The 1% that Controls All Choice: DAY 89
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
As mentioned in the previous
post, we’re continuing with practical examples in how we use the
interrelationships between the Mind, our beingness, the physical-body and this
physical-existence in the process of Character-Creation/Alternate versions of
ourselves and reality into and as Illusion of and as the Mind. Within this
continuing with the process of why and how the Mind is in fact Illusion and the
Physical - Reality, where in the Mind we’ve created/constructed/manifested
ourselves into a myriad of alternate-versions of ourselves as ‘Characters’
within an alternate reality, separate from our equality and oneness here
with our beingness, the physical body and this physical existence as a whole.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality
and oneness with and as Life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical,
from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood, the
interrelationships between the Mind, my Beingness, the Physical-Body and this
Physical-Existence in why and how I use these interconnections to create/manifest
MY OWN internal/alternate reality/illusion, separate from actual
physical-reality that I OWN / Possess, that comes to Possess me. As whatever I
create/construct/manifest within this Alternate-Reality/Illusion, and accept as
‘who/how I am’ – I become. And so that creation/construction/manifestation of
and as me / who/how I am takes control,
directive-principle, will and choice of the entirety of me in and as my
interconnected existence within and between the mind, my beingness, the
physical-body and this physical-existence.
Where, for example:
Within and during an interaction with another human being, I
within my Mind-Physical relationship will imprint/manifest the present-moment
with that being through my Physical-Mind Eyes, into my Unconscious-Mind ‘glass
window pane’, where my Consciousness will scan through all my already-existent
layers of memories/characters/personalities I created/manifested in my
relationship to/towards this particular human-being. Where, each memory with
this particular human-being – contain how I behaved and experienced myself in
my mind-physical relationship to/towards this human being as how I
defined me in relationship to them, as I defined them in relationship to
me. As how we come to define human beings in our actual physical-reality within
our memories according to how we experienced/behaved within and as ourselves in
our mind-physical relationship to/towards them. Never in fact
seeing/experiencing/interacting with the reality of the totality of who the
human being is, as we always reference only ourselves/who/how we are in
relationship to them based on a select few observations we make of their
behaviour/interaction/participation with us that we then INTERPRET within our Minds
within the memories we manifest within ourselves in and during present-moment
participations with them. Within this, as Consciousness ‘scan’ the present-moment
with this human-being, from and of all the memories we have manifested/layered
within us of previous memories with them – our Consciousness essentially
‘cross-reference’ whether this human being’s character portrayal/presentation
is still aligned with our character portrayal/presentation, to assess whether
our relationship to this human-being is still supporting our
character/personality definition of ourselves within our Mind-Physical
existence.
Where, in this – I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand: the moment we’re in reality participating with another human being,
we will imprint/manifest such present-moments into our Unconscious-Mind
‘glass-window pane’ as memories. With such memories containing ‘who/how we are’
in relationship to the other human being, and in and on that glass-window pane
of and as the ‘live moment memory’; will align ‘who/how we are’ in relationship
to the other human being. As that ‘live moment memory’ is essentially a
‘smaller representative copy/version’ of what was happening in actual real
reality. But, within our Minds – we can take that memory, and within that
memory – align/assess ‘who/how we are’ in relationship to the other human
being. Meaning:
What happens automatically within that ‘smaller
representative version/copy’ of what happened in actual real reality; is that
we within that very memory, as consciousness – with and on that ‘glass window
pane’ – observe/interpret/assess the other human beings’ voice,
demeanour/behaviour/presentation against ourselves within that memory and see
whether the human being ‘resonate’ with our character/personality of ‘who/how
we are’ within our primary characteristics of who/how we are in our
mind-physical relationship that we portray/present to other human beings. And
if/as the human beings’ living-character they embody with how they present/portray
themselves, behave/speak/interact is equal-to/one-with/similar to how we are in
our living-character we present/portray: that memory will resonate with a positive-energy
experience resonance. Where in the Memory itself – the two embodied/portrayed/presented
characters are with some/most physical points aligned; and so the Memory will
transfer into and as the centre-point of the Mind/head/brain region – resonate
within and throughout the Mind-Physical
relationship and the human being will suddenly/unexpectedly “like /
experience attraction” to/towards the other human being. Seemingly not able to
define the specifics of why/how – because this liking/attraction was already
formulated within the memories of the human beings that was decided that the
two characters each embody - are aligned/similar/the same.
I commit myself to show – how, our ‘decisions’ of whether we
like/dislike or prefer/don’t prefer or love/hate; is/always have been
determined by/through already-existent characters/personalities we’ve come to
accept/beLIEve to be ‘who we are’ as the primary-definitions of ourselves we
come to physically-embody/live-out in our Mind-Physical relationship/existence.
Where, this ‘assessment’ of our
relationship to other human-beings is/always has been determined by/through
characters from memories we’ve constructed/manifested into and as the
foundation/manifestation of ‘who/how we are’; where from such accumulative
memories that’s come to layer in our Mind-Physical relationship and aligned/interconnected
into and as the definition of our ‘who we are’: we within MEMORIES
assess/determine/analyse ‘who/how we are’ in relation to other human beings
based on a SELECT FEW ‘tells’ / ‘signals’ we assess/analyse within the MEMORY,
and according to a select few ‘tells/signals’ of the human beings’
behaviour/presentation within the memory and how that ‘resonate’ with our
embodied character/personality: will within the MEMORY determine/decide who/how
we will be in relationship to the other human-being in our experience of like/dislike or prefer/don’t prefer or
love/hate.
