflect on thoughts
and emotions, because it’s just become an ‘accepted’ part of self – when all
the while it is the very ‘accepted’ thoughts and emotions contributing to who you
are, the decisions you make, how you behave, your state of mind, your general <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/an-ordinary-woman-part-2-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">self-experience</a>,
the nature of your relationships in life, how you experience sex, why your life
has been the way it is, why you are who / how you are today – I mean, everything
and all that you are, do, say, experience- stems from thoughts and emotions
when looking at your relationship to the Mind as a whole. </div>
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So, one of the main points when it comes to this dimension
of ‘Acceptance’ is existent within the following questions:</div>
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Why have we come to ‘Accept’ that <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/fear-of-conflict-quantum-systemization-part-60" multilinks-noscroll="true">conflict</a>
between two people has to be thwarted with reactive thoughts, projections and
emotions? Why is there not inherent in human nature the stability and
commonsense to talk things through as equals and bring disagreements to a
solution that’s best for both? </div>
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With having a look at the above point, many may answer “because
that’s who we are and what we do”, when all the while it’s this very ‘Acceptance
dimension’ that’s in fact speaking, because we have the potential to change
ourselves, but we’ve been ‘arguing for our own limitations’ because we’ve accepted
and so believed that these / such limitations exist that human nature cannot be
changed. When, with the processes we’ve walked with <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">Desteni</a> – there are many individuals who have
proven in their living application that this <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">can change</a>, the you and another can come
together and talk things through as equals into a <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-solution-of-life" multilinks-noscroll="true">SOLUTION</a>, with no reactive
thoughts, projections and emotions needed…</div>
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Here is but ONE example, in the documents to continue I will
bring through more examples of things of human nature as the Mind/Consciousness
we have just come to ‘accept’ as long as it ‘stays inside the Mind’ and how
this essentially brings to question whether we as people ever really properly
investigated, researched and understood human consciousness – because as far as
I can see, we have only ever tried to control it / contain it when it becomes ‘visible’…as
long as it ‘stays out of sight’ in the physical world, we just ‘accept’ it…</div>
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We’ll continue more in the next post</div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-18990799194459212532014-08-20T04:44:00.002-07:002014-08-20T04:44:27.471-07:00Planet – Plan-it – Plant (Part Two): DAY 495<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Planet – Plan-it – Plant (Part Two): DAY 495</b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">So, in the next post –
I will continue with how we individually and collectively can root ourselves
into this real world, unite our stand and living in this real world and take
responsibility for our lives, for life on earth – because if we as individuals
don’t start standing up and becoming living as well as leading examples of what
it means to honour life – our own and that of everything / everyone else here
in this physical existence…no one will. Essentially – we have to PLANT
ourselves into this physical existence and through our actions and living –
contribute to life on earth. What it would practically mean to PLANT ourselves
into this physical existence…I will continue with in the next post…</i></div>
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What is interesting when observing ourselves, is that: we
very seldom consider our physical body as a living organism…a living organism
that is very much a part of this physical existence and very much dependent on
this physical existence for its survival. We do (and this also only when we are
fortunate) nurture and care for our physical bodies to ‘stay alive’ / ‘survive’
/ ‘be healthy’ / ‘live longer’ – essentially, you can have a look at your
relationship with your physical body and determine for yourself the reasons why
you take care of it / what your <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">primary relationship</a>
with your physical body is. Again, many will find that your relationship with
your body extends only to being conscious of your personal relationship with
it…very seldom do you consider its interconnectedness and dependency on the
rest of everything and all else physical that is here in and on this Earth. </div>
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What is fascinating here is how we have primarily defined
our relationship with our physical bodies through the world system / media ‘out
there’ – where many have trouble with ‘body image’ / ‘beauty’ and many others
have trouble with staying alive in various ways because of war, <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-superman-of-the-streets" multilinks-noscroll="true">poverty</a>,
starvation etc. An interesting point to consider here is how many of the Elite
in this world (people with money who survive on a daily basis), have more of a
daily awareness of external appearance and this you can test for yourself with
having a look at how much and how often you think about what you look like…So,
we have more of an awareness of external appearance, than realising the extent
of responsibility we as individuals have when it comes to the whole world,
because we are a physical body, in this physical existence and our physical
bodies is dependent on this physical existence for its survival…so, why have we
not individually and collectively stood in this one singular point of
responsibility to take care of this world to care for our bodies and so
ourselves to have the <a href="http://livingincome.me/" multilinks-noscroll="true">best life/living
experience possible</a> individually as well as collectively? </div>
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The point I would like to bring to your awareness here is
how the masses have been conditioned with regards to the relationship with the
physical body to such an extent, that very little of our awareness ever
considers the body and the body’s relationship to this physical existence. Many
may say “why should I care?” – which brings me to the point of what is
contributing in human consciousness to the consequence we are creating in the
relationship to our bodies and this physical existence as a whole…why the
masses are not PLANTED into and as the Ecosystem of this Earth / physical
existence and contributing to life on earth, but in fact contributing to the
destruction of it all…</div>
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So, what is contributing to this “why should I care?”
tendency we have is the dimensions of ‘automation and abdication of
responsibility’ – what does this mean?</div>
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Because our physical body functions predominantly ‘on its
own’ – bar for us having to feed it, we tend to only align our self-awareness
to our bodies when something goes wrong. So, only when<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>something goes wrong in your body do you
genuinely consider your body more / have more regard for it, to only when it’s
better – essentially ‘forget about it’, because ‘the body takes care of itself,
automatically’…we don’t even have to ‘think to breathe’, the body breathes for
us. In this dependency on ‘automation’, we have created a dimension of ‘abdication
of responsibility’. Meaning: as soon as the body feels better and everything is
okay, we go back into our minds, leave the body to its automation and so leave
our <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-prioritizing-life" multilinks-noscroll="true">responsibility</a>
to our bodies and root ourselves back into our Minds where we focus our awareness
more on our Mind’s relationship to ourselves and to the body. It’s like; we’re
only ever rooted into our bodies, considering it, only thinking about its welfare
when something goes wrong. </div>
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If we have a look at our relationship to the world out there
– everyone is only ever concerned about the world / world events when ‘things
go wrong’ or reaches a certain level where it goes ‘really wrong / more wrong
than usual’. It’s like we have lost touch with our own bodies and the world out
there to such an extent that we’ve reached a level of ‘acceptance’ of
consequence in our minds, bodies and the world out there – where there is
always a certain level of things going wrong – you know, the usual, of money,
wars, violence, poverty, <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-evolution-of-viruses-reptilians-part-243" multilinks-noscroll="true">disease</a>,
starvation but it ever so often reaches a climax and then our attention diverts
to it more than usual…</div>
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We have left our bodies, this physical existence – in such a
way where we have gone into an accepted-automation of ‘the body generally takes
care of itself, I can continue existing in my Mind’, of ‘the world / the earth
will take care of itself, I will only focus on my personal mind/life’ – in this
is the very act of abdicating the responsibility we have towards ourselves,
each other and earth as a whole. We have not been self-aware of this
responsibility, because we have not rooted / planted our awareness, our self,
into an <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">equal and one</a> responsibility of our
own bodies and the ‘body of existence’ as the earth and everything/everyone
within and as it. </div>
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So, we’ll in the next post continue with having a look at
the dimension of acceptance, automation and abdication of responsibility when ‘things
go wrong’ in our mind-body relationship and our relationship to the world out
there – especially why and how it is that we as a collective do not stand together
/ have evolved to a point where we can adjust our relationships and the <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/1-the-soul-of-money" multilinks-noscroll="true">systems in the world</a> to
unite to PREVENT what’s happening and find sustainable long-term solutions –
but rather have gone into this acceptance of ‘things are generally wrong / bad’.
We’re going to have a look at how this is one dimension separating us from our
rootedness and responsibility to ourselves, each other and the world as a whole
– uniting to develop this ecosystem of life on earth to the betterment of all
and so ourselves. </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-3321587173794799482014-08-11T11:00:00.005-07:002014-08-11T11:02:25.967-07:00Planet – Plan-it – Plant: DAY 494<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b>Planet – Plan-it – Plant: DAY 494</b></div>
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Many people who knew <a href="http://www.google.co.za/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=web&cd=1&cad=rja&uact=8&ved=0CB8QFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fcreationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com%2F&ei=BQXpU-GtDurF7AbB0YCYDg&usg=AFQjCNHOJojhY8Gu17dyaW7a-Wml1HXu0Q&sig2=4l1D8eCcZjqN3OfInreXkA" target="_blank">Bernard</a> or know of Bernard – remembers
how he enjoyed playing with the sounds of words. A long time ago (this memory
still crystal clear within me) when I was just starting my process – he played
with the sounds of the word “Planet”, saying: “Planet – Plan-it – Plant, the
key to life is in the word Plant. What example do the plants / nature give us
when we look at the process of life / birthing of life?” Obviously then I had
NO IDEA what he was talking about and said to him: “What do you mean?” and he
said: “You’ll see. You’ll understand it one day”. This being another of
Bernard’s tendencies – to explain something and then sometimes weeks,
months…and even years later – a conversation / moment you had with Bernard
makes sense after you have walked a specific process and faced certain
experiences. I have found such realisations and understanding of Bernard’s
words always come through in specific moments…with perfect timing. </div>
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(<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">For context: the
Birthing of Life Process is the Process we’re walking with Desteni – the Process
from Consciousness to Awareness, from depending on thoughts and emotions to
control your Mind and life, to understanding what it means to look at things
with self honesty, self responsibility and live self expression within the
consideration of what’s best for all and so best for self. For more information
on this Process – please visit <a href="http://www.desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">www.desteni.org</a>
and <a href="http://www.livingincome.me/" multilinks-noscroll="true">www.livingincome.me</a> as well as my personal
blogs <a href="http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">http://heavensjourneytolife.blogspot.com</a>
and <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><a href="http://practical-desteni.blogspot.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">http://practical-desteni.blogspot.com/</a>
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Here I will share how this point of the play with the sounds
of the word “Planet” opened up:</div>
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Many who has been part of process knows we often use the
term “everything’s in reverse” – and this very term also applies here with
looking at the process of “birthing life from the physical”, the process from
Mind Consciousness to Self Awareness. We’re going to have a look at what it
would mean to root ourselves as people into and as this physical existence and
contribute to life on earth…exactly as nature does…</div>
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I looked at plants – they have a root system extending into
the soil of the earth, with the rest of the plant system extending up into the
atmosphere / ecosystem. The roots permeate and infiltrate the soil – the rest
of the plant system infiltrates and permeates the external environment. Both
the roots within and the plant system without – contribute to the soil within
and the external environment without. </div>
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What is interesting when you have an interdimensional-physical
view of existence is that: you can see the interconnectedness of all things
physical (excluding the one and only thing in this existence, which is the mind
consciousness system within and as people). An example of this
interconnectedness would be where: most people look at one plant, for example,
and see that one plant only in its individualized context – not realising how
that one plant is not only contributing to the immediate environment, but that
that one plant’s existence extends into the earth’s atmosphere and the earth
itself. It’s fascinating how you interdimensional-physically can see each
individual plant / living organisms signature and how it resonates, permeates
and infiltrates the contribution of its existence to all of the earth. Therefore,
even though each plant is individual – it also stand equal to and one with the
collective, all that is physical in existence and contributes to the sustaining
of life on earth – even for our physical bodies. </div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">(The <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/19-animal-s-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">Animal Life Review’s</a>
available on <a href="https://eqafe.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">EQAFE</a> also gives a glimpse into
the interdimensional-physical interconnectedness of all things physical)</i></div>
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So, with all of nature – from the great to the small,
contributing to all of this physical existence – the earth within and life
without…why do we as people, as humanity as a whole not do the same? Have a
