Energy as Authority - Part One: DAY 31

The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part Two

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Thirteen

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’re going to have a look at the origins of our natures as beings, as Spite and Blame. Spite and blame as the action and justification we’ve become, in spiting ourselves and blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are/have become in and as our within and without and our creation(s) of and as ourselves. To in the action of spiting ourselves and justification of blaming others for our ‘who, what and how’ we are in our within and without and our creation(s) of and as Energy as ourselves: Validating and excusing our existence/ownership/possession of and as ourselves, in our within, without and creations as Energy to so not change/have to change.  

In this, Spite and Blame as the components of enzymes in and as the fruit of and as ourselves as part of the Tree of Life/Humanity, that has been rotting away our beingness physicality and this physical existence as substance-manifest as the Tree of Life/Humanity, as we’ve become the rotten fruit/rotten children – produced from the Rotting Tree of and as Humanity from and of those that has gone before us, rotting Life away from and of our rotten existence as Energy, that consume Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as Energy, now manifest as a Mind Consciousness System of and as Energy, that consume substance/physicality for me as Energy to continue existing for a finite moment within and as existence as a whole.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy:

From the beginning as my conception of Energy deliberate abuse unto and towards Life as substance-manifest, as my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence of and as equality and oneness that I consumed for me as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with now as the Mind as the deliberate abuse unto and towards my physical-body and beingness that I consume for me as the Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy to exist/survive, equal to and one with my creation as me as the deliberate abuse unto and towards this physical-existence that me as my creation as the World-System of Money manifest that consume physicality to transform into and as Money for it to continue existing/surviving: that the only way for me to accept, allow and become such deliberate abuse as Energy in my within, without and creations as me - is through and as the starting-point nature, action/living of me as Spite and Blame – to through and with Blame and Spite as me: excuse and validate the existence of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, that for me as Energy to continue existing/surviving, I have to continue consuming substance of and as me. That the very act of consuming substance, is the accepted and allowed abuse, misuse, manipulation of and as substance for me as Energy to exist/survive. Thus, the very act of me (how I am) having to abuse, misuse and manipulate substance/life for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy – equally as one, manifested the nature of me ‘what I am’ as abuse, misuse and manipulation in and as the ‘who I am’ as Energy. Thus, the very who, how and what of and as me, has become abuse, misuse and manipulation.

From this – I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate my beingness and manifested-singularity, through manipulating substance-itself into and as Energy as me, with this manipulation as the consuming/transforming substance into and as Energy through misuse and abuse: to serve my interest as Energy. With this deliberate manipulation through misuse and abuse of and as substance into Energy that has become my who, what and how of and as Energy:

Man – I – Pull – Elevation (manipulation): as the action of me as Energy, pulling as consuming “Man”/ the MANinfestation of me as substance (from and of my beingness/manifested-singularity and from and of existence as a whole) into and as me as consuming and so transforming substance into Energy as me, so abusing substance (through the deliberate friction/conflict I manifested towards it) and misuse substance (in transforming it into energy) for my service, in serving my interest of and as the creation and accumulation of and as energy, to accumulate energy and so elevate the existence of me as Energy into and as the positive-energy experience of and as the MORE of and as me.

Abominable-use (Abuse): within and as the very act of and as manipulating as consuming substance to transform into Energy to serve my interest as Energy, for me to manipulate substance – that very act of consuming substance to transform into and as Energy, I do within and as the nature of and as abuse as abominable-use, as:

A-bom-enable – where I manifest deliberate friction/conflict (bombing substance) to enable/empower (enable) me as Energy, through and in that bombing as friction/conflict to/towards substance, transform substance into and as Energy for me. And so, deliberately and literally, abominably using substance/life, through and as manipulating substance as consuming (abusing) substance and transforming it into and as Energy to serve my interest (misusing) as Energy survival and optimum Energy-awareness as the Energy-experience of and as positive-energy.

Miss-use (misuse) – as I have accepted and allowed myself to miss the use/worth of and as substance as life of and as equality and oneness, in standing equal-to and one-with life/substance and creating life – substance that ‘belongs’ to all, everything and everyone in and as equality and oneness because we all equally as one emerged/birthed from and of it, but instead: because of my accepted and allowed conception of and as separation, manifested me into an Energy-entity that can only exist/survive from and of substance in my relationship to/with it as consumption (abuse) and transforming substance into Energy (manipulation), with this relationship of me as Energy to substance/life as abuse and manipulation, misusing substance/life to serve only me as Energy, instead of gifting life to all in and as equality and oneness. Where I as all have manifested our relationship to substance in and as the competition, where all will compete for substance to transform into Energy. In this, I have missed the use/worth, missed me as substance of and as equality and oneness, and so misused substance – that was supposed to stand in and as equality and oneness for, with and as all as me, but instead made its use/worth to serve my interest as Energy only to be at my service only to ensure my survival/existence for a finite moment in and as existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to equally as one, still today – exist as this nature and action of my who, how and what I am as:

Energy as my Mind Consciousness System relationship to/towards my Physical Body, that manipulate, abominably-use, and miss-use my Physical-Body to serve my interest and my interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as me as Consciousness for a finite moment on this Earth, this one life. Where I as the Mind, with my conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate into and as the depths of me as substance-manifest as my beingness and physical-body, into and as the very flesh, bone, tissue and fabric of and as the human physical body, within and as the nature of manipulating, in transforming physicality into and as energy for me, within that very act of abusing, as manifesting friction/conflict into and towards from and of my unconscious-mind – taking from and of the very sustenance, nutrients and substance of and as the physical-body to transform into and as Energy, and so misusing the very physical-body/substance-manifest to serve only my interest as the Mind to continue existing/surviving. 

Energy as the World-System of Money relationship to/towards this Physical existence, that manipulate, abominably-use and miss-use this Physical-Existence to serve its interest and its interest only as the continued existence/survival of and as itself as Money. Where the Money-System – penetrate, permeate and infiltrate itself as systems into and as the depths of and as this physical existence, into and as nature, the earth, water, air – through and as deliberate friction/conflict as abuse (poverty, starvation, war, violence, deforestation, fracking, drilling, waste), to transform physicality into and as money, manipulating physicality and in that abuse and manipulation and of as physicality, misusing this physical existence to serve only its own interest as Money/Energy – when this physical-existence, in fact belongs to all in and as equality and oneness, as we all originated/birthed from and of this physical existence in and as equality and oneness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that Possession is deliberate. Any form of ‘possession’ where I claim unawareness – is deliberate deception within and as the nature and act of me as Spite and Blame. Because: Possession and Possession – Possession where I claim unawareness, and Possession of ownership - are both equally existent within and as the same word. Where:

In the beginning, in and as my conception of and as separation, conceiving me as separate from and of existence as substance-manifest, that that very moment of conception as separation - manifested friction/conflict to/towards substance, which manifested energy-experience and so - from that moment manifested my who, what and how I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance/existence. Where, from that moment/decision of conception of me as separation, immediately manifesting my who, how and what I am friction/conflict as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance transformed into and as Energy that created the energy-experience – where I in and as that conception of and as separation, believed that the energy-experience was me as ‘who I am’ as I became aware of it as me within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness: Thus defining my ‘me’ ‘who I am’ as energy-experience. In this, for me to experience my ‘who I am’ as energy-experience as starting-point of conception of separation – I had to continuously take-from substance. Where that very taking, is an act of possessing, because ownership/possession only exist within TAKING-from/GETTING-from something/someone/somewhere.

