Who’s the Boss but Memory?: DAY 83
(To read this post, it
must be understood that we’re walking this process/Blog - Heaven's Journey to
Life multi-dimensionally, which means – each post covers one dimension, but is
interconnected into/as multi-dimensions in our process of walking the point/question
of “who I am” and how this “I” created/manifested this entire physical
existence. Thus, suggested – to read this Blog from DAY 1, as many of the
points in previous dimensions/DAYS/posts are always brought-through into the
next days/dimensions/posts as all the dimensions interconnect as the
mutli-dimensionality we’ve created/manifested as our separation as
Energy/Consciousness from/of Life/equality and Oneness. Thus, if one is faced
with this post, and have not yet read this Blog from DAY 1 - suggest that self
first start from DAY 1, as otherwise one will have no context of many
dimensions that is walked in this post, that has been dealt with in detail in
previous posts.)
The
First Character-Creation – continued
The
Chicken or the Egg??? – continued
How
the Fruit of Life became Rotten – continued
Who
I Am as Money – continued
(Please note, we will
be continuing with the process of The Origins of Males and Females and Adam and Eve within posts to continue once we have completed walking the framework
of ‘character/personality’ creations in the Mind that will be referred to
when/as we continue with walking the process of The Origins of Males and
Females, Adam and Eve. However, the thread/dimensions of The Chicken or the Egg
and How the Fruit of Life became Rotten still applies within this process of
Character-Creation in seeing/realising/understanding how we simultaneously
created/manifested our within and without as internal and external realities as
the chicken and the egg, and within this how we as the Tree of Humanity/Life
have produced the Rotten Fruit of ourselves/generations of children to come in
our accepted and allowed relationship of separation of and as the Mind and the
Physical.)
What we have established thus far in the process of
‘Character-Creation’, as walked in the previous posts from the The
First Character-Creation – is how we within the initial-moment of
character-creation, create characters from a starting-point of
reaction/energy-experience, whether negative/bad or positive/good. Where, this
process of ‘reaction’ in the initial instance of creating characters first
started in our Minds, in our relationship to our Parents’ Minds/Characters
within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Where, according to our Parents’
Minds/Characters, we’ll choose/decide which characters we’ll use or not use to
create/construct our own ‘personalized characters/personalities’. With this
‘choosing’ dependent on how our Beingness react to our Parents’
Minds/Characters within our Unconscious/Physical-Mind. Within this, we have
walked how we use our Physical-Mind Eyes to accordingly accumulate Memories into
and as our Unconscious/Physical-Mind where Consciousness utilize
particular-specific Memories for our processes of character
creation/construction in ourselves/the
Mind.
Thus, we now have the primary constructs/processes involved
regarding ‘character-creation’ within our Minds – reactions and memories. And
how we use our Physical-Mind Eyes in the process of Memory
accumulations/manifestations, and reactions to determine the nature of our
characters within the polarities of either good/positive or bad/negative
dependent on our relationship, interaction and approach to/towards our external
environment, and whether a good/positive reaction/character or bad/negative
reaction/character would serve our interest/survival/experience of the
search/seeking of the more of ourselves/here the Most within and during our relationship,
interaction and participation within and as our external environment/world.
I
forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, in equality and oneness with
and as life, energy and substance, the mind and the physical, from the
beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the extent to which ‘who I am’
is in fact existent from and of Memory. With my Mind an automated, manifested
Memory-database that I use to create/manifest me into and as characters from
Memories. And so all my characters of me in my Mind: is in fact Memory – me in
my relationship to the physical-body and so this physical-existence,
being/becoming a ‘Living/Functioning’ Memory. All the while missing the reality
of HERE in every moment of Breath as I am so separated
from and of my physical-body, with no awareness in equality and oneness
with my physical, the physical-reality that is in fact HERE; as all my
attention is existent/diverted/preoccupied within my Physical-Mind eyes,
searching/seeking for the optimum physical-experience that I can store/manifest
within my Unconscious/Physical-Mind as a Memory to use to construct/create my
Characters to embody me into and as a ‘Living/Functioning’-Memory – Memory
made Flesh. With my Physical-Mind Eyes Possessed with the search/seeking
for the MORE of me/here as characters/energy experiences, I do not in fact SEE
HERE in equality and oneness with my physical/this physical-existence, and only
use the Memories that manifest within my Unconscious/Physical-Mind that can
be/become potential characters / potential Living/Functioning Memories as me,
as I come to embody the characters of memory I create/construct from Memory
within myself.