look – when we look at people, we often only see ourselves and others in a very
individualized context…because we have not as a collective stood united to in
fact contribute to each other’s lives and life on earth. </div>
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If we have a look at the Mind – it’s like our awareness is
rooted into our Minds, the thoughts and emotions we have. It’s rooted into the
Mind to such an extent that we very seldom have moments to even consider
looking at what’s going on in the rest of the world and everything / everyone
within it…we have become so individualized into and as our own Minds, in our
own worlds within our Minds that we as a collective are not concentrating on
this real world we all live in and experience together. Where, even though
something may be happening in other parts of this world – to people, nature,
the animals, the earth…it has an impact on all of us in some way or another,
and not always maybe immediately – but the outflow consequence / domino effects
does manifest eventually over time and spills over into the generations to come;
what they’d have to deal with only because we’re individualized in our mind
worlds and not rooted / grounded in this REAL world and the responsibility we
have towards it as individuals and as a collective. </div>
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So, in the next post – I will continue with how we
individually and collectively can root ourselves into this real world, unite
our stand and living in this real world and take responsibility for our lives,
for life on earth – because if we as individuals don’t start standing up and
becoming living as well as leading examples of what it means to honour life –
our own and that of everything / everyone else here in this physical existence…no
one will. Essentially – we have to PLANT ourselves into this physical existence
and through our actions and living – contribute to life on earth. What it would
practically mean to PLANT ourselves into this physical existence…I will
continue with in the next post…</div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-17307049280770467492014-05-30T07:41:00.001-07:002014-05-30T07:41:47.545-07:00The Death of a Loved One and the Death of Me - DAY 493<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Death of a Loved One and the Death of Me - DAY 493</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Fifteen)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">I will continue in the
next post with some examples of the difference between perceiving death as loss
/ losing and how to practically change this relationship for yourself with how
to look at the life and death experience as a gift, where another person ADDS
to you / your life instead of you also losing yourself through the death of
another.</i></div>
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
forgive myself</a> that I have accepted and allowed the death of a loved one –
to become the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-loss-of-a-friend-and-the-death-of-me" multilinks-noscroll="true">death
of a part of me</a>, as I become so overwhelmed with the emotions involved with
someone’s death that has become so much a part of me, where the loss I
experience piercing me so deep – with the pain and hurt that sorrow, <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-understanding-sadness-atlanteans-part-102" multilinks-noscroll="true">sadness</a>
and grief creates being so profound that the wound of such a loss permeates
this physical realm into my very being…so profound the wound of death / loss of
such a someone in my life that it feels like I will never heal as it seems it
is a wound that can never heal…</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to
see, realise and understand how with me accepting and allowing myself to lose
myself in the emotions that come with the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-my-life-of-losing-relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">loss</a>
of such a someone – a part of me gets lost and can so eventually a part of me ‘dies’
within myself if I accept and allow myself to continue existing in such
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
lose a part of myself, for a part of ME to die with the loss / death of a loved
one</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand that me losing a part of myself, that this
someone’s death contributed to a death / a loss of a part of me – is not what
they would have wanted; that death / loss should not mean a death / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-design-of-fear-of-loss" multilinks-noscroll="true">loss of self</a> in an
way – but to as this someone breathed their last breath of life, for self to
breathe in that breath of life as the gifts this someone gave / shared to you
throughout your time spent together</div>
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I commit myself to breathe in the life, the lessons, the
gifts that I have learned from those in my world / life that has passed; to not
accept and allow the death of another to become the loss / death of a part of me
as this is not what death should be for ourselves / our lives; but instead to
see how the ENTIRE LIFE of the person contributed to the LIFE that is still to
be walked and experienced before me</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how a moment of death can overwhelm my Mind to
such an extent with emotions, pulling me into this darkness within myself to where
I cannot anymore see ME, feel ME, live ME – the me that is still HERE, the me
that has a life to be walked before me – and in this darkness, in this
overwhelmingness <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-losing-sight-of-life" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
lose sight</a> of the ENTIRE LIFE that we have lived together, walked together
and HOW MUCH of that can contribute to me CREATING me, my life and benefit the future
I still have within this world / reality. </div>
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So therefore – I forgive myself that I have accepted and
allowed Death to suppress <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-either-life-or-death-part-27" multilinks-noscroll="true">LIFE</a>,
the LIFE of me, the LIFE of another and the LIFE we walked and created together
and so I commit myself to not accept and allow myself to do a disservice to me,
to this someone and everything and everyone else in my life and my future by
accepting and allowing death to suppress LIFE, but to focus on LIFE as me, this
someone and how our LIVES can contribute to the future of my life and that of
others</div>
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I commit myself to assist
and support myself and those in my life that has passed – to HONOUR them as I
honour myself, my life – by assisting and supporting me to breathe in their
life, their gifts, the lessons I have learned from them to become, be and <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">live my utmost potential</a>, so that their
lives become a gift – instead of their death becoming the loss / the death of a
part of me; of which their lives and all that they were would then have been
for nothing when looking at their relationship to me. </div>
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We’ll continue more in the
next post, explaining how the ‘wounds’ we inflict on ourselves through the Mind
will need a process of self healing, to again return to the life within self
that can be lost for a moment because of the shock, trauma and stress endured
during the loss / death of a loved one</div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-8256192483862403492014-05-19T03:32:00.000-07:002014-05-19T03:32:11.000-07:00Losing someone is like Losing a part of Myself (Part 2) - DAY 492<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Fourteen)</div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post I
will continue with explaining how this ‘adding – subtracting’ equation manifest
in our relationship with others, how exactly others become a part of us and how
to within that not misinterpret ‘loss’ within yourself and your life as ‘losing
something forever and ever’ – but how to move yourself and <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses" multilinks-noscroll="true">align yourself within you and your
life</a> to ensure that the person that you became separated from, still
remains a part of you based on the lessons/experiences you have learned from
them and how they practically fulfilled you based on what they left behind of
them within you / your life that you can use to continue growing, expanding and
living yourself / life to the fullest. </i></div>
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
forgive myself</a> that I have accepted and allowed myself to perceive death as
‘loss’ – within the starting point of believing that another had for a time
within my life become a part / a piece of me and now with the person no longer being
in my life, that part / piece of me they became is now ‘gone’, lost to death
forever. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the equation within and as which I was
approaching death was that of a part of me stepping out / stepping away, ‘subtracting
me’ to be able to ‘add another’ – essentially taking out a ‘puzzle piece / part
of me’ belonging to myself, and then replacing it with another to fulfil that
part / piece of me. In so doing, when/as the other leaves my world / my life –
with them the piece / part they fulfilled leaves and so contributing to the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-loss-of-a-friend-and-the-death-of-me" multilinks-noscroll="true">experience
of loss</a> / emptiness; especially when that part / piece of another is so
suddenly and unexpectedly ripped from my beingness / my life experience. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how – when another ‘becomes a part of me’, it
happens gradually as the relationship progress in space and time into a depth
and intimacy that penetrate so many dimensions of my mind, beingness and body;
where this process of me ‘subtracting myself’ and ‘adding another’ – having another
replace a piece / part of me within myself, creating a form of dependency on so
many levels: happens unconsciously / automatically without my direct awareness.
Which is also what contributes to the shock, trauma and stress the moment the
other is taken by death – because I was not always aware of the depth the
relationship had developed / reached within myself, the extent of dependency I
had created in my relationship to the other, the exact way in which I replaced
a part / piece of me with the other to fulfil / complete a part / piece of me –
that I in fact only come to realise at the moment of facing the death of the
other. </div>
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So, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand another dimension that Death opens up when
standing back for a moment, it opens up the dimension of being able to directly
see for yourself – the depth of the relationship, the extent of dependency and
what part of self the person fulfilled to so be able to transform the shock,
trauma and stress of death into gratefulness for the depth / intimacy and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/your-moment-your-choice-reptilians-part-292" multilinks-noscroll="true">transform</a>
the dependency into a gift with gifting to self that part / piece the other
fulfilled within yourself so that it may live on in you for the remainder of
your life. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how I can assist and support myself in relation
to the death of another – <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/when-you-change-when-you-don-t-reptilians-part-294" multilinks-noscroll="true">to
change</a> my perception from ‘losing’ / ‘loss’ to ‘gifting / giving’ – where,
I self honestly will miss the person in my life for all that they were; but
what I know as what I would have wanted for other’s whose lives I touch is to
assist and support themselves with continuing living / expressing the gifts /
experiences realised through our relationship together – to not compromise
their mind, being and body with emotions, the shock, trauma and stress; but fulfil
and complete themselves with the gratefulness and gifts that relationships in
fact present to each one of us within this lifetime. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to with walking relationships – especially when they start becoming
long-term and establish a level of intimacy and depth, already start dreading
the looming inevitability of death / separation, instead of always living in
the ‘here and now’ – see what we can learn / GIFT to one another and make the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship fulfilling
and complete for both</a>, so that the relationship-itself becomes a gifting to
each other’s life/living experience – so that by the inevitable end, we can for
a moment step back, in gratefulness, assess what of the relationship can be
carried through into living, change the dependencies into gifts and so let the
relationship live on through you. With the missing of the person being a given –
as they were someone that was a part of you / your life for a long time, but
the missing will then not be an emotional compromise to your mind, body and
being – but in moments merely reminisce and remember in GRATEFULNESS for what
the being meant for you, for what the being gifted to you and what you learned
from them within your life experience. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to thus see, realise and understand how my relationship to <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/39-death-research" multilinks-noscroll="true">the life and death experience</a>
of another change, with seeing, realising and understanding that with
approaching a relationship in relation to what they can additionally ADD to me,
my life with the time we spent together, with after the death experience seeing
what I can learn and so additionally ADD to myself and my life – is how I will
change the relationship-equation to death from perceiving it as loss / losing,
to transforming another’s life into enriching myself and my own; instead of how
it’s been where another’s death compromise my mind, being and body when and as
I accept and allow myself to only see / view the death as a loss / losing. </div>
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I will continue in the next post with some examples of the
difference between perceiving death as loss / losing and how to practically
change this relationship for yourself with how to look at the life and death
experience as a gift, where another person ADDS to you / your life instead of
you also losing yourself through the death of another. </div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-36935586009320489262014-05-04T13:24:00.001-07:002014-05-04T13:24:15.896-07:00Losing someone is like Losing a part of Myself - DAY 491<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Losing someone is like Losing a part of Myself - DAY 491</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock </b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Thirteen)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post, I
will continue with how this polarity-separation of hope and fear contribute to
a split that manifests within and as self, a split from self, the body and so
reality – into an alternate reality in the mind, that contribute to the extent
of impact shock, trauma and stress manifest within self and so the physical
body; and how to assist and support oneself to practically prepare oneself and
so face the reality of the fact that death is unpredictable and so minimize the
effect of shock, trauma and stress the moment something unpredictable happens
in your relationship<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>with yourself /
another.</i></div>
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Losing someone, especially an individual that you have spent
a lifetime / years walking with – is not easy. This process we’re walking in
relation to shock, trauma and stress is in no way implying that you shouldn’t
feel / experience ANYTHING when someone passes or you’re separated from them –
especially due to traumatic circumstances. No. </div>
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However, what you can assist and support yourself with is to
minimize the effects of shock – the experience of loss and mourning, on your ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-mind-body-and-soul" multilinks-noscroll="true">mind, body and being</a>’.