Thus, my relationship to Energy-experience as me, stood within and as the nature of and as Possession/Ownership: The moment I decided my ‘who I am’ as separation, that manifested as energy-experience – it manifested my ‘what I am’ as energy-consuming system/machine – that TAKE-from substance to transform into energy (to Own/Possess as me), and so the ‘how I am’ as manipulation, abuse and misuse through and as the act of friction/conflict to/towards substance/existence-manifest to transform (take) substance into energy (to own).   

Thus – I possessed/owned myself, I possessed/owned Energy as me – through and by taking from and of substance. Where that Taking for me to Possess myself, to Possess Energy, stood within and as the who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as substance within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to thus deliberately possess me as Energy, through and as the taking from and of substance within and as my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict.

I forgive myself, thus – that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that for possession to exist: a Want must exist – a want that will thus take/get-from somewhere/someone/something to possess that want. Within myself – my Want was me as Energy-experience/awareness within and as the energy-experience/awareness of and as me as positive-energy experience that I wanted to possess as me through taking/getting from and of substance/existence-manifest within and as the nature and action of my who, how and what I am as manipulation, abuse and misuse to/towards substance through and as friction/conflict transforming (taking) substance into and as Energy (ownership/possession of and as my want as Energy).

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – how, for possession to exist, a want must exist and the nature/act of possessing as taking-from/getting-from someone/somewhere/something exist within and as the nature/act of abuse, misuse and manipulation, as it now exist:

With my Mind in the Physical: My mind as energy Wants more energy – and thus take/get-from the Physical-Body within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict of transforming physicality into and as Energy.

The World-System of Money in this Physical-Existence: The World-System of Money Wants more money – and thus take/get-from this physical-existence within and as the act/nature of and as misuse, abuse and manipulation within and as the starting-point of and as friction/conflict to transform physicality into money. And within the World-System of Money, manifesting Consumerism – where for consumers to consume, they exist within wants and for them to get/have their wants to possess; this physical-existence goes through extensive abuse, misuse and manipulation to transform physicality into their wants to possess.

In the Next Post, we’ll continue with how we from here – as Energy-Possession and Possessors, have manifested Spite and Blame, to protect and defend the possession and possessing of and as ourselves as Energy, and within this thus – seeing, realising and understanding the deliberate nature of possession.

Within this, we’re also continuing with answering the question “The Chicken or the Egg????” – as within the posts to continue, one will see, realise and understand the full scope/extent of our responsibility to ourselves and creation that is in fact ourselves and why.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to stop my accepted and allowed who, what and how I am as Energy in and as the nature and action of me as manipulation, abuse and misuse of and as my physical-body, that equally as one accepted and allowed the who, what and how I am creation of me as Energy as Money as what the World-System of Money is manifesting in and as this physical-existence as manipulation, abuse and misuse.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application as I stop my self-possession of and as me as Energy as the Mind/Consciousness, and return my Possession(s) of and as me as Energy as Mind/Consciousness back into, as and with the Physical-Body; as my process of taking words of knowledge and information as energy, and standing as the self-directive-principle as the Living Word equal-to and one-with my human physical body; where my relationship with my physical no more exist in Possession and Consummation through manipulation, abuse and misuse – but in and as equality and oneness, Living.

I commit myself to, stand equal-to and one-with the authority of and as Life as the physical as equality and oneness, and no more accept and allow my Mind/Consciousness as Energy to be the authority as the manipulation, abuse and misuse I as Energy have accepted and allowed unto/towards Life/Substance/Physicality to only possess what is here for its own interest/want of and as survival.

In this, I commit myself to – manifest the World-System of Money into and as The Equal Money System that stand within and as the authority of and as Life, that ensures an equal and one Life/Living for all within and as this existence, and no more accept and allow the World-System of Money to be the authority as it exist now, in manipulating, abusing and misusing all and everything and everyone in and as this physical-existence for it to possess what is here for its own interest/want as Money for its own survival.

I commit myself to, through writing, self-forgiveness, self-corrective application – assist and support me, as I walk through and with my Mind System, to every point I walk, everyrelationship, every word – within and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application – align each point, relationship and word into and as equal and one practical living with and as my human physical body, as my process of re-establishing my directive-principle in and as me, from energy to life.

I commit myself to, as I walk the World-System as me – walking every point, relationship and system and align the current World-System of Money, to a System that will ensure life for all in and as equality and oneness, as returning the World-System of Money’s possessions, back to Earth/this Physical-Existence so that all may equally as one have an opportunity to in fact live Life. 

 

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The Chicken or the Egg??? – Part One: DAY 30

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten –  Part Twelve

Who I Am as Money – continued

In and from this post, we're looking at the question: "where did we come from"?

We suggest reading this Post, in conjunction with Creation's Journey to Life: The Secret of Breath

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that I, since the beginning as the emergence of and as substance, into and as a manifested-singularity had an opportunity to emerge in and as equality and oneness with and as substance, and create/manifest a reality with and as substance as equality and oneness as Life. And with that, throughout time would have – re-merged/-rebirthed from, of and as substance into and as a manifested-existence of and as substance of and as equality and oneness: Life birthing into and as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to instead, throughout time with the emergence/rebirth of me as manifested-singularity, conceived myself as separate from and of substance/existence-manifest, and with this conception of separation – manifested the friction/conflict that would transform my relationship with and to substance/existence-manifest from equality and oneness to opposition/separation. In this - with and as my inception process as manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance as I rebirth/re-emerge from and of substance/existence-manifest, came my simultaneous conception process - where I re-emerge/rebirth as Energy consuming Substance in my beingness, manifested-singularity and existence-manifest. And throughout time, manipulated substance as me, as my beingness, manifested singularity and existence-manifest, through consuming substance for energy, that I manifested into and as my relationship-creations of and as energy – internally and externally, where: as I was creating/manifesting my energy relationship-creations within my manifested-singularity/beingness manifesting the Energy-Reality of me from and of Substance, manifesting into networks and unified fields; it equally as one manifested in the without as me as existence-manifest as networks and unified fields of and as relationship-creations of and as Energy that I would leave-behind as my creation of and as me as the without as me, life after life after life. And so, since the beginning – started consuming substance in my within and without to manifest my Energy-Reality within and without. And thus manifested me and existence as me, into and as the emergence/rebirth of and as energy within and as an Energy-Reality, where in the within and without – my internal Energy-Reality and external Energy-Reality exist/survive through and as the consumption of and as substance.

