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Parental Input in Child Character-Building – Part 1: DAY 108


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Parental Input in Child Character-Building – Part 1 (Self-Forgiveness): DAY 108


(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 8 (Self-Forgiveness)





Who I Am as Money – continued

Continuing with walking self-forgiveness from DAY 106, from where – Friend A’s Consciousness ‘dissected’ the ‘live-memory’ of the mother’s behaviour, words and sound/energy into and as her Conservative Character’s personality/body-suit, all of which manifest through the Physical-Mind Eyes. And then the Physical-Mind Ears, where the sounds/energy experiences within the words of the Mother is utilized to activate the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System and/or specific Characters/Personalities within a being.
So, in DAY 106 we walked the process of how the memory of the mother and father activate into the Conservative Character personality body/suit, and as well as how the energy experience in the Mother’s words/sound activate the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, and now we’re walking how these two processes will meet to activate the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood how the Physical-Mind Eyes and Ears work-together in constructing/creating Characters/Personalities within and as our Mind-Physical existence. Where with our Eyes and Ears we’ve come to serve the Character’s in/as our Mind, within this why/how we do not ever in fact see and hear the reality of physicality; but only see/hear what we want to see/hear as that which will serve our survival/evolution as the Mind.
And so, within continuing walking the process of Friend A – with her Physical-Mind Eyes, where the memory of her mother and father at the table is aligned into and as Friend A’s Conservative Character personality body/suit, as Consciousness assessed the alignment of the memory equal-to and one-with the Conservative Character’s micro-chip memory. From where Consciousness would take the memory and move the components/parts as the behaviours, words and energies into and as the particular-specific compartments/dimensions within/as the Conservative Character’s personality body/suit (We’ll walk this process of how consciousness dissect a memory into specific compartments/dimensions within posts to come). Additionally/simultaneously within this process, the Physical-Mind Ears is utilized to establish/build/construct the child/Friend A’s emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System, and also Primary/Main Characters’ emotional/feeling bodies within/of the child. Thus, the Main Mind Consciousness System, essentially stands as an entire ‘back-up’ / ‘main database’ of all memories/energy experiences captured through the Eyes and Ears and are from there directed/aligned into/as our Main/Primary Characters we create/manifest from/of the main Mind Consciousness System, as the various different ‘selves’ we come to create/embody, utilizing our external world/reality with a myriad of characters as other human beings/this world-system to evolve our mind-physical existence and so secure our self-definitions, wants, needs and desires.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood how the Memory of the mother and father, dissected into/as Friend A’s Conservative Character, and the emotions/feelings within the Mother’s words/sounds that activated within and as Friend A’s Mind Consciousness Systems’ emotional/feeling body – align together to additionally activate the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body:
With taking the specific ‘energy experience’ within the sound of the Mother’s words as ‘gentleness/care’, which as an energy-experience in the Mind is physically experienced as a ‘light energy’ that feels like it soothes the muscle/fabric of the physical-body, as though the body goes into a ‘relaxation/release’ in the experience of the energy as ‘gentleness/care’ as the Mind in the physical, together with a slight sense of ‘excitement’. This is the particular-specific energy-experience that Friend A experienced within her body, the moment this energy ‘activated’ as an ‘active’ ‘feeling-energy’ within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body containments/holders that also exist within the neutral, positive and negative energy-balls/holders/containments within and as which her parents’ emotional/feeling body database was transferred into and as. And, Friend A would thus, have a ‘physical-experience’ of the ‘energy experience’ of the gentleness/care when/as it officially activate within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body, as the entire emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System and so also eventually the Personality Suits/Bodies, are multi-dimensionally/parallel infused/merged into, as and with the physical-body flesh/fabric/structure/substance. Which is why/how one will thus have a ‘physical experience’ of energy-experiences of the Mind. But what we would in this thus never in fact ‘experience’/ walk with / be with is what the actual physical in fact experiencing/what the experience/expression of our actual physical-bodies are, that within and during energy-experience activations of the Mind/Personalities in fact go into/as contraction/pain. Because the moment an energy-experience activate, resources are consumed from physicality to transform into energy. But, because we’re existent in the Mind-dimension primarily within the physical-body, we’ll only experience what the Mind experience and not in fact what the actual physical go through in the very fabric/manifestation/substance of its existence.
And so, Friend A would be ‘overwhelmed’ with this gentleness/care energy experience that is in fact the experience of the Mind…and not the Body/Physical. In this showing/revealing: the extent of our accepted and allowed separation from/of the Physical.