‘Mind, body and being’ meaning: those who have walked through death experiences
– personally or through losing someone through death, knows that the shock of
that loss seems to penetrate your mind and body and reach into depths within
self, where – when you think of them / look at memories of them, it feels like
you’re being pulled into the deep dark hole within yourself, an emptiness that
awaits with only the experience of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-understanding-sadness-atlanteans-part-102" multilinks-noscroll="true">sadness</a>,
sorrow, grief, loss and pain. It’s like, usually – the person you lost always
used to fill a space within yourself, more so than you initially realised;
until you lost them and that ‘space’ within yourself that you gave to them to
make a ‘home’ within you, become a part of you in a way – that space is now
empty and what had taken its place was the emptiness, the emotions of sadness,
sorrow, grief, loss and pain. </div>
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<a href="https://eqafe.com/series/42-why-am-i" multilinks-noscroll="true">Why</a> and
how does this happen? On what level / in what dimensions within your Mind,
Being and Body does another person become a part of you – where it’s literally
like you make a ‘space’ for them within yourself on many levels and allow them
to become such an integral part of you on so many levels/dimensions, that when
you’re separated from them / they die: all that’s left is an emptiness and
emotion? </div>
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We actually form relationships with others that extend beyond
the Mind and emotion, where connections can manifest on a beingness as well as
physical level. Such a beingness-physical level connection is not a connection that
is necessarily established through <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/6-what-is-sex" multilinks-noscroll="true">sex</a>, but can also be
established through a long-term relationship of pure communication and
intimacy, where you for years can walk with a person and that intimacy / depth,
purely through communication and participation, can become established. <i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">(This process of how and why we develop
relationships and so intimate / deep connections with others within our lives
with the connection extending beyond the mind and emotions into our
beingness/physical body – is described and walked in detail within the Death
Research Series that will be available on <a href="http://eqafe.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">EQAFE</a>
soon, so keep an eye out) </i>It is important to understand the nature of such
relationships, because it is in fact such relationships – that form a
connection on a beingness-level, that contributes to the shock, trauma and
stress and the impact thereof on the mind, being and body of yourself when you
face the death of such an individual with who you have established such a
relationship. This is why, when that ‘disconnect’ happens from the other person
– it affects you on so many levels within yourself, mentally, physically and
also into a depth of your being; the loss is affecting you on so many levels /
into so many depths because of the extent / reach of the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a> and
your connection with the person that had in fact been more close than you may
have initially realised / known. </div>
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Yet, what makes the shock, trauma and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/stress-the-history-origin-and-nature-atlanteans-part-97" multilinks-noscroll="true">stress
experience</a> – that moment of loss, more compromising on you than it needs to
be; is when you do not understand the WHY of the experiences of loss and the
extent thereof that you’re going through. Mainly because the degree of depth /
intimacy of the relationship was not understood in the first place and then
also how to assist and support oneself to ‘fill the space’ within oneself that
was once filled by the other person. This in itself is not something that is
understood: when someone close to you dies – especially when you have connected
with that person on more levels than just the Mind / Emotion, when that someone
dies – we immediately go into the assumption that ‘a part of ourselves’ has
been lost, which contributes to the experience of being ‘empty’. But, the
reality of the situation is that: you cannot EVER ‘lose’ yourself. Our Mind,
Being and Body is a ‘closed system’ – meaning: all parts of ourselves will
ALWAYS be here – it can only ever be SUPPRESSED…but never be lost. </div>
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Therefore, when you make ‘space’ for another within
yourself, when you allow them to become a part of you based on the intimacy /
connection and so depth of the relationship – it’s more like you ADD them to
your life, it’s not like you ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-loss-of-a-friend-and-the-death-of-me" multilinks-noscroll="true">subtract
a part of you</a> and then add another into you’ – no! You additionally ADD a
part of them with and within you. Then, when they die / you’re separated from
them – that of them that you added within you, is then ‘lost’ for a moment,
which is why you have the experience of ‘loss’ and ‘emptiness’ for a moment.
But we tend to often hold onto the emptiness and loss, instead of seeing how we
can ‘refill’ that space with OURSELVES and what we have learned from them and
the time spent together with them. So, others for a moment add to ourselves /
our lives so that we ourselves can eventually stand in that responsibility for
ourselves. </div>
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In the next post I will continue with explaining how this ‘adding
– subtracting’ equation manifest in our relationship with others, how exactly
others become a part of us and how to within that not misinterpret ‘loss’
within yourself and your life as ‘losing something forever and ever’ – but how
to move yourself and <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses" multilinks-noscroll="true">align
yourself within you and your life</a> to ensure that the person that you became
separated from, still remains a part of you based on the lessons/experiences
you have learned from them and how they practically fulfilled you based on what
they left behind of them within you / your life that you can use to continue
growing, expanding and living yourself / life to the fullest. </div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-66693394598834346372014-04-26T02:26:00.002-07:002014-04-26T02:26:53.284-07:00Relationships: Hope and Fear of Death - DAY 490<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Twelve)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">I will in the next
post continue more with how suppression influence our Minds and Bodies and so
affects our words and behaviour and what we create and so experience in our
relationship with others. </i></div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how all my mind-suppressions within and during a
<a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">long-term
relationship</a> – contributed to the moment of shock, trauma and stress that
my physical body endured; the moment I knew and realised that the individual will
not be in my life anymore. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
myself to in that moment separate myself from me, from breath, from the
physical body – where I went into a state where it for a moment felt like
everything went quiet within me, this darkness overwhelming me, my heart
racing, <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-breath-the-answer-to-life-part-23" multilinks-noscroll="true">my
breathing</a> becoming heavy and fast, my body shaking – with still a part of
me holding onto hope, while everything within me was showing ‘it is done’. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to then take a moment and introspect / investigate this shift that manifested
within me, where I was in a state of silence – everything stopping within me,
yet my physical body was embodying the state / condition of shock, trauma and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/stress-the-history-origin-and-nature-atlanteans-part-97" multilinks-noscroll="true">stress</a>.
How, what happens within and during a long-term relationships – is a ‘timelessness’
is created within the Mind, where you make yourself believe that you control
the timing of death and/or the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/moving-from-unpredictability-to-predictability-to-self-trust-2013-the-future-of-consciousness-part-14" multilinks-noscroll="true">unpredictability
of life</a> and so therefore can hold onto the individual in such a way where
death and/or separation by circumstance does not exist within and as you.
Fascinating how, the more you say ‘you’re not going to die anytime soon’ / ‘you
will be alive and well until then’ / ‘we will always be together’ / ‘nothing
can ever happen that will separate me from you’…what such words in fact
translate is the extent of fear that is existent within the Mind in relation to
death / separation by circumstance that you try and cover up with ‘beautiful
words’. </div>
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I forgive myself that I have <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-acceptance-and-allowance-vs-the-decision" multilinks-noscroll="true">accepted
and allowed</a> myself to use the words ‘you’re not going to die anytime soon’
/ ‘you will be alive and well until then’ / ‘you and the body are fine’ / ‘you
have to make sure you don’t die before then’ – nothing will happen to you
anytime soon’ as beautiful cover-ups for the reality of the fact that I do not
control death, I do not control the life path of an individual when it comes to
death; but I did not want to within myself accept the reality of this
relationship to death and the unpredictable nature of life and the fact that I
do not have any control / choice within it all – because I was afraid to accept
it and with that acceptance, was afraid of what it would reveal / expose about
me, my relationship with the other. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how such statements of delusion was rooted in ‘hope’,
where – because of the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-living-fear" multilinks-noscroll="true">fear</a>
of death / separation by circumstance, I irresponsibly rather shifted into ‘hope’
within myself that I would perpetuate and feed with such statements spoken out
loud / within myself – as though some force within existence will hear my plea
and not let such things as Death / Separation by circumstance come to pass –
and only come to pass when I say that I am ready. Not seeing, realising and
understanding that I would never have been ready, because I did not face the
fears in my mind, I was not self-honest with my relationship to such <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/47-fears-phobias" multilinks-noscroll="true">fears</a> – but instead hid it
behind hope and beautiful words. </div>
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<a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I forgive myself</a>
that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide the fear of death / separation
by circumstance from another behind hope / beautiful words – not realising how
such an accepted and allowed suppression would contribute to the physical
moment of shock, trauma and stress in that: I had created an alternate reality
in my Mind where I made myself believe, with <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-how-hope-creates-hell-part-38" multilinks-noscroll="true">hope</a>
and beautiful words that I do in some way control <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-death-and-rebirth-of-self-part-12" multilinks-noscroll="true">life
and death</a>, that I can decide when a moment of separation can come to pass –
but then…the unpredictable nature of life and death came knocking in/as the most
unexpected of moments – reminding me of the fact that I do not control death;
and it is in that moment that the shock, trauma and stress of loss can manifest
to such an extent; as all your suppressions were futile and the eventuality of
facing yourself, the suppressions is right here – physically manifested: nowhere
to run and nowhere to hide / suppress – but <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">facing yourself</a> and
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In the next post, I will continue with how this polarity-separation
of hope and fear contribute to a split that manifests within and as self, a
split from self, the body and so reality – into an alternate reality in the
mind, that contribute to the extent of impact shock, trauma and stress manifest
within self and so the physical body; and how to assist and support oneself to
practically prepare oneself and so face the reality of the fact that death is
unpredictable and so minimize the effect of shock, trauma and stress the moment
something unpredictable happens in your relationship<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>with yourself / another. </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-38216352820034010332014-04-20T08:33:00.000-07:002014-04-20T08:33:09.669-07:00Relationships: a Quick-Fix for Inner Chaos - DAY 489<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Eleven)</div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post, I
will continue with explaining the detail of how we’ve used suppression in the
Mind and Body – why it is that everything we’ve suppressed in the Mind
within/during a relationship comes rushing back the moment you realise the
dependency is not in your world/reality anymore that you used to hold your suppressions
in the Mind; and finally – how this influence our Minds and Physical Bodies. To
within this, see / realise and understand the Potential we’re taking for
granted in relation to the Mind and Body and our relationship with others, if
we’d stop living in fear / hiding from our own Minds and start give ourselves
the opportunity to <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/live-your-life-to-the-fullest-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">start
living</a> and so creating ourselves and our relationship with others. </i></div>
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<a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I forgive myself</a>
that I have accepted and allowed myself to use relationships as a ‘quick fix’ –
where it’s been easier to feel something positive for someone, whether in my
imaginations / fantasies and/or in reality, than it has been actually doing
introspection into my own Mind and walking a process with myself and my
relationship to the things in my Mind that I try and keep hidden from myself
and so from others. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to self honestly introspect this relationship between positive fantasies /
imaginations of relationships and/or the initial physical experience of a
relationship – having a look at how in a quantum moment I can construct an ‘idyllic
fantasy / <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/31-the-metaphysical-secrets-of-imagination" multilinks-noscroll="true">imagination</a>’
in my Mind and/or bring up thoughts and feelings when it comes to my physical
relationship with someone; yet – when it comes to the real things, the problems
/ issues / troubles inside myself / the Mind: I just as quickly suppress them /
move them aside – refusing to really look into them and so look at myself.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see,
realise and understand that I have been approaching both the negative and
positive polarities inside of myself with ‘quick fixes’ – “QUICKLY” fantasizing
/ imagining a relationship, “QUICKLY” getting a relationship / <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/6-what-is-sex" multilinks-noscroll="true">sex</a> and then “QUICKLY”
suppressing / ignoring my emotions / problems / issues within myself. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to take a moment for myself and in fact see, realise and
understand how I have never given myself the space and time to really sort
through myself, get to know myself and so understand myself – and in so doing,
I have never given myself the space and the time to really ask myself what I
want out of a relationship practically, how it would be creating a
relationship, living together, establishing short-term and long-term goals and
of course merging my vision with that of my partner – both equally, actively
participating in individual as well as collective growth as we use the
relationship as a platform from which we support ourselves and each other to
learn, develop and expand in who we are and how/what we live. </div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
take such a quick-fix approach to the relationship with myself, my Mind and so
others in my life – never putting in the time, patience and understanding;
especially the EFFORT to actually <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">walk with myself</a>, my
life and others; not seeing, realising and understanding how this has led to a
form of conflict and chaos existing inside myself and my relationships, where
most of the time I do not understand why / how I think things, say things and
do things towards myself and others that I can see sabotage / compromise me and
others. In this, I then try / attempt to find ways / methods to ‘deal with /
handle and/or just get through’ the conflict and chaos that is existent in my
mind, relationships and life in general. </div>
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Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand that most of the conflict / chaos inside
myself – is existent because I do not in fact know myself and understand myself
in relation to <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">how the Mind
/ Consciousness operates</a> / functions; because all I do is suppress
everything / cover it up in some way or another, not seeing / realising and
understanding how all these / such suppressions eventually manifest into the
unconscious mind and becomes a backdrop of information / data that seeps
through into my conscious-reality and accordingly affects my thoughts, words
and deeds that will infiltrate my world and my relationship with others. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand – with investigating and introspecting my relationship
to fantasies/imaginations of relationships / ‘real-life relationships’ that: I
was all this time expecting the relationship to alleviate the chaos / conflict
existent within me / my mind; when time and time again it was proven that
relationships cannot be for me – what I am supposed to be for myself. In this,
I commit myself to assist and support myself, to give myself the space and time
to sort through myself, get to know and so understand the chaos / conflict so
that I can assist and support myself to approach relationships as a platform
for personal growth and expansion, finding out what it means to really <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">create a life with
another</a>, rather than a ‘quick fix platform’ with the starting point of hope
that another can <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">save me from myself</a>.