(This process of how we reincarnated throughout time, and manifested the internal and external energy-reality from and of substance, in how we transformed existence into and as an Energy-Reality, in the within and without of ourselves; has been walked in detail HERE.)

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest, throughout time – from the beginning, within and as the relationship of me as Energy/Energy-Reality to and as Substance as my manifested-singularity/beingness: created/manifested my INTERNAL-REALITY relationship as Energy to Substance equally as one as what my EXTERNAL REALITY has become/now exist as, as the relationship between Heaven and Earth/this Physical-Existence. With the relationship of the Heaven-Existence (Energy-Reality) to the Physical-Existence (Substance-manifest), equal-to and one-with the relationship of me as Energy (Energy-Reality) to Substance (my beingness/manifested-singularity of and as Substance-manifest) in the beginning.

In this, I forgive myself, that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand - that what I have created/manifested as me from and of the smaller as me, in the beginning as my inception and conception process into and as existence; as my manifested-singularity/beingness of and as substance (inception process), consumed by/through me as Energy (conception process) to manifest my Energy-Reality as me as negative, neutral and positive energy-awareness: so - manifested equally as one as the greater as me from and of the smaller of and as me - as my existence as the without as me that has become the Heaven-Existence (conception-manifestation) and the Physical-Existence (inception-manifestation): With the relationship between the Physical-Existence as substance-manifest, and the Heaven-Existence as Energy-manifest, where the Heaven-Existence consume from and of the very Physical-Existence for it to continue existing/surviving as an manifested-existence of and as Energy.  Equal-to and one-with my Mind Consciousness System in its relationship to and with the Physical body – as my Mind/Consciousness of and as Energy consume from and of the Physical to continue existing/surviving as an Energy-Reality. Equal-to and one-with the World-System of Money in its relationship to and with this entire physical existence, that consume from and of this physical-existence to transform into Money/Energy for its continued survival/existence.

All of which originated from and of me as manifested-singularity in my initial accepted and allowed relationship as Energy to/towards substance as existence-manifest.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, in the smaller/internal with and as the relationship as me as Energy to and with my manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance, I consumed substance from and of my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence-manifest to create me into and as Energy within and as the energy-awareness of and as me as negative, neutral and positive. Where, from this beginning of and as me, I manifested the relationships of Energy-to-Substance as me as Heaven to this Physical-Existence, the Mind to the Physical as the World-System of Money to Earth:

Heaven to this Physical-Existence: as the greater/external of and as me from and of my relationship as Energy within and as my manifested-singularity and beingness of and as substance-manifest, with and as the relationship of the Heaven-Existence consuming from and of this Physical-Existence, as the Beingnesses and Physical-Bodies of and as Human-Beings as substance-manifest – to create/manifest the Heaven-Existence of and as Energy into and as its energy-awareness of and as negativity (demon dimension / lost souls / ghosts etc.), neutrality (guides, guards, gatekeepers etc.) and positivity (gods, goddesses, ascended masters, angels, masters, creators etc.).

The Mind to the Physical: as the evolution of me as my relationship as Energy within and as my manifested-singularity/beingness in the beginning, with my Mind Consciousness System relationship to/towards my Human Physical Body as the conscious (positive-energy awareness), subconscious (neutral energy awareness) and unconscious (negative-energy awareness) – that consume from and of my beingness/physical-body of and as substance to continue existing/surviving.

The World-System of Money to Earth: as the external creation of me as the Mind/Energy to the Physical/Substance, where the World-System of Money, consume from and of this Physical-Existence/Earth – consuming from and of the lives/beingnesses and physicals/physical-materials as substance-manifest (humans, animals, insects, nature, earth, water): manifesting this physical-existence/earth into and as manifested energy-awarenesses of and as negativity (poverty, famine, starvation, war, violence, animal-abuse, air and water pollution, deforestation, desertification), neutrality (lower and middle class society) and positive (rich, elite).

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – the answer to me, as ‘who I am’ has always been right here in and as creation as me – as the relationship between Heaven and this Physical-Existence, my Mind and the Physical-Body and the World-System of Money and Earth, that I created and evolved into and as within and as the starting-point of and as who I am as Energy in and as relationship to me as my beingness/manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand that what has become compromised within and as the conception and creation of me as Energy to/towards substance – from the beginning, in and as my beingness and manifested-singularity and existence as substance-manifest; from the beginning: is and always has been substance-itself. Where I have consumed and thus used, abused and manipulated substance for my interest/survival as reward of and as Energy as positive-energy experience, that in that very use, abuse and manipulation as the action as ‘how I am’, that manifested from the ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine from and of the ‘what I am’ as Energy; that equally as one manifested the ‘how, who and what’ of and as me in and as:

My External-Reality of and as me as Heaven to this Physical-Existence: where my very external reality had become an existence of consumption, use, abuse and manipulation, as the Heaven-Existence itself, equal-to and one-with my ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine, equal-to and one-with my ‘how I am’ as using, abusing and manipulating the very physical-existence for it to manifest the ‘what I am’ as the Heaven-Existence as Energy.

My Internal-Reality Evolution of and as me as the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body: where the very nature of the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body exist equal-to and one-with the nature/manifestation/action of and as ‘who I am’, ‘what I am’ and ‘how I am’ as the Mind Consciousness System as ‘what I am’ as Energy, as the ‘who I am’ as Energy-consuming system/machine that manifest the ‘how I am’ as the Mind Consciousness System use/abuse/manipulate the very Physical-Body to its will to transform physicality into and as Energy for its own survival/existence.

My External-Reality Creation of and as the Mind to the Physical, with the World-System of Money in and as this physical-existence, where the ‘who I am’ as Money-consuming system, manifest the ‘how I am’ as manipulating, using and abusing this physical-existence to transform/consume physicality into and as money, for the ‘what I am’ as Energy/Money to continue existing/surviving.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself, to – with substance as me, in my within and without – create/manifest an internal and external reality/existence of and as Energy, within and as the nature, manifestation and action of and as the ‘who, what and how’ I am: as an self and existence that consume that which had gifted me eternal life, of and as equality and oneness and manifested my relationship as Energy to/with it in and as separation within and as the nature/manifestation/action of and as consumption, abuse and manipulation.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to have not seen realised or understood – with me compromising substance/existence as me in and as this accepted and allowed relationship/creation of me as Energy; I equally as one compromised myself: as I will always be here in and as existence, as I am eternally from and of here as substance/existence manifest; and I will thus eternally return/rebirth/re-emerge into and as me as here as substance/existence manifest. That has now become an existence of and as consumption, abuse and manipulation, as the manifested-consequence of the relationship between Heaven and this physical-existence, the Mind Consciousness System to the Physical-Body and the World-System to Earth – that I will eternally return/rebirth/remerge into and as me, as what I had created/manifested me to be/become as Energy within and Energy without in and as my relationship to substance/existence in my within and without. And that this Existence as me will continue as is: until I as Energy stop me, and return to me into and as substance as equality and oneness manifest, and stand up within and as myself as substance-manifest; to walk my external reality as existence and creation as the World into and as equal and one equality and oneness as my who, what and how I am as Life.