And so, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the beginning to now, seen, realised and understood why/how that energy of/as care/gentleness that activated in Friend A’s main Mind Consciousness System emotional/feeling body will also come to be aligned with her Conservative-Character’s personality suit/body’s personalized emotional/feeling body; as the Physical-Mind eyes and ears ‘work together’:
Where, when/as the physical-mind eyes take that moment of her parents and activate Friend A’s Conservative Character, the physical-mind ears will simultaneously take the energy-experience within the words of the mother, activating Friend A’s Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body as the energy-experience of care/gentleness. And because the memory of the parents’ activated her Conservative-Character, she’s in that moment as her activated Conservative-Character, aligned parallel to/with the Main Mind Consciousness System. Within this alignment/simultaneous activation of her Conservative Character and the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body activation; the energy-experience in her entire physical-body will thus resonate with the Conservative Character’s Personality body/suit, wherein the already organized/categorized emotional/feeling body of the Conservative Character’s Personality body/suit in/as which the energy of/within the memory was manifested/transferred: will activate.
Thus, initially the energy of/from the Memory that was stored/categorized/organized into the Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body is ‘dormant’, it is simply only stored/aligned into its emotional/feeling body as a reference/energy to/towards the particular-specific memory of the mother and father sitting together at the table. When/as the Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body ‘activate’ and resonate into/as the Conservative-Character, the dormant energy-storage ‘activate’, with the energy of care/gentleness that will thus encompass the entire personality suit/body the moment the energy activate in the personality suit/body from/of the energy-activation within the Main Mind Consciousness System. And the moment this happen/manifest where an energy becomes ‘activate’ in a Character System/Personality body/suit: this energy of care/gentleness for example will become a defining energy-experience that ‘belongs’ to the Conservative Character that will only be expressed, for example in contexts of being close to partners in the future.
And so this character/personality suit/body will start moving more and more and more parallel to the Main Mind Consciousness System and Physical Body, as the process of how Characters created from system suits/bodies in the Mind Consciousness System, is integrated more and more and more into the physical through ENERGY, primarily. And so, that moment where an energy within the main mind’s emotional/feeling body, merge with an energy dissected into the emotional/feeling body of a Character from a memory; which connect the Character System/ Personality body/suit, directly to the Main Mind Consciousness System and so closer to the physical body. And literally, when looking at how this process unfold interdimensionally-physically, one can see the position of the Character-System/Personality body/suit ‘shifting’ in the Mind-Physical relationship, where initially it’s existent more dimensionally in the Mind, and more and more move/integrate into the Physical, the more the emotional/feeling bodies of Characters/Personality Systems’ develop.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and understand where, thus – essentially, the being will come to define, for example care/gentleness as an ‘energy experience’, for example connected in one’s Mind to/towards a particular-specific MEMORY of other’s relationships. Such as for example Friend A’s parents, and will thus connect care/gentleness to relationship within a specific context as a specific character with specific behaviours. Where in this thus:
We never as children learn to develop an equal and one relationship WITH OURSELVES, in what it means to care for self, self’s body in equality and oneness as a living expression of self as the word ‘Care’. And from living this word as SELF, it becomes an expression that self will thus live in/as one’s world, and not conditioned to only certain characters, within certain behaviours and energy experiences within one’s MIND. Where care, for example in the Mind: is conditional / conditioned to only serve the interest of self’s own pursuit of happiness. And so all human beings have come to exist, where we do not know how to in fact live care with/as/towards ourselves, will for example search/seek for it only in relationships instead of gifting it to ourselves as a living word that is ourselves, that is not dependent on anyone/anything as it’s who we are in ourselves/our living. Where it thus becomes an expression, a self-aware decision we make in our relationships/interactions with others, the environment/the world and not something we conditionally use to only serve our interests of wants, needs and desires. In this, thus – why/how actual care does not exist in this world/humanity, why human beings do not in fact care about what’s happening to humanity, this earth and all and everything within it, as care – for example, is locked into the Minds, held there within characters waiting to be materialized into reality when/as a want, need and desire opportunity arise where care will emerge/exist as an energy experience/manipulation to pursue a desire/happiness that only serve self, and self alone.

Now that we have walked the process of how the emotional/feeling body of the Main Mind Consciousness System activate, how the emotional/feeling body of a character form from a memory, how a character emotional/feeling body activate and the process of how a Personality system/suit integrate more and more into/as the physical, we’ll have a more specific/detailed look at the relationship between the mind, the physical and ENERGY within this process in walking the mechanics/processes of our mind-physical relationship in how the Mind utilize energy/energy experience in its process of evolution from and of what is Seen within the Physical-Mind Eyes and heard from the Physical-Mind Ears. 