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I will in the next post continue more with how suppression
influence our Minds and Bodies and so affects our words and behaviour and what
we create and so experience in our relationship with others. </div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-44080019155807087812014-04-15T05:30:00.002-07:002014-04-15T05:30:31.711-07:00Relationships are the Light that Shines Away the Darkness of Me - DAY 488<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Ten)</div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post we’ll
open up more dimensions of the consequence that fear of loneliness / being
alone manifest within relationships – how such a fear can compromise self and
one’s relationship with another. Then finally – what is the solution to such a
fear and how would self change and so one’s relationship with another change
with taking responsibility for such <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/stop-your-thoughts-change-yourself-reptilians-part-284" multilinks-noscroll="true">thoughts</a>
and emotions. </i></div>
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
forgive myself</a> that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how I have used and abused both my Mind and Body – to hide from
myself, from the things I reacted to negatively / emotionally, from the things
that I was afraid to confront, from the things I believed I could not handle,
from the things I did not understand, from the things I gave up on about myself
and my life and from the things I refused to admit exists within me. With fear
of being alone and the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-seeing-the-gift-atlanteans-part-105" multilinks-noscroll="true">emotional</a>
experience of loneliness being no exception – as this fear and emotional
experience connected to being alone / lonely is one such thing that exists
within me that I was trying to suppress within me by using my Mind to cover it
up with positive feelings / experiences that I believed only a relationship /
someone else could give me. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how the more I covered up and hid
such fears / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-emotional-and-feeling-body-system-and-physical-energy-alignments" multilinks-noscroll="true">emotional
experiences</a> – the more they became repressed into the depths of my physical
body, as far and as deep as possible. Yet within this not seeing/realising and
understanding that “I can hide, but I can’t run” from myself and that eventually,
such suppression of fears / emotions would contribute to the moment of shock,
trauma and stress I embody on a mental and physical level when/as a loved one
suddenly dies / I am separated from them by circumstance. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to be self honest with me when it came to my relationship with alone / lonely
and the emotional energy I attached to such words as ideas within my Mind,
especially when it came to the fact that I was suppressing such ideas and
emotions by using either my Fantasies / the reality of my relationship with
someone to ensure that such ideas and their emotions do not seep through into
my <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite-introduction-part-1" multilinks-noscroll="true">Conscious
reality</a> – but remains hidden from myself as I for a moment bask in the delight
of Fantasies and/or Reality when it comes to relationships – shining a light
into my own Mind and World to ensure the reality of the darkness only just
beyond the light of positive feelings / experience remains as far back and far
away from my Conscious reality as possible. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how I have used Fantasies / the
Reality of a Relationship as a light switch – the moment I fantasize about
relationships, a light goes on that shifts the darkness of my fears and
emotional experiences farther back into my Mind and Body and/or the moment I have
a relationship in reality – the light STAYS ON, because now I have a constant ‘light’
in my Mind and my World that ensures the darkness of my fears and emotional
experiences in my Mind stays as far back and deep in my Mind and Body as possible.
</div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how my fear of being alone and the emotional
experience of loneliness – contribute to the moment of shock, trauma and stress
when a ‘loved one’ / ‘person close to me’ suddenly dies / am separated from
them by circumstance – where, I was not aware of the extent to which I
suppressed this fear within me and in that moment the separation from such a
person manifested: the fears that I have suppressed into the deepest, darkest
corners of my mind and being came rushing back. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how my dependency on another
person as being my ‘light’ to shine away the darkness of my own Mind / World –
only made matters worse for myself; because with every beginning there is an
end; and when/as this person was lost from my mind and from my world – the light
switch of positive energy / experiences and sensations went off and I was left
alone with myself – no more ‘light’ to cover up the darkness, the fears, the
emotions I suppressed and repressed in my Mind and Body; and so they all came
rushing back in that one moment of realising the light in my Mind and World is
not there anymore – and once again I was where I had been before: alone with me
and everything that defined ‘me’ before I started the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a>. </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to for
so long try and ‘hide’ from the things I reacted to negatively / emotionally,
from the things that I was afraid to confront, from the things I believed I
could not handle, from the things I did not understand, from the things I gave
up on about myself and my life and from the things I refused to admit exists
within me when it came to the relationship with me, my Mind and what goes on
inside of me. Especially within this – I forgive myself that I have accepted
and allowed myself to use relationships and/or the fantasies thereof to hide
from myself. </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal" multilinks-noscroll="true">
I commit myself to assist and support myself to understand
myself, to understand the things I fear / react to inside myself, to take
responsibility for the things I do not want to admit exists within me, to stand
up from the things I gave up on within myself and my life and to find
perspective, commonsense and clarity on the things I reacted to emotionally. To
no more use / abuse my Mind and Body to suppress the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/2013-the-future-of-consciousness-dark-presence-in-the-mind-part-1-2" multilinks-noscroll="true">darkness</a>
of me, to no more use / abuse Relationships as a place in this world to
continue hiding from myself – but to make a stand within me, in my relationship
to my own Mind – walk into the darkness and sort myself out <a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">with the tools of writing, self
forgiveness and practical application</a>, so that my relationship with myself,
my body and so others in my world / reality can be / become more than just
places I’ve used to hide within – but find/discover who I am if I walk through
my own fears and learn what it means to create with the potential I have in
relation to my Mind, Body and others in my world<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>/reality. </div>
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<br /></div>
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In the next post, I will continue with explaining the detail
of how we’ve used suppression in the Mind and Body – why it is that everything
we’ve suppressed in the Mind within/during a relationship comes rushing back
the moment you realise the dependency is not in your world/reality anymore that
you used to hold your suppressions in the Mind; and finally – how this
influence our Minds and Physical Bodies. To within this, see / realise and
understand the Potential we’re taking for granted in relation to the Mind and
Body and our relationship with others, if we’d stop living in fear / hiding
from our own Minds and start give ourselves the opportunity to <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/live-your-life-to-the-fullest-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">start
living</a> and so creating ourselves and our relationship with others. </div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
<br /></div>
<div class="MsoNormal">
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post and
posts to come – we will continue with the Self Forgiveness Process, focusing on
that initial real purpose for/of relationship, what Negative things were
covered up / suppressed by the Positive things experienced / that was dependent
on the relationship and how this creates MENTAL-RELATIONSHIPS, and what would
REAL PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIPS be if/6as our starting point for relationships was
not based on emotional/feeling energy, but two individuals walking / living as
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">This is the cycle we
get caught up in, ‘looking for love’ – love encompassing all the positive
feelings filled into one bowl within our Minds, where all the positive feelings
we’re looking for / searching for from another / in a relationship / sex unites
in our Minds / Bodies for a moment to be able to drive / motivate ourselves to
just not have to look at ourselves, our problems / issues…our own Minds and what
really goes on in there. So, ‘</i><a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-why-love-is-so-addictive-part-47"><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">love</i></a><i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">’ – the search for it / yearning for it and how it preoccupies /
possesses our minds, in fact functions as a distraction…a distraction from ourselves,
our own minds / who we are.</i></div>
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In and from this blog – we’re going to start the <a href="http://lite.desteniiprocess.com/">Self Forgiveness Process</a> of
exposing thoughts and emotions that often fuel the desire / yearning for
relationships, such thoughts and emotions that we tend to not take
self-responsibility for and so make ourselves believe that hiding and
suppressing them within relationships will ‘make them go away / disappear’;
when in fact – they always in some way or another come back / linger in the
back of our minds…</div>
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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/">I
forgive myself</a> that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my
fear of loneliness, being in that deep dark abyss of nothingness where it feels
like I’m so disconnected from everything and everyone around me – as though I
have been forgotten by the world, pushing me into the experience of being SO
isolated – that I so YEARN for a connection, for a touch, for a kiss, being
held – just that someone to ‘be here’ with me in this aloneness – where, I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that this /
such loneliness that only I know of within myself, that is so intimate and so
deep within myself – will be ‘cured’ or even understood by another human being…</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how it is that I am creating this aloneness as
an emotional experience of loneliness within myself, my own Mind - based on the
thoughts and emotions I participate in – such as “I am so alone / lonely” / “I
need someone” / “I need to feel loved” / “no one loves me” / “why can’t I have
someone that loves me”, essentially manipulating myself with my own thoughts
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In so doing, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how I am creating my own problem as the
emotional experience of loneliness as the negative polarity and from there – my
own ‘solution’ as the positive polarity – that being a ‘relationship’. But, it’s
interesting that I never consider how and why it is that I am, with my own
Mind, my own thoughts and emotions – creating this problem-solution polarity in
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to ever introspect / investigate what it is I am creating – and so
accepting and allowing in my own Mind with my <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/stop-your-thoughts-change-yourself-reptilians-part-284">thoughts</a>
and emotions when it comes to the negative polarity of the emotional experience
of loneliness, feeling isolated / disconnected and so alone and considering how
this would change – if I let go, forgive such thoughts and emotions – where my starting
point for a relationship is then not based on my fear of being alone / lonely; using
a <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships">relationship</a>
to suppress / hide this fear – but that I can approach a relationship with a
decision to create something more with someone, rather than <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/relationship-experimentation-life-review">using
someone</a> / a relationship for me to hide from my own fears, my own thoughts
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to ever question – how it is possible for relationships to be/become ‘more’ if/as
the starting point thereof is ‘fear of loneliness’, because as long as the
starting point for the relationship is ‘fear of loneliness’ / ‘being alone’ –
then everything about the relationship would be dishonest, because all the
words, experiences and behaviours will be driven by this fear in some way or
another and so what this places into question is “what can I trust about myself
/ the relationship if everything that I am in the relationship is driven /
motivated by this <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/47-fears-phobias">fear</a>?”