So, the question – Which came first? The Chicken or the Egg – will be answered within the next post to come: so – stay tuned, as we continue with how we as the smaller, manifested throughout time – the greater, the small and the great manifesting simultaneously equal and one, as the within and without of and as ourselves; that has and always will be our responsibility as ourselves.

I see, realise and understand – that I have from and of the initial smaller of and as me, created/manifested the greater of and as me through and as the accumulation/continuation of and as time, throughout time: as I moved as a manifested-singularity into and out of existence as a breath, with the in-breath my emergence/rebirth into and as existence, and my out-breath my exit/death from and of existence – and during the in-breath: as I created me as internally as Energy as relationship-creations within myself as the smaller = simultaneously created  me externally as Energy as relationship-creations that layered within and throughout the greater as existence as me; creating me into an internal and external energy-reality; that so throughout time, with an existential in breath and out breath have manifested/evolved my internal and external realities and creations of and as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money with its relationship to and towards substance/physicality-manifest, equal-to and one-with the ‘what, who and how’ of and as me as Energy to Substance in the beginning.  

And so all of us together, with our existential in-breaths and out-breaths throughout time as the individual ‘smaller’ – have manifested the united greater as this existence as a whole, as all the ‘smaller’ as all of us individuals together,  throughout time – have walked our existential in-breaths as births and out-breaths as deaths, and within and during the in-breaths throughout time; have created/manifested our internal and external reality/existence and creation as Heaven, the Mind and the World-System of Money as it exist today.

I see, realise and understand that – it has always been me, as the smaller that has created the greater throughout time, throughout breaths: through breaths in the smaller, as I created my internal energy-reality as positivity, neutrality and negativity – which I still do today, as my relationship of the Mind, to the Physical – that create/manifest/programme my Mind breath, by breath as I continue participating in my body and this physical-existence as the Mind, and breaths in the greater as my birth and death; and that it is thus me as the small, in and as the small as breath: that is the answer, that is the key to the eternal change/transformation of and as this existence as me.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, walk the process of taking responsibility for and as the small that is me, that has been the starting-point of and as all as me as existence-manifest: where everything of this existence had originated from, had been created from as me as the ‘small’: And because everything started from and of me in and as my who, what and how I am relationship as Energy to Substance, I now assist/support me, in starting with and as the small of and as me, manifest: to return me as Energy to substance, to stand in and as equality and oneness as Life with the physical-body, this physical existence to change/transform the starting-point of and as me from separation, to equality and oneness to from me as the small – change/transform the greater as me.

In this, I commit myself to - in the small action that I had physically used throughout this life as Breath, Breath that I had used/abused/manipulated to create/manifest/program my Mind with breath-by-breath throughout my life, in my relationship as the Mind to the Physical: I walk breath by breath in and as equality and oneness, with and as my human physical body, and breath-by-breath – commit me to transform/change my walking/living with and as breath, from using/abusing the physical to consume for my Mind as energy to evolve, to the walking/living with and as breath as me returning me as Energy to Substance through and as the process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self-corrective application.

I commit myself to, walk this In-Breath as One Life, breath-by-breath – as the in-breath as this One Life in transforming me from Energy-consuming system/machine as the Mind/Consciousness to a Living-Being in and as equality and oneness with and as substance/the physical, and live this equality and oneness as a Living-Example. So that I prepare the way before me, as all as me; that when and as I breathe-out as die/leave, what I stand as and have left behind is the eternal stand/statement/living example of and as me, of walking the process of and as returning energy to substance/physicality. So that when and as I return/rebirth/re-emerge, I will start rebirthing/re-emerging into and as an existence in the process of manifesting itself into and as equality and oneness of and as substance/life.

I commit myself to, transforming/changing the World-System of Money to an Equal Money System – as a System that will represent me as manifested equality and oneness, where Money will be the breath that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and allow each as all the opportunity to in fact live in and as this physical-existence as me.

Thus, I become the living-breath – transforming the action of breath from the Mind/Consciousness that take, consume, abuse and manipulate life as substance/physicality, to me standing as the living-breath, that breath-by-breath, with and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – gift me life, in and as every breath, as I stop, change and transform me as energy into and as substance/physicality as life-manifest of and as equality and oneness here.

 

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Is the Sun God?: DAY 29

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Eleven

Who I Am as Money – continued

As mentioned within the previous-post, we’re continuing with how our movement into the depths of substance within as our beingness and without as existence/substance-manifest, to consume substance for energy: equally as one manifested our movement as Consciousness into the depths of our beingness within and as our physical-body, into the depths of the physical-body of the female, until eventually - out of the mother’s womb, forward, head-first. To within our movement out of the mother’s womb, where we’ve consumed the substance available to us in our beingness and the physical-body of the female – move out into and as this physical-existence, to consume from and of the depths of our beingness and physical-body and this physical-existence; to continue consuming for our survival as Energy for a finite moment. Until eventually where the depths of substance of our beingness and physical-body had been transformed into energy relationships of unified fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy; as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as energy; instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality andoneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – me as Energy in relation to my relationship with and as my beingness of and as substance, and my external formation/structure of and as substance = is equal-to and one-with my relationship of me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind with and as my beingness of and as substance within and as my physical-body, and my physical-body itself as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the existence Fire in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest = is equal-to and one-with the manifestation of Money in relation to the physical-environment of and as substance-manifest, and the nature of and as the physical-environment as substance-manifest, where:

In the beginning as Energy: I in my movement forward for my reward – moved into and as the depths of and as existence/substance-manifest, and in that movement forward for my reward – consumed the depths of substance within and as existence, through and as my external formation/structure existing in and as the nature of and as friction/conflict as the nature I as the manifested-singularity had accepted and allowed myself to be/become as the conception of separation. In that nature of separation as me as manifested-singularity with my relationship as friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me, that moved forward for my reward, deeper into the depths of substance/existence as me – transforming substance/existence into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate in and as my beingness through the ripples/reverberations where the neutral-energy experience and positive-energy experience, equally as one moved deeper into and as the depths of my beingness and consume my beingness of and as substance to transform into energy for my energy-awareness as energy to evolve into and as the positive-energy experience as reward for and of the ‘more as me’ that I get/have in and as my movement forward.