 
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Mind-Energy Filters in Children – Part 2: DAY 107


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Mind-Energy Filters in Children – Part 2 (Self-Commitments): DAY 107


(To read this post, it must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in previous posts.)

Emotional/Feeling Body Creation – Part 7 (Self-Commitments)





Who I Am as Money – continued

We’re walking the Self Commitment Statement of DAY 106 Self-Forgiveness Statements in also expanding on the multi-dimensional processes/consequence in our relationship to words through the Mind, instead of actual equal and one Living.

I commit myself to show the detail of the processes involved in how we develop seeing, hearing and sensing through, within and as the Mind-Reality, instead of in actual equal and one physicality. Meaning: what will be seen, realised and understood is how we developed in the physical as an interdimensional-physical system as the Mind. Which is why/how, for example – when hearing other people’s words, seeing other people’s behaviour – we would never in that moment consider ‘who the being is’ in the words they speak/behaviour they embody. ‘Who the being is’, meaning – how did they throughout their lives develop their relationship/experience in and as words/behaviours, what within and throughout their lives and minds influenced the definition of themselves, the words and behaviours they use to express themselves through. We do not HEAR another’s words as the person/individual actually speaking them, from the perspective of – being able to in each word see the detail of the being in their conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind existence, what of themselves is existent within/behind the words, and so also with behaviour; what’s existent within and behind the behaviour. We only HEAR and SEE what we want to hear and see as how we REACT to human beings in our minds based on what we hear and see, within our own frames of reference, definitions and experiences of words and behaviours from and of memories in our own Minds, where we’ll either react in positive and/or negative. With this reaction always founded within self-interest as we’ll filter people’s words and actions through our Characters in our Minds and accordingly assess whether the words/actions of another is synchronized with our Mind or not. Never in fact seeing, getting to know, understanding another person in the totality of themselves.

I commit myself to show the detail of the processes involved in how we develop seeing, hearing and sensing through, within and as the Mind-Reality, instead of in actual equal and one physicality. Meaning: what will be seen, realised and understood is how we developed in the physical as an interdimensional-physical system with and as the Mind; which can also be seen in our relationship to/towards our physical-bodies, this physical-existence – where we will have knowledge and information definitions and experiences to/towards physicality IN OUR MINDS, where even our mind-relationship towards physicality will be in alignment to what serves characters/self-definitions of ‘who we are’ within our Minds. The consequence of this, not seeing, realising physicality as equal-to and one-with self, that one is in fact able to directly communicate to what is here, what is physical, that it’s aware – as is proven through the communication of existence through the Portal; but no-one can hear/see/realise this equality and oneness/awareness, as we’re all limited/confined into the dimensions of the Mind, instead of the physical, here.
Furthermore, that we would thus, with this knowledge and information/definition/mind-reality relationship to actual physical-reality, excuse, justify and validate why/how we can use/abuse physicality to appease our Mind/Character’s pleasures/fantasies, wants, needs and desires – which is more and more proving to be/become more convenient for humans to continue such an deliberate separate relationship to physicality/all that is physical/real, to within the secrets of our Mind fulfil only our self-interested pursuit of happiness, instead of actually considering, regarding, honouring all that is physical equal-to and one-with ourselves.

I commit myself to show, how we have developed a Mind-Physical vocabulary, communicating mostly within and as the vocabulary/language of the Mind as the components/manifestations of thought, memories, fantasies of pictures, images, scenes, internal conversations/backchat imbued with energy-reactions, where we’ll show how even the internal conversations/backchat are attached to memories/past experiences defined IN THE MIND within the starting-point of protecting/defending self-interest as characters of Mind. And so, our communication predominantly exist internally as the Mind, the vocabulary and language we use to communicate ourselves with is the MIND. The mind meaning – our words and behaviour originate from energy-experiences and memories in the MIND, with no direct equal and one relationship to/as our living of words in the physical, who we are as beings in the living/expressing of words in equality and oneness with ourselves, our physical. Where, at the moment – our words are aligned with the self-interest serving of only our minds that we accordingly live-out/enforce into/onto the Physical, with most of our communication existent in the secrets of our minds and our words and behaviour existing with hidden/secret agendas as we can exist in two worlds while communicating with others, saying one thing on the outside and another on the inside.
In this, I commit myself to show – why/how we’ve become a humanity divided within our very relationship to words and our communication within and as it. Where, we’re individually and together – not even in the closest relationships, family, friends, partners – 100% equal and one in our within and without, as most of our communication is existent in the secrets of our Minds, with our own personalized hidden/secret agendas of wants, needs and desires that is only disclosed into/as the Mind. In this, there exist no trust within ourselves/with others – as we’re not even 100% aware of the totality of who we are in words/behaviours that automatically emerge in our Minds within/as our automated existence as consciousness. In a way – always existing in an unexpected fear, unconsciously – resonating within/throughout our entire mind-physical-beingness relationship as we do not know what our mind/consciousness is going to throw at us in any given moment within ourselves. And this fear of ourselves we project onto/towards everyone else, as we try and suppress/control most of our Mind within the secrets of our Mind, but what human beings aren’t seeing, realising and understanding is that: what manifest in our minds – IS OURSELVES, and not going to change/go away unless we actually face it, deal with it, direct it and change ourselves as it. And so, we exist in fear and control, instead of living and expression.

