Heaven's Journey to Life, the Physical - DAY 500
In
and from this post, us beings will be coming through the Portal (each
day a different being, for a moment in the day) sharing and continuing,
through written self forgiveness,
the process of forgiveness we walked with taking responsibility for the
inequality and separation we accepted and allowed from our beingness
as life, and so from the rest of existence as life: heaven, earth and
everything / everyone within and as it - including our personal
relationship with ourselves. The consequence of this inequality and
separation, manifesting the "great divide" between heaven and earth -
was in fact the representation of a long history of individual and
collective self interest, greed, power and control – the vices of separation and inequality that has become the human and beingness condition and inherent nature in this life and the next. This has lead
to heaven and earth, before the opening of the Portal, to always exist
in separation – instead of heaven and earth uniting on all levels of
existence in support and assistance of one another.
Through our written self forgiveness you will come to see, realise and understand how and why us beings in Heaven / Afterlife / Hereafter walked our process of change, through self forgiveness,
and uniting us all in the principle of oneness and equality as what's
best for all since the opening of the Portal in the year 2005 / 2006.
In
recent years, since 2013 – our process has progressed and evolved into
this physical universe / existence – where "Heaven on Earth" is becoming
a reality for us as we are walking our process of taking responsibility
for our abdication of accountability and atonement when it comes to
what we accepted and allowed in the name of inequality and separation
unto humanity and this physical universe / existence.
For further understanding and context of the above and an introduction to The Portal – take a listen to:
The
purpose of this forgiveness process is to share us beings' individual
and collective journey since the opening of the Portal – where we
previously existed in consequential division, inequality and separation
to now where we're learning and understanding the living statement of
"Heaven on Earth" as all of us in the other side / afterlife are
journeying into our relationship with this physical existence and
understanding our relationship of responsibility and support towards it
all, as ourselves. In this journey and process of Self Forgiveness we
hope to inspire an understanding within you
For
more context and understanding of the above, especially THE PORTAL and
Heaven's journey since the opening of The Portal in 2005 / 2006 – please
visit: www.eqafe.com also focusing on the series:
The rest will open up, continue and unfold in our process of self forgiveness:
Separating oneself from the physical, the physical body, this physical universe – all that is matter:
Note for context: the self forgiveness
here is done in the process us beings walked within and during the
opening of The Portal , stretching from 2004 / 2005 to today– sharing
the timeline of what made us realise
to stand in the principle of equality and oneness and truly
understanding the meaning of responsibility and support unto self and
all as self.
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within and
during my lifetime on earth as well as in the afterlife – never question
my relationship with my physical body, this earth, this physical
existence and everything / everyone within it. Especially when looking
at the extent of division between heaven and earth: with this physical
existence containing an innumerable amount of beings, life awarenesses /
sources within plants, animals, the environment – yet in the afterlife
(before the opening of The Portal)...there was only energy and
beings...no self or life creation individually and collectively.
I
forgive myself that I didn't accept and allow myself to throughout my
lifetimes on earth as well as in the afterlife – ever question how and
why it is, that I as a being had barely a HANDFUL of relationships worth
mentioning...little to no connection of real value, worth, depth,
integrity, intimacy, trust etc. existing with myself, any being, let
alone anything else within existence in heaven and earth. Why – having
been in existence for EONS of time...do I have no real relationship,
connection with anyone else...EVEN MYSELF!?!?
I
forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a part of
this existence – in heaven and earth, yet never looking into myself and
into existence, everything and everyone within it, and asking: Who am I
within this all, and all's relationship towards me? What is the role,
purpose, piece, position of me in the grand scheme of everything and
everyone else? No – none such questions existed in me...I only "lived
out the me, lives" that was 'given to me, that I walked into'...no
relationship, no connection with anything or anyone, nor my own being,
the energy in heaven or the matter in and of this physical existence.
I
forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to look back
in time – the evolution of existence, from the beginning before the
inception and creation of heaven and earth, up into when heaven and
earth became a reality -lifting my head and opening my eyes with the
question: is this all there will ever be, me coming and going lifetime
after lifetime in-between heaven and earth...forgetting, then
remembering, then forgetting... as I forget who and what I was in heaven
and previous lives when in my life on earth, for a fraction of a moment
remembering when entering heaven, then forgetting again as I embark in
my life on earth. My point, my purpose in heaven and on
earth...meaningless, without matter, no PARTicular significance as my PART, my point, my purpose and role within existence is of no consequence.
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how – being of no consequence on an intrinsic level
within myself, I made my relationship with myself, my being, my body in
lifetimes on earth, my relationship with others, the entirety and all of
earth and heaven: of no consequence either. In this – having no
relationship, nor connection, with any part of me and so everything and
everyone in this life and the next: I accepted and allowed myself to
become a pointless, meaningless, insignificant, replaceable drifter in
and throughout time itself...leaving behind memories and walking into an
unknown future lifetime in heaven and earth, which I partook in
creating through my accepted and allowed silent agreement of taking no
action, nor responsibility for any of who I was and what I had done
throughout my lifetimes in existence.
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand how I could blame or want to blame something or someone
else – other than myself: Frankly, it was me, myself and I who did not
think to ask the question(s), really walk with the QUESTion,
open it up and allow it to become my QUEST in lifetimes in existence.
No, instead - I am the one who went along with it, in a mundane
acceptance and allowance of stumbling into one reality and into the
next, victimized by my own and everyone else's consequence as I walk
into future lives, because of accepting and allowing a me, relationships
and connections 'of no consequence'.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand the irony of it: existing in a state of 'no consequence'
towards myself and everything/everyone else in existence...created and
manifested, through me, a reality and existence of absolute consequence.
A reality, an existence that has evolved without any one of us truly
taking PART and playing our PART in our PARTiticipation within it all. We've just accepted and allowed things to go on and on and on and on...
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise
and understand – how and why I never questioned, never asked, never
lifted my head, looked up, looked back, to the present and into the
future: because of a deep seated accepted and allowed state and
experience of self - "I don't matter in the grand scheme of
things"...not realising
I always did MATTER TO the grand scheme of things, to life itself,
because I was a part of it, emerged from it. It was me who did not
connect in a relationship with me and so life as me in all of existence
as parts of me.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand how this beLIEF
of "I don't matter, I am of no significant value, worth or respect unto
myself nor existence" - allowed us all to individually and collectively
subconsciously and unconsciously create and manifest our own individual
and collective futures, experiences and interconnected lives...we just
never remember, realise
or know how we created and accepted and allowed to create the
experiences we walk into, the lives we face, the people / beings we
connect with...and in this, the greatest sadness of it all: we're lost
gods in our own creations...not realising how significant we truly are to ourselves, each other and our individual and collective futures.
We'll continue more in the next post...