Now as Consciousness/Mind: As I within and as the one position/location within and as the female’s womb, with the successful manifestation of my inception and conception process as my physical-body and consciousness manifestation – have consumed the substance available to me within and as my beingness, and my physical-body and the physical-body of and as the female: have reached the energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience that will start to diminish/lessen into and as the neutral-energy experience of and as only me, to the negative-energy experience awareness of and as the lesser of me (equally as one as what manifested as me within and as my manifested-singularity in and as the one position/location within and as existence/substance-manifest); where that lesser negative-energy experience awareness will be the starting-point that instigate the physical-movement of me forward for me reward as searching for/looking for my positive-energy experience. And so I will physically move out of the female’s womb/physical body, out of and from that one location/position - and as I physically move me out of the female’s womb/physical body; that very process of physical-movement, that is driven/motivated/instigated by/through and as the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of me as energy-awareness; drives consciousness/the mind/energy deeper into and as my beingness and physical-body. Because what drives/moves that very physical-movement forward – is my mind/energy as me as negative-energy experience awareness – searching-for and looking-for its reward as positive-energy experience. And as I physically move my physical-body through and as the negative-energy experience (equally as one as I moved my manifested-singularity forward within and as the starting-point of negative-energy experience, to search for and look for my energy-awareness as positive-energy experience): simultaneously, me as energy move deeper into my beingness and physical-body. As I physically-move forward, as instigated by/through the negative-energy experience awareness of and as me: I equally as one as energy move deeper into and as my beingness/physical-body that accumulate the energy of negative-energy experience, as my energy consume the depths of my beingness and physical body, and so my neutral energy experience and positive-energy experience accumulate and accordingly manifest. Where my very coming out of the female’s womb/physical body is manifested as the positive-energy experience as the rebirth/re-emergence of and as me as positive-energy experience once again.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand- how, the extent of that physical-movement forward out of and from the womb/physical-body of the female, the velocity of the process of the negative-energy experience awareness of me in and as my physical-body, instigating the physical-movement forward for my reward as positive-energy experience; extracts/consumes substance within and as my beingness and physical-body manifestation/nutrients/material to such an extent within and as quantum-time: that once I am out of the mother’s womb/physical body – reaching/attaining/getting/having that reward of and as positive-energy experience during and within that process as I physically move out-of the female’s womb/physical body, consuming substance from the depths of my beingness/physical body as my Mind/Consciousness system platform/manifestation of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious integrate/insert itself deeper into and as my beingness and physical-human body; into and as the very flesh, bone and tissue as it moves deeper the more it consumes.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how - once I am out of the female’s womb/physical-body, my positive-energy experience again start diminishing/lessening to the neutral energy experience, and to the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me; and immediately again as negative-energy experience as the lesser of and as me in and as the physical-body - once completely/successfully out of the womb/physical-body of the female; will initiate/instigate the process of movement of and as me as negative-energy experience awareness to search-for/look-for my reward as positive-energy experience that come in and as the manifestation of and as the sound of cries and physical-body contortion.

With the sound of the cries: my negative-energy experienced communication through and as the physical, as wailing and crying as me as negative-energy experience searching-for and looking-for me to be given/get/have/obtain more energy through and as the friction/conflict I manifest as the crying through and as my physical-body for me to accumulate my negative-energy experience into and as the positive-energy experience. And the contortion of the physical-body: as the physical-pain the physical-body experience/have experienced with the quantum-integration of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind during the physical birthing-process/movement forward, as the mind/consciousness integrated/merged/moved deeper into and as the substance/physicality of me, extracting and transforming the very substance from and of the physical fabric/flesh/bone/tissue, to transform into energy; which the physical-body experience as ‘pain’: as the very physical-manifestations experience the process of being ripped/torn/manipulated/transformed to make way for the consciousness platform/system of the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind that integrate/merge within the flesh/bone and tissue to integrate/insert itself and have access to the physical sustenance/nutrients/substance of and as the physical within the bones/tissue/flesh/fabric of the physical, to so transform the sustenance/nutrients/substance into energy for the Mind/Consciousness to accumulate energy from that friction/conflict – for its reward as positive-energy experience. 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand how the physical-manifested process of Fire, equally as one is manifested as my physical-manifested process of and as Energy/Consciousness, where: the negative-energy experience of and as the Fire that simmer in the already-burnt wood/physical-materials in and as its one location/position; will from and within that negative-energy experience; physically move itself into and as and towards/within the depths of this physical-reality/environment forward. Physically move itself into and as all directions within and towards its physical-environment in its process of searching-for and looking-for its positive-energy experience reward as the highest flame, as its survival/continued existence as fire (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move-itself from within and as the negative-energy experience, into and as all directions within and as the depths of and as my beingness and physical-body to consume substance/physicality for my survival/continued existence as Energy). That within that movement deeper into and as the depths of its physical-environment: will consume from within and as the very physical-materials available to it; will integrate and move deeper into and as the physical-materials-itself, as it consume the very fabric/flesh/substance of and as the physical-materials until there’s nothing left; and so continue moving deeper outwards and inwards. Outwards: as it move within and throughout its environment to find/get/have more physical-materials to consume (equally as one as my Mind/Consciousness move within and throughout the entire internal environment of and as the physical-body as the bones/flesh/tissue/fabric of the physical-body), and inwards – as when and as it finds/gets/have the physical-materials to consume, it integrates/manifests itself into and as the very fabric/manifestation/substance of those physical-materials (equally as one as, when and as the Mind/Consciousness integrates/manifests into and as the bones/tissue/flesh – will extract/consume all the substance/sustenance/nutrients within and as the bones/tissue/flesh for it to consume and transform into and as energy); until nothing remains but physical-materials left for rotting/transformed into ash; that eventually returns to this physical existence. Equally as one that manifest as ourselves as human-beings as consciousness/the mind in relationship to our beingness/human physical-body – where we consume from and of this physical-existence, and within ourselves as our beingness and physical-body; moving within and throughout our physical-environments and within and as our beingness/substance as consciousness/energy/the Mind integrate more and more and more into our beingness and physical body, consuming our very fabric/substance/sustenance/nutrients/flesh – until eventually, there’s nothing left. And we return to ash/rot away as the physical-representation of and as what we have done and become: rotten creations/children as consciousness/energy, that evolve as Energy/Consciousness/Mind within and as the process that slowly but surely rot away the physical-body and our beingness for ourselves as consciousness/energy to exist/survive for a finite moment in existence.  