If anything, what relationships and the condition thereof within humanity has
proven is that each one always in some way or another – ends up in the place
within themselves that they fear: alone together with the emotional companion
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to be self honest with myself when it comes to what it is that I am yearning
for / searching for in a relationship with another – for example, looking at
this fear of experiencing and facing this loneliness – even though I may find
this ‘someone’, ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-i-found-my-soul-mate">the
one</a>’:<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>they never seem to really
fulfil this deep, seemingly never-ending yearning for a connection and so I
would eventually compromise and ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/settling-in-the-absence-of-a-perfect-match-life-review">settle
for less</a>’ where I would justify / excuse / validate how they ‘show their
love’ as being ENOUGH – but still, this yearning, this want / need / desire for
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consequence that fear of loneliness / being alone manifest within relationships
– how such a fear can compromise self and one’s relationship with another. Then
finally – what is the solution to such a fear and how would self change and so
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-58715085275156924612014-04-04T08:24:00.000-07:002014-04-04T08:24:04.199-07:00Relationships: When Fantasy meets the Real World - DAY 486<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Relationships: When Fantasy meets the Real World - DAY 486</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Seven)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post and
posts to come – we will continue with the Self Forgiveness Process, focusing on
that initial real purpose for/of relationship, what Negative things were
covered up / suppressed by the Positive things experienced / that was dependent
on the relationship and how this creates MENTAL-RELATIONSHIPS, and what would
REAL PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIPS be if/6as our starting point for relationships was
not based on emotional/feeling energy, but two individuals walking / living as
EQUALS. </i></div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">This is the cycle we
get caught up in, ‘looking for love’ – love encompassing all the positive feelings
filled into one bowl within our Minds, where all the positive feelings we’re
looking for / searching for from another / in a relationship / sex unites in
our Minds / Bodies for a moment to be able to drive / motivate ourselves to
just not have to look at ourselves, our problems / issues…our own Minds and
what really goes on in there. So, ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-why-love-is-so-addictive-part-47" multilinks-noscroll="true">love</a>’
– the search for it / yearning for it and how it preoccupies / possesses our
minds, in fact functions as a distraction…a distraction from ourselves, our own
minds / who we are.</i></div>
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In this post, we’re going to walk a <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self Forgiveness process</a>
that will illustrate how the positive feelings/energies of our Consciousness
suppress the negative emotions / issues / problems in ourselves and how we
within this have come to use relationships as ‘cover ups’. Instead of using
relationships to ‘open up’ to ourselves and each other – laying out the problems
/ issues, discuss them and find solutions for oneself and the other. In so
doing, supporting each other to work through the ‘real self’ and <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">expand/develop/grow
within the relationship</a> by enhancing the strengths and strengthening the
weaknesses in oneself, the other and the relationship - instead of devolving
within the relationship where it becomes very superficial – purely based on
playing mental games with feelings / pleasing each other and so relationships
don’t reach any real depth / intimacy or an foundation of trust that will stand
the test of time and challenges within this lifetime. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/labeling-relationships-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationships
have gone into ‘reverse’</a> within human civilization – even to the point of
questioning whether “relationships” have ever in fact existed…or only the idea
thereof in people’s Minds. “Reverse” because, instead of relationships being
foundations, strong foundations that are built between individuals in the
relationship/partnership over time with patience and perseverance – most of the
time is spent on pleasing / ‘pushing buttons’ to activate positive feelings and
simulate the imaginations/fantasies. Where this idea exist that ‘if you can <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/31-the-metaphysical-secrets-of-imagination" multilinks-noscroll="true">Imagine
it</a> / Fantasize it – it will come to pass in Reality’, when the Fantasy of
relationship can be sustained for a while – but eventually falls the more the
individuals spend time in the ‘real world’, facing ‘real challenges’ – most of
which were not entertained in the Fantasies of the relationship in the Mind. And
so why and how – most Relationships fall, even before it has started, the “Reverse
effect” coming into manifestation; because instead of it being a process of
building / accumulation, it becomes a process of slow decline to the eventual
dissimilation of the Relationship. </div>
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<a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">I forgive
myself</a> that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand how an Idea of relationships that the Fantasies of the
Mind/Consciousness produce – has swooped across Humanity, every one / most that
have opportunities for relationships attempting to manifest / materialize
Fantasies into physical reality; and despite over and over and over again
proving that a Relationship in the ‘real world’ is not a Fantasy, but an actual
process to walk, an experience that must be created, a creation that must be
built with both putting in equal amount of time and effort – despite this:
every one still attempts to ‘fight against’ the ‘real world of relationships’
to manifest / materialize their Fantasies of Relationships. </div>
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how we then will move from one
relationship to the other – when the Fantasies in the Mind do not match the
Reality of the Real World, in so doing – blaming self, the other / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/holding-on-to-relationships-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">the relationship</a>
as being the problem. Never questioning, introspecting / investigating this ‘living
in two worlds’ dilemma that is in fact at the heart of the problem, with one
foot standing in the Fantasy of the Mind and the other in the Reality of the
Physical – trying to have ‘best of both worlds’. Not seeing, realising and
understanding how the Fantasies of the Mind / Consciousness cannot align with
the Reality of the Real World, because the Mind / Consciousness is not IN this
real world, but in a ‘world of its own’. This is evidenced by the fact that we
try and ‘get / have / own relationships’ based on how we Fantasized them to be,
never considering the real time, real world challenges and problems of everyday
life, relationships that are walked in the real world. So, every time / most of
the time a challenge comes your way, individually / in relation to the
relationship – it is blamed for interfering with the Fantasy of the
relationship, and so most relationships goes into reactions of blame / anger
and so fighting / conflict and/or giving up entirely; instead of looking at
problems / challenges and having the patience and perseverance to work through
them until a solution is found that is best for all. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how so many come together, each holding their <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/fear-of-commitment-relationship-success-support" multilinks-noscroll="true">Idea
of relationship</a> as programmed by their Fantasies – and so it becomes a ‘clash
of two worlds’ for each one and the relationship as well, because: individually
– they have one foot in the Fantasy and the other in the Real World and so they
are clashing with the Real World trying to materialize / manifest their
Fantasies on an individual level. Then their Fantasies are also clashing on a
relationship-level in relation to how details differ of what they want for
themselves and each other. So, again – we return to the statement “if you know
the beginning, you know the end”; as the relationship is thwarted with conflict
from the start in the clash / friction between the Fantasy and Real World and
then each other’s Fantasies which eventually leads to the initial conflict
rising where it manifests / materialize the fall of the relationship. Each then
turning around to the next relationship opportunity – only to create the same
process / experience again, because “Creation” is not understood: what you
create is a reflection of who you are – so, if we don’t change, the
relationship experience cannot change. </div>
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We will continue in the next post with having a look at this
point regarding IDEAS of relationships created from Fantasies, how this point
is not yet grasped within Human Consciousness and how this leads to the
momentary rise and eventual fall of relationships with not having both feet
firmly rooted within this real world and so building / creating relationships
that are in fact longstanding – standing the test of challenges and time. </div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Seven)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post and
posts to come – we will continue with the Self Forgiveness Process, focusing on
that initial real purpose for/of relationship, what Negative things were
covered up / suppressed by the Positive things experienced / that was dependent
on the relationship and how this creates MENTAL-RELATIONSHIPS, and what would
REAL PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIPS be if/as our starting point for relationships was
not based on emotional/feeling energy, but two individuals walking / living as
EQUALS. </i></div>
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To reference a section from the previous post:</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">This is why we have a
TOTAL mental and physical break-down that happens; because the ‘positive energy
injections’ that for so long suppressed our real, true self experience is no
more there and we are once more confronted and left with our ‘real selves’ that
is almost ‘too much to take / handle’.</i></div>
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The process that we’re going to be walking now is an
example-process of how you can practically assist and support yourself to
identify what problems / issues you’re suppressing within yourself / your mind
through using relationships and the positive feelings that accompanies it.
Essentially identifying the ‘real self’, with the ‘real self’ being the ‘truth’
of yourself that you are suppressing / denying / ignoring by/through
distracting yourself / your Mind with relationships / sex and the positive
feelings that it produce. To be clear: I am not saying that it’s relationships
that are the problem, nor am I saying that it is sex that is the problem - No,
not at all. <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/27-relationship-success-support">Relationships</a>
cannot exist without our participation. <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/6-what-is-sex">Sex</a> cannot exist without our
participation. So, relationships and sex is what it is based on what we make it
to / create it to be. This is a fundamental point that many seem to miss as we
have a knack for wanting to blame ‘the other’ / ‘the relationship’ / ‘the sex’
/ ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/series/1-the-soul-of-money">the money</a>’ or
something / someone else for what relationships / sex become – never actually
stopping for a moment to ask: “But, who am I in relation to sex /
relationships? What is my responsibility within what I participate in and
create?” So, before we start the process of seeing / realising / understanding
for self how we use / abuse relationships / sex to abdicate responsibility for
who we are / our own minds and so how/what we live – let us have a look at the
question: “Who am I in relation to sex / relationships? What is my
responsibility within what I participate in and create?”</div>
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We have to question whether relationships and sex exist as
it does in humanity today – where longstanding / worthwhile relationships of
integrity, consideration, regard, respect, trust, intimacy etc. are far and few
between, because the one lesson of who we are in regards to sex and
relationships: has not yet been learned. So, relationships and sex has become
somewhat demonic – but then again, we have to ask ourselves: is it that sex and
relationships in-itself is ‘demonic’? No, it cannot be – because it is our very
nature / who we are that creates relationships and sex. So, relationships and
sex should be an extension and so a reflection of ourselves – our own creation.
For many who have walked a process when it comes to relationships and sex can for
a moment look at the past and the present and for yourself come to terms with
the fact that what you see of what has become of you, the other, <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/7-shocking-secrets-of-masturbation">the
relationship, the sex</a> – is/has been your creation. Granted, it takes ‘two
(or more) to tango’ – but we often in relationships blame and abdicate
responsibility in some way or another, and do not reflect / introspect on why /
how and what part you played in the relationship being / ending up the way it
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This is the cycle we get caught up in, ‘looking for love’ –
love encompassing all the positive feelings filled into one bowl within our
Minds, where all the positive feelings we’re looking for / searching for from
another / in a relationship / sex unites in our Minds / Bodies for a moment to
be able to drive / motivate ourselves to just not have to look at ourselves,
our problems / issues…our own Minds and what really goes on in there. So, ‘<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-why-love-is-so-addictive-part-47">love</a>’
– the search for it / yearning for it and how it preoccupies / possesses our
minds, in fact functions as a distraction…a distraction from ourselves, our own
minds / who we are. Obvious commonsense is: if you’re obsessed, in your mind, with
‘someone / something else’ ALL of the time (or most of the time) – together with
the positive feelings that accompanies such obsession…then there is in fact no ‘space
and time’ in one’s Mind to do real <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/">self-reflection
/ introspection</a> as your mind is occupied with another (or many) all of the
time. Many might in this moment have a look at this and go: “But, what would
exist if I don’t think about love /relationships / sex all of the time?” – and here,
we’ll get to explaining what it means to get to know the ‘real self’, what it
means to for a moment in your life let go of the possession / obsession when it
comes to sex / relationships and what it would mean to develop an agreement
with another human being that is not based on you wanting to distract yourself
from your own mind / problems / issues; but an agreement that would lead to the
creation of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-sex-and-eternal-life-part-39">relationships
/ sex</a> on an EQUAL and ONE level – really CREATING a relationship, and not
just FALLING into relationships / sex based on feeling energy that is driving /
motivating you.</div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">How we use Relationships to Suppress the ‘Real Self’: DAY 484</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Six)</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how we in fact develop more ‘mental
relationships’ with others, than actual real, physical relationships – where
our relationship with others is more based on how the other ‘makes you feel’ / ‘not
feel’ than actual real communication, expansion / growth in relation to who we
are as individuals within/as our behaviour / living. </div>
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Before we continue with the Self Forgiveness process – let me
clarify / explain the difference between ‘Mental Relationships’ and ‘Physical
Relationships’:</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">If you have a look at
the relationships you’ve had: all the words, behaviours are geared to initiate
feelings in each other – making each other feel loved, special, appreciated,
cared for, secure, safe, stable and the list can go on. You can for yourself have
a look at what you do for your partner / what your partner does for you and HOW
exactly it is done to make you / them FEEL something. So, we’re in
relationships playing this game with FEELINGS – is this really all that relationships
are about??? This is what I mean with ‘mental relationships’ – we play MIND
GAMES with each other and with ourselves, playing on each other’s and our own
emotions / feelings. Both trying to, essentially, maintain a ‘happiness’ –
keeping each other ‘happy’. It’s like feelings becomes this drug that both
parties need to inject into each other through words / behaviour over and over
and over again just to let each other know “hey, I still love you” – there is
not this constant knowing / understanding / standing between the two, this
ABSOLUTE certainty that the relationship is solid, there is never ABSOLUTE
trust within/between the individuals that they’re committed to each other –
because both have to constantly and continuously ‘remind’ themselves and each
other that the relationship is still “good / okay” by playing with each other’s
feelings. </i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">So, what’s really
going on behind this all? If you have a look at ‘mainstream relationships’ – of