Within this, I commit myself to show – how/why,
‘friendships’ and our experience to/towards other human beings, with being
determined/assessed/analysed within MEMORIES within our Minds as our
relationship as characters/personalities to/towards others’
characters/personalities, where we’ll base a ‘friendship’ thus only on a select
few tells/signals in behaviour/presentation that we INTERPRET
within the MEMORY in relation to OUR CHARACTER/PERSONALITY: that we never
in fact know/get to know the totality of another human being, as the only
reference we use of our relationship to them, is only based on a select-few
external portrayals of them. Which is why/how in this world, for example what
is proliferating is how human beings can in one moment so absolutely change in
character/personality, a part of them that other ‘loved one’s’ had never seen
before; but was in fact always existent within them, in the secrecy of their
Minds that they never physically embodied, but entertained within their Minds,
which eventually was charged/fuelled with so much energy that it physically
came to manifest. I mean, we can simply reference ourselves, with regards to –
how much of what we portray/present to others is in fact equal-to and one-with
what goes on in our Minds; where 1% of ourselves as characters/personality
is physically embodied/lived-out within society, with the other 99%
entertained within the secrecy of our Minds. And so, why and how –
‘relationships’ in this world, with all human beings basing/founding their
relationships on external representations/portrayals of each other, with only
selecting a few signs/signals of ‘compatibility’; is in fact existent within: “We’ll
keep each other aligned with what we present ourselves to be as who we are to
the world as only the 1% of the ‘truth’ of ourselves, while the other 99% we
keep secret in our Minds, that we can keep to ourselves, that no-one else has
to know about – not even ourselves”. And so – “friendships’ have become the
alignment of relationships where human beings can entertain the reality/truth
of themselves in the secrets of their Minds; never facing themselves/the truth
of themselves or each other as what really goes on in the secrets
of the Mind.
I commit myself to assist and support me, with writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective
application, to live in such a way – where my within and without is equal
and one, where I assist and support me to stop the accepted and allowed
self-deception of ‘living in two worlds’ as the Mind-Reality and Physical-Reality,
entertaining a myriad of versions of myself in the secrets of my Mind in
relationship to other human-beings/physical-reality that always in all ways
only serve my own interests, wants, needs, desires and purposes. With
relationships being aligned according to our/my external portrayal/presentation
of ‘who/how I am’ that in fact only represent 1% of the totality of what in
fact goes on the Secrets of my Mind, where I have accepted and allowed to from within
me to the without of me, align my relationships to serve my self-deception of
keeping the Secrets of me within my Mind as the 99% of the reality/truth of me
within my Mind, while I can portray/present only the 1% of me, so that no-one,
not even me has to face/come to terms with/deal with what goes in the Mind for
real, as we all hold ourselves and each-other aligned within the 1% of
ourselves, while the 99% is maintained in secrecy in the Mind. Where, within
this – I
see, realise and understand that I have never thus taken responsibility for
ME for the 100% of what I exist as, as my Mind-Physical relationship. And so
have never in fact gotten to know another human being within the full/complete
100% of who they are, as we all only aligned our relationship to the 1% of
ourselves we portray/present, as I have never gotten to know the 100% of me as
I have suppressed/hidden/layered the truth/reality of me in the secrets of my
Mind.
And so, I see/realise/understand that the responsibility
starts with me, that I sort out my internal and external reality, facing the
secrets / processes / characters within my Mind that I have entertained and
which has kept me preoccupied within an Alternate Reality, separate from me, my
physical-body and so this physical-existence as a whole. And that I am the only
one that will keep me imprisoned in my own Mind; if I don’t face me as the
reality/truth of what I have become as me in my Mind.
And so commit myself to, walking my process with writing,
self-forgiveness and self-corrective application for me and/or within the Desteni I Process that serve
as a platform where I can structurally, personally walk through my own Mind –
to finally face me, forgive and change me, to be able to LIVE
HERE in and as breath, no more secrets/hidden agendas, so that as I
interact with other human beings, it is in fact ME speaking/expressing as ‘who
I am’ here. And assist/support others as
me to walk the same, so that we stop the preoccupation and deception within
ourselves and towards each other in relationships, but that we can live in equality
and oneness in our within and without, and finally take responsibility for
ourselves, each other and our living IN THIS
WORLD.
We’ll in the next post continue with, when/as in
present-moments we face human beings that within our Memories are not aligned
with our Characters/Personalities we physically live-out/embody and the
processes that manifest in our Mind-Physical relationship when/as this
happens/manifest. And within this – the consequences we have accepted and
allowed in our individual expansion/growth/development as human beings, with
accepting and allowing characters/personalities to determine our relationships
based on experiences/reactions of energies as emotions/feelings; to
protect/defend the secrets of the reality/truth of ourselves within/as our mind
and/or protect/defend our own personal wants, needs, desires and interests
within the secrets of ourselves/characters within and as our minds. Designing
relationships to protect/defend ILLUSION, and self-deception: instead of
aligning our relationships to in fact assist/support our development, growth
and expansion as individuals/human beings to contribute to life for all in this
physical-existence as a whole, in equality and oneness here.
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