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the statement “if you know the beginning – you know the end” in the fullest extent of me as ‘who I am’ / ‘have become’ as Energy/Consciousness: where:

I begin: as consciousness/energy and the physical-body in the conception and inception process that consume the physical-reality for my energy-reality to exist/survive. From this beginning – starting the process of rotting away the physical-reality for my rotten energy-reality to continue existing/surviving; my Energy-Reality as Mind imbued with rottenness as the evil nature I become within and as my Mind/Secret Mind as my processes of thinking/internal conversations reflect the evil rotten nature I as energy am/have become equally as one as the rotten action of me in my process of rotting away my physical-body/physical-reality within and without for me as my rotten nature as Energy-Reality to continue existing/surviving. Because for me as Energy-Reality to survive/exist, I rot away the Physical-Reality, and therefore my nature as Energy-Reality/Mind will become equally as one as rotten as the rotten/evil ways/means/methods I use to get/have/obtain energy for me to continue existing/surviving as Energy.

And so I end: – rotting my physical-human body, and eventually leaving behind a physically-rotten physical-body as I as Energy-Reality/Mind ceased to exist in and during my process of rotting away all the physical-body substance available to me; and in this - leaving behind a rotten reality/life/existence that I have created/manifested/contributed to as the rotten nature of and as myself as Energy/Mind/Consciousness.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, because in my action as Energy that Rot away the Physical, the very nature of myself is equal-to and one-with what I do/live – and thus, in my action/doing of rotting away the physical, I am within my nature/who I am thus a Rotten individual – that only exist for the interest of myself as energy, and the accumulation of energy as self-reward of and as positive-energy experience; destroying everything and everyone in my path/journey of finding/searching for my positive-energy experience as self-reward, with absolute disregard for all life – from my own physical-body, my beingness, to other human-beings, to this physical-existence; where I have become a being that destroys and annihilates life; for me as energy to survive/exist.

In this, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create/manifest a World-System of Money – that has an absolute disregard for all life, in and as equality and oneness – that consume from and of this physical-existence and the lives/manifestations of and from this physical existence (nature, water, the earth, soil, atmosphere, air, human-beings, animals, insects); where the World-System of Money’s Systems and Tools integrate and excavate environments/surroundings and all and everything/everyone within and as it to extract/consume/get into the very nutrients/substance/flesh/fabric of and as this physical-existence to transform into and as Money for its own continued survival/existence as Money. Moving deeper and farther into and as this physical-existence, as the fire as the energy of and as me move deeper and farther into and as the physical-environment and physical human body; ruining/destroying/annihilating the very physicality of this physical-existence/physical human body – with absolute total disregard for the Life, the expression of beings/manifestations as my beingness, as the physical-body as this physical-existence and the lives of beings/parts/manifestations of and as this physical-existence.

In this, I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand – that, with me transforming my very beingness/life into and as Energy for me as energy to exist for a finite moment, that I am in fact manifesting me as disregarding the very Life of and as me, and so the Life of and as all as existence as me as substance manifest, and thus have now become a being that dishonour, disregard, disrespect Life in and as this physical existence, and is why and how I have accepted and allowed a World-System of Money as my image and likeness creation: that dishonour, disregard and disrespect Life of all within and as this physical existence. And why and how I have not stood up within and as this existence as me for and as Life for all in and as equality and oneness: because I have not yet stood up within and as myself for and as the Life of me as substance of and as equality and oneness, as Life.

I see/realise/understand, that – I have not yet stood up for me as Life within myself, because of my acceptance and allowance of manifesting my ‘who I am’ as Energy/Mind/Consciousness that instead consumes/use/abuse Life as my beingness/physical human body within and as me. And so have accepted and allowed myself to become a being that accept and allow the consumption, use and abuse of and as Life/Substance/Physicality within and as my very Physical Human Body and Beingness, and so have accepted and allowed the World-System of Money and the nature of all as Humanity as me that exist within and as the nature and action and living of and as consumption and abuse of and as this physical-existence and the very lives of and as all as me within and as this physical-existence.

In this, I commit myself to stand within and as me as Life, in and as equality and oneness as manifested as my beingness and my human physical body, where I stand as the starting-point of me as Life of and as equality and oneness, me with and as my physical-body in and as equality and oneness, and so with and as this physical-existence of and as equality and oneness. That that is the first step: The Decision as commitment-statement of Who I Am as Life, as equality and oneness; who I am as equal and one with and as my physical-body and this physical-existence. Now I within that starting-point  Decision of and as Life as equality and oneness, as starting-point of me within myself, I walk my process through, writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application – in and as the starting-point decision of who I am as equality and oneness/Life; and physically manifest me as that starting-point/Decision into and as the Living of me as that Decision which I do through: reabsorbing my Mind Consciousness System energy back into and as my substance/physicality, through transforming my Mind as Energy - manifested as words of and as knowledge and information of and as energy into and as LIVING WORDS.

Thus, I commit myself to - taking me as Words of Energy/Knowledge and information (that has become the Energy-Reality creation of me as the Mind/Consciousness through consuming/abusing my beingness/physical-body); and absorbing those Words/Energy into and as the Physical/Flesh whereI become the Living of and as those Words/Energy as the Living Word, as the process of returning Energy as me to substance/physicality/beingness. And so create/manifest my Physical-Reality in and as equality and oneness with and as who I am and what I live as living words. And thus align the words into and as Equality and Oneness as practically Living Life, with and as Life as my physical-body in and as this physical-existence. And so I become a being that absorb myself as Energy into and as Substance/Physicality, as the return of me as Energy to my origin/source as Substance/Physicality.

I see/realise/understand that only I can walk this for me within myself, as I within and as myself have become the Energy-system as the Mind Consciousness System of words of knowledge and information/definition within and as the manifestation of energy that has created my Energy-Reality as Mind, through the consumption of and as my beingness, physical-body and so this Physical-Existence, as the fire that consumes its environment with absolute disregard for life/all life.

And so, I commit myself - As I manifest me as the Living Word, as reabsorbing me as Energy into and as my Physical as being/becoming the Living Word through and as my process of writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application: I stop the consumption of Life, and start the process of Transformation of me as Energy to and as Life/Living of and as equality and oneness, with and as my physical-body and so this physical-existence. That will stop consuming my physical-body and this physical-environment/earth, and start transforming me as energy to LIVING WITH AND AS in and as equality and oneness: my physical-body and this physical-existence as me.

Where I thus transform myself from a fleeting fire that finitely exist within and as this physical-existence – to become the eternal SUN as the Fire of Life that express as me; that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness. As I stand as the burning Sun of Life within and as me – transform my mind as Fire that consumed my physical-body and beingness, to me becoming the Sun in and as my physical-existence as my physical-body that gift/give life to all parts of and as me in and as my physical-body as me: standing as the life of me as sun, and so the life of and as all as the physical-existence as my physical-body.

And, so – I commit myself to, changing/transforming the World-System of Money in and as the Sun of and as this Physical-existence,that gift life to all in and as equality and oneness, and no more stand as a fleeting fire/flame that consume the life of and as this physical-existence/physical-lives.