constantly having to remind each other that the relationship is still ‘good /
okay / going strong’; when there is a change in one or the other – not saying “I
love you” enough, not DOING enough to entice ‘good feelings’ in the mind/body
where the injection of the ‘positive energy drug’ through words and behaviour
become less and less: what emerge in the minds of individuals is insecurity,
fear, jealousy, isolation, separation, loneliness, loss – all these ‘negative’
thoughts and emotions starts coming up in the back of the Mind. What this is
showing is: as long as the individuals in relationships keep ‘activating’
positive feelings/experiences in each other through words and behaviour – the negative
emotions/experiences are suppressed. They must be in ‘suppression’
within/during the initial beginning stages of the relationship, because as soon
as the ‘positive feelings/experiences’ stop being activated…WHAM, the negative
emotions/experiences come to the fore. So, this brings to question the actual
nature and starting point as REASON / PURPOSE for relationships and how this
nature / starting point contribute to the compromising effects the loss /
separation of / from a ‘loved one’ has on us mentally as well as physically. </i></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">If you self honestly
have a look at relationships – what fuels it is the starting point of ‘fear of
loneliness’ / ‘fear of growing old alone’ / ‘fear of not experiencing ‘love /
sex’’ / being incomplete/unfulfilled / unsatisfied / no passion / no ‘reason to
live’ – so, essentially, what is important for you to investigate is the very
starting point / nature of WHY you desire relationships. Because in this – you are
going to find, for yourself, what relationships has been ‘giving TO you’ that
you haven’t given/gifted to yourself. What you are going to find is what you
have been depending on relationships for, to fulfil / complete / make whole
within yourself – which you haven’t done for yourself. So, if our starting
point for relationships is the NEGATIVE – where we are expecting / depending on
the relationship / the other to suppress the things we’re trying to ‘make
better’ / ‘not have to deal with’ / not have to experience / face inside our
Minds, then we’re looking at the principle of “if you know the beginning –you know
the end”. Meaning: with the relationships’ very PURPOSE being for us to ‘get
away from’ our actual negative emotions / experiences, to SUPPRESS these things
– it will eventually COME BACK, RE-EMERGE; because we have NEVER in fact DEALT
with the emotions / negative experiences. The relationship only SUPPRESSED them
all. Then, when the time comes where the relationship breaks off – through death
/ separation, EVERYTHING we suppressed within/during the relationship comes
back and it comes back with a vengeance which affects us mentally and
physically. This is why we have like a TOTAL mental and physical break-down
that happens; because the ‘positive energy injections’ that for so long
suppressed our real, true self experience is no more there and we are once more
confronted and left with our ‘real selves’ that is almost ‘too much to take /
handle’. </i></div>
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In the next post and posts to come – we will continue with
the Self Forgiveness Process, focusing on that initial real purpose for/of
relationship, what Negative things were covered up / suppressed by the Positive
things experienced / that was dependent on the relationship and how this
creates MENTAL-RELATIONSHIPS, and what would REAL PHYSICAL RELATIONSHIPS be
if/as our starting point for relationships was not based on emotional/feeling
energy, but two individuals walking / living as EQUALS. </div>
Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-23423326145234243902014-02-14T23:02:00.001-08:002014-02-14T23:02:58.620-08:00Love and Fear Tug of War: DAY 483<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Love and Fear Tug-of-War: DAY 483</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Five)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">We’ll continue more in
the next post – expanding on the point with regards to why/how it is that the
“fears” that come up in the mind as the “love” for someone grows, stands in the
context of being a ‘warning’ and finally understand why we exist in such an
extreme polarity of love and fear in our minds in relation to someone; and what
are the consequences and solutions for such relationships and experiences we
create within the Mind.</i></div>
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
forgive myself</a> that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand that I could never fully comprehend this relationship between
Love and Fear, the experience of Love and Fear - as I had not been Aware of how
the Mind / Consciousness operate / function and was not Self-Aware to be able
to understand my relationship to the Mind / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/breaking-free-consciousness-to-awareness-reptilians-part-268" multilinks-noscroll="true">Consciousness</a>
and how it leads our ‘self’ / ‘awareness’ into “experiencing / interpreting”
life / living and relationships energetically through emotions/feelings instead
of actually being grounded within physical reality and in fact living through
and as the physical. Meaning – I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand how little my focus / attention in
relationship to others had been on how we physically interact, participate and
communicate and how much more it was about “how I feel about them / me in
relationship to them” within my Mind, where my relationship to them was more
defined by how I either positively / negatively reacted towards them in my Mind
– in so doing, not presenting myself with the space and time to actually develop
ourselves as individuals, expand/grow in how live / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/words-and-behavior-seeds-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">behave</a> /
communicate with ourselves and one-another as I was always so preoccupied with
my own internal reactions / experiences as emotions / feelings / thoughts and
backchat. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to ever question, to the full extent / degree necessary – why/how it is that
within/during a relationship, only “Love” is so celebrated, talked about,
expressed, discussed etc. whereas, when it comes to the Fears that come up in
the Mind of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-when-relationships-end-atlanteans-part-103" multilinks-noscroll="true">losing
/ being separated from a ‘loved one’</a> / ‘someone close’ – such Fears are
pushed back as far as possible in the Mind, to not be looked at / introspected
/ investigated at all. The more the “Love” is pushed forward through how we
speak / behave in its presence – the more the “Fear” is pushed back into the
depths of our Mind and so we end-up in the ‘tug-of-war’ between the experience
and thoughts of Love and Fear in our Minds, within and throughout the entire
relationship being pulled this-way and that-way between the experiences and
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In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to ever see, realise and understand how on a subconscious /
unconscious mind level we have this battle between Love and Fear within our
Minds – where our Love for someone will become more intense / overwhelming, the
moment the Fears arise in thoughts / projections. Meaning – the moment the Fears
/ what if’s come up in the Mind of losing someone / missing someone / being
separated from someone, we immediately shift into the other Polarity of Love,
appeasing our Fears with Love to try and conquer the Fears in the Mind with
thinking about / imagining / expressing how much we Love another. But we don’t
see / realise / understand how the Fears always seem to return, that we never
in fact ‘conquer’ such Fears in the Mind, but only momentarily suppress them
when we think / imagine / feel / express the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/rejection-in-love-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">“Love”</a> we have for
another person(s). If anything – what in fact comes to pass is that our very
Fears materialize / manifest at the end – that we do eventually lose them /
separate from them and all that remains in our Minds is memories of how much we
Loved them. Then, even still – the memories are accompanied by the loss / grief
/ sadness and sorrow of their death / separation from us. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how / why it is that from the get-go, with
approaching a relationship from the Mind within the starting point of emotions
/ feelings – it exist within the principle “if you know the beginning, you know
the end”; meaning: with a relationship starting-off with being defined within
and as experiencing only emotions/feelings to/towards someone – such as Love
and Fear, a relationship will always be only that “experiencing / feeling”
something to/towards that someone and so it will also be in the end when all
that is left of them is memories in the mind / memorabilia in reality – every
time one think of them / reminisce / see them in photos etc. – one only have
experiences / feelings / emotions that come up. Where, the emotional / feeling
experiences in fact blind one from seeing the individual as a person, blind one
from seeing the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/quantum-systemization-what-is-life-part-18" multilinks-noscroll="true">life</a>
they had lived as an individual and towards/with self, blind self from the
gifts they left behind, blind one from what one could learn about their lives /
them as individuals, blind one from what one could take as gifts out of their
lives to continue living / sharing / expressing with those still in one’s
world. </div>
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In the next post, we will continue with explaining how
emotional/feeling-based <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationships</a> in
the Mind is causing us to limit who we are in relationship to others, and how
this is/has been contributing to the devolution of human beings – because instead
of using the time we have on earth together to grow/expand/develop our communication
/ living, we only base our relationships on energy experiences and do not
create ourselves into/as <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-care-your-full-potential-reptilians-part-265" multilinks-noscroll="true">our
utmost potential</a> as individuals and together by using relationships as a
platform for the evolution of human beings. </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-2998560693451051572014-02-13T23:16:00.002-08:002014-02-14T21:43:58.644-08:00Relationships and Death (Part 2): DAY 482<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Relationships and Death (Part 2): DAY 482</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1W0zXvvuCLQ8spyM7cmdVKhBS08okblIWP5vfxs-S6ijeK4QGefsb0m5Ly30C_5lnPQUlJwQ-pb9_oIbzfAEbQ4JOR5uBQuXYiEH9GSzxN90hNCNvk0GAIzGyZZ0VIjhr5cqV5Dumlnw/s1600/suicide.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh1W0zXvvuCLQ8spyM7cmdVKhBS08okblIWP5vfxs-S6ijeK4QGefsb0m5Ly30C_5lnPQUlJwQ-pb9_oIbzfAEbQ4JOR5uBQuXYiEH9GSzxN90hNCNvk0GAIzGyZZ0VIjhr5cqV5Dumlnw/s1600/suicide.jpg" height="226" width="320" /></a><b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"> </b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Four)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">…Death is Death, one
cannot in fact go to the absolute of saying “I Fear Death” – if one only react
to the deaths of those in the inner-circle, and not blink an eye to the Deaths
of those in the second and last circle. If we’d REALLY ‘Fear Death’ – we’d be
in a constant possession of FEAR with the extent of Deaths that manifest every
second time goes by within/as this physical existence. So, if we do not ‘Fear
Death’, but only “Fear the Death of ourselves and those in the
inner-circle”…what is it that we’re actually fearing /reacting to???</i></div>
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<a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">I
forgive myself</a> that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever question
why / how it is that we develop such an intense / intimate connection with
someone / something, to the extent where – when we lose them / when they die,
especially unexpectedly: it leads us to a point within ourselves where we never
want to “love someone” to that extent ever again due to the fear of having to
go through / experience the depth of sadness and despair one is taken into/as
within oneself? </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to ever consider that: a part of us is in fact from the get-go <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">Aware</a>
of the intense intimacy / connection that we have come to define as “love” and
at the same time as that “love” grows, as the intimacy and connection
intensifies: the fear of losing them grows. Where, we ‘overall’ have the
general experience of love – but every so now and then, the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/projection-quantum-mind-self-awareness" multilinks-noscroll="true">projections</a>
/ <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/31-the-metaphysical-secrets-of-imagination" multilinks-noscroll="true">imaginations</a>
accompanied with emotions and fear, visit us in the Mind in relation to ‘what
would we do / be if we’d ever lose them’; but we very quickly discard such
imaginations / projections, suppress them as far back in our Minds as possible
– not realising the “warning” such projections / imaginations in fact
represents…</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how the intensity / extent of the experience of
“love / connection” – closely equals the extent of “fear / sadness and loss”
experienced at the end of a relationship; sometimes – dare I say, the extent of
“<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-the-power-of-fear-part-90" multilinks-noscroll="true">fear</a>,
sadness and loss” is MORE and deeper and ever so compromising on one’s mental
and physical well-being than the extent of “love / connection” one has had for
someone. So, why and how is it –within this equation that it seems like the
loss and the mental and physical impact it can have on one, is a consequence /
“cost” for/as the extent of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/relationship-success-support-how-to-say-i-love-you" multilinks-noscroll="true">“love”</a>
one had for someone / something? But why does “love” have a price that we
mentally and physically ‘pay for’? Why does the loss, grief, sadness – all the
emotions involved with the death/loss of someone close, more seem like a
‘punishment’ that makes us crumble and fall into the depths of despair, a
sorrow that can penetrate so deep into oneself that it can make one feel as
though one can never come out of it? </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand the dynamics of how the Mind Consciousness
System operates / function within Polarity and the direct-relationship between
Love and Fear – where: for “Love” to exist, “Fear” must exist in relation to
how the Mind Consciousness System polarize the negative emotions and positive
feelings. This is why and how it is that, the more one’s “love” grows and
moving closer to someone – equally the fear grows of having to be apart. </div>
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Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to see, realise and understand how – when/as one experience “love” / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-positivity-did-not-stop-the-darkness-of-me" multilinks-noscroll="true">“positive
feelings”</a> for someone that develops over time, it’s like one’s heart feels
‘fuller / bigger’ as though it ‘expands’ every time one think of the person /
see the person / embrace the person. Then equally – when/as a moment occurs
that the person is gone / has been lost to oneself, one’s heart aches, it feels
as though it’s being torn apart by the deep sorrow, sadness and pain and emptiness
emerge where previously – one felt fulfilled, complete and whole. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to ever notice / <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses" multilinks-noscroll="true">introspect</a> /
investigate this polarity-relationship within the Mind in relation to Love and
Fear, in relation to the Heart fulfilment and Heart ache, because this has
become such an accepted and allowed way of existing and living, never
questioned why such a relationship / love with someone that seems to reach the
depths of one’s being / “soul” must end with such pain? Why does it not come to
an end with a celebration, an appreciation / gratefulness for the time spent
together, for what was learned from one-another, how you <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">together grew as
individuals</a> – where all the time-spent comes-together in that one moment
that you move apart / separate; and what overwhelms one is this absolute sense
of knowing that the time spent together was well spent, that the time you had
together was used to its utmost potential and that you individually and
together lived in such a way to have no regrets…all that remain is the gifts
that was left for each other, immortalized in how you lived individually and
together and how the gifts given and received will continue to live on through
how one interact/live/express with oneself and those still in one’s world. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how/why it is that none of us ever stood back
for a moment and wondered why and how it is that humanity had become so divided
when it comes to relationships and love; where we all have our small
inner-circles to which our relationships and love can extend – but none of us
have equal relationships / forms of love to the rest of humanity/this physical
existence. If we’d have relationships, if we’d ‘love’ as ‘care / consider /
regard’ the rest of humanity / this physical existence as a whole as much as we
do for ourselves and those within our small inner-circles…how different would
this world have been? Is this world / humanity in the state / condition that it
is because we have limited / diminished our capacity to really in fact care /
consider / regard others as we’d do for ourselves and those in our small inner
circle? Does the degree to which we then ‘love’ not define our very limitation,