I commit myself to assist and support me in my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to walk myself from mind words/language/vocabulary of thoughts, memories, reactions evolved into characters/entities existing for me that use/abuse the physical, my relationships and so my relationship to/towards this physical existence to serve my interests/purposes/intentions of secret wants, needs and desires and/or suppress the truth/reality of what in fact exist as me within and as my Mind; and so to walk myself from Mind-slavery to Physical Living as living words.
Living words, meaning: where – with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application I see who I am as the words of/as the Mind I have come to embody as the characters/personalities that have come to define me, so that I can see/learn from myself – how I created who I am and what I live and the consequences this has created/manifested for me, my relationships with others and so my relationship to my own physical body and the physical existence as a whole. To in this, no more accept/allow myself to within me exist unconsciously/unaware of who I am in/as the words I use and live in my current mind-physical existence, that has come to shape/manifest my within and without, with no control over myself/my life – blaming who/how I am on everything/everyone else but realising I am the only one within me, my mind and physical and that have made the decisions of who I am/what I live in me/my life.
And so, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, in really getting to know who I am as the words I exist as – to in this process, develop me into self-awareness with and as words, for the first time really making a decision of who I am in/as the words I speak/live and so know who I am, through and through in my within and without. That I no more exist as Characters in the Mind as an automated organic robot, but commit me/my living/expression to stand with me as the physical/this physical existence as me living in contribution to all as me. As I see, realise and understand that what I have been existing as, as the Mind-Physical relationship has for me and humanity, isolated us individually into our Minds only, with no equal and one relationship with ourselves let alone each other, as we’ve been busy suppressing/keeping secret the reality/truth of ourselves in our Minds, only revealing 1% of who we are with the rest of the 99% hidden/suppressed. And so, the process to face self, face the 99% to be able to really develop intimacy with self and so with another; as we can never establish that trust, intimacy realness with another, if we haven’t yet established that with ourselves.

I commit myself to show, why/how Agreements, equal and one agreements will be the future of this world for humanity within the context of relationships, starting first with SELF-agreement, getting to know who self is as the mind-physical existence, establishing self/self’s living into equality and oneness, and so be able to really face another human being with one’s within and without equal and one. Where our agreements with ourselves and each other as partners will be with developing an equal and one vocabulary, agree on words to live that assist/support self, self’s living and so each other, redefining communication, living together, intimacy, working together – really an agreement vocabulary, a living agreement vocabulary that assist/support self and each other.
And, as more individuals walk this for themselves and with their partner, we start establishing the platform where we as a humanity can come to an equal and one agreement of our living in our within and without and so also together, a ‘world vocabulary, a world living’ within the starting-point of equality and oneness as what’s best for all.
(This process of establishing/walking in learning how to effectively stand within a self-agreement and/or agreement with a partner is walked within the from Relationships to Agreements Course available within the Desteni I Process, a process that can be walked with self alone, or with a partner.)

We’ll in the next post continue with expanding on how the emotional/feeling body of characters are created, in the interrelationship between the physical-mind eyes and ears, as we see through the mind and hear through the mind, and so – always seeing the reality of the Mind, and never the reality of the physical/ourselves. Where, we’ll continue walking the point of how – from the memory that was dissected by consciousness into Friend A’s Conservative Character personality suit/body, the energy-experience that activated within her Main Mind Consciousness System’s emotional/feeling body will then also align/transfer/imprint into and as her Conservative Character’s emotional/feeling body.



 
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