And so each will be/become a Sun within and as their physical-existence as their human physical body, that gift life to and as their entire physical-bodies in standing equal-to and one-with their entire physical-bodies as physical-existence. And as each stand as their own sun within and as their physical-existence in and as their physical-bodies as Living in and as actual equality and oneness: so the without as ourselves will be equal and one with and as the Sun and this physical existence, and we exist in the expression/living of and as Life, Here – where all life is considered, honoured, regarded and respected as we see/realise/understand  that all parts is in fact ourselves.  

 

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The Forward March to HELL: DAY 28

How the Fruit of Life became Rotten – Part Ten

Who I Am as Money – continued

In this post, we’ll be going into more detail/specificity regarding the process of movement as we started walking it within DAY 24 and DAY 25, from the perspective of how we conditioned/manifested our movement out of the mother’s womb within and as the starting-point of negative-energy experience, with (mostly) extensive crying as the physical body surge of negative-energy experience and pain and within this: what the consequence of our movement as energy/mind through the consumption of the physical manifested within ourselves and this physical existence as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time – manifest my movement within and through the motivation / instigation from, of and as negative-energy experience. Where my initial conception of me as separation from and of the whole, instigated friction/conflict as opposition – in that friction/conflict instigation ignited the combustion of substance-consumption that transformed substance into and as negative-energy experience – as the fire would consume the wood through ignition of friction/conflict, equal-to and one-with how I as energy, would consume substance with the ignition of friction and conflict; and so consume the wood/substance-manifest, as I would only exist as Fire/Energy as long as I consume the wood/substance-manifest through friction/conflict as negative-energy experience. In this process, for standing solid in one point as a manifested-singularity that initially conceived myself into existence as energy through separation as friction/conflict that reverberated/rippled into and as my beingness and accumulated neutral and positive-energy experience, as the energy-experience ripples/reverberations/fire consumed my very beingness within and as my manifested-singularity for it to accumulate, as eventually as I stand there in the one point as manifested-singularity, as fire burning from wood – reaching my utmost optimum experience as positive-energy experience, as the fire consuming the wood reach its utmost tip of burning as its highest flames. And as the substance within my beingness, and external formation/structure as manifested-singularity within and as that one point/position diminished – my positive-energy experience/highest flame started diminishing to experiencing ‘only me’ as neutral-energy experience, and eventually the lesser of me as energy as negative-energy/experience/the simmering of the fire within the consumed-wood.

And so, I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to as Energy - because my awareness of and as me as Energy had already been defined within and as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience/highest Flame,  I in and as my manifested-singularity moved myself to search/look for the experience of/as me within and as myself as the MORE of/as me as positive-energy experience, which I as Energy did through moving myself within and as existence/substance with an abundance of substance as existence as the whole available to me as Energy to consume as I move myself as a manifested-singularity within and through existence, as the Fire would move itself in and as its environment in its search for the survival of itself as the highest flame, through consuming more physical-materials to transform into Fire. And as I MOVED through and as the motivation of/as the lesser experience of/as me as negative-energy experience to look/search for the more of and as me as positive-energy experience, the very movement generated/created more friction/conflict as negative-energy experience as I move within, through and as substance itself as existence-manifest, and my very movement create the motion in the relationship between my manifested-singularity and substance/existence, as my manifested-singularity formation/structure accumulate negative-energy experience within and as my constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards it within and as my constant/continuous movement within and as it. And as the negative-energy accumulate as I consume substance in and as my very movement as manifested-singularity within and as existence, so did the neutral energy experience accumulate into and as the positive-energy experience of/as MORE of/as me. Equal-to and One-with how Fire itself would move itself, in that very movement motion the process of consuming the wood/physical materials through and as the friction/conflict it manifest to/towards the wood/physical-materials for it to reach its highest flame and so continue existing/surviving. And so, from that moment – the very movement of and as me as manifested-singularity was constant/continuous in/through the motivation of/as me - searching for/looking for the MORE of and as me as Energy within/as myself as positive energy-experience the moment I started experiencing either the neutral-energy experience of/as ‘only me’ and/or the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to, throughout time thus – manifest my emergence/rebirth into and as this physical-existence as existence/substance manifest, where – within the mother’s womb I develop/manifest simultaneously through the process of conception as Mind and inception as Physicality; within and during that process rebirthing/re-emerging the Energy-Reality from and of the consumption of and as the Physical-Reality. With the mother’s womb, equal-to and one-with my initial positioning within and as one point within and as existence:

Where: as I developed/manifested my Energy-Reality as energy-awareness of me as negative-energy experience, to neutral and positive within and as my manifested-singularity in and as the one point/location within and as existence. Equal-to and one with where I develop/manifest my Energy-Reality as energy-awareness of me as negative-energy experience, to neutral and positive within and as my physical-body in and as the one point/location within and as this physical existence as the mother’s womb.

Where:  as I was within that one point/location within and as existence as manifested-singularity, developing/manifesting my energy-awareness into and as the positive-energy experience, consuming all the substance available to me within my beingness and manifested-singularity structure/formation within and as that one point/location: my positive-energy experience awareness started diminishing/lessening to the experience of ‘only me’ as neutral-energy experience, to the lesser of me as energy as negative-energy experience. Which was the first moment/instance that instigated/motivated the act/action of movement of me as the manifested-singularity through existence: where that movement allowed me to accumulate more friction/conflict as negative-energy experience and so the neutral and positive energy experience. Because, the more I moved, the more substance of existence I consumed and transformed into Energy – from my external formation/structure into and as my beingness. Equal-to and One with – in the mother’s womb, as my conception and inception process manifest into the successful development/manifestation of my physical-body and development/manifestation of my energy-awareness, from the negative, to the neutral to the positive-energy experience as the more of me, that I reached as I consumed from and of my physicality and my beingness within and as my physical-body: my positive-energy experience eventually starts diminishing/depleting as within that one point/location within and as the mother’s womb – I have consumed all the resources/substance available to me within and as my physical-body and beingness to consume to experience my energy-awareness of and as positive-energy experience. And so, my very moment out of/from the mother’s womb/that one location/position/point, is a physical-movement of me as negative-energy experience, that move the very physical-body – as I as the negative-energy experience of/as the lesser of me physically moved me as manifested-singularity out of/from that one position/location – to as negative-energy experience within and as my physical-body, physically move myself into and as this physical-existence, from where I will within and as my constant/continuous physical-movement as negative-energy experience, consume from and of this physical-existence and my beingness, for me to accumulate my neutral energy experience of only me, to my positive-energy experience of and as the more of me as Energy.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, how – in the beginning, my very first ‘physical movement’ as manifested-singularity was FORward FOR the REward of and as myself as Energy as positive-energy experience. With (FOR)(war)d:

FOR - as the initial motivation/instigation of me as Energy-awareness searching-FOR/looking-FOR the experience of me as the awareness of me as energy as positive-energy experience, and MOTIVEation – the motive for my movement as the search/looking for Energy as me, with my motive (moti) initiated (vation) as starting-point from and of the negative-energy experience as the ‘lesser’ of/as me as energy-awareness, to search for/look for the ‘more’ of me as positive-energy experience of/as me as Energy.