if it only extends into a small inner-circle? </div>
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We’ll continue more in the next post – expanding on the
point with regards to why/how it is that the “fears” that come up in the mind
as the “love” for someone grows, stands in the context of being a ‘warning’ and
finally understand why we exist in such an extreme polarity of love and fear in
our minds in relation to someone; and what are the consequences and solutions
for such relationships and experiences we create within the Mind. </div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">Relationships and Death: DAY 481</b></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">The Moment of Shock</b></div>
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Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Three)</div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post we
will continue having a look at the direct-relationship between the mind and the
physical, where we in our Minds simulate stressful situations / experience, the
brunt of which the physical body experience and what it is to understand within
the mind-body relationship that a “shock” can induce such mental / physical
trauma and catapult one into stress and eventually chronic stress.</i></div>
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In and from this post we’re going to walk a <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self Forgiveness process</a>,
understanding the moment of Shock with the sudden / unexpected loss of a loved
one / someone close to you. With understanding the ‘shock’ reaction and the
relationship between the mind and the physical on a quantum physical level: the
trauma and stress on a mental and physical level will be understood. Obviously,
there are many dimensions to ‘Shock’ – so, the first dimension of shock we’re
going to investigate / walk through is the emotional-shock of the sudden /
unexpected death / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/sadness-seeing-the-gift-atlanteans-part-105" multilinks-noscroll="true">loss</a>
of someone close to you / a loved one. The other dimension of ‘Shock’ we’re
going to walk is in relation to Death-itself. So, we go through an
Emotional-Shock based on our emotional relationship towards another and then we
go through a Death-Shock, which is our emotional relationship to Death itself.</div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">see, realise and understand</a> why and how it
is that my relationship to death, and a sudden / unexpected death as loss of
someone from my life / from this world – would cause a shock through my system
on all levels of my being – from the mind, to my beingness to the physical body
due to not understanding the extent to which we in fact interconnect with another
living human being and why/how it is that all of humanity does not experience ‘equal
shock, trauma and stress’ when another living human being suddenly /
unexpectedly dies. </div>
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<a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">I forgive
myself</a> that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to ever question, to the
full extent / degree that is necessary – why and how it is that we experience
such shock when only those closest to us suddenly / unexpectedly dies, to the
extent that such shock ripple trauma and stress on a <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-the-mind-body-and-soul" multilinks-noscroll="true">mental, beingness
and physical</a> level? Why and how it is that we do not have such
relationships with all human beings equally – where, it’s more dependent on how
we emotionally “feel” about others that will accordingly equate the amount of “shock”
we will experience, which is showing that our value-relationship to others is
more determined by the amount of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-emotional-and-feeling-body-system-and-physical-energy-alignments" multilinks-noscroll="true">feeling/emotion-energy</a>
we have towards someone in our Minds, than it is the value of who the being was
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to see, realise and understand how my ‘personal world’ is in this ball, with
all the people closest to me – and according to my value-relationship towards
them (value-relationship meaning: how much value as emotional/feeling energy I
have invested in the particular relationships) – will accordingly determine how
valuable / important the people in my world/reality are. Then, in another
circle outside of the initial ball – is relationships in my world with people I
interact with, but has little to no ‘personal value’ to me, because I have no
emotional / feeling energy invested in them. Then, in another circle outside
the second circle is the rest of humanity that has absolutely no value, because
there aren’t any emotional / feeling experiences/energy from my mind invested
in/as them and so therefore – I “feel” nothing for them. Thus, the extent / <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-facing-the-experience-of-depression" multilinks-noscroll="true">experience
of shock</a> I experience to/towards someone’s death – actually determine the
extent of emotional / feeling energy I have invested in another person
throughout a period of time and also the extent of emotional / feeling energy I
have invested to thinking about / fearing Death-itself. </div>
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I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to ever question – to the full extent / degree necessary, why and how it is
that when it comes to the Deaths of the rest of humanity in the outer circle
and the Deaths of others in the second circle – towards whom I have not
invested any emotional / feeling energy/experiences/relationships: why and how
it is that I do not in any way go into reactions of shock / distress at their
Deaths or even think about Death in itself? We may for a moment be ‘taken by
surprise’, but it does not come CLOSE to the extent of mental / physical shock
we go through with those in our personal worlds/reality, those in the ‘inner
circle’ of our lives when it comes to fearing death. So, do we then in fact ‘Fear
Death’, if we do not in any way even react / respond to the <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/39-death-research" multilinks-noscroll="true">countless Deaths</a> that
manifest in/as this existence as a whole – from humans to animals, to nature /
the environment? Because…Death is Death, one cannot in fact go to the absolute
of saying “I Fear Death” – if one only react to the deaths of those in the
inner-circle, and not blink an eye to the Deaths of those in the second and
last circle. If we’d REALLY ‘Fear Death’ – we’d be in a constant possession of
FEAR with the extent of Deaths that manifest every second time goes by
within/as this physical existence. So, if we do not ‘Fear Death’, but only “Fear
the Death of ourselves and those in the inner-circle”…what is it that we’re actually
fearing /reacting to???</div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-87120085948781492602014-02-07T03:31:00.001-08:002014-02-07T03:31:05.898-08:00Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Two): DAY 480<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b>Shock, Trauma and Stress (Part Two): DAY 480</b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post we
will continue with the Unconscious Mind, Quantum Mind and Quantum Physical
layers / compartments within and as which the Mind Consciousness System
function / exist, to understand the processes involved on the Quantum Physical
level that contribute to the manifestation of chronic stress in the Mind and
Body.</i></div>
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<b style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;">UNCONSCIOUS MIND </b>–
this is the third layer / compartment of the Mind and has a direct-relationship
with the physical body, which extends into a deeper dimension within everything
of/as the physical body. The Unconscious Mind contains ‘behavioural systems’
that are pre-programmed, and when activated will accordingly affect / influence
your gestures / mannerisms / body language.</div>
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So, within the <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/10-self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite" multilinks-noscroll="true">Subconscious
and Unconscious Mind relationship</a> to the physical body – these two
mind-layers/compartments are responsible for activating already-existent /
merged mind-systems within the very tissue / structures / bones of/as the
physical body. So, in other words – let’s say one’s physical eyes see someone,
and that image is captured by your Consciousness, a signal will be sent to your
Subconscious / Unconscious Mind to accordingly activate emotional / feeling experiences
as well as particular physical experiences that will then determine your body
language / behaviour / mannerism. </div>
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<b multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><a href="https://eqafe.com/series/21-quantum-mind-self-awareness" multilinks-noscroll="true">QUANTUM MIND</a>
and QUANTUM PHYSICAL</b> – this is the fourth layer / compartment of the Mind
and has a direct-relationship with the physical body, existing in a
deeper-dimension beyond the unconscious mind dimension. The Quantum Mind and
the Quantum Physical are the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">dimensions
of the Mind</a> Consciousness System that actually DIRECTS the physical body /
MANIPULATES physical matter and the Subconscious and Unconscious Mind only has
the ability to influence / affect physical matter through the
systems/programs/memories that are merged within and as the physical body. For
example, the Quantum Mind is the very Systems/Programs merged into/as the
physical body and the Quantum Physical is that of the body that had become so
conditioned / manipulated / changed by the Mind/Consciousness – that the very
structures / designs of physical matter resonate a particular program / impulse
constantly and continuously that on a physical-level ensures you ‘live the mind’.
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Even though the Quantum Mind and the Quantum Physical is
existent in deeper dimensions to the Subconscious Mind and Unconscious Mind,
one can interdimensionally-physically see how these two mind layers /
dimensions permeate / infiltrate physical matter. Where, if one have a look at
the interdimensional and the physical simultaneously, the Mind had taken over
physical matter to such an extent that one can barely see any ‘pure physical
substance’ that belongs only to the body / where the body has ‘natural control’
over itself. What is affecting / influencing and directing <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-care-your-full-potential-reptilians-part-265" multilinks-noscroll="true">the
physical body</a> to a great degree is Consciousness, and this goes for
activating, for example hormones and/or irregular heartbeats, problems with the
digestive systems etc. to name but a common few. </div>
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What we had walked thus far in terms of explaining the Mind
layers/dimensions/compartments is illustrating but the major constructs / parts
that exist of the Mind in the Conscious, Subconscious, Unconscious, Quantum
Mind and Quantum Physical. This by no means represents the entirety of what the
mind layers/dimensions/compartments consist of / exist as – because the primary
focus point of walking through the mind layers / dimensions is to show how
exactly the mind’s foundations exist within the physical body. </div>
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This brings us to how / why it is that shock, trauma and
stress primarily activates on a Quantum Physical Level, where – one have the ‘natural
stress activation’ of the physical body to produce adrenaline and supporting
hormones for the ‘fight / flight’ experience to activate when/as one is in
danger / have to kick-start the physical body in a quantum moment to move /
direct oneself through the physical body in an instant. </div>
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However, it does happen that we through the Mind – with shock
/ trauma and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-why-i-accepted-a-life-of-energy-disorder" multilinks-noscroll="true">emotional
experiences</a>, constantly place the physical body in ‘fight / flight’ mode
where stress, that’s supposed to facilitate our survival – becomes a ‘way of
life’ , which leads to chronic stress. Obviously, this shows the extent of
impact the Mind – how we think / react, has on the physical body and the
short-term and <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/29-2013-the-future-of-consciousness" multilinks-noscroll="true">long-term
consequence</a> this can create mentally and physically. </div>
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In the next post we will continue having a look at the
direct-relationship between the mind and the physical, where we in our Minds
simulate stressful situations / experience, the brunt of which the physical
body experience and what it is to understand within the mind-body <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/life-review-my-life-of-losing-relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a>
that a “shock” can induce such mental / physical trauma and catapult one into
stress and eventually chronic stress. </div>
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<b>Shock, Trauma and Stress: DAY 479</b></div>
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In and from this post, we’re going to be <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">walking a process</a> of understanding and also
assisting and supporting oneself when facing shock, trauma and/or stress within
oneself / one’s life. The specific context we’re going to walk here is when
something unexpected happens within one’s world that is personally-traumatic –
such as, for example – losing a loved-one through a sudden / unexpected death
etc. Essentially, anything that happens in your world that is so unexpected, so
<a href="https://eqafe.com/p/2013-the-future-of-consciousness-unpredictability-of-consciousness-part-2-part-12" multilinks-noscroll="true">unpredictable</a>
– that one go into an absolute mental and physical shock. </div>
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Here we’re going to have a look at what in the Mind / Self
is involved with creating such an internally traumatic experience, how such
mental and physical shock contribute to the creation / experience of stress and
if left unattended to – how such an traumatic experience, shock and <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/stress-the-history-origin-and-nature-atlanteans-part-97" multilinks-noscroll="true">stress</a>
can develop into chronic stress that affects one long-term. To finally how one
can assist and support one’s Body and Mind to release the memories and
experience of the trauma, shock and stress on a mental and physical level -
that is holding one in and as such a state / experience; as well as what
medicinal / homeopathic support/assistance one can resource to help the
physical body with the consequence the trauma, shock and stress relationship
created within and as it. What I will firstly do is walk a process of <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/from-speaking-to-sounding-self-forgiveness-atlanteans-support-part-64" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self
Forgiveness</a> and Self Commitments, through which I will open up how exactly
it is that the trauma, shock and stress relationship is created within oneself
and the physical body. </div>
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As we walk through the Self Forgiveness process - one will
also find a reference to the ‘quantum physical’. </div>
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The ‘quantum physical’ dimension of the Mind-Body relationship
is where the Mind / Consciousness had become so merged with the physical body
that, for example – thoughts / emotions affect / influence the physical body’s
functioning / processes, such as activating hormones for example; which is what
we’re going to explain / walk within and through the Self Forgiveness process:
how it is that a moment of shock is an extensive emotional reaction that
permeates both the mind and the body, placing so much stress on the physical
body to the extent that the body goes through a traumatic experience and
accordingly responds / reacts in its own way. In this process of the extent of
stress such an <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/the-emotional-and-feeling-body-system-and-physical-energy-alignments" multilinks-noscroll="true">emotional</a>
shock can manifest in the body on a quantum physical level, putting self and the
body through an trauma – hormones are activated to support the body through the
stress / trauma and/or activate based on the trauma forced unto / into the
physical body. </div>
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Now, what often happens is – the shock / trauma on a
physical level becomes a memory, where in/as this quantum physical dimension,
one’s ‘self / beingness’ doesn’t direct / sort out the initial shock /
emotional reaction and so self and the physical body - remains in a constant
state of shock / stress. This then leads to the manifestation of ‘chronic
stress’. </div>
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Before we continue with the Self Forgiveness Process, what
must be understood about the Mind-Body relationship is that it consists of 5
Primary layers / compartments that extend into the physical body. It is with
understanding these 5 layers / compartments and their relationship to the
Physical Body that the traumatic experience of shock / stress on the physical
body and the mind’s role within it all will be understood. The 5 layers /
compartments exist as follows:</div>
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<b multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite-introduction-part-1" multilinks-noscroll="true">CONSCIOUS
MIND</a></b> – this is the first layer / compartment of the mind and does not
have a direct relationship to the physical body. This is why, for example – one
can think thoughts, but it does not necessarily affect the physical body.