In this, I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see, realise and
understand the process/principle of the statement “if you know the beginning,
you know the end” – as we begin as ‘who we are’ in the creation/construction of
characters in our Minds from and of Memory, beginning as Memories, creating
characters from and of Memories that we come to physically live-out as memories
made flesh; becoming a Living Memory, and so the End – as when we leave this
Physical Reality, we only end-up as Memories / Characters in other Human
beings’ Minds that eventually cease to exist as well, as those whose Minds in
which we remained as Memories leave this Physical-Reality and so our
presence/living in this world/on this earth has come to Nothing. Which within
this brings into question: did We/do We in fact really exist - if ‘who we are’
eventually/inevitably in this world/on this earth…cease to exist entirely as memories
cease to exist; with memories being dependent on our Mind-Physical
relationship, where the Moment that connection between the Mind-Physical is
severed/end: everything of ‘who we are’ equally as one cease to exist as Memory
within the Mind – here and in the hereafter; where the only thing that always
remain as humans as memories/illusions come
and go: is this Physical-Existence, that we as Illusions are in the process
of destroying/annihilating as we come and go into this physical-existence in
attempting/trying to make the Illusion Real in our Minds, missing Life/Living
that’s always been here, in every moment of breath…
I forgive
myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to, from the beginning to
now, in equality and oneness with life, energy and substance, the mind and the
physical – seen, realised and understood – why and how in and on this
Earth/Physical-Existence – with SO MANY HUMAN BEINGS: that, if we were to
stand-up/stand-together and really within
ourselves align our relationship to ourselves/all within working together
to create/manifest this World into an existence that will assist/support all
equally as one; we’d change our lives and the generations to come. But instead,
the more Humans come into this world/on this Earth – within and as the starting-point
of emerging/creating ‘who we are’ from Memory into Characters within the Mind/Illusion,
existing as ‘living/functioning Memories made flesh’ that come to direct,
control, influence and determine who we are and what/how we live – only
searching/seeking the fulfilment of self/energy experiences within
self-interest/survival: the more this physical-existence/earth deteriorate.
Because, we have no equal and one relationship with ourselves, the physical-body
and so this physical-existence, but only approach it/live in it from the
starting-point of reaction; to create/manifest memories, to create/manifest
characters to become Living-Memories – we have no relationship to our
physical-body/this physical existence or anything/anyone within it, but
REACTION. That within that very reaction-relationship to/towards
everything/everyone, only serves the interest/survival/experience of ourselves
within our own Minds.
Where, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed
myself to consider, for example that it’s not ‘overpopulation’ of humanity that
is the problem, but maybe should consider that we’re sending ourselves as
humanity on this Earth, more potential human beings to stand-up/stand-together
for global
change that would be BEST FOR ALL. More man/woman power to
stand-up/stand-together for ourselves/for all and align ourselves into
manifesting this world that would really assist/support all equally as one. Because,
if we’d all stand together we can align/restructure
and direct ourselves/all in this world into and as an equal and one functioning
whole, where it’s thus not ‘overpopulation’ that’s the problem but that it’s in
fact who we are within ourselves in our relationship to ourselves and all, and
so also the World-System and its relationship to ourselves and all that’s the
problem. If we can start here – with ourselves, and so with the change of the
World-System; we’re manifesting an opportunity for change within humanity and
so this world as a whole.
But instead, we’ve individually and together only come to
exist as Living-Memories in and as our Minds, using/abusing the
TIME/OPPORTUNITY we have in this world/on this earth in every
moment of breath, possessed within our Physical-Mind Eyes, existing in a
relationship of reaction of energy experience to/towards everything/everyone,
where this reaction-relationship serve only the interest of the Mind in searching/seeking
the MORE of itself/here, in using this reaction-relationship to create/manifest
memories and become a Living Memory/Illusion. Spending so much time on creating
Illusions; when we have infinite potential on this Earth/in this Physical
Existence right here, to change/transform
this experience/living of ourselves on this Earth with Humanity in actually
creating/manifesting
Life – that is real, tangible and substantial and will stand/remain for
generations to come. Where the consequence is clearly, physically, visibly
showing regarding our attention manifested into Illusion-Creation as the
Mind/Consciousness within the state/condition of humanity/this world being
neglected/ignored/disregarded. And that it’s time to step out of
Memory/Illusion and into REALITY to in fact become REAL, here in this physical
body and so our actual
PHYSICAL LIVING; where we commit ourselves/lives to in fact contribute to
what is best for all. And so when/as we leave this life/world, what will remain
of ourselves is not a memory – but a physical-remembrance/creation/process of
ourselves that will gift life to
those coming into this world as ourselves, equally as one as self gifted
life to self, from existing as Illusion, to birthing self into and as
physical-living.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself
to, in equality and oneness with and as life, energy and substance, the mind
and the physical, from the beginning to now – seen, realised and understood the
sound, energy and physical symbolism/manifestation of and as ourselves as
Memory, where:
ME-MO-R-Y: with ME - representing the Self/I/ ‘who I am’. MO
- representing Moment as what would be the moment within and between the
eye-blinks, where self is ‘present’ in the moment, but not HERE in the moment
in equality and oneness with and as Breath, as one is possessed within the
Physical-Mind Eyes that will within that possessing only process the Moment
according to whether it would serve the process of memory-accumulation for
character-creation. R - representing the
Reverse and Y - representing the manifestation of self in the
creation/manifestation of Time within the Mind as past, the top left leg of the
Y, present as the vertical standing-point of the Y and future as the top right
leg of the Y.