WAR(d) – as I search FOR and look FOR the more of and as me as energy-experience in and as my motivation/instigation by/through the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser experience of me as Energy, my very movement/act of movement FOR(war)d stand within and as the nature of war, as I consume substance through and as my manifested-opposition to/towards existence/substance as me through constant/continuous friction/conflict within and as my very manifested-singularity structure/formation of and as me, transforming substance into and as negative-energy experience, that accumulate the neutral and so the positive-energy experience of and as the more of and as me as energy.

Thus, FOR(war)d – (d) the manifestation of and as me, as starting-point of and as action/physical-movement as manifested-singularity – moving myself within and as existence/substance, instigated/motivated by/through the negative-energy experience of and as the lesser of and as me (FOR) me to accumulate energy within myself through consumption of substance (war) within and as friction/conflict; as experiencing the more of and as me as positive-energy experience. With (RE)(war)(d):

RE – as the receiving/having/getting more Energy for me within myself to experience the positive-energy experience of and as the more of me as Energy, which I do through the act/action/physical-movement of me (FOR)(war)d, and the more I move forward – the more the REceiving/having/getting more Energy for me within myself manifest, as in and as my very movement, I consume substance from and of existence as a whole.

WAR(d) – as I within and as my very nature/self as Energy – manifest war against/to/towards me as existence/substance as a whole, because for me to receive/get/have energy, I have to move forward, and thus in that very movement/doing as Forward, that manifest from and of my very nature of me as Energy, my very nature stand within the starting-point of war as initiating/instigating physical-movement as movement forward for me to accumulate/get/have/receive more energy for me to fulfil my purpose/reason as Energy to experience the more of and as me as energy as positive-energy experience.

I forgive myself that I have thus accepted and allowed myself to, manifested the very nature of me as Energy as Reward, and the very action/movement of me as Forward within and as the starting-point of and as accumulating more energy for me within and as myself, through and as the consumption of and as substance/existence for only me to experience my positive-energy experience of and as the more of me, that I do through waging war (earning energy) through and as constant/continuous friction/conflict to/towards existence/substance as me.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see/realise/understand, the exact nature of how and why, initially within and as my one position/location within and as existence as manifested-singularity did not sustain my process of consuming substance from and of existence without, and my beingness within, where: from and of my external formation/structure as manifested-singularity, that produced the negative-energy experience as I consumed from and of substance/existence without, that rippled/reverberated into and as my beingness within, for the neutral and positive-energy experience to consume my beingness to be able to exist/survive. That my very physical-movement forward for my reward of and as Energy – initiated the process, whereby: in my moving forward – I moved ‘deeper into’ substance/existence without, where the deeper I move into substance/exist without, the more substance is available in the depths of substance-itself/ as existence-manifest for me to consume and transform into and as negative-energy experience. And so, the same manifested in the within of myself as my beingness of/as substance, where: the energy-experience that would reverberate/ripple into and as my beingness, would move deeper into and as my beingness/the depth of my beingness as substance-manifest and so consume more of my substance as beingness-manifest and accumulate itself from the neutral-energy experience, to the positive-energy experience. Equal-to and one-with the movement of Fire within and as this physical-existence, that would from its one-point/one-location with the resources/physical materials available to it within and as that one point/one location – would move itself forward for its reward of and as the highest flame, and in that movement forward – would move deeper into and as this physical existence, and in its process of movement deeper into its environment, would consume the very physical-materials for it to reach its highest flame.

We’ll continue in the next post, with how this movement into the depths of substance within and without, to consume substance for energy: equally as one manifested our movement out of the mother’s womb, forward, head-first. With the cries the sound of negative-energy experience through, with and as the physical as sounding its starting point of war against the physical/this physical existence, by consuming physicality/substance for Energy to continue existing/surviving as the Mind within the Physical-Body. Until eventually where the depths of substance had been transformed into energy relationships of unified fields, that eventually manifest to the final diminishment/depletion of Energy; as we as energy consumed all of/as substance itself for a finite existence as energy’ instead of standing with and as substance in and as equality and oneness and living eternally here with and as substance as Life.

I commit myself to – through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application assist and support me to put out the fire of me asEnergy/Mind/Consciousness that has consumed my physical-body and beingness, and equally as one putting out the Fire as me within this physical-existence as me  as the World-System of Money that has equally as one consumed from and of this physical existence, as the very physical-materials/manifestations and lives of beings/manifestations within this physical existence for it to continue surviving/existing.

I see, realise and understand, that – for me as Energy/Fire to exist, I consume my very beingness/physicality for me as Fire/Energy to only exist for a finite-moment in and as the eternity of and as this physical existence as a whole. And so, through writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application – I commit myself to, assisting and supporting me, to release the fear of not existing as Fire/Energy, that can only exist when I know that I will cease to exist as Energy/Fire eventually, because my existence is dependent on the consumption of substance/physicality of which I only have so much opportunity/time to use/abuse for me as Energy/Fire to exist for a finite moment.. And in releasing this Fear through releasing myself from and of Energy as the Mind/Consciousness and returning me to Substance/Physicality as the process I walk in standing/being/becoming the Living Word as transforming myself from Energy-experience to Physical-Living, to stand equal-to and one-with substance/physicality/existence: I will come to see/realise/understand that I have not ever in fact existed/lived – I have survived through consumption. That I have never in fact existed/lived as I have missed Life, here as existence in and as equality and oneness as me, and so in that – my fear of not existing was only manifested, because I wasn’t EXISTence in fact as eternity, here.

In this, I commit myself to being a living-example – to have others walk with me, in and as equality and oneness, as we all walk together in putting out our fires/energy as Mind within and as ourselves, stopping the process of beingness/physical consumption and actually being/becoming living-beings, instead of consuming energy-systems; to in our standing-together – walk into and as the World-System of Money, to together put out the Fire in and as the without as ourselves that we’ve created/manifested together, and manifest the System as the Equal Money System –that do not consume life, but gift Life.

I commit myself, to thus – as I put out the Fire/stop as returning me as Energy/Consciousness/Mind to and as the Physical in being/becoming a living being of and as equality and oneness: thus stop the movement of me as forward for the reward of and as positive-energy experience as the more of me, as my self-interested participation in this existence as me, as I consume substance/physicality within my movement forward for only me to exist/survive as reward. That I have to see/realise/understand that I must first STOP, which I do with and as breath, and my process of and as writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application and stand equal-to and one-with the movement as expression of and as my physical-body, to see/realise/understand what movement as expression in and as equality and oneness really in fact mean. 

 

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