Meaning, one can be sitting down and thinking and one cannot necessarily feel
any changes happening in the body or that the thoughts themselves have any
effect on the body. Your focus / attention is more diverted into the Conscious
Mind / the thoughts themselves that also creates that state of ‘daydreaming’
where it doesn’t feel like you’re ‘in your body’ – the body / reality ‘fades
away’; this is the effect the Conscious Mind has on self. </div>
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<b multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-weight: normal;"><a href="https://eqafe.com/p/self-awareness-steps-for-the-elite-introduction-part-2" multilinks-noscroll="true">SUBCONSCIOUS
MIND</a></b> – this is the second layer / compartment of the Mind and has a
direct-relationship with the physical body, but the Subconscious Mind only penetrate
the outer membranes of everything within the physical body, so it is not
integrated into the physical body very deeply. One’s emotions and feelings is
directly linked to the subconscious mind and this is why, for example – when one
access an emotional / feeling reaction, one can experience it in one’s physical
body. So, the subconscious mind and the emotions/feeling thus have an
affect/influence on the body. </div>
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There is a relationship that forms between the Conscious
Mind and the Subconscious Mind when thoughts are charged with an emotional
and/or feeling energy, this is when one would be in the process of thinking and
while one is <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/reptilians-thoughts-becoming-flesh-part-1-part-64" multilinks-noscroll="true">thinking</a>
– there are definitive reactions experienced within the physical body. So, some
thoughts remain only within the Conscious-Mind dimension and are not
directly-linked to the emotional/feeling body within the Subconscious Mind
dimension, which allows one to ‘think’ without reactions. Then there are
thoughts that are charged with an emotional / feeling energy, so one can see a
connection between the thought and the emotional/feeling body, thus one see a
connection manifest from the Conscious Mind layer / compartment into the
Subconscious Mind layer / compartment.</div>
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In the next post we will continue with the Unconscious Mind,
<a href="https://eqafe.com/series/21-quantum-mind-self-awareness" multilinks-noscroll="true">Quantum Mind</a>
and Quantum Physical layers / compartments within and as which the Mind
Consciousness System function / exist, to understand the processes involved on
the Quantum Physical level that contribute to the manifestation of chronic
stress in the Mind and Body. </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-52453916585474222892014-01-24T04:03:00.001-08:002014-01-24T04:03:07.192-08:00From Responding / Reacting to the Mind – to Response-ability / Direction in Reality (Part 2): DAY 478<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b>From Responding / Reacting to the Mind – to Response-ability
/ Direction in Reality (Part 2): DAY 478</b></div>
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<i style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">In the next post, we
will continue with how the self expression of comfortability will EMERGE
as/while one is walking through nervousness in real-time until one finally
transcend nervousness and become the living expression of comfortability – to
in this understand how change happens simultaneously with walking a point in
the mind and changing oneself within and as it. </i></div>
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<i multilinks-noscroll="true" style="mso-bidi-font-style: normal;">Within this, we will
also be having a look at how this then change the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a> from
reacting / responding to the Mind, to response-ABILITY / self expression
within/as/towards reality. </i></div>
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This is why Self Expression is not something that one can
think-up or imagine, it is not an idea – ideas, thinking and imagination are
all constructs of the Mind Reality and Self Expression one can only access /
become / live through actually moving and changing oneself in physical
participation. </div>
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Have a look:</div>
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The initial equation in the relationship was <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">writing/vlogging/speaking</a>
= reacting/responding as nervousness. The relationship in the MIND that was
created was connecting writing/vlogging/speaking to an emotional reaction of
nervousness. Now, this equation is ‘hardwired’ into one’s self-definition,
where every time one is confronted with writing/vlogging/speaking – the immediate
automatic response/reaction in the Mind is nervousness. To change this
relationship would mean that the equation then exists as follows:
writing/vlogging/speaking = practical response-ability, which simply means to
write, to vlog and to speak and to within that, be comfortable with self in relationship
to it. Essentially, all that should exist is self – sitting in front of the
video-camera / laptop / audience and speaking / expressing self. </div>
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Look, one can for oneself decide what word would assist and
support one the best in such instances – whether it be comfortability, or
confidence, or stability; one can even assist and support oneself to live ALL
the words in such instances. The main point here is how <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/17-the-crucifixion-of-jesus" multilinks-noscroll="true">Living Words as
Self Expression</a> ensures that one’s relationship to reality remains
physical, remains practical and so remains simple to what is here – nothing
more / less. Meaning, if we go back to looking at the “writing/vlogging/speaking
= reacting/responding as nervousness”-equation: it INTERFERES with your
physical self expression, because the nervousness keeps your mind so busy,
activating all sorts of thoughts and/or imaginations that your speaking /
sharing through the physical body doesn’t flow naturally. One’s SELF expression
doesn’t come through in the direct-relationship between self and the
writing/vlogging/speaking – instead, one’s Mind Programming comes through,
adding an additional ‘mental relationship’ to the simple physical relationship
that should exist as self and the writing/vlogging/speaking; and instead
changes it to writing/vlogging/speaking + reacting in nervousness + mind
busyness. Then, in-between all the reacting and thoughts/imaginations coming up
within self, self is trying to speak / write – which makes it very difficult.
Whereas, if one become a Living Word that <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">SUPPORTS
self</a> in the physical, such as comfortability for example – then that
Comfortability becomes a platform, an support as one speak / write, that <a href="http://desteni.org/" multilinks-noscroll="true">assist/support</a> one’s speaking/writing to flow and
so remain focused and keep the mind quiet within/throughout the process.</div>
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To expand the understanding of Living Words and Self
Expression, is that: Living Words that become Self Expression – SUPPORTS SELF
in the physical with and as the Response-Ability in one’s <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a> to
reality / the real world. The <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/25-quantum-systemization" multilinks-noscroll="true">Mind’s Programming</a>
interferes with SELF and one’s relationship / living within and towards the
Physical. </div>
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Again, having a look at the example above – the nervousness
responding / reacting in the Mind, interferes with one
writing/vlogging/speaking effectively. Whereas, assisting and supporting self
to change the nervousness reaction/response in the MIND to comfortability self
expression in the physical as the response-ability to writing/vlogging/speaking
(where one has the ability to respond in/with comfortability when writing/vlogging/speaking)
– SUPPORTS oneself to speak/write effectively, because SELF comes through
directly and is not ‘veiled’ by all sorts of thoughts and reactions. </div>
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What is obvious here is how our mind-reaction relationships
sabotage / compromise our potential within our direct-relationships to physical
reality, doing physical things such as writing / speaking for example and how
one is able to change this through changing self from reacting / responding to
the Mind, to directing / implementing the ability to respond in one’s
world/reality. </div>
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In the next post, we’ll continue explaining more on how to
SIMULTANEOUSLY change the mind reactions/responses and implementing response-ability
/ direction in one’s real world/reality by living words through which one’s
self expression will emerge. </div>
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Heaven's Journey to Lifehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07821943193364099873noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-779009863294489946.post-60362599370292866012014-01-18T05:26:00.001-08:002014-01-18T05:26:44.776-08:00From Responding / Reacting to the Mind – to Response-ability / Direction in Reality: DAY 477<!--[if gte mso 9]><xml>
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<b>From Responding / Reacting to the Mind – to Response-ability
/ Direction in Reality: DAY 477</b></div>
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Recently I was asked to explain “What is Self Expression”?
The way in which the question was asked, was where the individual admitted to
trying to ‘Imagine’ what Self Expression is within their Minds, but to no
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Firstly, what has to be understood about <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/from-shyness-to-self-confidence-life-review" multilinks-noscroll="true">Self
Expression</a> is that it is not something that can be thought-up nor imagined
within and by the Mind / Consciousness, because Self Expression is something
that EMERGE as self through one’s change in Living / Behaviour from a
pre-programmed response-pattern to a self-directive living expression. Now – what
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The example I used was the relationship between nervousness
and comfortability. I personally used to become REALLY nervous when doing
interviews – not so much the beings coming through the Portal, lol they were
REALLY comfortable. But me doing personal interviews for example, especially
way back in the beginning when I did interviews on points / sharing my personal
journey - I would be nervous in front of the camera and/or when doing voice
recordings. So, nervousness is a pre-programmed response-pattern – where we’d
REACT in an emotion, for example to something that comes up in the Mind such as
a thought / imagination. Thus, with process: one move from a pre-programmed
response / reaction to things in the Mind, to a response-ABILITY expression as
self to things in REALITY. So, one either respond, as react, to the Mind, or
one has the response-ability to direct oneself within reality. This means the
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Nervousness is a reaction / response to a thought / <a href="https://eqafe.com/series/31-the-metaphysical-secrets-of-imagination" multilinks-noscroll="true">imagination</a>
that comes up in the Mind. For example – speaking in public / doing interviews
/ writing blogs / communicating with others: in such instances one may have a
thought that comes up of “what if I don’t speak well enough” / “what if I can’t
effectively express what I mean” / “what if I am not understood” or you have
Imaginations where you envision how others judge you / react to you and/or
speak about you behind your back. So, when the thoughts and imaginations come
up, one respond to them by reacting to them, with for example nervousness
and/or fear. Now, let’s say one is walking process – writing, forgiveness and
commitments etc. to assist and support oneself to change nervousness to
self-comfortability when speaking / writing. We often think / believe that – to
“change” one FIRST have to get past the nervousness and have it stop / cease to
exist within oneself in such a particular instance and only THEN one can work
on one’s comfortability. When, in fact – self-expression emerge WHILE one is walking
through a point within the Mind, such as nervousness and the thoughts /
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Those walking process already know that, to walk-through a
point within the Mind – is to first release oneself from the pre-program
response / reaction to re-establish a new <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/" multilinks-noscroll="true">response-ability
/ change</a> within oneself and one’s life. So, one first walk <a href="http://www.facebook.com/groups/journeytolife/" multilinks-noscroll="true">writing and self
forgiveness</a> – writing the program (the ‘program’ being the automated
response / reaction pattern consisting of thoughts and emotions for example)
and forgiving oneself for accepting and allowing the program and its
consequences within self and one’s living/behaviour. From where the commitment
statements and the living/applying of the commitment statements is the process
of CHANGING from nervousness to comfortability, for example and preparing
oneself with how one is going to be walking it / doing it in real-time
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Once the writing, forgiveness and commitment process is done
– comes the actual practical change process, where one push oneself to change
in the moment. For example, while one is doing an interview – the nervousness
comes, but now one had prepared oneself in the commitment phase to be able to
change the relationship to the nervousness reaction/response to the Mind, to a
response-ability within reality as follows: </div>
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One in-the-moment the nervousness coming up – breathe, speak
a self-forgiveness statement, let the emotion go and then start speaking /
doing the vlog / continue writing. Now, within this process – the nervousness
may still be there, but it will not change and one will not change in
relationship to it unless one continue pushing through the nervousness and do
the interview / vlog / writing despite the nervousness still ‘lingering’ /
‘being there’. So, essentially – one wants to PUSH THE CHANGE within oneself,
STAND with the change and speak / write through the <a href="https://eqafe.com/p/overcoming-nervousness-atlanteans-part-90" multilinks-noscroll="true">nervousness
/ emotion</a>. One will find with doing this, that – initially, the nervousness
may still linger in the beginning of the vlog / speaking / writing up unto the
end / to the middle. The next time one do it, the nervousness will be less and
then only extend to the middle of the interview – until eventually, there is
only slight nervousness in the beginning of the interview / writing, but one is
able to immediately move through it and speak with comfortability through the
rest of the interview until finally one is simply immediately comfortable from
the get-go and one’s self expression of comfortability is noticeable within
one’s voice and body language. </div>
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In the next post, we will continue with how the self
expression of comfortability will EMERGE as/while one is walking through
nervousness in real-time until one finally transcend nervousness and become the
living expression of comfortability – to in this understand how change happens
simultaneously with walking a point in the mind and changing oneself within and
as it. </div>
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Within this, we will also be having a look at how this then
change the <a href="http://desteniiprocess.com/courses/relationships" multilinks-noscroll="true">relationship</a>
from reacting / responding to the Mind, to response-ABILITY / self expression
within/as/towards reality. </div>
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