Thus, as MEMORY, we’re R reversing the MO as moment in the
physical, into and as our Minds into and as ME/me’s as memory-manifestations –
reversing as taking an actual physical-moment of ourselves in reality and
manifesting it/ourselves into an illusion/character as memory in the Mind. Where
in this moment we’re not standing as HERE in equality and oneness with and as
ourselves, the physical and the moment, but standing within and as Y as TIME as
past, present and future
of and as the Mind. Where in the Present/Moment – in/between the eye-blinks,
we create the Past as we take that present moment, manifesting it into and as a
memory that becomes the past of that present moment. And at the same time take
that present-to-past moment, that would become our future, as that
memory/moment will be used to create/construct a character that we will come to
physically embody/live-out. And so: the entire interrelationship between past,
present and future – still remains within and as the PAST as MEMORY within
ourselves, always in fact creating the future from and of the past in the
present WITHIN OURSELVES. Never living HERE in actual real physical reality.
And thus, this interrelationship between the past, present and future as it
exist within us as the Y of and as the Memory that we are, we create/manifest
our ME’s as characters from and of Memories of MO as moments in actual physical
reality that we R reverse into illusion, becoming the past to create our future
from and of the past as memory as a character we will eventually come to
live-out/embody.
In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and
allowed myself to see, realise and understand – how; in this process of me
existing as Memory and so creating Memory – where the very Memory I create is
in its very manifestation representing a moment of me as I reversed a physical-moment
into illusion/memory in and as and from which I would create a
character/personality. With the very memory itself representing the past,
present and future, as it's in its very manifestation the past, of a present
moment, that becomes my future as future character/personality creation as me.
That in this process of Memory creating Memory – what I am in fact doing, is creating
illusions of me from reactions to/towards my
physical-body/physical-environment; illusions as memory constructing my
illusionary Reality as the Mind of Energy as an entire construction/creation of
MEMORIES. Where we’ve certainly become sufficient at creating Memories as
Illusion in the Mind, but have in no way throughout time in fact learned what
it means to Create Life/Live
in this Physical-Existence as a whole. That if we would spend as much time with
stopping memory-creations; and aligning ourselves into physical-living as we do
within our processes of memory/illusion creations: we’d become a humanity
changed. But instead have accepted and allowed memories to represent ‘who we
are’ as illusions, so many memories as characters saturating the more of
ourselves/here as characters/energy experiences, instead of living HERE with
ourselves in equality and oneness with the physical body and this physical
existence; establishing communication/relationships with and as what is REAL
HERE, living in REALITY and with REALITY, instead of creating consequence as
Illusion-manifest that only harm, destroy and annihilate what is really in fact
REAL here.
So, the question remain: are you going to only be a Memory, that
will surely cease to exist as memory – here and in the hereafter, or will you
stand with and as and for life, in contributing to a world/existence in the
here and the hereafter; where what you contribute will remain as you in
equality and oneness in the here and hereafter in providing an opportunity for
life/living for generations to come as self on this earth/into this existence.
Who are you – Illusion or Life in the process of birthing
Life to self as all in the physical?
I commit myself to show – how we as human beings, as living
memories/characters have throughout the history of human civilization, accepted
and allowed ourselves to in the within and without of ourselves: be controlled
by Memories that has become ‘who we are’ as all the various characters of
memory we’ve created/manifested within ourselves, within and from reaction through
our Physical-Mind eyes, and have only evolved in the ability to create and
manage Illusion within the Mind; which each individually have exalted into and
as the Superiority over and of the physical-body and so this
physical-existence. Equally as one as we have created/manifested the very
World-System of Money – constructed/manifested from and of Memory as a
Physical-Memory machine that has come to
control as the authority/superiority over and of this
Physical-Existence/Humanity.
Where, I commit myself to show with the World-System of
Money as Physical-Memory machine, existent and constructed and manifested from,
of and as Memory and so exist as Memory. With this physical-existence that
continued evolving/moving physically throughout time in and as HERE, we now
have a World-System of Money existent of the past, controlling the present and
determining its future and the future of humanity/this physical-existence from
and of the starting-point of the past. Which has created/manifested the
consequences to humanity/this physical-existence as the World-System of Money is not aligned with HERE,
as humanity and this physical-existence in equality and oneness. And so it
moved out of sync/alignment with the Here of Humanity/this Physical-Existence,
functioning from the past, in the present and recreating the past as the future
as the World-System function within the principle of
‘problem-reaction-solution’ that only serve its own interest/survival as being
the problem, reacting to this physical-existence/humanity to come up with a solution
to guard/protect the more of itself/here as the evolution of only the
World-System. Which is why/how there has been no change in this
World; as the very problem is the starting-point of the World-System; and
with changing the relationship equation of problem-reaction-solution, to
problem-responsibility-directive-principle as with the Equal
Money System that will be aligned with HERE/what’s best for all, in and as
the equality and oneness with humanity/this physical existence, so that as
beings come and go, the HERE will always be stable and give each/all in this
world an equal and one opportunity to life/living.
I commit myself to show – how we as human beings walking
this Earth, is and has become no different to the Demons that was found within
the demon-dimension of the Heaven-Existence/Hereafter. As with the journeys
into the Heaven-Existence with and through the Portal, we found Demons to
simply be Beings that crossed-over and got trapped within and as Memories of
their lives on Earth, and mostly only One Memory/One Traumatic Memory with
which they became possessed as they crossed-over. With no other dimensional
beings as guides/angels/archangels that in any way assisted/supported them, but
left the beings in and as their Memory-Possession, haunted by their own
Past/Memory and so became the Haunted as Demons. Thus, with Demons essentially
existing as Beings – trapped in/as One Memory Possession, human beings is/has
been no different – if not even far worse than the Demons in the
Demon-Dimension. Because we’re possessed by/through multiple memories, from
which we create/construct multiple characters in our Minds existent as Living-Memories,
haunted/possessed by our own past as our own Past, becoming the haunted in this
world/reality/earth, haunting this world with our individual past, our
collective past and so the Physical-Memory of this World-System as
past-manifest. Demeaned as humans,
equally as one as the Demons – where we DEgraded/devalued the MEANing of
the physical, this physical-existence in accepting and allowing ourselves to
make the Illusion as Memory MORE than the actual physical/physical-reality and
accordingly now face/experience the consequences of this, within ourselves as
humanity and this physical existence as a whole. Where, equally as one as the
apparent ‘angels, guides and archangels’ did in no way assist/support the
Demons in the demon-dimension, so do no human being in any way assist/support
the demons as pasts of and as themselves/each other/this World-System as a whole as we’re all possessed within and
as Memories, only REACTING to everything/everyone, instead of considering the solution as what’s best for all in
equality and oneness HERE.
I commit myself to show – why and how ‘who we are’ is/always
has been Illusion, existent from and of the past as Memory that we’ve ‘made
real / alive’ through and as Energy/Energy-Experience, where we created an
entire internal reality of Illusion, existent as memories and energy; dependent
on and from the actual REAL reality as the physical as energy consume
physicality for its continued survival/existence. Which within this manifest
the World-System of Money in and as the equal and one manifestation of the realm
of Illusion as the World-System
of Money/Consumerism
is valued as ‘Life’ that is dependent on this actual REAL physical world as
Money consume Physicality to serve only itself/its own evolution/survival.
And thus, I commit myself to show why and how – the process
is Birthing Life from the Physical, which is birthing ourselves from the
Physical from where we were supposed to have started from the beginning; but
instead de-meaned REALITY/the physical by making Energy/Money as ILLUSION more
than REALITY which is/has been manifesting the internal and external
consequences we face today. Time to stop time…the past-present-future equation
of memory, energy and illusion – and align ourselves with HERE as breath in
walking the process of standing equal-to and one-with what is REAL as the
physical-body and this physical existence and really start the actual process
of creation, gifting life to ourselves and so all, as we start taking
responsibility for this physical world/existence that we’ve for so long…too
long abused to try/attempt to keep the Illusion ‘alive’.
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